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Do the thing
M
I'm glad things are going well but I'm scared of losing you
-W.S
Anna
I miss you so much.
I never stopped loving you.
-J
>>24357690
G
I was too much of a beta to confess I love you when I still had the time. I hope you're living a happy life in Germany
K
Pepe,
AYY LMAO
Sincerely,
Memes
>>24358311
It's never too late, K.
A,
I am terribly in love with you
V
J
I always fucking hated you and if what A said is true I'm filing a rape claim you whore
W
D
I'm Sorry
A
>>24357690
blue
i know youve tried to approach me a million times but im way too much of an autist to do anything.
>>24357690
dear h,
you were a cool case manager for me. i remember when i first met you at the homeless feed you were just hired on and shadowing the case manager c. you asked me right away if i would like to have you for assistance and i said i was working with another agency but then you said you'd always be there if i needed anything. as time went on i attended for food many times and got to know you very well. then when i quit working with the other agency i said 'sure' when you asked if you'd be my case manager again.
our first meeting you said that 'you are captain of the ship i'm just along for the ride' so i knew all my goals and stuff you'd help me achieve. you provided me financial assistance to get things i needed, you were always there to get me clothes, you helped me get my internship at the place, food stamps, healthcare, adequate doctor visits. i knew you were trying to help me. then when i was getting drunk in the parks, got kicked out of the shelter you were still very friendly with me.
i remember when we went to the homelessness thing i advocated for the youth that were homeless - you said people remarked on how great my speech was and inspired them to continue working with youth. you asked if i ever thought about running for a public office position because of how good i was at public speaking.
i'm sorry i left wihtout forewarning or before you could see me get out of homelessness.
>>24358790
What's the D?
Dear Ana
I hate that i still have feelings for you, first you gave me a glimpse of hope, than you destroyed everything. Im trembling when i just think about you, full of hate and love. Fuck you, please come back
G
Alicia,
I'm fucking madly in love with you and I don't want to be because I know I'm only going to get hurt by the fact you don't feel the same.
D
G,
I'm deeply concerned that you let everything turn out like this, but I still hope that you will sort this worrisome situation out someday. Let's see each other in the future.
Dear K
i hope one day you'll marry me. i miss you, i miss us. i swear if we talked again it'd be just like old times. i'm sorry i lied to you. i was a young coward. but you still loved me. you still love me, i haven't changed. and it looks like you haven't either. there were days i remember falling asleep, phone by ear, waking up hours later with the line still connected and your gentle fan blowing through the receiver. those nights got me through. you got me through it all before you left. but it was my fault and i respect that. i could still be clinging to something long gone, but no other girl has ever mattered to me more than you.
-T
>>24357690
I have no one to write to.
O,
Be careful of your so called gf. She's a filthy snake. You're not the first one to get pulled in orbit. Pure fucking evil.
T
>>24357690
Dear F,
I hope you get hit by a truck you fucking cunt.
Best Regards
>>24359071
same famalam.
you can write to me.
Dear Evan,
I am pained deeply by my loss of you. I'm so sorry for missing our meeting. I fucking loved you, I would never do it on purpose. You meant so much to me, and holding onto the knowledge that I will never talk to you again is a secret that scars me deeply. Deeper than any knife wound or gunshot could go. You still do mean the world to me, Evan. It's a shame that my world has lost you.
Sincerely, David
Dear world,
I have more money than most of you and have read more books than most of you. However, rather than doing lavish or pretentious things, I like to spend my days listening to ridiculous music & laughing at stupidass greentext on the internet like a madman.
I have no desire for fame or to impress others with some hot gf. There are qts who work at at each and every one of the restaurants I frequent obviously waiting for me to ask them out. I'm probably not going to.
My days are filled with happiness until my phone rings and I'm filled with dread. Sure enough, it's one of my family members or acquaintances-- they want me to drive some place to have lunch or play golf or have a fucking drink.
Fuck you, world. Leave me alone. Can't you see that I have very important business to attend to?
There is a clear line in place. Stick to your own den filled with people you can relate to, and stop crossing into my own.
Dear Mom,
I know that you've now lost your dad, Mom, daughter, and son, and your faith in god is probably pretty torn up by now, but I just hope you can stay alive long enough to raise Drew.
I never wanted to see anyone. I lied in bed with the covers tight and nothingness in my heart. Whatever happened to me is my own fault. I did something wrong, something so huge I coudlnt even see it, something that drowned me. I was inadequate and stupid, without worth. And thats why I had to die
>>24359422
Fuck you too.
-World
Dolfi mein Wolfi
I love you no matter what even after death I will still love you
Benni
>>24359267
Dear anon
I love you too
Best regards,
F.
>>24358248
Talk to me, J
This is eating you alive. You need to tell someone...it does help to move on
Dear U,
you're an even bigger disappointment than you were six years ago.
A, fuck you for existing.
T, I hope you get punished for your ignorance someday.
>>24358248
Josh? Is that you
>>24359573
Moving on isn't always easy, anon.
I'm glad you're getting to live the life you wanted to live full of cocks and booze but I don't know why you ever had to involve me and cause me so much pain.
- J
I'm not sure if I like you or not. Being alone really fucked me over. Sorry if there are mixed signals.
-anon
>>24359740
Is that you, Anna?
Dear Alex
Its a pity that you left me without a word, i thought our friendship will last forever, but thanks to you i realised that commitment is a fucking cancer.
Still wish you the best man...
Yeb
>>24359789
or just coincidence that my ex boyfriend was named josh?
>>24359749
It shouldn't be easy when you loved her. But talking about it may make it easier.
>>24359804
Coincidence that my ex girlfriend was named Anna?
>>24359880
>>24359804
>popular boys name
>popular girls name
>>24357690
I'm sorry dad. I never amounted to anything and all you ever did was to love me and try to make me work. You never had the pleasure of having a good child. I'm a beta, my brother is a drug addict and my sister is a dirty bitch who can't do anything but nag on you and her kek boyfriend. Fuck her, I wanted to kill her for you dad. Thanks for taking me to Morocco. That's the nicest anyone has ever done to me. We have our differences but I will always love you. There was always a part of you that I always had in me, whether it be my voice or my looks, or even my mental illnesses. But either way. Know that I would do everything different if you still loved me. I miss everything about you dad. I will always carry your wisdom with me. I will protect you always, even if it means my own life. I love you papa.
-Simon to Abdou, my pops.
>>24359880
Where are you from anon? When did you breakn up?
>>24359916
I'll be honest, my name isn't even Josh. I'm just bullshitting because I found your typistry cute. I like your vernacular, and you seem like an amazing femanon. Maybe we could become friends at the very least?
>>24359906
You think you amounted to nothing, but Simon, you mean so much to me. I may never know you, but you mean something to me.
Je t'aime!
>>24359916
I'm the person that wrote the original message, and we never dated, so it's not you.
Dear Ender,
I'm sorry about all the trouble Peter and I got through using the net, I didn't realize it would effect I.F. or you. I'm not even sure if this letter will reach you, but...
I-I love you.
Yours truly, Valentine (your incestuous lover)
>>24359976
Shut the fuck up, Josh. I'm trying to talk to a cute femanon.
>>24359943
Christ what a thirsty faggot.
>>24359943
Man you are pathetic for trying to pick up a cumpdumpster, anon. These women are the lowest of the low and have plenty of male attention already.
Women that add guys on the internet only add them so they could filter down the ones they are willing to send nudes to before they stop talking to them.
I really don't see what you gain from this. If you are looking for something more this is the absolute worst place to get it, if /r9k/ is any indication to your personality then you will be desperate for any female contact and clingy because feelings will be developed from nothing and only assumptions about the other character, same can happen in reverse with the woman.
Stop it, this is friendly advice. Even if the girls around you in real life are absolute scum it is better than any for of an online thing, especially from here.
>>24359995
At least I have the actual courage to talk to girls.
>>24359993
>I like your typistry
>I like your vernacular
when she barely said anything
how desperate are you?
A,
I know you're poison, but I still want you back. Sort of. It is nice being around you, even if you are a prickly cactus. You know me, the masochistic, self-sacrificing Christian. I would date a messed up person like you again, just to make you happy.
-D
>>24360007
I appreciate the "friendly advice", but she seems like a genuinely sweet femanon.
>>24360011
Not very, her typistry was so beautifully crafted that I could see the reflection of the beautiful gem that we are referring to.
>>24360030
No, she didn't. This is what I meant from your assumptions. she said next to nothing, you don't know the context or her character to gauge if she's genuine.
You're leading on yourself from pure assumptions.
This just makes it worse for you. You build delusions in your head which will lead to terrible relationships and terrible breakups. Quit it you fucking asspie.
I am sorry for not being in your life more during your final years.
I tried so hard not to become like you, yet day to day I realize I am more like you than my mother. I struggle with the same problems and often succumb to the same urges that you did.
I was so blinded my hate that I couldn't meet you halfway. I regret that now.
I vow to be a good man. A man you could be proud of.
I forgive you.
I miss you, dad.
>>24360053
>>24360030
It's like all it takes is the mention of being female and you people start trying to hit on us, it's so desperate seeming and an instant turn off.
Glad this is a (for the most part) anonymous site.
>>24360088
She seems like a perfect person. Her character built over years of struggle, culminating in the beautiful product that she is. If that femanon is here, this is my FB. marty.j.brenner
>>24360120
>mfw i get two (You)s
>>24360142
that's not nice anon. marty don't deserve that.
>>24360142
You think anyone will fall for this bait?
>>24360163
>anyone
No, I don't want anyone to fall for it. I want my sweet femanon to message me.
K,
I know we were both drunk that first night, but when you said that I got, and you were all mine, I honestly believed you. Now I'm just fucked up, hoping you'll txt me, tho I know you won't.
-C
Jo,
We hung out a lot last summer and I just want to say that I'm glad you took time out your day to hangout with me even tho I could tell you were doing it out of pity, thank you.
- J
>>24359976
just another J in the cogs of an Anna
or like way the fuck over there wanting to be in the cogs in my case.
>>24360120
I need advice. A femanon broke contact. Will she be irritated or happy to read letters to her here?
>>24357690
I have become greater than I ever would be if I stayed with you. Suck a giant cock.
Love, L
The infatuation has never faltered.
My love for you is as intense as when my eyes first laid upon the perfection of the female physique, dear cousin.
I love you.
Warmest regards,
Anton
>>24360219
What's her initial
K,
I had fun cheating on you with all those tight little whores in school.
I never told you because you were too much of a weak cunt to leave me anyways, and I wanted some extra pussy on the side all while knowing I had backup pussy to fall back on.
I kinda miss you, but you got so boring so fast, and I found much better pussy to nail.
Your ex-Chad dreamboat beefcake,
T
L,
Thank you so much for talking to a social retard like me at work and making work much more enjoyable. I'm sorry that I thought there could have been more between us and made it awkward before we got laid off, I just miss your company but now I have to come to terms that I'll probably never see you again. I hope everything works out for you and know that I will always be your friend.
