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>Sleep 12 hours a night
>Every morning is the same, I sit and browse 4chan and watch youtube videos until I feel like masturbating
>The temporary boost in energy after an orgasm is the only thing that gives me the strength to roll out of bed and get onto my gaming PC
>Play video games for 10 hours until I feel like going back to bed again
>Repeat

Is this what society has done to me? I used to be a crazy young kid with hopes, dreams, and aspirations. I have a college degree, I don't smoke weed, I used to have friends. I'm not even a virgin. Life is so fucking easy this way, there is literally NO reason to change except for the fact that I'd like to have an active sex life. That isn't enough. How much easier can technology make it guys? What will the NEETs of 2115 do?

Like I don't know if I should blame myself more or less for being this way. On the one hand its pretty pathetic and most people would dismiss me outright, but I'm literally living in a hedonistic paradise and nobody can deny it. Its just sleep, video games, jerking off, and hanging out online all day every day for free. I'm never cold, tired, hungry, and I don't have the drama or misery that comes from women.

I ask again, how much easier can it get?
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>>24357668
>Its just sleep, video games, jerking off, and hanging out online all day every day for free.
only death and hard mental disorders are easier then your current situation
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>>24359424

How are mental illnesses easier? I don't understand that statement.
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>>24357668

find the best girl

make a family

1 boy and 1 girl

they will look like you and your wife
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>>24357668
You're a lazy piece of shit of your own volition senpai.
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>>24359832
If you're crazy enough you could just in bed all day but have a fulfilling career and loving family in your head. Plus a couple of ,mistresses.
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>>24360275

What's my motivation not to be?
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video games are a hell of a drug.

if it's an RTS, FPS, or MOBA, the endless, constant processing of stimuli drains you, to the point that you can barely do anything but sleep.

and yet you never feel tired because they're too much fun.
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Was it even possible to be like me 100 years ago? Were there always people like this? I feel like without the internet to give me unlimited like minded people to speak to as well as free entertainment every day in whatever form I like, my lifestyle would be completely impossible.

As it stands I simply need a computer and an internet connection to stave off loneliness and boredom for years and years at a time. I'm not pushed further to succeed. Not only that, the internet also makes women much more intolerable and harder to please, since now each and every one of them at any given time is aware that they have at least 10 orbiters that live near them, all more attractive than me, even if I'm a completely alright looking man.
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You're literally living the dream. That's my goal scenario with virtual reality and awesome sex toys.

How do you afford it?
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>>24361089

My parents feed me and pay my bills. That's it. I know it won't last forever and honestly I've been pushing it as it is. I can't bring myself to move out though. Even when I HAD a job and was making an income, without room mates to split rent with, I'd be working 40 hours a week just to do exactly what I do here in a different building. Paying my own rent and bills and food would make it so I really don't even have very much spending money either.

By all practical standards, there is absolutely no benefit for me to leave other than the fact that if I live alone, maybe in some hypothetical future I might be able to find a girl I like that may or may not like me back that may or may not just cheat on me anyways.

Even if I 100% pull my shit together I still don't think I would leave this house. I'd need real life friends to split rent with. It would be better to just stay here while making an income. I'd be able to spend all my money on shit I want, I'd pretty much feel rich. Even if my parents asked me for rent, I'd still be better off paying them and staying here. If anything, paying rent would get me out of some bullshit house chores since in that situation I could say I'm paying my way around here.
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>>24357668
Humans won't exist in 2115.
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>>24361176
>Move out of the state to some cheaper place
>You can work 30 hours a week and live like a king and have self respect
>Women will come because $

Just remember never to get married
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>>24361176
Ohh anon enjoy it while you can .After a while your pleasure receptors weaken and you can't feel anything when you orgasm and video games won't be fun anymore .Then you'll make threads how depressed you are and think of killing yourself every day when the fun stops .That's what you get when its all play and no work .Get the fuck out of your house untill it's too late .
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>>24357668
>i dont smoke weed

well theres ur problem also just change ur hobby/habits
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>>24361286

I already don't feel jack shit when I orgasm. And video games are almost never fun as it is. Except for when I get a great new game and I have nonstop entertainment for weeks. Which happens a couple times a year.

