>tfw at some point lost my personality
>tfw will never feel human again
>tfw not sure I ever felt human
>>24370397
http://bato.to/comic/_/comics/oyasumi-punpun-r2334
go and start reading. pretty relevant and you'll enjoy it desu
>>24370397
Anonymous the super fighting robot.
>mfw overtime my voice has become monotone and lifeless
Not only that, but I've started to stutter and mumble a lot. Makes sense considering I rarely ever have anyone to talk to face to face.
I'm so tired, robots.
>>24370537
>tfw having to fake laughter and smiles so people don't think I'm retarded
>>24370537
This has happened to me, I'm at the point where everyone in my family makes fun of me and acts like I'm retarded. All of this shit I have to deal with just because I never talk. My speech is completely fucked to the point that I sound foreign.
>>24370537
>>24370687
>tfw you have to fake basic emotions while speaking to people
>tfw you're obviously inauthentic and it pushes people away even more
I think that isolation destroys your personality and the zest that makes you appear "human" to other people. Your brain must shut some of it off in an attempt to help you better cope with a life of solitude.
Unfortunately its irreversible and you end up permanently socially stunted
To be fully honestly, I don't believe I've really ever had a personality to begin with. I've just been kinda 'blank' my whole life.
Do you think it is possible to be born already dead? Not like a miscarriage, but to be born without the elements that make a person a 'person'?
>>24370786
>mfw someone saved my OC
>>24370537
>have to give a presentation
>everyone else sounds like they're giving a TED talk
>I sound like a computer generated voice
>>24371110
reminds me of this quote from Fargo.
>There's something wrong with you Lester...there's something missing. You're not right in the world.
Be honest with me here.
What do you lot want?
Above all? An ultimate unshakable request. Complete certainty and the first thing that comes to your mind.
>tfw you don't know if your own thoughts are authentic or just made up for another purpose
>>24370397
Your personality was too weird, unrelateable, abnormal so the world shunned it, shamed you. Its gone forever, never to resurface again.
But it was harmless, fun loving, bright and eccentric. It wasn't like the other sheep. Such a beautiful thing was not meant to disappear from this world.
Come back Anon, we were wrong, if only we had known.
>>24371361
First thing that came to mind is death. That's all I want, some kind of release from this hell I live in.
>tfw don't feel happiness or sadness or even fear anymore
>I just take the hits as they come and roll over as I wait for the next one
>tfw feels like I'm already half dead
>>24371361
>tfw my mind went completely silent
>>24371371
This feelio right here.
fuckyourobotyoufuck
>>24371482
>these people are all better than me
my feelings every day for over ten years
>>24371382
>TFW I masturbated to the old Sailor Moon scenes such as this one were bits of nudity were shown.
Also remember that final battle scene where her pussy and pubes were shown? She had white fucking pubes, looked like snow. You would think her pubes would be golden blonde cause of her hair but that bitch had white as snow pubes.
It was still hot as fuck, also how the fuck did her daughter have pink hair? That's genetically impossible, also her daughter becomes a loli slut...what a shame.
>>24370537
I fake mine by emulating an interview clip of someone that I enjoy. A lot of stutters play a bit of a character or they level their voice off a word they always say correctly. For example Samuel L Jackson uses Motherfucker. Just stop giving a shit and start playing a part in the comedy of life.
Hasn't really helped thread though, I just starting being more manipulative, like I can fake emotions that normies believe and I act all the time and I can do whatever (within reason) because I'm not doing it the character called me is doing it. You know fake it until you make it. DB meter app on phone as well so you actually know how loud your voice is.
>>24371361
Just to feel happy. Maybe again or maybe for once. I'm not sure if I ever got the chance to be really happy, but I've been happier than this, that much I'm sure. Just to be happy.
>>24370488
Thanks for turning me on to this. I've been reading ever since I looked it up.