-T
S
Sorry for being terrible to talk to, I did say I would be. You seemed pretty cool, but I'm sort of relieved you removed me, I don't want to waste anyone's time. Thanks for trying anyway, I appreciate that you wanted to talk at one point
S
>>24360304
A. Yes, you know exactly what that means
>>24360367
lol, I can't say for her
if she had 100 guys she was talking to, she probably gets off on it
I write at a V and I know she hates it but she still scours these threads and reads it every time
>>24360383
How do you know? If your V cut contact with you
>>24357690
Stella .
I know you will never read this . It's been almost 3 months since we've broken up. God time goes by so fast. I regret revealing my feelings to you . I should've been the cold rock you fell for in the first place. But instead I've went soft on you . And in the end you lost your respect for me . The moment I said " I love you " was the beginning of the end . I haven't treated you the way a man should , but don't worry . It will never happen again . I will become that cold icy rock. Even if it means the end of the world . And the next one will not have the same power over me you had.
-K
>>24357690
H,
You're so special. I love you.
-R
>>24360404
I got eyes upon eyes lol
>>24359943
fucking led me on.
bye J
>>24360438
I'm trying to avoid being a creeper.
tfw ur too beta to anonymously write a letter someone who won't even know it existed
>>24360460
I mean you don't have to be but I feel like there's one direction to mature where you realize that being selfish is of the most benefit to you. If people I want to impress don't know that I'm creepy then there's 0 consequence.
IMO (there's no one right way to live your life but) you should stop worrying about being a good or bad person and just take what you want.
>>24360441
He's not J but I am
>>24360441
What country are you from? just to confirm you're not who I'm thinking of.
Linda,
You fucking cunt. You told me you'd be there for me, told me you loved me. Just telling me we would be together in a relationship soon. Then one day nothing. Ignored all messages. I find out you were fucking that nigger T. Then whenever you broke up you'd apologize and we'd go back to how it was. But you took him over me every time. I hope you burn in hell for the way you treated me for years. The sad thing is if you texted me tonight and said, "let's run away together." I'd leave in a heartbeat. Fuck you, die in a hole, kill yourself, and I love you so much.
>>24360710
With regards, C
>>24360503
I disagree. It matters most when only I know I'm being a creep. What I want is to make the girl happy even though she dislikes me. That is as selfish as I'm willing to be.
>>24360686
im from canada
>>24360643
dont lie to me again J.
>>24360799
Ah okay, it's not you then, but you scared me with your reply.
Hi
I'm very angry
So i wrote this shit for you faggot
Normies are having all the fun
And you faggots doing nothing
May be you will never read this but,
Every faggot here
Is a worthless piece of shit
Sitting all day long
Jerking to lolis and waifus
Omfg, you call it your life?
How the fuck is your brain working?
No wonder you still a fucking kissless virgin
Common frogs
End this shit now
Normies must die
And beta uprising is now
C
If you read this, re-add me miss you and love you lots.
J
Anon Stacey,
You're a charming person. Everyone who knows you enjoys your companionship. You need to know that you're a great girlfriend, loyal and loving. You're loved, too. Let yourself be loved and forgiven.
to everyone
my life is a proof of natural selection.
j
Dear Anon
I never read these threads.
Don't post anything in here that I'm supposed to read.
Yours,
Anon
Dear classmates
I hope all of you died and I wish to find all your graves for I can personally shit on it, bullying me made me a wizard before I was even 14.
Fuck you.
Z
I never forgot
-J
C
Sorry it was all just a joke I never meant for it to break you.
J
I know you're probably not thinking about me and probably don't even care about me anymore, but I just wanted to tell you thank you for changing me. You may have not changed me for the better, but at least you changed me so that I can get closer to who I truly am, and I hope someday in the future, I can be contempt with who I truly am.
~J
sorry I waited too long
Dear Ex that will never read this,
Go fuck yourself.
>>24357690
Dear A,
You seem pretty happy in Germany, but it only makes me miss you more. I can't believe that it's been almost 3 months since you departed the country. I'm always thinking about you and wondering when the day will come when you visit home.
But if you come home, I wouldn't want you to return to overseas again. I love you & would be honored to spend the rest of my life with you. I still replay that intimate day we shared in my head to remember how it felt being so close to you. I want nothing more to experience that every day until I die.
I hope to see you soon. I'm still here waiting for you to return, just like I promised.
- S
G,
I wish is treated you better, you were so much better than my other ex. I treated you as if you were her, but you were the opposite. You were pure, you were loyal, you worshipped the fucking ground I walked on. But my preoccupation and insecurity which I had for absolutely no reason was the reason I treated you so badly, and now I realise my mistake too late.
I loved you mire than anything, I just didn't show it very well at all. But you're a different person now, and to be honest, that is helping me get over you. I don't want you back if you're different.
You'll just end up like another worthless used up slag in the end.
That makes me very sad.
-S
Dear K
Fuck you for reporting me to the police and wasting my fucking time. They know that you are fucked up with all those drugsproblems and prostitution, while my record is clean. Good luck wasting your life.
Your ex, C
>>24360008
Online lmfao
Dear Raver chick,
I was going through a quarter-life crisis and I don't think you're wife material.
Sincerely,
I'm jacked and have a stable job now
P.S.
Your boytoy is a beta faggot
Dear 14 years old girl
I see you everytime on the bus and don't know what to think, i just know that you make me wake up in the morning
that creepy guy that sometimes look at you
>>24361985
Ayy bby
>>24361630
If this is P, one day I'm going to find you.
You will not enjoy ensuing events very much.
Expect me.
-C
Dear Silvia,
I still remember the day we met. It's been quite sometime hasn't it? You were wearing jeans and a dark red sweater, yet it was easily eighty degrees in that venue. You said you liked my shirt.
There was nothing special about it at all, but I said I liked your's too. The same was true, but really I thought you were charming. Your demeanor and mannerisms were beyond cute, but ultimately I you cared and sensed you and I weren't so different.
We had a good run. Four years afterall. We were supposed to get married in the fall, yet, I'm upset it ended the way it did. The doctor said there was nothing I could have done differently to save you, but I know it's not true. I could have been there, ten minutes earlier, when you called. Not after the match was over...
Love,
Elijah
>>24361476
YES ROBOT MAN BLAME OTHERS FOR YOUR FAILURES BLAME YOUR SHITTY GENETICS MEME YOU FAGGOT YOU WERE SURELY A REALLY FUCKING DILLIGENT PERSON AN A PERSON STRIVING TO BECOME THE BEST YOU CAN BE YOU FUCKING FAGGOT
>>24357690
Rose,
i know you'll probably never read this, but I've loved you since that moment almost 15 years ago at church. I really wish that you'd wake up and realize that this (and pardon my French) nigger doesn't love you. He loves the sex, and that's it. You're pretty much interchangeable with a fleshlite. Please, just wake up.
-that one shitfaced kid that you really don't care about...
>>24357690
Dear S,
I will fucking find you and I will fucking destroy you. I have gone many miles in search of you and I will go many more until I find you or die. I was blind to your fake bullshit before, but i'm onto you now you fucking snake. You're whole agenda is phony and soon I will pull the fucking wool from everyone's eyes.
G,
Wish we lived closer together, it would be nice to actually meet you.
K
Cora
The only reason I want to fuck you is because you look like this porn star I jerk off to all the time. I hesitated like a bitch and I became a bitch when I asked for your number, and you reluctantly gave it to me. I have no hate towards you, I always know I fuck myself over with women. I'm too much in my head and I over think things when it comes to getting pussy
-X
ALL THE NORMIES
REEEEEEEEEEEE
Chidapha,
I'm not sorry I won't give up thaI boxing.
When you approached me after my fight in Bangkok I fell in love with you immediately. Your English was terrible, just as bad as my Thai. You smiled and then you were mine.
You supported me through my training and countless fights. You stood strong through the blood, the broken bones, the concussions, the days I couldn't get out of bed becuase my legs were to swollen.
Remember my fight on Samui? You said you were scared for me that night and I knocked him out 30 seconds into the first, with not scatch on me. I took you to Koh Phangan the next day and you told me you would love me forever on that rickety water taxi I thought was about to capsize.
Now you won't speak to me. You say you won't until I stop fighting becuase you can't watch me get hurt anymore.
I won't give up on my dream. I'm not sorry I won't stop boxing. I miss you and and I love Chidapha.
Keith
E-
I'm pretty fucked up right now, but if I make it I will keep most of my promises. Not the weirdo ones.
-F
>>24362255
Is that G in front of a lot of other letters, last one being o?
>>24362908
no
>tfw muted
>>24362908
Shut the fuck up, Giacomo.
I miss when you used to talk to me first, man.
Now you play Fallout 4 all day.
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Dear E,
Don't tell me you're not interested and then continue to put those eyes on me. If you want it, you can have it. Just, no games.
-D
/r9k/
Taking a week away from you really made me realise how poisonous you are.
I felt like you were filling some hole in my empty life, but it was an illusion, you are the hole.
I don't think I can just leave, but fuck me I will never go back to spending hours on here wasting away like before.
Good night space robots, see you around
>>24363255
Anon speaks the turth
>>24363074
fallout 4 fucking sucks dump the bitch
>>24363510
Does it suck that much?
Should I really?
J-
If it was in my power I would do everything under the sun to make your life a miserable living hell. I'm fed up now and I will strike at some point. The intensity of what I will do depends, but just know that it will happen eventually.
Dear mom;
I don't know where you are and I don't really want to know. I hope you're happy. I hope you've found someone that can help you.
And I hope I never see you again.
Good luck.
-your second child
C.
I do not forgive you for the awful things you done to me, we won't ever be friends. I only said that to get you off my back, my family hate you for the abusive mental trauma you forced me through. I will never be the same person again thanks to your utter disregard for anybody elses feelings. I hope it was worth it, and I hope you're proud of yourself. You took my life from me and I wish you would just die.
I know I'm part of your family and I should be here for you, but the violence really broke me as a kid. I was too young to really understand anything and now I'm scared of you.
I'm sorry, I know you have some serious problems and I wish I could be strong enough to help you. I still love you, bro. I'm trying, know that.
>>24363705
wtf why though
>>24363633
naw
>>24363705
It's not in your power. You're a roach. I will destroy you. Maybe not today and maybe not tomorrow but your entire reality belongs to me and I get to decide your fate.
>>24363705
whats ur initial
>>24364176
No, you are the roach
Yet, as a truly superior being, I have deemed you to be no threat to me
You may crawl freely with your brethren, while I bask in how pathetic you are in comparison to me from afar
Always remember your continued existance is an act of mercy, at all times
I have too much goodness in my heart to extinguish one as small as yourself
>>24364574
That will be your downfall, as the unchecked roach is destined to become the roachmaster. I have it all already decided for you. You're not safe, roach. Your roachlings are not safe.
You will spend the rest of your life looking over your shiny black shoulders and the second you let down your guard I will gas you like the helpless little pathetic roach you are.
I don't really know what kind of relationship we have anymore. It's kind of awkward now and I wish it wasnt. Also I have a small crush on you.
