>that feel when on the fence about suicide
>not sure if it's worth it to take the time to fix issues if I'll just kill myself anyway
WHO ELSE /onthefence/ HERE?
me
ill prolly just take 2 bars and sleep in my car in the garage with a tube from the exhaust to the window
Me. I have a noose drawn up and a loaded magazine+pistol sitting around but there's an irritating little kernel of hope left. I know it has literally no basis of reality, too. It's frustrating as fuck, m8
>no one wants to help fix flaws
>everyone wants to point out flaws
THANKS GUYS I HADNT NOTICED I FUCKED UP MY LIFE
Me. I'm gonna do the college thing for a bit. Probably end up hanging myself on a tree between classes. I live in the desert, so there's a lot of isolated areas to pick from.
I hate my life and I'm looking forward to dying, but I'm too interested in world events to even consider it
I hate the fact that I'm going to miss out on everything that will happen in the next couple of centuries, so there's no fucking way I'm going to miss out on what I actually can see
Quite afraid of death, manifests as fear of turning into vegetable even though my plan of jumping in front of a train is 99% foolproof. Waiting to get a gun then going to jump in front of a train before shooting myself.
I think
I should just kill myself, life is an effort and a task, and there is hardly any pleasure
but then I think, Oh wait what if life actually is significant and I'm making a mistake?
>>24507049
I've thought this for many years. It's just your basic survival instinct tricking you.
I can't deny that it's a tempting thought, though.
I want to give myself one more year and if I can't figure anything out I'll either an hero or sell off all my belongings and skip town to restart
Its always worth it to stay alive IMO. Even if just for the small joys of shit posting. Anything better then the eternal abyss of death. And the truth is any day some shit could happen to turn your love around
>>24505811
>id rather die than shitpost
m8 wat
>>24506970
This. It's the main thing keeping me alive. It's like a shitty movie that you can't help but watch, I NEED to know what happens.
>>24507282
>It's like a shitty movie that you can't help but watch, I NEED to know what happens.
thats exactly how i feel atm
