Who else is haunted by this terrifying feeling that they are condemned to live a long and lonely life of mediocrity?
>>24334906
Embrace it familia. Not everyone is going to be a star. Or whatever the fuck you think is superior.
This board is a bastion of hope and optimism desu lad, I don't think you'll get much here.
I was with you until you said mediocrity. I'd be lucky to reach mediocrity.
>>24334906
i wish it was that certain. the fact that i'm not actually condemned to anything and everything is my fault makes this feel quite worse desu.
Damn I just realized the M on Marios hat stands for Mario
>>24334961
amen brother.
this message is original.
>>24334906
Yes.
The terror of it is what motivated me to change my ways and start working towards something.
That same terror and sense of dread/self loathing carried me all the way through college, actually, and not I'm graduating this december.
I hate this so much.
After all i went through, After all the effort I made to progress. I'll just end up alone, broke and living in mediocrity for the rest of my life.
Fuck you dad,
Fuck you mom.
Fuck School, Fuck Psychiatrist
and a big fuck you too social environment.
70 birthdays at most yet to go
70 birthdays to go
Waste one year, regret it all
69 birthdays at most yet to go
>>24335098
I studied a lot and got a "good" job.
Your job doesn't keep you warm at night. Your job doesn't love you, and isn't waiting for you to come home with a nice home cooked dinner.
I don't even get mediocrity.
I seem stuck in the position of loser in society no matter how hard I try and what I do.
Mediocrity would actually be a step up.
>>24334947
There is nothing to embrace. Instead I will fight it. I will live as a Don Quixote and take upon myself the bastinadoes of the world until it decides to grace me with an early death
>>24334906
Why do you feel mediocre? What is it you want to do that would make you feel like you had not lived a mediocre life?
No matter how hard I try, I'll never be anything more than an abject loser. I haven't put in a lick of effort since I left elementary school.