>>24357690
E and B,
E, you got me through a tough time in my life and I reckon that without you I wouldn't be here. I respect you for that and really am not looking for anything more than this in our relationship, as much as I will fantasise about it. You made me realise how gay I actually was when I was disappointed that you were not a trap. I'm so sorry for everything and I love you.
B, I'm sorry, I really am just using you to try to get over E so that I could try to have a normal relationship without them. I know that you're almost as insane about me as I am about E, and just like E, I'll never understand why.
I'm glad that I got this off my chest cos I literally have no one else to tell, E and B are the only people I can ever talk to.
>>24365747
>Also I have a small crush on you.
omy
Dear so-and-so,
I had a crush on you for five years, but was never deluded enough to believe it would come to anything. You admired me once, which was good enough, and I was happy with that. I remember, in 6th year, you took the time to talk with me, and chat about things. I appreciated that so much. Every time I have a happy dream, it is about you. At this point, I suppose, you are an ideal to me, rather than a person. After all, I haven't seen nor heard about you in four years. I hope, someday, I'll break out of this.
E
The time we spent together was the only time in my entire life when I didn't feel alone. I know we weren't a great match and should have broken up, but you were wrong about one thing: I could see myself falling in love with you, and I did.
Yours,
N
One of these days, you'll stop playing your twisted game. When the day comes that you can be direct and honest with everyone instead of what you're doing, I'll truly be surprised and I'll remember the person I was so incredibly fond of
Emily I think I might actually love you Jesus christ...
>>24357690
hey,
fuck you for taking my kid. hope the other guy is worth it, bitch.
>>24364134
Initial?
Dear Emily,
Life is very strange, sometimes I feel like it's only so for me, but I know it is for us all. I feel like things are meant to happen. I feel as if there are certain paths that I am meant to walk down, but there is no divine force shoving me down them. merely a light that shows me the way, and it is up to me to follow the light.
And, I don't always do.
And, it's often very hard, very strange, and very uncomfortable to do so.
I can only hope that when the road that leads me to you is lit, I will have the maturity and patience I need to walk down it, without tripping, and without hurting you as I hurt everyone else.
I'm sorry about your mother, though I know sorry means nothing and I know you don't want to hear it. But, still, sympathy and understanding does not begin to describe how I feel about it.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I out you through and all the guilt I forced on you for simply being human. I'm more understanding than that, but I'm human too and I just lost it. I was so lonely and I needed you so much more than you needed me, and losing you devastatated me. I don't think I'll ever stop loving you, despite all the pain you've caused me, you'll always be the light in my dim little world. I'll never find another like you. Having you and losing you was the death of me, and I hope you understand why I did what I did and why "we" can never be. Step out of your petty arrogance and realize that.
I'll always love you, princess... God I miss calling you that. Fuck you for replacing me.
>>24357690
Dear R9K
Gonna get drunk due to being off and lurk here tomorrow morning, have sweet dreams!
Niggabot
l, a, n, m, and everyone who is no longer a part of my life,
you will never know how much our interactions affected my life. i will never be the same because of you guys. knowing the degree to which you've changed me as opposed to the fact that you dont even remember that we knew each other makes me want to kill myself.
i want you to remember me, i want you to care. i keep running through the banal minutiae of our every encounter and recalling how stupid i was/am, how badly i wanted to impress you so you would like me and talk to me and maybe even call me cute. i have everything saved in text documents and i read them religiously.
i think about you sometimes
i think going to kill myself
-x
>>24357690
Dear me
Stop being such a beta a faggot i know you'll read this but you'll never stop being a beta so you're pretty much not reading this
I'm supposed to move on, and I will. I don't want to patch things up with you anymore. I just don't want my affection for you to disappear. It kills me that you are better off without me. I am glad you are doing so much better and are so happy though. I just miss being with you. I still wish you wanted me back. I'm afraid of the day when I stop wishing for that.
Dear dad,
I hate you for what you did to me, you stripped me of everything I could have been. I was born with all the potential in the world, a smart, creative, happy boy that loved the world around me, but of course nobody's happiness is more important than your own. I had to suffer to give you price of mind, and now look what your precious child has grown up to be? Nothing. Funny how you tried so hard to protect me from a world I no longer want to be in, and it's all your fault.
>>24367964
Are you D?
S
I wish i explanied what i feel about you five years ago. I don't know, it was possible you say no rather than yes. I am sorry I didn't ask you this instead of being douche at you.
I still want to find you and tell these things but you changed in 5 years. You are not the one that i liked and i was not the one you like and probably still not the one will you like.
I am just sorry for being pussy who pretends like a cool guy that hurt your feelings.
-H
G
I am absolutely in love with you and I have no idea if you know. Even the smallest moments I spend with you are the highlight of my days. You are the girl I want to marry some day and I hope I can somehow make you feel the same way about me. I won't see you for nine months while you are abroad and I want you to know how I feel before you leave.
-N
S.
You're my only friend that's stuck around with me for this long, probably the closest friend I've had.
Just want to say thanks.
See you, space cowboy.
Hey rachel.
It's me. Remember me? I'm the guy you used to date. It's funny how you're dating my best friend now, but I haven't gotten over you, even after this half year of nothing. I realize that that's a long time to some people, but to me, it was just the time between riding to work with the AC on and riding to work with the heater.
I must seem pretty pathetic to you. I've never dated anyone else; I've always thought of what happened between us some miracle that I never deserved.
And maybe that was always the problem. You were always so light and carefree and happy, and I've had this depression for most of my life. Maybe you couldn't deal with it anymore. I'll never know.
I miss you. I know you love B now, but I still dream about you and the days we spent together. Those days were the longest and the shortest of my life. I hope that you're happy, wherever you are, and that you've found someone who can make you feel what I felt for you.
I guess this is also a goodbye. I've got a rope out back and though I don't have time for it now, I've got holidays coming up and you know that I don't feel anything most days.
And the pathetic thing about this? I'm only posting this because you'll never read it. I don't want you to feel bad when I inevitably kill myself. Even after the things you said to me and the way you not just walked but tore your way out of my life, I want you to be happy.
So that's it, I guess. This is the end. There's nothing but flat gray emptiness ahead of me and the same behind. I just wish you knew how important you are to me.
Soon I will rest.
-J
Ana, I jack off to you so frequently I can't see a picture of you without getting a boner
>>24362031
Hey man do you want to talk about that, or just anything at all? That's incredibly sad I can't even begin to think how horrible something like that would be to experience...
E
I'm sorry for treating you like a little sister and not a girlfriend. I fucked around and feel bad about it now and for all its worth I'm sorry.
M
>>24357690
D,
I miss you but I don't at the same time. You're pretty cute tho,
>>24363785
Is this S?
You need to move on.
You're so talented, and I know you're capable of really amazing things.
That's not going to happen if you sit around watching Sailor Moon in your dad's basement, gritting your teeth to nubs.
I liked you, a lot, I expressed it in a really fucked up way.
I don't deserve your friendship, but you deserve your forgiveness.
The best revenge is a life well lived, so how about you just fuck my shit right holocaustically up, and live a great life?
-C
this thread made me vomit
YOU SCUM! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME- YOUR SON! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! WHY?! JESUS CHRIST WHY?!
>>24368360
Please post a picture
Leah,
I love you more than life itself. You're a sweet girl. You are someone that is willing to listen to me even if I am being a spoon.
Words describe my love and devotion. Nor my fear for the things to come
- Brandon
>>24359573
whats her last name (initial)
>>24368418
Lol instagram screenshots
>>24368462
I don't know her (I hope)
I just know that feel
>>24363705
im scared for my life pls tell initials
>>24368475
Not the Ana I was looking for. Move along
Hey E
I just want you to know I think I'm finally over you. I can't even put into words how much I appreciate the fact that you were still cool with being friends even after I told you I was gay and that I liked you. Tbh over the last year, even though I was head over heels for you the whole time, you were the best friend I've ever had.
I'm sorry I fucked things up and we couldn't go to college together. For a while I thought it'd be a good thing; it'd give me some space to get over you.
Well, it worked. I don't have feelings for you anymore. But now I realize that my huge crush on you was all that was keeping me going. I can't seem to find anyone I love now because none of them make me feel how I did when I was with you last spring. And now that being with you doesn't even make me feel that way, I'm worried that I'll never feel it again.
See u when you get back from Penn, bro. I hope we're still chill when you get here...
This fucking thread is normie fucking central. God fucking damnit.
>>24368447
>>24368447
Words can't*
Lel
I love you so much Noemie..
G
Stop being angry at me please, i try my best i just want us to go well, im too scared to meet you atm.
D
Ana:
I'm sorry for telling you so much about me, for letting you know how much i liked you and actually loved you. I miss you so much, i miss how you used to get pissed at everything but were cute when you did, sometimes i regret not saying "i love you, i wanted to hear that" when you told me "i like you"...i didn't because you said you hated me...i didn't want to complicate my life, i didn't want to deal with you......and i regret it, i regret not dealing with you, i regret not tolerating you enough to really love you, i hope that someday, we will meet again and i can tell you how much i've missed you, how much i've changed, and that i'm ready to try to love you and tolerate you, deal with you..and giving you everything you want, or at least try, i love you Ana, so,so much.
I will never forget you, i'm always thinking about you.
-G.
1,
I am reminded of you everyday. I hate it, it feels stupid and cliche. There is nothing special about you. There is probably something deeply wrong with me. Any words I say or think seem unable to express the stupid, hateful thoughts I feel. All of this has to do with me and not you. I am the protagonist of my own novel. Still, I think you did horrible thing to me and your behavior afterwards shows you know it was. I don't know how you are doing. I can't help but look you up online but that tells me nothing really. I sort of hope everything is terrible and I sort of hope everything is wonderful. I really just hope you weren't with him as he's really gross and it is humiliating to me. I shouldn't care but it wounds my masculine pride.
I thought I had more to say. I hate myself for writing this. I feel like a faggot for writing a fake, incoherent letter about a break up over 2 years ago on 4chan. I want to smash the thoughts out of my stupid skull. I don't think I will ever move on because I'm just not that kind of person.
2
>>24368111
Yes I am indeed a Dom
K
One day I know you'll be happy. I can't be the one who brings it but I will try my hardest to do anything for you.
R
I'm sorry. I will always feel like I lead you to poisoned water but you'll always be my bets bro, thick and thin.
M
I still feel so callous.
I fucked a lot of people over robots. Hold me.
>>24368960
No, you failed normie.
