Does anyone else here feel like their personality is fake? I feel like I've just combined all of the qualities of childhood idols, people I've liked/admired, close friends, etc. into some awkward dorky guy (think Michael Cera in Scott Pilgrim/Superbad but slightly more effeminate). Sometimes when I talk in conversations I can't tell if the stuff im saying is actually original or someone else im subconsciously mirroring (I'm not like constantly making family guy references or anything like that, I just feel like my demeanor is unoriginal). I've always had identity issues but lately it's been pretty bad. I don't even think about stuff anymore. I'm constantly zoned out and I feel like I'm always on auto-pilot. I have a group of friends and have even gotten people to like make out with me, have sex, etc. But I don't know if they actually like me or if they just like this character I feel like I'm playing
I don't even have an identity at this point
I would tell you to embrace it as empty people are meant to, but don't
Be someone while you still can
I am literally nobody
>>24318611
That's how all normies are. People are nothing but reflections of each other. No one has any conscious thoughts these days.
>>24318611
People get confused about this kind of thing because a human psyche isn't a singular person.
Instead, It's a multitude of selves that all overlap into one other.
You just don't know any of them yet.
>>24318611
>micheal cera but more effeminate.
Do bitches actually go for that?
>>24318701
this
I have no real interests or hobbies, and I just kind of exist in a general malaise and boredom interrupted by suicidal thoughts
>>24319130
>>24318701
Get your own thread pussies
>>24318971
A couple have, some guys too (im bi). I've only had sex like 3 times though
I agree sometimes i honestly dont feel like im my own person. Its really weird when my mom says stuff like just be you and im sitting thinking to myself - who the fuck am i. I feel you anon. I thought i was the only one im glad im not alone
It really killed me when i noticed that im not being able to focus in school or in genral. I feel like im just not there like im in someboy elses body. I hate it. Mabye i need a counselor
>>24319130
same here. my therapist keeps telling me to get out of my comfort zone and go out and do things but there is absolutely nothing that I want to do.
I don't understand how people have hobbies. Passion and ambition are alien concepts to me.
>>24320465
>there is absolutely nothing that I want to do
That's because everything is out of your comfort zone.
I've constructed the person I am, I've tested how people will react to things and can more or less read people like a book, my first impressions are usually spot on. I've been told I blend in incredibly easy. The problem is as I don't generally speak my mind or share my thoughts because I know how they will react, that people interpret as my neutral nothingness as whatever they see in me. I am not a person, I am a reflection of what others see me as. There is a real me, but not someone that you will ever meet.
