>been with so many degenerates
>been through a lot in life
>find a decent bf/bf
>at this point you are too jaded and damaged to feel any happiness in a relationship
>>24390309
you're not over your previous one.
bitch
t. previous guy
I made a point not to do that. Don't think I wasn't tempted and am 100% innocent.
What you need is for someone to forgive you for something you can't forgive yourself for. It's what we call a kek around here, give your last shit on this.
>>24390457
I am over them but I think at this point in life I'm too old and I feel like my time is being wasted
>>24390309
You made poor decisions now you pay the price.
>>24390309
>be roastie
>now toasty
you dug your grave, now die in it
>>24390309
>move around a lot as a kid
>get too used to breaking off all ties to people after a few months
>sudden urge to end or sabotage every relationship I have after a month
I just want to be happy, but this bullshit coping mechanism is fucking with me.
>>24390309
I rarely find happiness in anything anymore. I feel numb, like my emotional development was stunted as a child; or I just experienced so many shitty things in my life to the point that I am perpetually unhappy. I am incredibly blunt to the point that people feel the need to express the fact that I am mean or even go as far as calling me an asshole for doing something as simple as stating the obvious. I haven't developed romantic feelings for anyone in two years, and I has become increasingly harder to go out in public or talk to people. I feel as if spaghetti may spew from my pockets at any moment during social interaction.
tfw feeling dead from unfortunate circumstance.
Where do I go now as I know I cannot live a normal life anymore ?
>>24390583
That's right. I should have focused on myself instead of trying to chase love.
>>24391542
I think people who never formed close bonds as children have a hard time having them as adults
>>24390551
>I'm too old and I feel like my time is being wasted
Too old for what? How is your time being wasted?
>>24392684
Too old for the dating stuff and I realize that most of the time it won't end in marriage.
I've gotten to the point where it is no longer exciting for me.
>>24392787
You're never really too old for dating. I mean, even seniors date. Can you not just enjoy it? Does it have to be a means to an end?
>been with shit mates
>hung on because fate or some gay shit
>get a great gf
>one slight problem arises
>assume it's the same as before and break it off
She got away, anons.
It hurts. Like a hollow ache. I blame nobody but myself. But it hurts so much.
It's one thing to be sad for the loss, but to know you caused the loss is a whole new level of regret and guilt.
>>24391542
So go to therapy, don't tell us about it, what are we supposed to do?
