>lt never gets better.
>>24439134
Surprisingly soothing
>>24439213
so is your mother
>>24439213
There's this game called 6 Differences that has similar vibes, it's on Newgrounds
Comfy as hell
>You will eventually die someday
>>24439700
After a life of loneliness and mental suffering.
>>24439134
Yup, true dat
>>24439942
M-maybe it'll get better eventually...
>>24440092
y-yea and maybe unicorns will grow from trees
>>24440150
haha wtf
>>24440092
>>24439942
>>24439700
>>24440150
maybe this is our punishment. The universe throws just enough good in among the bad to convince us "maybe things will get better"
and by the time you realize they won't, you're already bogged down in a life of seemingly endless suffering
>>24440275
God I am fucking miserable
>>24440289
everyone is miserable, some people are just good at pretending to be happy
>>24440150
Why an electronic piano? Don't you want an iron string plate?
>>24440353
That's what I like to believe too
>>24440383
Tragicomic
>>24439134
>youll never be the happy anon you once were
see, the thing is, is that the recognition of a perspective where a situation won't improve- that's a realization that you're going to continue to encounter the same problems.
that's the first step.
after you're willing to acknowledge that change isn't going to happen, it frees you up to find new ways of responding to what's going on around you.
things aren't going to get better, but you can put away the expectation that things should.
you might not become a happier person; your situation may not become more pleasant. however, once you exist in this space, you become free to think about what you might want out of life, besides "something good"
for example, there's a lot of satisfaction to be had from accomplishments. I'm not talking about recognition or rewards. this is where you begin to build your own sense of self.
accomplish one thing. it can be as simple as twitching your toe. after that, move on to the next one. keep going for the next accomplishment, whether it's twitching your ankle, standing up and walking around, or running a marathon.
this is where you begin to exist.
i just got out of the intensive care unit for taking 130 bloood pressure pills. They say I should have died...why didnt I?
>>24439134
this is a really cool image, thanks OP
>>24440670
you're weIcum
>you'll never work up the nerve to just end it all
>>24439134
I wish I could tell you it did.
why did I used to be happy
>it never gets better
>but you do
>>24440513
FUCKKKKKKKK IT DIDNT FUCKING HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. WHERE WHERE WHERE THE FUCK DID IT ALL GO SO FUCKING WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>24440670
Im the original creator of the pic I made an alternate color one too, let me see if i can upload max file size
>>24439134
perhaps we are blessed. when our times are up we will give up our lives freely, having had years to lose our sense of attachment to this world
>haven't been happy since you were a kid
>can actually pinpoint the time in my life where it all started to go downhill
>I look back on that day in horror, everyday
>I know, deep down in my heart, that nothing will improve, I'll never get better or succeed, I'm destined to fail
It's scary, I even have constant dreams/nightmares of me being homeless.
It makes no difference. All men are equal in God's eyes.
>>24442277
>trips,dubs and dubs
NICE
>>24440537
So, like xbox achievements, but in real life? Woah
>>24440513
>tfw you doubt that you ever was
>>24444252
go take your pills grandma
>>24440628
ur 2 stronk
