When was the last time you were the you, you wanted to be, and not the you everyone expects you to be? No walls. No holding back. Nothing. Just your organic thoughts and actions.
>>24493117
I am me. The true me. That's probably why I'm alone.
>>24493117
just here
>>24493117
I am neither the me I want to be nor the me everyone else wants me to be
>>24493117
I drank a fifth of vodka alone at home (which i do most days). got bored so got in my car and drove to the casino. was up around $1k on blackjack - left casino and scored a gram of coke and went to a brothel. fucked a thick blonde with huge tits while we did coke together. afterwards got some breakfast and called in sick to work and slept it off. i do this kind of thing every few months.
I don't know who I wanna be, I'm just so confused
>>24493214
But see, here you're another robot. We don't expect much out of you. Sure we call you a faggot when we disagree, but 1) Everyone is a faggot if you think hard enough and 2) You're our faggot. How you carry yourself is how we accept you. No more, no less.
>>24493117
People were afraid.
Of my well being, as well as their own.
I don't work well with people.
the last time I shot heroin
>>24493117
That picture op goddamn
Even though its >tumblr filename damn
Right in the feels
Sometimes. Its like when I just wake up and too tired to give a shit, i say whatever and do whatever and feel a lot comfortable.
Right now its impossible because Im living with my parents and have to keep up an image. Think of gbps.
But im crawling out of my fake skin gradually. Im beginning to not care about being taken care of. I want to see how I fare alone. So Im getting more irritable these days, and less tolerant of my parents shit.
