>smoke weed in the morning or else the day feels pointless and full of despair
>>24398231
i wouldn't be in school anymore if i wake and baked, but damn i wish i could.
>can't get out of bed in the morning
>my only way to forcefully wake up is to jack off
This is how addiction starts.
>tfw sweaty hands when I don't smoke weed
>smoked two ounces this month
least no sweaty hands kek
>>24398231
What does it feel like to smoke, my family has had a history of mental illness would that trigger anything in my brain negatively?
>>24398689
Schitzho (i can't spell) is the only illness that I heard of that has been triggered
>>24398689
i have a big tolerance now so its different for me now, but when i first started it just made me laugh at the stupidest shit, if it was hot outside it wouldnt bother me, walking was like i was a little guy inside my head controlling my body. beats and rhythms playing in my head. i would become pretty unself-aware, like we were at the dealers house and i started panicking about where i was going to hide the weed at home etc. that was all in the first 6 months to a year though. ive been smoking for 3 years, since i was 15, and the magic is kind of gone now, it just lifts my mood a little bit.
like when i woke up, before i smoked, i was just feeling miserable about how i have to go out and work (i have a shitty 10 an hour landscaping job, like cleaning peoples yards and shit etc) and it just rained and everything is wet. but then i smoked and now it's not so bad that i have to go out, i can deal with it
>>24398231
Wow. Here I fucking am trying to get my shitty grinder unstuck at around 9 in the morning before I head for my classes.
I gotta cut down, it's a waste of money.
This is why I don't buy that weed isn't addicting
Maybe not physically, but mentally
>>24398847
it really is but you can break the addiction with minimal withdrawal effects compared to other drugs like benzos in like three days. I replaced my drinking problem with a weed problem and im better off lol
>smoking weed
FUCKING NORMIES GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD YOU FUCKING WAGESLAVES!!!!!