>>24357690
dear anne,
each moment i spend away from you adds to the agony of our separation. you are my world. words cannot capture my extreme adoration of every aspect of your perfection. you are the essence of beauty; physical evidence of the divine. i would amputate my left leg with a butter knife to have the privilege of spending 5 minutes in your ineffably intoxicating presence. human language is not powerful enough to capture the love i feel even for your pinky toe. thoughts of you welcome me to the world as i wake each morning, and dancing images of you in my mind's eye lull me to sleep. thoughts of you fill my mind like the gentle buzz of cicadas in a summer afternoon. when i look into your eyes the world dissolves and waves of euphoric love rush over me in a tempest of affection. cuddling with you would be the consummation of my existence. if i had a penny for each night i've spent longing for your warmth, i would be a rich man, however i could have all the riches in the world and be nothing without you. you are my alpha and omega, my ruby and sapphire. you are my only consolation in this cold universe, the sole source of contentment against the weight of the world. your radiance is enough to penetrate the formidable layers of stone around my heart, you are the eternal summer that defeats the darkest days of winter. my heart will hang with weight that could turn boulders to dust as i await your reply.
>tfw i almost sent this to my teacher oneitis while drunk
Hey E,
I am into you, and that's fucking dumb. I feel like you at least have a crush on me, but I don't know for sure. Fuck.
T
>>24368760
Not her. Want to talk on Skype though?
T
You were a little slut, took my heart and i hate you for it. I have try to move on, but no matter what girl i try to date I always dream of you.
-J
p.s
fuck you :)
Dear C
I loved you, but you were a cunt. I don't know why I deluded myself into falling for you, it took me a while to realize that you are batshit insane. You should kill yourself you attention depraved whore, I'm sick of dealing with bipolar sluts.
L
>>24369059
I did. Not normal, not a robot either. No cunt likes me either way.
>>24367964
Wtf I know a D who sounds like you too
M
You are such a disappointment. Fed by a silver spoon, you were supposed to be the leader of the next generation of innovators and leaders.
Look at you.
You are nothing. Stuck in a dead end job, no wife, girlfriend or kids
Look at you friends. They moved on from this. They have real lives, real things they do.
You have nothing and you never will.
-M
K
It's been years since we last talked, but I still think about you time to time. I wonder if you ever think about me
E
D,
Fuck you for emotionally abusing me for 2 years.
There are so many things I want to say to you but you will never fucking bother to listen because you literally do not give a shit.
You never fucking 'cared' about me.
You were never fucking 'in love with me'.
I wish I could take back all the hurt and all the suffering you made me feel. You make me want to die every goddamn day, you ruined my life. You hurt me more than the fucking cunt who raped me. Have fun living with that.
Don't you dare ever tell me you're 'sorry' again. You treated me like shit and still am. Thank you for breaking me and for making me do this one last thing.
We did have a few good times. You better fucking remember them and you better fucking remember me as the only person who could ever love you and put up with all your shit.
I don't know if I still love you, part of me fucking hates you and the other part will always love you.
I don't love you, like I did yesterday.
- J
Please give my money back. I know you think it's funny that you steal my money and spend it on weed and pizza but that was the only cash I had saved up. No? O-okay. Can we at least hang out? Alright I didn't want to anyway.
Sincerely, Nick.
S,
God are you an asshole. I loved you and you broke my heart because I was "boring" and too shy. I still hold a grudge on you after 3 years. Fuck you for bragging about your new girlfriend to me all the time. I gave you confidence the first time in your life and you ran away with my everything. I hate you.
I hate you.
I really fucking despise you but I always go back to you eventually.
- A
Dear God
Fuck you for making me love magic as a kid only to realize I can't be a fucking demi-god with ultimate freedom. Fuck you so hard.
-DAK
L,
I know you probably don't remember me, but I remember you. I just wanted to tell you thank you for saving my life years ago, though you never knew you did.
- B
>>24369245
A dang?
Dear me,
You're a fucking failure
Sincerely, me
also
Dear M,
Will you fuck me pls?
Thanks,
me
>>24368760
Why did Ana hate you, bro? Maybe she doesn't anymore
>all these love letters
you're all beta faggots
JUST DO IT
JUST
DO IT
>>24357690
To all of you,
If ever there was a chance for the lot of you to read this, you would see so few connections but your connections to me.
I have failed all of you in one way or another, and will likely drive even A away. A, I'm sorry for wasting your time.
When I finally grow properly tired of living, and decide to end it, don't be too sad. There are literally thousands of others far and away better than I could ever be on my best day.
J.
>>24369397
PS. I can't think of one single thing you ever did to show me that you supposedly 'love' me.
You're the reason I tried to kill myself those times, and you'll always be the reason when I succeed. Which will hopefully be very soon.
I hope you live with that for the rest of your life, and I hope you will always remember that you were the one who drove me to this. I hope you realise how fucking manipulative you are, and just how fucking badly you treated me.
I wanted to build a life with you, and be with you, and love you.
But I was never enough and you reminded me of that every fucking day.
Goodbye, D. I love you.
- J
>>24369624
J, just talk to me about A
A
I always remember when I used to pretend I was mad at you, so you would come and hug me from behind. Nobody ever hugged me that way. And until now, like 8 years after, anybody has ever, still. You were the most incredible woman I've ever met. I loved you. The only woman I've ever loved. I hope one day, we could meet again, and I could have the guts, to ask why we couldn't have a thing. You were more than my best friend.
Every now and then, I check your fb page, since I don't know if you noticed, we are friends. And I still see the same A from high school. The same A I loved. The same A haven't talked since we were 16. The same A, deep inside, I still love.
-JP
Dear C, J, J #2, and others
Im sorry for leaving you guys, thats not what friends are for but i had to do my own thing and i hope you guys understood that.
Dear M,
Im sincerely sorry for everything i did to you, for bullying you, for hating you, and for just about everything else i did to you. You didn't deserve it and if you knew me today you'd know that i still obsess over you constantly and wish i had the balls to apologize to you face to face.
Dear Mom,
Im sorry that i can never meet your level of expectations. I try my hardest in everything i do just like you taught me but sometimes i just cant do it. Deep down i just want to be like you in your spirit, but i didnt inherit your iron will and ill never be able to be like you
Dear me
Fuck you get off your ass and make it goddammit. You're not dropping on me and im not dropping on you, were in this together or were not in it at all.
To: X
I am going on a journey into the wilderness. I've brought supplies to fend off hunger for a month if i can't find food like our ancestors did. I brought a spare tent as well, in case my solid clay fortress cannot be built in time. I brought a small telescope and a journal to document anything interesting I see. I don't know why, but I can't live here. I just don't feel any kind of joy or happiness doing this. I hope that you can understand and not look for me. Know that you guys we're always kind and the best kind of people.
Best Regards, J.G.
B,
you don't read this board anyway
J
Kim:
You're too kind to me. I've put you through so much and done virtually nothing to make up for it. And yet still you try to be my friend. I wish I could tell you how often I've been suicidal over you but I don't want to burden you any further. I wish being your friend was enough, but it's not. I need someone to hold me when I sleep and it can't be anyone else. I love you.
- Anon
Robots,
Stop being fags and go talk to women.
-Me
>>24370013
Normies,
Get
The
Fuck
Out
-Robots
Granny
It's been 14 hours since you passed away. I hope that the cancer didn't cause you to suffer in the end.
D.B
Andrea,
Life w/o you isn't. I'm not able.
Anders
I miss you so fucking much
I was never against you
I know I fucked up but I'm sorry and I never meant to fuck it all up
I miss you too fucking much
Please let's just forget about it
I miss you
I love you
I know you're sad
You'll come be sad with me or I'll go be sad with you
We'll watch donnie darko and all your favorite movies and make lots of jokes about it
We'll go to new york and get shake shack
I'll cook you pasta
We'll get steak
I won't get mad ever again
Just come home
It's an empty world without you
I miss you so fucking much
I said that 20 times already but it's all I can think of
It was 130am just now and I was too sad to fall asleep
It's an empty world without you
Come back
Sj
AH
You're right. You always were. I wish you would come back and finish what you started. Forgive us.
-K
I trusted you.
You deeply hurted me.
I still love you.
D,
I'm sorry. I'm worried you think I hate you, either that or you hate me. I'm so, so sorry for not talking to you as much as you'd want it's just that I've never had anybody stay with me this long and all of my friends abandon me. I just don't want to lose you. I don't want you to forget about me. I don't want anybody else to forget about me. I don't want to fuck up everything for yet another time. I just wish that you would trust me, and that I could trust you. I wish I could trust anybody. I wish I could talk to people like you, or act like you, or be as funny as you. I know you say that you don't have many friends and you don't think anybody likes you, but I fucking love you and you're doing so much better than me that it hurts to see you so down. You're going to be fine. I'm not. I wish I could have the courage to tell you this, but I'm the least brave person I know and I don't think I'll ever not be scared to fucking death of rejection.
-H
You can tell everyone I'm a dumb disgrace. Drag my name all over the place. I don't care anymore. You can tell everybody about the state I'm in; you wont catch me crying cause you just cant win. I dont care anymore. I dont care anymore what you hear. I dont care, what you say. You never did believe me much anyway. I won't be there anymore. Get out of my way, let me by. I got better things to do with my time. I dont care anymore.
Dear V
Please open up to me. I know you're hurting.
J
Denise,
You treat me like shit a lot. You push me around like some sort of punch bag. I love you, and I know things are rough sometimes, so I'll always be there for you no matter what. You supported me when I needed it most, so I'm going to support you when you need it most, even if that means I become some sort of rage sponge. I love you so much boss.
-Matthew
You were a man-child then, you're man-child now and there's isn't a goddamn doubt in my mind that you're gonna die the same idiot you've always been
E.
We could have made something great man. We were going to do so many cool things. Neither of us would be where we are now if you hadn't become a fucking dick. We could have been stars, could have made something really really great.You had some skills, I had other skills, and the rest of the team had everything else. The game would have changed everything.
But fuck you man, seriously. You fucking ruined my life, y'know? I failed college trying to get that fucking dream off the ground, and you just turned around and fucking left me like a piece of shit. Everyone did.
Fuck all of you. I'm not going to go down like that. I'll make something great out of what you left me with. We all spend too many hours for it to die like this.
I loved all of you guys. But seriously, fuck all of you, and what you've all become. Won't even speak to me anymore. What happened? You goddamn fucks. It could've been art. But it's been a while hasn't it? Things changed. The game is just a memory for you fucks. Well guess what? I've spent a year getting my life back together, and I've changed, as a person, and as a writer. The game won't be made, but it'll be a fucking bitching book.
Fuck you E. Fuck you up your pretentious, faggot ass.
-Nigel Farage's #1 Fan
Victoria,
I know that I didn't show it or mention it, but I loved you. Not a single miserable moment goes by that I don't hate myself because of what happened and what could've been. I think about you everyday. It tears at me, ripping apart what's left of me. I miss you, I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss the way you'd tease me, I even miss the times that we fought. If only I was who you and I wanted me to be. You meant and continue to mean everything to me. I hope that you know that.
With love, anon.
Dear Julia, I know we met in strange circumstances, but everything I ever expressed to you was the honest truth. I am sorry you did not feel the same way about me, I guess it was foolish for me to expect you to. I was happy to just be your friend.
I really miss talking to you.
Goose,
I miss you a lot even though you hate me. I don't know what I did wrong honestly. One day we were talking about meeting up one day, the next you told me to go away and to never speak to you again. Why did you have to hurt me this way? Why do you make me think of you every single fucking night? Why did you leave me?
