>Tell myself in the morning "Today I'll send out 20 job applications"
>Struggle to write 2
>>24376885
Good on you for at least getting something done, OP. I've struggled with even getting that far.
I can't even find jobs that sound do-able for me. Everything sounds complicated or requires some experience or degree which I don't have
>>24376927
>pic
I know this feel, it isnt a good one
>graduating in a month
>wake up and tell myself I'm going to apply to jobs today
>search for entry level programs that accept applicants from schools
>all require 5 years of experience and a PhD
>entry level
>get depressed and sleep for 16 hours
>repeat for the past 3 weeks
I honestly might just have to kill myself since I'm gonna have nowhere to live and no means of supporting myself.
It's the questionnaires and previous job listings that piss me off to no end.
My last jobs are on the fucking resume and I'm not even getting into those fucking horrific questionnaires, just cut that shit out.
>hear back from a job application
>they're interested in an interview
>panic
>ignore it, don't go
>>24376885
>send in job application
>never get a call back or email notification
>even said I was available at any day any time
It's just a shelf stocking job, how do you need experience to stack boxes of cereal?
>Grad school applications due in less than a month
>Still haven't asked 2 profs for recommendations
>Terrified to ask, already got one but it took an entire night of mental preparation and motivation from my parents.
Why couldn't I be born a Chad that gets what he wants?
>>24376885
so then tomorrow you write 3
then the day after that you write 4
then you see patterns and improve your writing
next day you write 6, one to a place you have no desire to work at
don't focus on you today
just do today what will allow tomorrow-you to improve
the secret of life is that that version is all that matters
Indeed is broken
no one ever responds to my aplications
>>24378699
At least you had motivation to finish your undergrad with marks to go to graduate school. I wanted to go but my motivation for doing it is gone now and so are my marks. You can do it anon!
>le ebin "detail oriented" maymay
it's for a shitty customer service/support agent position
fucking companies calling these jobs "customer ninja" or whatever to make it seem like it's not godawful
i have an interview next week for a GIS tech job at my dad's place of work. i am totally unqualified for the position and if it wasn't for my dad i would never be even getting an interview. to top it off i exaggerated wildly on my resume (i never even finished college).
i'm hoping i die in my sleep in the next 6 days or so.