Its still better than being a poor, stressed out, hard working wageslave. It isn't as if I just got out of high school. I'm 22 years old and I've had five jobs in the past as well as my aforementioned degree.

My lifestyle absolutely has downsides, but its no doubt sweeter than anything else you could do unless you're extremely lucky, have a family with connections, or abnormally hard working.

>>24361234

I was going to type a ton about how that's impossible for me, but I deleted it because it was too long and too much work. Let's just say that isn't happening.
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>>24361381
There are some positive things about being a wagekek .They force themselves constantly and work their shitty jobs but that strengthens their workhabits and self control .There is also an element of personal satisfaction and pride of denying oneself's pleasure .That feeling like you abolutely control yourself and your thoughts .
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>>24361286
the issue with NEETs on this board is a lot of them have no goals. I live at home and don't work but that's only because I'm training to work in 3D 8-14 hours a day. I have a large nest egg saved up and if I ever do need to explain my gap in employment I'll just say I was backpacking or some shit.

Seriously if you're a NEET, you might as well learn programming or something. A goaless NEET is even worse than the lowest wageslave
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>>24361530

?They force themselves constantly and work their shitty jobs but that strengthens their workhabits and self control .There is also an element of personal satisfaction and pride of denying oneself's pleasure .That feeling like you abolutely control yourself and your thoughts.

Where the fuck have you worked? If you think I feel a sense of pride or satisfaction working at Dunkin Donuts and Home Depot than you can go fuck yourself.

There is nothing prideful about it, its absolutely dehumanizing. I have much higher self esteem now than I did as a wagekek, being bullied and treated like human garbage by everyone for no reason. At every single job I had I was treated like fucking shit by people that I have never been rude to. That was much, MUCH worse than peacefully minding my own business at home.
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>>24361588
Letting yourself be bullied and treated like human garbage is your problem unless its by your customers then you have to bear it .
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>>24361634

I have no other options. Sticking up for myself in the workplace would have ended up with me just being fired or suspended. The actual jobs I've had really were not that bad (most of them anyways). The thing that made it suck was all my co workers treating me like an expendable piece of shit, which to be fair, I am.
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>>24357668
>you masturbate and use the orgasm boost to get out of bed
>I masturbate and use the orgasm relaxation to finally fall asleep

We should meet.
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>>24361588
Dude look into industrial jobs. Lots of companies are making parts for industrial stuff that you wouldn't even think of.

I was making 17.50/hr(with lots of optional overtime) working in a car part factory just putting bushings into presses and shit when I was 20. People leave you alone and no one will talk to you more than once every 4-5 hours and that's only to see if you're still alive.
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>>24361588
not person u replied too, but wagekeks get a really work habit. They will literally work anywhere and don't give a shit as long as they get paid. Dishwasher/Busser/Morning Prep at a restaurant here

also plz kill me
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>>24361286
This guy gets it. I'm a 26 year old NEET. Graduated college 2 years ago with a great degree and decided I didn't want to do anything with it. Used to be a normie in high school and as the years in college went by I gradually became a shut-in introvert that ostracized pretty much every single friend I have now except for 2 and even them now I barely talk to much unless its via Skype or Groupme. I slept for 14 hours today and I game the rest. Have been on this schedule for the past year or so. Currently living with my parents but I am pretty much at the end of that road. Everyday they talk to me about finding a job ANYWHERE (thats when you know they've had enough) I need to find a job and so I can buy a gun and kill myself when I'm 30. Everyday is exactly the same. Sit on computer from 3 pm to 4 AM. Sleep rest of the time. Act like im looking for jobs and doing stuff to appease parents but can't bring myself to do anything due to crippling depression and anxiety. Knowing I failed my parents and I can never see anyone I ever once knew due to the colossal failure I have become only adds to it all more. Games and porn are boring. Life sucks. I welcome my death hopefully sooner than later.
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>>24361717
really good work habit i mean
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>>24361693

I did work in a heater factory. I was fired in two days.