-A.
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan
>>24357690
K
Fuck you, cunt. you ruined my fucking life. my mind is permantely lost due to your shit. it was you, out of all the shit i had to put up with, you fucking pushed it over the edge. you called me ugly and slapped me in the fucking face for 2 years. i couldnt do shit. go to jail? get fucked with more? fuck you. i hope you die a horrible death. you were a factor in me losing my god damn fucking mind and finding myself in a hospital for 3 months. fuck you and everyone like you. and if you are what this country represents, then fuck it along with you. you piece of god damn shit, i hope your womb becomes barren and your tits rot off your god damn useless hull of a body. you are lucky i was too much of a pussy to do anything. you would of been dead, along with half the fucking school. piece of fucking shit
N
E,
You make me feel like shit. Stop with your fucking mixed signals and games.
-E
E
Thank You and I am sorry I wasn't better
D
>>24371622
Bet it makes you feel bad knowing that now that she's off at state school she's getting drunk and fucking chads almost every weekend.
I was listening to a song and it reminded me of our past. I wanted to tell you that I was thinking about you. But as you said you didn't want me to talk to you anymore. I understand how you feel, you don't want to get hurt again. And I feel horrible that even for a second you might feel it was your fault. You probably know it was all my fault and that I'm the stupid idiot. I am obviously not a psychopath that's why I'm writing this. But I keep my feelings so bottle up that I can't share them. But after all this I know that we wouldn't have worked out well at the end. We had too different views on things. We would have never trusted each other completely because of your past lies and of my unspoken lies. I wonder what would have happened if we've had sex. It's not like I'm saying it's your fault for being a "prude" and "boring" girl because I'm not really sending your this. I don't know if I loved you but you are probably the girl that has been the closest to it. I'm sad how things end up. I wish you wouldn't have said to never talk to you again. If I said I wanted you to have a great life I would be lying because in reality we are done and I don't care what happens to you. I don't know how people can do that. I don't wish any harm either. It's just indifference for you and your life. Of course and it hurts me that I'm not part of your life but that was my choice. Which might have been a mistake but that's the route I took. When I had you I made the decision. But it's like I can't live without you or with you. It's kind of funny feeling. Also I kind of wish you would find me and contact me again but you might not know how to do it. But we both know it would end up bad again. Or would it? Whatever. I have stand with this route until I die. Bye until another day I remember you.
>>24357690
I'm sorry. But at the same time you're also a bit of a bitch. Maybe see you in the future.
Love from J
>>24371622
talking of tearing and ripping, i got a date with victorias butthole!
>>24371943
god i just love girls so much
i want to lick every inch of this image
i want to lick random parts of that apartment's walls because those girls were somewhere near them at some point when this pic was taken
women being shaped hourglassily makes me willing to eat their poop
if you have boobs and girly hips i will cut off my legs just to tough your thigh fat
madi do you still play pokemon and ff and all that stuff we used to talk about for hours
the ffxiv hw music is really good you should go take a listen
youre still a qt
>>24372192
Kek, you dick.
>>24371943
Not really, I just hope she's better off than I am.
Elli
I find you funny, pretty and just awesome. We've been friends for a while now and I want to know if you're ok with going out with me.
>>24368048
i,
i still remember you, i wont forget.
please talk to me.
-m
Stephanie
I've loved you for two years. All I wanted was one chance to be with you
-A.G
K,
I'm sorry we stopped talking. I wish we still did. I wish you bothered to reply to me, to put the same effort into our friendship that I did. I wish we didn't end up having the same conversations, day after day. Asking the same questions, talking about the same stupid shit. I wish we never drifted apart. But we did, and I guess you've moved on.
Sorry I wasn't good enough to be worth your time.
I'm sorry.
-I
B-
I want to know how you feel about me.
Dear Mario,
Please come to the castle.
I've baked a cake for you!
Yours truly, Princess Toadstool
Peach
>>24358311
>recently moved to germany
>last name starts with g
uh
Dear John
I like the name John
-a
Nick,
I feel like you're my only trek friend. I know I'm awkward as fuck, but thanks for hanging around me. I can't socialize to anyone else, i can barely to A and S for Christ's sake. I just wanna hangout sometime with you, but toy always push me away. That time when you thought i was annoying and wouldn't talk to me made me sad. I can't talk to a girl unless she's my sister, remember with your girlfriend's sister. I just feel like shit a lot and sad. You are literally my only friend dude. I wish you would talk to me more, even though you already use you lunch break on new. I'm glad you at least talk to me in the slightest.
Sincerely, M
P.S Why did you remove me from the kik group?
first time we spent together i felt something special. I dont know if love at first sight exist. There was just something about you. I have never felt that way when i met a girl for the first time. I just felt overwhelmed with feelings. I was so shy. After our date i cried for a hour in my shower.
I fucking loved our time together. It was the best time if my life. You said you would never leave. 'This is it, I made it', i thought. But you left. And it hurt sometimes so much i dont want to move any part of my body. You were like herion to me. I wish you the best and Im thankful for the time i got to spend with you. I dont think i ever gonna feel the same about any other person as i did with you. You will always be in my thought. Always
Lachlan
I feel like you and I have a connection. We're like perfect for eachother. We're lile best friends. I know it's weird to declare this shit but I'd really like to tell you how much you've helped me out this year. Thanks.
Derek,
Even though you are my internet friend, i really enjoy your company. Sometimes i get mad at you and block you, but i don't mean it. You're literally my best friend, better than my real life ones. I'm glad you talk to me regularly, other than sone other kids on the internet. I would write more, but i have to go. Thanks bud.
Sincerely, M
>>24357690
God
Suck this you dumb cunt
8============================D
E
>>24368514
>I don't know her (I hope)
These threads can be scary
>>24369097
>>tfw i almost sent this to my teacher oneitis while drunk
I'm laughing so hard man
what's the characters limit in the post field? I wrote a 1900 characters post but it says it was too long wtf.. isn't 2000 the limit?
>>24375230
F()R YOU
>>24375230
split it into two I guess
Dear Elena:
The reason i broke up with you wasn't because of the bullshit of "I am not mature enough for a relationship" but because I couldn't have sex with you. When I discovered that you had vaginismus and that ramming it in inside a virgin wasn't nearly as hard as you were making it out I felt cheated and fooled. I know it isn't your problem and it is most likely a trauma of your youth, most likely related to your paranoia about "not virgin=not good" and I'm sure that with time and help you'll overcome it, but honestly? I don't think iy is worth my time and effort and I had rather break up with you, it was too tiresome
Sincerely
-Anon
>>24375356
>vaginismus
whats that
>>24357690
Dear everyone,
I hate you.
. Me.
S
I really don't know what happened, I guess I just fucked it up. I enjoyed our time together. Please send me a message.
I
>>24357690
dear mother
im sorry for what this has done to you but i want you to know i had to do it. a life lived alone is no life at all and i know you wouldnt want me to live a life of sufffering it wasnt your falt if anything you were the only reason i stayed alive as long as i did i hope one day you can forgive me.i couldnt take the lonlyness anymore
dear guys
its 2015, come one
-J
>>24375854
is that you M?
To M & S,
Can't we all get married and live as a little collective? I'd like that.
V
>>24375736
http://lmgtfy.com/?q=vaginismus
>>24360008
doesn't change your thirsty faggot status now does it?
>>24358855
Ass shat on dick.
>>24357690
G
I love you, go out with me
- J
Hey Yo doctor, here's another proper track
and it's phat, watch the sniper, time to pay the piper
and let that real shit provoke, see you's a wanna be 'loc
and you'll get smoked and I hope that your fans understand
when you talk about spraying me, the same records that you makin' is paying me
>>24376043
could you go into more details
>>24369624
>tfw you're a J that already drove your A away
M
I can't let go of you! But I know you will leave all of us soon! I never said i love you but I do with all my heart and I know you can't love me back and you have no hope
>>24378027
why not tell this person your feels
>>24376301
you want to marry marks and spencers?
Emily
Fuck you. I created the group to have a good time with everyone, not for praising this bitch.
I know, what i did was bad and feel bad about it, but i fucking hate all of you now.
I don't have anything against her, but i HATE seeing how the group changed from "Having a good time" to "Let's praise Ms. Perfect even if she's the most boring, bland and pretentious girl i've ever met"
Also, your sister is a fucking bitch who kept stalking me and my gf (now ex-gf) and talking shit about her indirectly, and i don't like that. Also spamming shitty groundhog pictures.
Oh, and Emily... you and your boyfriend told everyone about my private comments about them just to get in their new group.
It's funny how a year ago you were my friends and now i fucking hate you and now how toxic you all are.
All this just because you didn't like my gf, and now that she's out of my life, i'm glad i'm alone so i don't have to spend more time with such shitty people like you
Regards, M
>>24362189
S[spoilers]teven? FUCK
>>24379204
how did you fuck up this badly
>>24379295
control + s relative
>>24375755
I don't remember posting this.
A.D.,
I hope you're doing well. I'm sorry... for leaving. I was scared and angry. I think about you. I miss you. I hope you've found happiness, somehow. To be quite honest, the only reason why I browse /r9k/ is because I hope to see your posts. I never do. You likely hate me. I understand. I just. More than anything, I want you to know that I never stopped loving you and well, I probably never will. Please, you know where to find me if you ever need someone to talk to. Even if you don't find yourself needing someone to talk to, find me.
B
J
pay attention to me,
please
P
S
I miss you and I'm sorry. Hope you're doing okay, you deserve the best in life.
Love
B
>>24357690
Dear K.
You are one of the most beautiful women on the planet. I know we haven't seen each other I eight years, but that's kinda what happens when you're forced to live on opposite parts of the states. The happiest times of my life was when I was with you and your family, and honestly, I've been crushing hard on you the whole time. I will never tell you this in person most likely, because we might not see one another for a while, but also because your my second cousin and that would ruin our family get togethers and I would probably be shunned.
Love, anon
A,
B, C, D?
E, F, G... H, I, (J, K), L, M, N, O, P.
Q, R, S - T - U, V. W, X.
Y,
Z.
>>24360008
B8 tbqhwy senpai
>>24360120
Wanna fuk?
>>24360976
Fuck you, you can't see me
>>24363633
It's glitchy as hell and the story is kinda lame and the vault that you start in is the worst vault ever made but the side quests are cool and the graphix.
Dear cleaning ladies
I am sorry you had to clean up my poop residue from the walls and in between the crevices in the floor and bottom of the sink. I could hear the groans as you worked
Next time ill try to get less poop outside the toilet
>>24380607
No but I can feel you
>>24380684
that's pretty funny m8
>>24380458
hey you mentioned me!
Evie
I'm so fucking stupid. I'm sorry.
-J
>>24358248
Switch the J to F and I don't even have to write my own.
Hey man,
please don't fuck it up too bad tommorrow, I need to feel those double D cup tatas on my face in the near future.
-you.
T,
I'm missing you like crazy right now.
