Who here /no friend group/
>be me
>never really fit in with any group
>lack of social interactions turn me into sort of a "nerd"
>start hanging out with nerd group
>feel like I fit in for awhile
>realize that everyone is autistic and always trying to out random each other
>guys are virgin losers so give the girls in the group unprecedented attention
>girls in the nerd group are extremely annoying
>whenever someone is talking this one chick. Lets call her femnerd will always interrupt and change the subject
>guys in group are ok with this
>I'm annoyed when she does it to me
>tfw I'm the asshole for calling her out
>since the guys are beta losers they always let her have her way so she's grown accustomed to it
>she's extremely selfish
>she'll take stuff from a beta nerd and not give it back and it's "funny"
>tfw I had two classes with her
>one of the classes there are no beta nerds but she still retains her selfish attitude
>it's a fuck around class so we don't have to do anything
>she brings shitty girly anime to class
>literally no one else in the class wants to watch it
>femnerd brings it anyway
>everyone is clearly annoyed
>eventually decide I don't want to be a nerd anymore
>tfw haven't found a group since
Why must women ruin everything? The betanerds could be annoying but I had enjoyable moments with them when their weren't any girls in the group.
>>24389524
You did fit it at one point with a group.
I am too autistic for normies, yet too normie for nerds.
What the fuck do I do?
Yeah, I've never really had a friend group. Just had 1 or 2 friends I could be truly autistic with. We had pure fun together. But other than those 1-2 friends, I've never had real friends or a friend group. I just latched onto a group that tolerated me. I just laughed at their jokes. Never really said anything. Nobody ever invited me to anything outside of school. I was always alone really. Still am today.
>>24389568
Op here. I feel the same way man
>>24389607
I mean, I don't even play vidya that much or watch anime. I just come here because this is one of the rare platforms on the internet where a wide spectrum of people can commiserate over basically any feels that are uncommon and don't get much opportunity to be talked about.
>>24389645
Yeah I used to play video games a lot and I watched anime occasionally. I don't really do anything anymore tbqh
>>24389677
What do you do with your time? Wondering how idiosyncratic you are in your lack of relevant interests.
>>24389743
Well I play video games occasionally. Not anywhere near as often as I used to. It doesn't bring me any enjoyment half the time I'm just sorta forcing myself to do it to pass the time. Other than that I just sorta sleep and browse r9k. I sleep way too much I hope I don't get sick or something
>>24389798
Depressed or apathetic about life? I don't think I could bring myself to sleep 10+ a day
>>24389986
I used to be depressed but now I just don't care anymore. So I guess apathy. Everyday I look forward to the day ending. Maybe I just love sleep. Idk
I know that feel OP, but to a different degree I suppose.
>Freshman year
>Kinda shy, but not as bad as in middle school
>Learn to socialize
>Start playing football, make friends with teammates, good times
>Sophomore year
>Stop playing football, start hanging around stoners instead
>Get kicked out of school Junior year
>Do even more drugs, start doing dumb shit like shoplifting cough syrup from the dollar store
>Spend every dollar I can get on weed and drugs in general, steal from my mom
>Eventually get burned out on drugs to the point where all they do is make me feel like a piece of shit, slowly lose my friends because I quit doing them
>Senior year, no real friends to speak of, just people I talk to at school
>Graduate, go to college and make some new friends
>>24390273
At least you made new friends
