>tfw look at all the wasted potential in myself
>>24429125
It hurts so bad to know that my impulsiveness and poor choices led down this rabbit hole of despair. There's no point in trying anymore. The most valuable productive time in my life is over.
I have no worth. And I never will.
Worry not anon, it was never there to begin with. It was merely the illusion of potential.
>>24429313
Today really cemented this for me.
I had one, final chance to be happy and it's ended.
I don't mean to be rude, but for what reason do you avoid killing yourself?
I'm having trouble avoiding it.
>tfw vidya ruined everything
>>24429338
doesn't make it less painful desu
>>24429351
I'm afraid to die. My mother had a heart attack in front of me when I was 12. I'm trapped between the fear of being wormfood and the misery that I pissed away any chance of true happiness.
>>24429368
how did vidya ruin everything?
>>24429498
>true happiness
nice meme
>>24429547
Wastes time and encourages weak procrastinators to bury their head in the sand while life passes them by.
The thrill of vidya dulls the pain. When if most "gamers" put even half that focus into education or true self enrichment, they'd be doctors.
My wow subscription has at least 3 characters with over 125 days played. I don't even have an AA.
>>24429125
>tfw there isn't even potential in me. I'm literally useless garbage.