>>24361717

Your suicidal misery is what keeps me content doing what I do, which is nothing.
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>>24361588
Coworkers treated you like shit or customers? Because for me when customers treat me like shit I just fuck with them and then get to mock them with my friends/coworkers but if coworkers treat you like shit yeah that sucks but why did they?
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>>24361739
>Be collegekek
>parents tell me to grow up and move out

why is it like this nowadays? what happened to living with a loving family for a while?
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>>24361796

Customers have never been an issue for me at any job. I love talking to customers. They almost always treat me like a human being.

The only people that were assholes was a few really really old men at Dunkin, but they treated everyone like shit even my managers so I had nothing to feel bad about.
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>>24361784
then don't get fired. Literally like 95% of 20-30 year olds nowadays fell for the meme of being an engineer or some other stupidly high paying job. A lot of low level industrial work is available and you can just hop from job to job till you find one that's comfy enough.

I watched a guy go from being a temp making 13/hr to an area leader making 80k a year in under 5 years.
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>>24361530
>There is also an element of personal satisfaction and pride of denying oneself's pleasure
Yea, that's called CuCkoldry mate?
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>>24361842

>Then don't get fired

You think I asked to be fired? I didn't even get let go for breaking any rules or doing anything to anyone. I was fired because me not being able to learn to use a bunch of dangerous machinery I have never seen before in two shifts was unacceptable, they wanted me to learn faster. But I took notes, paid attention, and did the best I could. I take absolutely no responsibility for that.

You could call me stupid or incompetant, and I wouldn't disagree. But I wasn't fired due to my lack of ethic, work effort, manners, hygiene, or anything in my control.
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>>24361739
Im the guy you replied to .What you are going to do is do the gay thing doctors reccomend .1 hour of looking at a screen 15 minutes break .That will at least help you minimally and slowly start to bring you to reality .On those 15 minute breaks when you absolutely won't look at any fucking screens you'll start brushing your teeth or shaving or using some shitty balms for your acne if you have them .After a while your brain will get at least a little bit clearer and you'll slowly start to value and appreciate that 1 hour .That will also make you enjoy video games or whatever more because you slowly started to increase the value of the hour .Then time will start to pass like it did when you were a kid .You'll start getting more engrossed in things you do and in turn perhaps do more productive things because you'll finally start having that "play time " work time balance because you can finally truly enjoy stuff and have a true "play time" .Also forgive me for my writing ,its really late where i live .
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>>24361929
All good on the writing anon. Thanks for the advice/response. I guess it can't hurt to try. I don't think anyone wants to just fall into the deep, dark abyss their life becomes and let it consume them. There are days when I dream of getting my life back on track but then my depression makes me realize giving up is the only option left for me at this point. I will try taking small breaks to help break me out of this prison I have built myself. Might not mean much from a random internet stranger but I appreciate you taking the time to respond with helpful tips.
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>>24362053
Also don't worry about your depression all that much .It's nothing special everyone gets depressed when they have too much pleasure .Try to appreciate even the slightest feelings of regret,jealousy,hate,ambition,rage,happiness,comfyness etc and most importantly and the absolutely fucking hardest one and the one that needs the most balls for Love .That will make you stop feeling like an empty husk and slowy start to realise you are very much alive even though you aren't alive as you used to be .When a person is depressed the type of emotion one feels is mostly sadness or anger or some negative emotions like that no matter how small or big they are .What you are going to do is not act out on them and just watch them ,just focus on that emoting and just let your thoughts go until your head clears .That is one form of meditation and that is very helpful knowing you are in control of your emotions and the feeling of you using your brain as a tool and becoming one with your mind and body is priceless .
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