I can't take these nights anymore. The only way I can sleep without crying is if I hug a pillow. I want my mom to hug me again. I want to hear, "I love you." I want to have friends, and not ones who only hang out with me out of pity and guilt. I want to be worth somebody's time. I want to mean something to someone. I can't handle this anymore. I'm sick.
>>24423619
They're not worth it dude, nobody is. Nobody deserves to say "I love you" to you. It's not your privilege to be loved. You don't need love. Only disgust. They're disgusting and fake, all of them. You don't need them. You only need your health and some money. I would recommend contacting your mom though, unless she's dead.
>I want to have friends, and not ones who only hang out with me out of pity and guilt
I didn't ask for this feel, OP. I didn't ask for these tears either
you faggot... why am I so insufferable? I want to be likeable...
>>24423679
No matter how much I try to hate people I feel lonely without them. I don't want to live like this anymore.
>>24423619
I've almost become a normie, and all my passion in life is gone.
I've been alone so long my chest has started to hurt. Every day is the same. It's pathetic, and I don't deserve it, but I really do want attention from somebody. I'm too ashamed to ask. I'll probably just wind up killing myself like this.
God, why are you so dependent on human interaction and love? Just do your own fucking thing, who gives a fuck about the endless love bullshit anyways.
>>24423795
Not him but I as well find it hard to take the lonesome road, I don't know why. I know I'll never have real friends, or a strong connection with my family, but yet it hurts to be alone. I don't know why but it might be relayed to why people commit egotistical suicide
>>24423795
I don't choose to feel the way I feel. I can't just get over loneliness by devaluing other people, it's physiological. I crave connection.
I understand why I'm alone. It's because I'm quiet. I never interject, never laugh, almost never talk. I've overheard people talk about whether I'm a sociopath three times in my life. It's hard to talk, though. If I really want to, my throat feels filled with needles and my heartbeat goes up. Then, maybe some broken sentence comes out and I beat myself up over it. Why would anybody want to spend time with me? I'm boring, I know it.
The hardest thing about it all is that life seems so easy for other people. I'm so tired of being myself
I'm at this point in my life, doing terrible in everything, lonely all the fucking time. I'm thinking about killing myself if I fail this semester because of me being a sad faggot all the time.
>>24423950
>The hardest thing about it all is that life seems so easy for other people. I'm so tired of being myself
why do i relate so much
>>24423975
It's a containment board for a reason, birds of a feather flock together
Threads like these made me glad I can handle being alone.
Stop acting like sniveling little bitches and be a fucking man about it. Boo-fucking who, mommy please hug me. Fuck you man, fuck you, you don't need hugs and kisses for your boo-boos, and you'd know this if you actually had a father figure.
"Please girls just love me." ALSO FUCK YOU. Get in the pussy brutha, you don't need this emotional bullshit. You think having a girl in love with you is so great? It's an ego boost, nothing more, you're just longing for something because you've never had it.
MAN THE FUCK UP. GOD. WOMEN DONT WANT YOU AND PEOPLE DONT LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOURE FUCKING PATHETIC, JUST GROW A PAIR ALREADY.
If you're a woman this does not apply -- please just flash your tits and oogle a guy and you're set.
>>24424048
t. alone for 2 months.
>>24424048
good ol' tough love routine
>>24423975
this
>>24424068
Try 11 years.
Maybe that's why I'm so jaded; I used to have this depressed outlook, this bleak feeling that I'll never be loved (surprise, still hasn't happened) but somewhere along the line I just stopped giving a fuck.
>>24424048
I don't have any friends, I dropped out of school, my job is shit and will never go anywhere. Maybe that's my fault, maybe it isn't. But I don't understand why so many people berate me, mock me, tell me to stop being a pussy, tell me to kill myself. I don't hate them. So why do they hate me? Do they feel threatened by me somehow? They don't even know me. I'm just a pathetic loser on the internet. Why do people want me to die? Does anybody even want me to live?
>>24424137
People don't like weakness. It reminds them of their own weakness and/or it is just a quality that lowers the quality of everything you attempt
>>24424137
Everyone on the internet is an asshole, don't even bother. But IRL often people try do fix me, like "don't be so serious anon" etc.
The message I get from society is that I'm basically invalid. I can't be the way I am, my personality is nothing but something to be fixed.
Fuck this shit. I have the right to exist, if being alone is the only option then fine, be it.
>>24424165
I want somebody to care about me. I don't want to bury every part of myself and fake everything to achieve that. I don't want to pretend my life didn't happen and smile anyways.
>>24424048
So the secret to getting women to like you is to first be attractive and second not be yourself, but try as hard as possible to meet the standard for what an ideal male should be
??????
Maybe this just man up argument has some merit, maybe Elliot was right and women do want obnoxious brutes.. it's worth a shot, at least
>>24424202
>I can't be the way I am, my personality is nothing but something to be fixed.
I feel you, brother. I wish things were different.
>>24424224
>brutes
supreme
>>24424137
I went to the store tonight and it seemed like the drunk normies could fucking sense my beta genes the moment I was within sight. I don't know what sets me apart so much.
>HEEYYY NICE BAG
>THAT GUY HAHA
>SORRY AM I IN YOUR WAY HAHA
>YOU LOOKIN AT MY GIRL LOL KIDDING
>YEAH YOU KEEP WALKING
>>24424265
ugh do people do this shit?
>>24424290
>ugh
Get the fuck out of this thread you shitter.
>>24423619
>not getting edgy robot online friends
>my life sucks and I hate it!
>yeah nah I'm still not gonna do shit to change that
>>24424341
I want a gay robot online bf more than anything. Just a codependent relationship would make things so much more tolerable.
>>24424290
Yes, even the girls.
>RING YOUR BELL
>COME ON RING IT PLEASE HAHA
>AW YOU'RE NO FUN
I should have rung her fucking neck t.b.h
>>24424137
>i dropped out of school
>wtf lol i have a shit job
kek
>>24424312
ehhhj
>>24424365
>not participating on all the gay threads
there was a big one yesterday prob could have found someone
>>24424418
I'm tired of posting asking for a bf and having no response other than shit like this telling me I should be able to get one if I keep trying.
>>24424464
yea. if u want responses post an image of yourself if you're decent.
and if you dont necessarily want a robot bf, then its pretty easy to find one online desu.
>>24424496
correction*
if you want a normal bf, then its easy to find one online**
>not realizing this is pasta
I knew most people here were new, but wew
>>24424556
To be fair I wrote all of it.
>>24423619
>being a validationkek
What's it like knowing that your happiness entirely relies on things outside of your control?
>>24424593
Not that good desu, especially if you have terrible luck
>>24424593
It feels pretty good not having to take responsibility for your failures