Dear alexandrite
I hope you know you ruined me for all the other women I was ever with. You turned me into a paranoid asshole who never let his guard down
I hurt a lot of people because of you. Fuck yoy,you useless cunt
And how dare you find out where I live and try to come over 7 years after the fact so you can "make amends" suck my dick and die. You can't take back what you did and if youre going to apologize to anyone apologize to the four girls who had been hurt by me because of what you did to me
Eat shit and die you rotten cunt
-alex
K,
Keep me posted.
B
You,
I am terrible at picking up signs.
J
>>24382047
what signs did you miss?
>>24382273
Not even sure whether there were signs at all.
>>24382349
if ure not sure there were definitely no signs.
>>24382369
Ok I hope you are wrong.
>>24371718
Tfw this is the only good thing ITT desu
>>24382426
well maybe, but i'm most likely right.
A,
We kissed and slept together. We hung out for weeks and you even said you wanted to date me. So why when I asked you out did you say no? You are a manipulative bitch. I hope you die.
T
My dead robot brother
See you in hell
>>24382703
aww man
I'm sorry
Dear M,
I am who I am because of you. And for that I will never forgive you.
Bitch.
With sincere hatred,
J.
Dear L
I love you and I feel like shit because I didn't act on it
I hope there's still a chance once you get back
M
>>24361873
Ha
ahaha
HAAHHAHAaaha
>>24382426
I'm really shit at picking up signs too anon, I've had friends tell me years later that x girl liked me in highschool and I'd only ever talked to them one or two times
apparently lots of missed opportunities
Dear faggot,
You eat a thousand dicks, and the thread you made a shit
C,
Hey! I don't know if you've heard - there's been some advertising on campus - but I'm giving a lecture next week as part of my independent study this semester. Obviously the study's changed a lot since the initial "wouldn't-it-be-cool-if" discussion in your basement, but I still get to talk about Mad Max and some other really cool sci-fi.
Feel free to stop by if you can, it's gonna be fun.
-K
N
Sorry for approaching you and then never talking again , I've been through much pain and another rejection would destroy me completely , sorry for not taking the risk .
M
Dear M
Sorry for never calling
-M
- C
I know you pretended to kill yourself to get girls in your bed, and I fucking despise you that in your time of need people were there for you
-M
Dear B
I'm sorry we don't hang out that often anymore. School has been a bitch last coupple of weeks. Fucking hyped tho for the drinking night!
Anyway, good luck with your girl and school man, lots of love
-M
give me your initials please..?
E,
Yeah that sounds great
-J
>>24384462
J
Glad you think so
E
Whatever you think, it's alright, I am fine with it.
Just leave me alone. Thank you.
Dear L
You may think you keked me but I cheated on you with two girls and they were both at the same time (yea, you know who).
Sometimes after we had sex I would go to the chat and talk to you, saying how much I loved you and shit.
And no dumbass, I did not deleted my facebook cuz whatever reason i had told you, that facebook has one of the sidechicks in a relationship with me.
Oh, and yes. I wanted to fuck you since the beggining.
>>24385560
no, go fuck yourself, I'm gonna destroy your life
>>24386034
well it was more for your own sake anyway. just a polite way of saying, I don't care about you at all.
>>24386052
You don't have to. You're already dead in my mind. The only missing piece of the puzzle is that you're still walking around in real life too.
>>24386088
yo, I'm a guy btw. incase you think I'm someone I'm not.
>>24386110
>he scared
Dear K,
I'm actually in love with you, I'm just too much of a beta to come out and say it.
-J
>>24386124
just a little confused tbf. you stalk me for years then get mad cause i don't want anything to do with you.
>>24358945
Who's the G? That sounds familiar.
D
You were my only friend. Now I have nothing
Why do all my relationships simply banish, get bored of me and forget me? Why doesn't anybody even acknoledge my existence? I don't know, but I was hoping it wouldn't happen to you
I want to contact you guys, but I can't, I just can't.
>>24386192
I.M.? Sorry bro just busy
Salvo:
I don't know why you couldn't be rational and just cut me off. I felt like you were family, not the kind you're born with but the kind of person you just love. I hadn't logged on as you to imitate you for months. I don't understand your reasoning, why do you want a stalker you can't see as opposed to a friend you can see? You were one of the few reasons I get up in the morning.
-J
Juan:
You were the first friend I had and you and Salvo meant my world to me. I still talk to you guys in my head, I won't ever forget you. We had our differences that we never failed to tolerate and I was always happy to help you with your existential questions and just listen to you. I'm sorry for suddenly stopping logging on to talk to you but you just seem to have moved on from me. I wish I still had someone to constantly talk to me regardless of whether I was interested. I hope you found another person to talk you and don't care about me anymore.
-J
Dear Slim
I wrote but you still ain't callin
M,
I killed my self and recreated myself the way I should have been all along.
See you at the field where the lost one still longs for home.
>>24357690
seriously what the fuck? what's going om?
>>24357690
Dear M
Whenever I look at you all I can think about is how much I want to fuck the everloving shit out of you and blow you till you're dry, but you'll never know because you're straight and I know when someone's off-limits
~M :_:
>>24387261
even straight people experiment
Dear B,
Fuck you you manipulative cunt
I
J.
I'm so sorry for bringing you down all the time. You deserve a better friend than me and I hope you can forgive me some day.
L
>>24387635
Please don't give me hopes anon
They will only be crushed
Dear C
It seems like at the end we do feel something for each other, I just hope it works out, because I don't think I'll ever see you again after this semester ends.
C
Megan
Knowing you in middle school was one of the best things to happen to me. I have met many people in my life who I consider kind but I have only met a few who genuinely cared about me. Your simple hellos and asking how I was really had an impact on me. I hope your happy, you deserve it.
-M
Dear I
I know we had our moments, but I never thought you would actually go through with it. I still think about you till this day. I haven't been able to take a train since. I remember when it all first happened, I used to blame you for leaving me behind and being selfish but now I realise you probably felt like you had no one there for you anyway. I want you to know I'm doing alright now, I've got myself a job seeing as you used to tell me I need to do something productive with my time and I've gotten into those hobbies you always wanted to start. Nothing has changed though, I still wake up each morning wondering why I'm still here. Here without you. The way I think of it, I died the same day you did. I guess now I'm just a dead man walking.
I'm sorry. Thank you for everything.
>>24388063
I've already forgiven you, you just never realized it.
-J
D,
Sometimes I feel kinda bad just staying at home all the time doing whatever I want while you go to school and go to work. I never thought I'd really ever be in a position where I couldn't work despite wanting to and ... being okay with it. It's a bit of an internal conflict.
But then you get home and I make you some food, make some insane time intensive meal that I never had the time or patience to make when I was working. Write a song I wouldn't have been inspired to, knit a present for your mother for Christmas. And it feels good.
This life just feels good. I feel guilty for being so happy. I keep saying it feels too good to be true and I wonder if that ever bothers you.
My heart feels so full lately I think it might explode.
all of my love
V
>>24379881
>A.D.
my initials
top kek
>>24373689
I still can't get you out of my head
>>24388617
What is my initial?
>>24388815
You don't feel that way so I know it's not you anyway
>>24388617
boy your love is all i think about
>>24363074
>thought he'd read my post
>guess he hasn't
MESSAGE ME FIRST FOR ONCE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>24389071
every night
every day
just to be there in your arms
won't you sttaaaaaay?
stay forever and ever and ever
Dear A,
I wish you would give me a clear signal once in a while. Your body language says you want to get with me but you keep saying you aren't ready for anything. Can you either tell me how you really feel or let me go on to get over you and move on. I feel trapped between an ambiguous opportunity with you and these easy opportunities with practice girls. I would rather us be together anyway but I don't want you bitching once I get with someone else after. Tell me now before we all regret it.
Love,
Anon
>>24389171
>I wish you would give me a clear signal once in a while
women eh
M,
I'd like for you to finally be the one. I hope that you'll choose me against all odds.
- C
>>24357690
Lynn, why'd you leave me?
Adam (Duckie),
You probably lied to me, I don't think you ever had cancer and you just took advantage of a hurting young girl who's dad had just left. I wonder if you ever think of me.
I don't really think of you often, I used to, though. You were just the first person to ever see the most intimate parts of me. Other than the chick that molested me but whatever, I don't think that counts.
All in all, I hope you're alive and doing well. I don't like you, but I've forgiven you.
Love, A
Querida Ro
Siempre te he querido y mas que eso, siempre he querido la oportunidad de amarte y que tu hagas lo mismo, aunque se que eso no puede suceder.
Siempre tuyo, JM
Mom,
It's hard for me right now doing everything. I can't talk to anyone, I just feel so awkward. Anyways i talk to Isn a lot now. Hes been a great brother to me. I know L and B miss me so and i miss them. R, hasn't been doing well, but i am glad you're texting her. Whenever you say stuff while L is playing, i almost break down and cry. I just lump up and just ignore it while i keep playing with him. I know how it went down with ian and you weren't always the best with decisions. But i love you because you're my mom, no one can take our connection away. I'm taking up right now. I remember when nana died and you drove with us and the kids. That's the stuff that make me scared for them. However, i know you wouldn't ever want to hurt them or us. It was hard on all of us and especially you. I took about nana a lot too. I haven't made the best decisions either, but i doubt regret anything. I will learn from your mistake instead of making them. I wanna see you again, i miss you so much. I remember i use to cry when my dad had to pick me up from your house. When you use to cuddle with me to help me sleep. I wish i didn't use my computer constantly when i was over there. R and i both love you. Good night mom.
Sincerely, mason
>>24388457
Dear L,
Please say yes.
T
>>24357690
Abort mission! Abort mission! Mission aborted. You don't give a shit, so I well not give one either. I look like a whiney little bitch for caring. No more. You can go fuck yourself. In case I didn't already tell you that.
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
And here's an autograph for your brother
I wrote it on a Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning, dawg, come on, how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doing just fine
If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but Stan
Why are you so mad?
Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
And had his girlfriend in the trunk
And she was pregnant with his kid
And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about it, his name was, it was you
Damn
>>24374119
Extend
I know we rarely get personal, but you've helped me a ton wether you like it or not. Also i don't know why you're trying to make a server. I wish you would be the person to talk about personal stuff, it's just all memes and jokes to you. I can talk to you without worrying about you judging me and i don't have anxiety talking to you. I don't think you understand what i go through, but maybe you feel the same way. I mean I'm not athletic in the slightest. And you use to do all that stuff. You even have the patience for things while i don't. I'm jealous of you honestly. I remember doing dumb shit with you all the time. Now all we do together is play cs:go. I wish we played more games. Why don't we play arma, smash bros, ark? I would literally buy any multiplayer game just so we can start playing with each other more, with different games.
