What's your dream life?
Why can't you have it?
>>24342803
Living in the big city
I live in a village and rent in NYC is 5000 a month for a studio in the ghettos
>Ruler of the Universe
>obvious reasons.
>>24342803
I want to live in one of those huts
Maybe I could, but I think you'd have to be rich to live somewhere like that.
>What's your dream life
I just want to be happy and satisfied with myself.
>Why can't you have it.
Because I'm a loser and will always be one.
Just want a friend again, sisters boyfriend lived with us for a few months after getting kicked out if his parents house we got drunk and played LoL(back when it was a decent game) every night, it was the shit i miss that,
A girl friend would be nice tho
>>24343621
Nah, you can get one for 1k a month, but its going to be like 300 sq ft
>>24342803
>Having a prosperous career
>4chan
>>24342803
My dream life can't exist because anime girls don't exist.
To be happy with myself, have a nice little apartment with good internet and do nothing but play vidya and work a job for just enough time to help pay for hobbies like 40k and whatnot.
I also want to feel good about myself in terms of how I look and how much weight I can lift.
I can't do it because I'm butt ugly with a dysfunctional broken family, no motivation, no drive, and my mind is just a blurry haze. I can't lift not babby weights since I'm super skinnyfat as a result of cutting from 240 to 160 with NO lifting and only cardio, and now at 5'9 160 pounds I look like a disproportionate fat faggot with a butt ugly face and huge, acne ridden cheeks.
I have a differential equations exam tommorow and I still need to study since I don't know any of the topics, but I'm feeling to shitty to care. My mom and dad got divorced a year or two ago and they both have significant others now, yet I can only keep like 3-4 friends. I don't know where my life turned so wrong since at the end of high school I felt great and was super fucking happy, but I think the breaking point was when my best friend / onitis dropped me because I was super clingy beta orbiter.
Living in isolation in a castle (with servants) on the Faroe Islands, or somewhere really cold/up north. Someday I'll get there..
>>24342803
There is no dream life, I will probably never be 100% satisfied.
Just to be a professional athlete but I'm to old. If you don't start young you're done.
>>24343850
Does it get a little cheaper with roommates? Would la or Miami be a little cheaper?
