Why must life be so cruel?
My best friend killed himself, he left no letter but had spotify open on his laptop, showing his last played song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFUzvbkEvRk
I used to love that song, but now I can't bear to hear it. I wish I could go with him, but I'm too afraid of death. Seriously people, how can you not fear death? We know nothing about it, the outcome can be far worse than our current lives. Why the fuck should you risk the life that has been given you? Life is horrible and unjust, but death might as well be worse. This whole life is just like limbo.
I don't know, I'm just so confused.
>>24484370
i dont fear death and i tried to kill myself
you should too, its better that way
>>24484370
this image best describes my reaction to the content in this post coupled with that song
>tfw vicariously wallowing in op's bitter sadness
>>24484370
too many feels
>listens to some shitty emo song
>kills self
Edgy
>>24484370
if you do it jump ifront of a highspeed train, easy, painless and it is a fuck you to all the normies onboard
>>24484370
>mfw fantasized about hanging myself and leaving this song playing
How the fuck can death be worse?
>feels gone
>pain gone
>depression gone
>physical discomfort gone
When did he kill himself and what do you think his reasons were, OP?
>>24484535
hanging is shit teir, ram your car into a buildning in 250kmh
>>24484525
Fuck no I take the train every day and I'm sure other robots do too. Normies take their cars, so jump off a bridge or something.
>killing yoursef
worst mistake ever. You have like 60-80 years here may as well keep at it, you're not going to get it back.
>>24484551
There might be no chance of happiness in death, I'd rather live on trying to make something good happening in my life instead of being in complete apathy and indifference.
>>24484572
>fuck yourself up
>kill a bunch of people along the way
>get charged for homicide and eferythin taken away from you
>spend 50+ years in a care home because you're paralysed
sounds fun
So some guy with an awful taste in music died, what's the big deal? It's not like you cared anyway OP, you're just using it as a subject for conversation.
>>24484573
there are highspeed cargotrains, but fuck that you will have to wait for houres while they are getting a cleaning crew while my blood are dripping on the windows. i picture all the women crying and the blank black stears of the normies looking at their shoes. they cant ignore reality they cant win do you get that, i will not allow it. the stacys will cry and think "why did he do this" without realizing that they did it. this is the only power we have, i just want someone to feel our pain and feel bad even if its for a single day before they return to their pathetic normy life
>>24484619
>250kmh concrete wall
>surviving
dude
>>24484768
Absolutely anon, i know the feel. I just want to have a final fuck you to the world that made me sad.
Plus it is instant death
>>24484611
>I'd rather live
FUCK OFF NORMIE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>24484768
naw, they will all be like "some spege slpatered his ugly ass now we all have to wait while shit gets recorded and they bag the tard grilse"
"what an inconsiderate asshole"
"good riddance"
"hah, what a loser"
>>24484930
you know that normies arent psycopats, they will care, for a bit
also they dont see gore, they do cry i have seen an moose been hit by a train and it was not pretty
and the normies sufferd
>>24484567
November 14th. He shot himself in the head through the mouth with a gun he stole from his dad.
There were probably a lot of factors that lead to his suicide. His dad could beat him up a lot. I told him to report that asshole, but he refused. He would usually say something like: "It will get better, anon" or "He's still my dad." He was far too kind to deserve something like that, and it never got better.
He fell into some heavy anger issues during high school, and got into a lot of fights. This lead to him getting reported for assault a quiet few times. After a background like that, he had it really difficult getting into a college worthwhile, and he had to stay home while I moved away. Apparently shit got way worse after I moved out. He called on the day before his suicide, and we hanged out during that whole day. He acted relieved and happy. Like he had his whole life figured out, I was hopeful about him. When the news came to me about his death, I could barely believe it. I'm still crying constantly about the whole thing.
I don't know why I share this to you guys, but it feels very therapeutic to open up for once.
>>24485065
Nobody cares about you and your stupid dead friend normie
death is reliable. at the end of every night at the beginning of every morning. death is the only thing you can 100% say is certain. the future however, scares the fucking shit out of me tbqhf
>>24484619
>250kmh
You'll die on impact, the boot of the car will now house the engine, you'll become one with the machine.
>>24484370
your friend had shit taste in music, desu senpai im glad he is dead
>>24485111
This, i would turn off the airbag but there's really no point
>>24485065
>I don't know why I share this to you guys, but it feels very therapeutic to open up for once.
That's why this board exists, anon.
I'm here with you
>>24484370
3 of my friends killed themselves. 2 others overdosed. I had to help bury all of them. I was kind of glad they did; they wouldn't have made it anyway. Keep crying, faggot. Life is not for the weak. Forge on and live your life. If you can't do it for yourself, do it for your friend that won't be able to.
>>24485251
I bet you thought that was real deep and shit but you just sound like a retard.
>>24484370
Wow yeah if I listened to this garbage I would have killed myself too
>>24484370
Sorry m8 I lost a best friend in august.
Buckle up. Its gonna be a ride.
>>24485251
This sounds like every Russian evers philosophy
>>24485309
>implying
I'm old, man. Hearing about faggots that take their life before it even gets anywhere doesn't even phase anyone after a point. No one is going to remember his friend. Ask about it here in two weeks, no one is going to give a shit or even recall this thread.
Grow up. Better yet, you should kill yourself too.
>>24484370
I hear you or else I would've gone already.
>>24484370
I was expecting some fucking Queen or Led Zeppelin and /v/-core shit, but he had pretty good taste. That's a shame
>>24484551
You don't know this. There is a belief that perhaps your consciousness stays with your body eternally as it gives back to the earth. So you're essentially stuck there while your vessel decomposes.
Maybe that'd be cool if I had the ability to experience anything in the universe during that time, and be like a metaphysical pivot on which all possibilities revolve, allowing me to encounter each one..
>>24484512
(You)
There ya go.