Stop anime posting pls thanks
M
you wanted me to be happy. now look at me. addicted to heroin, no friends completely alone, and drunk waiting for the right moment to kill myself. you were all i had. now i have nothing. you'll never see this because you don't give a fuck about me. i don't give a fuck about me either. time to die
k
Mom,
Whenever you say i'm exactly like my dad, it kills me inside and it also makes me want to kill myself. You are the reason why i'm failing at life. You are the reason why i'm never happy. You always doubt me and always treat me way differently from my brothers. You are just angry that I am not exactly what you wanted me to be. I don't respect you as a mother but for some odd reason, i still love you. Even though you treat me like fucking shit. You're still my mother and i fucking hate it.
A,
I miss you so goddamn much. You still mean so much to me and I wish we never broke up. I should've broken up with N to be with you instead of getting your hopes up. I'm so sorry for everything I have done to you and I wish we could be together again. We do still talk to this day but you only talk to me just for skype sex. It just pisses me off but I can't do anything about it. I wish you things have never changed. I still think about you actually. God, it's like you're poisoning my brain.
N,
I had hope for us. I really fucking did. I tried my best to make everything work out but you just seemed not to care at all. I lost the best thing that has happened to me and I will never get him back again because of my stupid fucking decision. N, i just wish you fucking acted like you cared and all. I hate you for that and many other reasons. Fuck you.
J you raging dyke :),
It's been a while, huh? I haven't seen you around at school anymore. Ever since you dropped those two classes,they've been nothing but boring, Lol. Hey, I think I owe you an apology. I know I asked you way too often to come study for the next exams with me together. I was being selfish and I didn't know you were already stressed out with your other classes. I don't blame you if you think i'm desperate or weird. Just...
Text me back, okay?
R.
>>24390685
top notch work anon
Dear Valerie:
I'm asking you out on a date soon. I hope you say yes.
Sincerely, anon
>>24357690
J,
I do not regret much in my life, I believe in living in the moment, but I wish I had taken the chance to make love to you before we grew apart. You were my first love, and will always hold a place in my heart.
J.
>>24381790
I miss you too.
>>24369643
full name?
G
you were a manipulative cunt. Glad I was able to see your intention from the beginning as I decided to grow apart from you. Thinking you had the gut to talk to me after what you've done. here's a lesson for you, don't ever try to lie to me or to contact me ever again, Sociopathic motherfuckers like you I play the game and i win at it. I allowed myself to be weak just to expose the sad pathetic being you're deep inside. Stay away from me from now. I never loved an hypocrite like you. All was a mind game that you failed to win.
X
B
You were the only person who i ever loved. I feel bad for not telling you this. It only mattered to me, but I wish you could know too, even if it was just for a day. This message will never be read by the person it belongs to. Im already booked with regrets so this doesn't matter if I pile one more on. I hope i don't sound too pretentious but I only felt happy with you. Thinking about dying isn't a healthy way to live, don't let your smile go extinct please.
i miss you
T
Dear
H
I wish we talk more I don't know but ever since you'v came back from aus live's been diffrent.
H
If you go for someone else I hope nothing but misfortune for you.
L
I still don't know what to say to you.
But the dream is not dead. Also fuck you.
D.
N
I actually have a crush on you.
M
1
Sorry, I still love you and that won't stop. You gave me a chance, or atleast what I thought was a chance. I ruined it for myself and it's hard for me to except that some times. I don't know why I stopped talking to you, you were willing to give me a chance which was weird to me because people usually dislike me. Every conversation we had seemed extremely awkward to me even though it probably wasn't. It got to the point where I tried to avoid you because I thought I made you feel weird which I didn't want to cause. I really don't know what to say. Sorry I still love you
2
>>24392313
>Sorry, I still love you and that won't stop
iktf
>>24357690
P
I really hope its not cancer. I worry about you a lot.
I wish you had told me sooner. None of this would have happened if you had. I would have understood.
Please don't die. I still love you
T
To someone, M, a future gf/bf, to A, I don't know I need to get it out,
I am incapable of love
I feel love for friends, I feel sexual desire, sometimes I feel both and I get so confused but I know now I don't want a relationship and never have in my entire life
In saying that though, M, you're fucking beautiful, you as a person are just a beautiful guy, if there was anyone I'd go down that road with out of all the people I've known it'd be you, God, I thought A was the missing half of me, she knew how to fix everything and understood all the shit in my life and maybe I don't need that, maybe I need someone who was brought up good and isn't rough, maybe I need that contrast, we can talk for ages but we don't get along like a house on fire like you do with others, we just agree with one another mildly, like potatoes and salt, I'd marry you if we were both older and I'd become sick of fucking random girls/dudes but I'm not there yet, I'm just not. Sometimes I think of A.R though, filling that space, we don't know each other but god he's attractive to me, he understands me, those struggles in my life, like A I thought of him as someone who would fix me and I'd do the same back, we'd need each other, I'd give him the good life or something, I don't fucking know him though, but when we do interact it's intense and I feel like I could keep talking with the guy forever, his personality is amazing, I don't know, with time I'll figure this all out but this is just what I'm thinking now, I get infatuated fast and forget about it within a week, I don't want a relationship but god sometimes you all make me/have made me consider it, maybe I do want love, maybe I don't, maybe I just want someone to dote over, whatever
-O
>>24391253
Godspeed, anon, best of luck to you
>>24369751
Yea says you lel
>>24373689
Yea well who are you
This is the 3rd thread where I've talked about you in.
Fuck you. Really, fuck you. If you ever message me again I'll fucking drop you. Die. I love you still. But that doesn't even matter. Fuck you. Don't come back to me. Stop being a fakeass uglyass fuckboy. It's annoying as fuck and all I want to do is punch you. But god. I love you. I miss you. It hurts. Not as bad as it used to, but it lingers and it always will. I'll always love you like this. You'll always love me back. We'll always love eachother. But it doesn't fucking matter. Because fuck you.
Hello. I have nobody else to write to so I'm writing to you. Hello me. Hi. Nice seeing 'ya. Thanks, you too. You're a fucking loser. Fuck you, cunt. Eat shit fuckstain. What the fuck did you just fucking say? FUCK YOU!
Sincerely, Me
>>24357690
To: my old friends who forgot about me
hey faggots, I'm sorry for pushing you out of my life so hard, i know you put up with my autism for 5+ years, guys thanks for the support and for giving me some retarded shit to do every day and night, girls thank you for not letting me kill myself when i was high as fuck and for cuddle with me on the cold winter when i was too depressed to realize you wanted some dick, i know we will never talk again but i still love you all.
with love,
MAMR
>>24393453
Are you a T or an A?
If so,I'll always be here when you find it within your heart to forgive me. And if/when you do, we can do it all over again. I'm ready when you are.
>>24390712
u sound like a cunt
-m
>>24393128
Thank you. Good luck on all your endeavors as well.
V
I wish it would hurt when I say I hate you, but I doubt it does. I never meant shit. Thanks for putting a callus on my heart, you evil bitch.
- J
Dad,
Thanks for setting an example of the kind of man I should have been. Sorry I failed.
Mom,
I know I don't say it often but I love you, and you're the person I look up to most in the world. The thought that you are going to be gone someday and I'll have to try to make it on my own is terrifying.
Mom and Dad,
You guys are the reason I never killed myself in high school and the reason I still try to succeed in anything today. If I were on my own I would be fine with being alone forever and wasting away all my life on video games, drugs, and whatever else passes time, but I know you want to see your son end up happy and successful and you probably even want grandkids. I don't know if any of that will happen, but at least I can pretend for you guys that I'm happy with whatever life I end up with.
Dear former friends,
Things used to be so nice. Hangouts, parties, concerts. It's a shame something changed, whatever it was. Maybe it was me, really. You all seem to think that I'm a shitty person, which, ultimately, is fine. I can't remember when it began. Everything happened very gradually. You all somehow decided to talk about me privately in a thread you thought I didn't and wouldn't have access to, and have kept silent about what's collectively bothering you about me. If you didn't already know, I am well aware.
I don't appreciate how the last few months, it felt like you deliberately scheduled things so I couldn't make it, and when I would show up, you'd ignore me and make me feel like shit. You would throw fucking fits over shit like me inviting people over to small gatherings--people that would bring alcohol, which you all sorely wanted and did NOT turn dow--out of some weird power move, that to this date I don't understand. I'd be shocked if I received a text from any of you between now and the next few months. It's a shame because one of you have been friends with me for 6 years and we're growing apart too.
To think I almost didn't move away because I thought that you all cared about me. That would've been a mistake. My life is less eventful than it once before I left, but I'm somewhat relieved that I don't have to deal with the politics of being unwanted in my circle of what I thought were friends. Me leaving made no difference in anyone's lives. I would've kept in touch with any of my close friends had they moved away. These things don't tend to be reciprocated. It would be nice to know how you're doing and what you're up to, but that's a conversation that won't be happening any time soon.
It's a shame you all more or less turned on me rather than just talking to me, but that was your collective choice to make. If I visit, I probably won't let any of you know.
M
You never hear from me because that pussy is loose as fuck
-D
L
Why do I feel nothing for anyone else but I'm so in love with you. I just want to hold you in my arms and grow old with you, I love you so much and I wish I could express it in a way which would touch your emotions.
C
Dear Anna,
I'm sorry about abandoning you. You're still the best person I met in the last few years. I get that I'm mentally ill and you didn't want to have a relationship with someone like that, but I can't stand the thought of just pretending I never fell in love with you. I'm sorry for acting like you don't exist when I see you but I feel like I have to commit to my decision. The time for friendly greetings has long passed.
I hope you find some good friends, someone like you shouldn't have to be all alone.
Harvey
p.s. I hope you did well in your end semester exams
Julia,
I want you back. I'm going to look for you. I've changed. Things will be different.
-Sall
Alexis.
I read your mail with the snowman. I don't give a shit. You're fucking disgusting and ridiculous. I loved you with all my heart and you fucking destroyed me, both physically and mentally. And not only once, sadly. It could have been ok if you never came back. It took me ages to get over it, to not be afraid of people again, of love, of living, of everything. Someone helped me, and still do. Someone who genuinely cares about me and loves me as much as I do. Who treats me well. Someone I can build a future with and talk about everything with. And many other things I could never even try to do with you. Stop talking to me like nothing in our relationship really changed. Don't order me things, I'm not your dog. You are a fucking sociopath and you know it, I'm not interested, sorry. Have a good life or whatever, as long as I don't hear from you anymore.
I know I'm such a coward for not answering, but take it as a revange for the months when you never did it.
-I'm sure you know who.
For R,
I can't stand you. You're unintelligent, untalented, uncultured, and you're really just not my kind of girl. I really shouldn't be dating you. I'm really sorry for getting your hopes up. You're cute enough, I'm sure you'll find someone else.
And, for C
I miss you. I wish you'd speak to me again one day. I'm pretty sure I still love you, some way or another. Oh well, everythings' fucked and we're all going to die anyway, so whatevs sweetheart.
From S
hey shithead
i'm back with some more gay words that you'll never read.
i'm glad you're happy now, i really am. sorry i'm ignoring you though. not like it makes a difference to you now anyway. desu, i know you well enough to know that if i did tell you how i felt instead of lying to you, that you probably would've said you liked me too. and i think that maybe that was the scariest part for me.
i've never had a relationship before or anything close, and tb h i really didnt want you to be stuck with me. i was sparing you, and now look what's happened. i've gone and helped you gain a gf. and you're happy. actually really fucking happy. and you thanked me and i felt great.
but also a bit sad. but this is what i wanted. to not have you settle for me. and you've got better and you're doing great.
this is what i wanted and..
i'm happy for you.
