>depression
>gender
>your thread
>your face
>btfo
>privilege
>transphobic
>misogynist
Haha, great thread, OP! I sure am glad you're contributing to the overall quality of this board!
>roastie.
Let the triggering begin
>>24433308
You too bitch
>>24433308
In my honest opinion this thread is currently in the top 50%
>>>/cuk/
>mansplaining
>problematic
>trigger
>tolerance
Ironic memes such as: Tips fedora, litterly also btfo you know troll stuff
>revolutionary
>disruptive
>changing the world
>misogyny
>PTSD
>>24431981
>Blacked
>Cvck
>SJW
>Projecting
>>24434843
The blackening is real!!
>opinion
>>24434871
Why does it have to be?
What are you implying with that image?
>>24434843
Holy shit he really does look like a pt cruiser
>>24434246
>tumblrs have managed to turn your mental disorder into a hilarious joke
>>24435014
What.. am I implying with that image? What are you dumb? It doesn't HAVE to be but it will be. The alternative is war or overtrowing the Jews which is never going to happen because we are good goyims.
>toxic
>bullying
>triggered
>bait
>cringe
>all nigger speech
>meme
>entitled
>ironic
>>24435171
https://www.instagram.com/p/8cD6xBKQCI/
You must resist what?
Punishing me somehow for my disregard for a campaign I don't support?
My choice to ignore it's existence? What? What are you resisting? Are you resisting the idea as well?
You can't use images with sub-texts in the file name that aren't intended. Autists like me will be confused.
Specify your intents please, I read into too much of everything.
>>24435255
Title was like that when I saved it and I knew about it but I thought it was fitting. No I'm not going to strangle any niggersbut it's not impossible though
>>24435168
it was always a joke you faggot
>>24435418
Do what your path commands.
>>24435678
Dude what? You want me to strangle you? Don't be so depressing. I was mainly talking about sandniggers anyway.
>>24435781
It's only depressing if there's tragedy, this would be divine command if you're a history buff.
>>24435833
No stop it. You're making me really feel guilty I don't want the blackening to happen but I don't want to kill anyone I would like a new regime but really fuck off man.. Strangle yourself fucker don't make me feel so guilty..
>>24431981
Dear /r/askreddit, what SJW phrases LEterally make you le CRINGE?
>>24435956
I might think differently if you were a muslim
>>24431981
>That's not funny
>Stop it
>No
you get the idea
>>24435956
Who do you think really feels discomfort about this "blackening?"
Observe.
I've felt like a talking dog for the better part of my educated life. Redpilled? I don't know.
But being... Self aware, but unable to change anything about the perception of me of others or from myself is enough to have some pretty fucked effects.
>>24436040
>>24435956
I touched none of the arrangement. The aisles were as such when I entered the pharmacy, you have my very word. As little as it may mean to you.
I've seen things with my own two eyes that have made self-loathing pale in comparison.
Maybe this is for the birds at /pol/
But we truly are being "culturally enriched" and it's in the worst possible way. I am not cherry picking. The shit is everywhere.
This has striked me odd for some time now. Is it a paradigm shift? How long have blacks been asking for representation and change? This almost seems like a pavlovian response. Like a Parent nagged by a bratty child. After decades of misbehaving, the parent caves. And a poor hamfisted attempt is given quickly and in excess.
Almost in a "HERE SHUT UP already about it!" manner.
Is there truly a larger scheme here? A scheme in addition to others I never asked to be a part off. Something seared to me at birth?
>>24436040
But it's the government doing this. The blackening is real but that doesn't mean I want to kill all niggers I just want the white race to survive. No you're not a talking dog you're just a puppet to the media. You making me feel dude. I just wish the white race wouldn't be all Jewd up. It's not your fault.
>the
>i
>to
>of
>>24436178
My very existence makes it my fault. It isn't necessarily about inferiority for me either.
It's about being chained to an incompetence i'd be destined to have even if I weren't assumed with it at birth.
I would fix this by exiling myself to solve problems by a minute statistical margin, but i'm too poor.
I'm the definition of what's terrible here, but the infuriating truth is that I know.
I know and i'm aware. But unable to make a difference.
Sure I could an-hero, I think I plan to. But I don't want to die in america. I don't want who's left of who is close to me to know anything about my demise.
>>24436146
Wow so many black santas. I live in Belgium and recently here a tradition involving black painted guys was sort of banned too now they're all white or 'dotted' black it's sint-nicolaas or sinterklaas which is what santa is based on. I think it's all a plot to keep white people quiet tension is rising in Europe too. So we need to be kept under control and kept 'busy' with it.
>>24436284
Atleast you aren't following up to this entire fad where black people can do what they want. Don't kill yourself though. You sound like a cool guy just stay open minded like you are right now it might go partially away like it's all in mass now but it won't be in the future.
>>24436428
>Don't kill yourself though
I feel like what's left of a human spirit from being a child with ambition growing up tells me i'd like that, very much so.
But becoming an adult is convincing me otherwise. No will to survive, reproduce, or offer anything to anyone for any reason has taken it's toll for 2 years and change now.
It's mostly guilt above all else, not really incompetence or inferiority. Just being offered resources and services for things that may not even be valid about me anymore is pain enough. I feel malicious sometimes by my own definition, and no one is aware enough to agree or disagree.