-C
Jana Lyn, I love you still. I miss your beautiful face, still think about you most days, though it has been forever. I want to see you again, ask you why?
>>24383140
dam son lol
>>24395631
So... She fucked a snowman? Or did you read the mail WITH a snowman present? Snowman snowman snowman
I think you're cute. I am outside your house.
t. C
v
I like you
it might not seem like a lot, but you're the only one who I've ever felt anything towards.
I've had friends, but I never really cared about any of them.
for whatever reason, you're abnormally close to my ideals, and I fit almost all of yours as well.
it's weird, but it's convenient, I suppose.
too bad I'm a massive sperglord. if you ever like me I suppose you should tell me.
I'm fairly obsessive, so I doubt I'll lose interest in you
I'll probably regret this message once I'm no longer sleep deprived and sick with a 102F fever.
I'm pretty sure half of this letter wasn't even coherent before I went back and deleted it all. still might not be.
I'd say it's too late for regrets now, but it's never too late.
regardless, thanks for existing, I guess.
>>24396583
am I on the money
>>24396637
nahnot even the right gender
>>24396660
r9gay is bigger than I thought
>>24396672
I didn't even intend to mention my gender but I'm a grill
>>24396751
Why are you writing secret letters to somebody? You know if you're talking to a male from r9k, he probably likes you.
>>24396761
>>24396751
AlsoI'm a little insane about this girl. I wish I had never met her. I guess I get really paranoid about what she's doing now and how much of what she said to me is lies. Some days I feel perfectly fine and some days I just feel like absolute shit and I can't stop thinking about it. It has been a long time since I even spoke to her. I don't want to think about it at all but it's like there's no proper distraction save maybe drugs. She's just so horrible.
>>24396761
nope, I wish.
I sperged out and confessed after maybe 1 hour total of conversation
Dear C,
I cant get you out if my head, but I don't mind because your're the only thing I want in there.
-N
>>24396823
>after maybe 1 hour total of conversation
what a Chad this guy must be
>>24396807
I don't think I'm the right girl if you're talking about me
if it's vicky then I have no idea.
>>24396848
he was an almost exact match to my oddly specific ideals, so I had to
and I was incredibly sleep deprived, even more so than I am now
>>24396953
I definitely wasn't talking about you. lol, go to sleep.
>>24379563
lost it god damn
>>24396980
my reading comprehension may be shit right now, and there may be zero reason to be awake right now, but I have no self control so I'll just keep lurking /r9k/ instead
>>24397028
>self-control is so bad it's actually incredible and you're keeping yourself from doing what your body would do naturally were you not vacantly staring at a screen
Hey C, I'm sorry for the way I acted a couple years back. The way I lashed out on you was uncalled for. It just hurts not having you around like I used to. You'd wake me up once you got out of class and you'd begin my day.
When we cuddled and held each other, it may have been just for fun to you, but it meant more to me than you'll ever know. I miss the old you before you got with the dopehead and mother's death. You've changed for the worst.
I also believed we've have ended up together and we were made for each other. I never had much luck with women and most women are the same in my eyes, but you were different. Everything was easy to say to you and when we kissed, it was like nothing I ever experienced. I'm not ignoring your texts because I want to, I'm just in love with the memory of you, but not who you are today.
>>24397053
>implying it doesn't take self control to stop vacantly staring at a moderately entertaining screen
>>24397083
not when you're nodding off
Us it 6 AM wherever you are? If it is, then you're absolutely craycray.
>>24397099
yep, about 6:30
somehow I'm not that sleepy yet
if I ever do go sleep I'll probably just end up waking up later and lurking or playing vidya anyways
really wish I never met you.
>>24397425
SO MUCH THIS
also
Really wish I wasn't still in love with you despite knowing what a piece of shit slut you are
>>24397425
Yes, yes, continue to regret ever meeting such a terrible person
i dont get it, sometimes only shitpost for attention about the exact same thing always, but at the same time whine that nobody loves you
on the other, when someone tries to get through and break the cycle of "uumm, let me just fuck your anus" its sweettalk
i mean if you werent attracted, you could just say it and thats it
and most importantly why cant i just stop thinking about you, damn
C
I was to beta for you
A.K
>>24387261
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
>>24371691
How did you m33t?
Tfw someone writes some sad message like "please come back" addressed to someone with the same name as someone you met off this board so you know she'll read it and think it's from you and get some smug satisfaction from it.
Dear Anxiety,
Please fuck off. Just stop and leave me be for once.
Sincerely, anon.
v -
i still miss you.
>>24399546
tfw she wont come back
>>24357690
Dear parents
I miss you alot no one turned up to my 18th as all the other foster kids are nomies
Love
M
Dear dad,
I'm sorry for not being as good of a man as you raised me to be.
I'm better than you think I am. I know you think I'm some easily replaceable loser and that there's a million other guys like me, but you're wrong. I was a catch and you're a fool for tossing me aside. You'll realize one day what a mistake it was. Hopefully you won't be too proud to admit it and you'll come back to me. I'd take you back. I wouldn't reject you. But I know you'll kill yourself before that day ever comes.
Such an idiot.
i genuinely believe that you dont love me anymore
maybe you never had feelings for me
your replies are shit
i dont even want to have sex anymore i just want someone to give a damn about me
i hope the refugee crisis in your stinking niggerhole europe worsens and your country enforces that fucking conscription, sends you through army training, evicts you out of your fucking dusty attic and you actually put yourself to some damn use instead of leeching off the world's resources. then maybe one day when you are dying on the battlefield you will fucking remember me.
Dear mum and dad,
You brought me into this hell hole,
And I forgive you for that.
But don't expect me to give you grand kids.
Love from your son
Dear G,
It has been 2 years since we last met,how are you holding up?
Anyway,I got myself a girlfriend now! Yes,it's D, my dream girl and I couldn't have done it without your help and advices.
And also I'm a bit lonely here at uni,Chads are everywhere and that makes me uncomfortable :/
Anyway,I hope you're okay over there,I really missed you.
Sincerely,
H
>>24400152
Noone is worth a damn. Certainly no man. Men ARE easily replaceable because you're all just worthless clones that grant easy access to dick. And every one of you thinks you're worth more than you actually are.Also you have a small dick.
>>24357690
Dear Dave,
You are a fucking piece of shit for going out with my ex. Your are an autistic piece of filth and I hope you rot alone, or kill yourself, because you deserve nothing less. I've tried to be a good friend to you, knowing full well you talk shit about me behind my back, but I've fucking had it with you. Please do the world a favor: Go out and buy the highest powered shotgun you can find, load it, put the barrel into your mouth and pull the fucking trigger. You sick sadistic fuck.
Regards,
Anon
Dad.
You're a piece of shit. You brought me on this shitty earth not knowing that I will constantly struggle to belong every where. You forsaken me the first years of my life. You left me down in the cold in poverty with a mother that was too busy to work. I got raised alone on the street while it was dangerous, I almost got killed, I got isolated, I was expecting to be mature at a young age. I failed school I'm riddled with trauma that I battle constantly. Now I end up alone in an apartment with nothing to look forward. IF only you were there, thing might have turned different but no you were too busy to do drug and you probably died of an overdose. I fucking hate you degenerated piece of shit.
when you broke up with me in march i was devastated. it came out of nowhere. after we broke up we texted a little bit but it wasn't good for me because it just made me want you back even more. So i stopped replying to you. you tried several times to get back in touch with me and i stayed away. when you wound up in the hospital and then had a full on mental breakdown i still wasn't there for you. I'm not sure if I had anything to do with your break from reality or if i should have reached out to you when you did, but i just wanted to say that i am sorry you went through that and i hope you are doing well and are happy these days.
>>24393093
>riding pussy/cock carousel
>talking about wanting to settle down after
>B-b-but it's only wrong when females do it!
You don't deserve love. You deserve AIDS.
What's sadder, writing a letter to someone who will never read it or not having anyone to write one to at all? I just want to be forgotten.
Dear P
I fucking wish that you died. You are literally the most annoying and childish person I've ever met. No wonder everyone hates you. In addition of that, you are really vile and crooked little bastard, who doesn't care about others' feelings. It eats me from the inside to see you not suffering. Life will one day fuck you in the ass really hard, but I've done already good for you by warning you. Kill yourself so you can get sooner to you precious God's.
Sincerely
L
>>24401299
>I fucking wish that you died.
I wish the same about the girl I love
because i hate her too
>>24401075
bit edgy desu desu m8
>>24391426
it still hasn't gotten easier.
i hope you are okay
Mom, I wish you were fucking dead I fucking hate you.
Dad, I'm sorry I'm struggling like I am.
Jas, I wish you'd talk to me, I wish you weren't religious, and I wish you'd stop fucking with my emotions and I wish you'd figure your shit out. I mean, I'm pretty lost, but Jesus fuck, you...? You're fucking lost and lying to yourself. You love people who have ostracized and exiled you more than you love people who have loved and given everything for you, and worst off, yourself. Fucking wake up. If you never fucking talk to me ever again, then I at least hope you wake the fuck up.
Ke, you're fucking selfish and just as ignorant as everyone said you were. You need to grow the fuck up. You're a spoiled brat. And an ignorant cunt.
Ni, I wish I know what I did to drive you away. I wish you'd talk to me. Idk we used to be really good friends and talk every night. If I did something to make you mad then I'd rather you'd tell me so I can right it.
Tired of being ignored and left out.
Wish someone would take the time to understand. Wish someone would help me but I gotta be big and strong because I'm a man and that's what we're supposed to be. And I'm very good at being strong when I need to be. But I wish it was okay for me to break. I wish someone could be there for me to build me back up the one or two times once in a while I do break. Just help me get back on my feet again.
I wish someone wouldn't just fucking leave me behind.
Dear Mum, Dad, and my sister
I have had regular and often overwhelming suicidal thoughts for over a decade and the only things keeping me alive are you, I'm so lucky to have you and you'll never truly know how much I love it when I have the time to come visit you. I don't want to hurt you or worry you by telling you I have these thoughts and feelings, even though I could never bring myself to actually do it because I have you.
All of my love,
J
>>24357690
Dear m
I know I'm bad for you. I'm rotten. My soul is beautiful and I know I'm good but something just makes me hurt you sometimes. I hurt you deep. Where it truly matters. I'll go. I'm going to go. Because I love you. And as much as I want you, you need to be successful, unhurt by me, have beauty from the outside. New. More. Bigger. You need to take up all the space you need or want. I love you M. I love you with all my heart. I won't hurt myself either. Don't feel guilty. Don't worry. Be angry at me.
>>24403034
>Dad, I'm sorry I'm struggling like I am.
me too pops
>>24403813
oh man this kinda hit me