No reason they should be, i'd never tell anyone close to me lest it ruin what native connection we already have. They have no way of helping me unless they're willing to take my life without a trace.
Sorry, i'm writing fucking novels here.
>>24436753
When you're nearing dead it's normal. There was a time where I didn't think I would survive I was 99% sure and that was already a lie because I was 100% sure. Yeah I get why you feel bad about it you really have self-respect and now you're treated like some puppy that everybody has to pet. I hope you change your mind though what were you ambitious about? Did you have any dreams? Dreams is what's keeping me from ending it it gives me hope even when there doesn't seem to be any.
>>24436930
Ironically enough. The last time I figured my self genuinely happy. Brought to near gleeful excitement happy.
Life plan almost happy.
I took a pic just like that. Just.
Fucking.
Like it.
There magic in juxtaposition like that. I may not be happy anymore.
But small instances of dichotomies like this amuse me.
I'm in the middle of trying to meticulously abandon my life in the most clandestine and efficient way possible. If I don't plan daily it will fall apart and i'll be prevented.
I actually plan to include you guys in on it soon when i'm ready.
My dreams unfortunately have required me to compromise to more secular means.
>>24437020
I mean completely honestly? I wasn't even trying to replicate the image.
I just, felt like I should take a pic that way.
I was doing ambitious shit trying to further myself doing something I figured I would for the rest of my life. Without fail. And be great at it. Fucking phenomenal.
That kind of confidence overrides pretention, you don't care what others think of you you when you're on a path.
I was browsing /r9k/ then sure, but it wasn't for the same reasons really. It was just about feeling alien... but not alienated. I was in a different place then, not entirely bad, but I was still making things work.
And it wasn't nearly as fucking bad then as it is now. Not by a fucking mile. There was still an inkling of dignity then. Something I didn't feel ashamed to be a part of.
>>24437020
>>24437097
You have a big vocabulary bro. So I get what you mean. You don't want to be succesful because of some fad. Anyway there will always be people who respect you for what you do and not because they are subjected to some superficial media guilt-trip. I will try to reach my dream. I hope you will too whatever it exactly is it's probably achievement and respect itself right? That's what I made of it.
>>24437334
>big vocabulary
Credit that to double think. I've been the bright black kid since I was 12, i'm sure now at this point in my life it was the beginning of a big lapse in the scope of my existence.
Maybe they slapped 40 grand in my hands in the 7th grade and told me I had a high IQ, when in reality I was just above average for black making me average in the normal world.
Maybe it was a little autism that made me consome and parrot information to fit in with the way I assumed things were supposed to be. Maybe I wised up when I realized that nothing really matters at all, when you're living from your own perception. Not a damn thing.
Hard to say these days.
Just existing.
Not wanting friends, love or money. Not even really wanting to die.
That's the thing. The amusing thing.
To die means something to me, it doesn't carry the same effect. I'd lived. I'd effected people. They will have some reaction give or take to my demise upon news of it. And as smart as I was told I was, I do some hard thinking living. I can only image how frustrating it would be if an afterlife permitted more of it.
My dream as of late is not just to not exist anymore, but to have never existed at all. And being a man of reason, well. You can see the annoyance in that.
So i've gotta settle for death after all. I don't have a black hole lying around anywhere.
But i've got to be smart about it. Very smart. I figure i've got a small window to escape my life and act. I'm currently flunking out of my college after maintaining a 3.8 gpa and making the deans list for 5 consecutive semesters. I had a good run I think. That's what makes it all so comforting. I have to opportunity to leave behind a legacy the people who raised me can be proud of.
Unbeknownst to them I lost my fucking mind, famo.
But uh. Yeah, I wish you some really fine gold plated luck in whatever you pursue.
>>24437602
Luck will have nothing to do with it. I promise that. I was just a sperg in school. I have nothing to leave after I die I haven't achieved anything. I just got some painful stories and crazy stories nobody will believe anyway. My dream is to be an artist but I have other dreams too. My dreams for some reason never die. It's like that monster in my brain that kills everything can't seem to kill my dream. I don't even understand how it kills everything emotions towards things, thinking etc but for some reason my psychosis can't destroy my dream. I dunno I had typed out some stuff but accidently gone. Anyway is https://www.instagram.com/p/8cD6xBKQCI/ you?
>>24437944
The post or the video?
>>24438088
The video. I haven't clicked it.
>>24438129
No sir.
Content.
>>24438306
I don't really know how instagram works anyway take care hope you will regain the will to live.
>>24431981
career-oriented
equality
>>24438423
I don't.
That's terrible. I'm in the middle of destroying my life here. This is a very serious decision.
You're pretty much wishing the ending of the mist on me, famo. Rude.
>>24438488
Yeah but I still hope so. Do what your heart desires though I hope you will see the light and not the darkness.
>>24438570
I see dark everytime I look in the mirror, chief.
I appreciate it I guess. There's a universe where I took your advice.
It isn't ours.
"You'll wake up eventually"
>>24433308
Found the depressed gender queer.
>problematic
What did they do? What the fuck did they do to this perfectly good word? Now it just means anything you find offensive or disagreeable.
>>24439152
qwll that is a matter.
>toxic
tm06
