My brain physically feels like it's going to blow up some times.
But it's all in the mind.
all in the mind.
all in the mind.all in the mind all in the mind all in the mind all in the mind all in the mind.

I sometimes spontaneously feel like im sweating in crowded places.

then i become really self conscious about if people can see that im swearing and think im really weird.

>>24306269
yeah.

but when i look in the mirror, or see my reflection i do not even look like im sweating, i just really feel like it.

>>24306237
my eyes feel like they're about to burst out my face sometimes. I think it's a panic attack.

or i could just be dying.

I've had sex with 75+ women since I was 14. Always think I might have HIV. Got tested and came up negative. Still worried it could randomly pop up though

I think the word you're looking for is hypochondria

>>24306213
Yeah, let me bump the thread to drop some stories

>>24307839
>be me
>last week
>at skatepark
>doing cool tricks, not really but I think they're cool
>slip doing a manual across a funbox
>fall down and jam middle finger
>think nothing of it
>hours later it still hurts
>read up on jammed fingers
>learn that buddy taping can help the healing process
>buddy tape my fingers
>go to sleep
>wake up in the morning and go to school all day
>read up on buddy taping again after school
>see that it says if you bind it too tightly you could cut off circulation
>if circulation is cut off for more than an hour necrosis could set it
>warning signs for necrosis are dark red and then dark blue skin in the affected area
>OH SHIT
>MY FINGERS HAVE BEEN TAPED FOR OVER 12 HOURS
>I THINK I DID IT TOO TIGHT
>immediately rip off tape
>inspect finger for minutes on end
>finger looks dark blue
>but it could also be bruising
>trying to determine if blood is circulating in finger
>still not sure
>could be necrosis
>I'll just have to wait and see if it get darker/worse

Wasn't necrosis. I read shit all the time and think it's happening to me. Being a hypochondriac sucks.

>>24307839
>be me
>over the summer
>one night I'm getting these really intense stomach and intestinal pains
>they wake me up out of my sleep
>and it feels like I'm digesting glass
>hurts alot
>and the pain isn't sudden or intermittent
>the pain is constant
>instantly suspect something is seriously wrong with me
>google symptoms
>most likely cause of the intense pain is either colon cancer or appendicitis
>suspect it's appendicitis
>but I know I'm a hypochondriac
>so hold off on doing anything about it
>just lay there for another 2 hours hoping the pain will go away
>it doesn't it's 5am
>I lumber hunched over into my parents bedroom explaining that something is seriously wrong with me
>tell them it has to be appendicitis
>parents look at me and can tell I'm in pain
>but my Dad says
Have you been googling symptoms again?
>say they hold off on taking any medical action until Doctor's office is open for taking calls
>call office
>I describe symptoms
>turns out it was bad food poisoning not appendicitis
>had to take an enema to clear my bowels to make the pain go away

>>24307839
>be me
>"friends" pressure me into smoking weed
>agree to do it because maybe it will make them like me more
>and maybe they'll invite me to stuff
>anyways get in their car
>they pull out a bong
>they assure me I can handle a bong for my first time
>big mistake
>I take a hit and die instantly
>coughing like crazy
>hard to breathe
>suddenly I remember I have seasonal asthma
>start panicking that the bong has triggered it
>start to believe my throat is closing up
>explain situation to "friends"
>tell them I need my inhaler
>start to have a panic attack as they get me back to my dorm
>find inhaler
>it gives me "relief"
>I wasn't really having an asthma attack like I thought, just a panic attack
>needless to say I killed my "friends" high and they never hung out with me again...
>also for weeks after that fateful bong hit, my throat was fucked up
>felt like there was a pocket of air stuck in my throat 24/7 for a month
>after a week of feeling this, I google the symptoms
>most likely throat cancer
>fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
>I smoked weed ONE time and I got cancer
>really worried I have cancer
>just think if I ignore it, it will go away
>eventually air pocket in throat disappears
>it wasn't cancer, but still not sure why 1 bong hit fucked my throat up that bad

>>24306213
sometimes my heart will beat really fast and hard for no reason and i get freaked out about it thinking im dying or my heart is gunna explode. started taking anxiety pills and it helped a lot

>>24307958
Same person who wrote this but it happened again last night

>eat dinner at 5:30 or 6:00
>stay up to watch Walking Dead and Into the Badlands
>after Badlands ends at 11:00 I go to bed
>but something feels wrong
>my stomach feels a little heavy and weird
>eh maybe I ate too much
>12:00 I wake up with intense stomach pain
>but it's way worse than when it happened over the summer
>I'm just curled up into a ball in my bed the pain is so bad
>I can't sleep it's so intense
>remember what happened over the summer and just brush it off as food poisoning
>it will pass soon
>5 hours later I'm still having intense stomach and intestinal pain
>it hasn't stopped or let up for one moment
>I'm lying on the floor of my bathroom hoping at some point I'll spew diarrhea or throw up
>it's been 5 hours though
>and it's been close to 12 hours since I last ate
>surely if this was food poisoning I would've had something shoot out one of my ends by now
>start panicking
>it is definitely appendicitis this time
>why else would the pain be so consistent and last for so long
>decide that if I'm still experiencing the pain by morning I'll go to emergency room
>as soon as I come to this resolution I throw up my dinner
>instant relief
>just another extreme case of food poisoning

Just last night i seriously felt my heart loose its cycle and go erratic for 20 seconds, at times my heart actually skipped a beat or two, ive had the occasional missed heart beat but this was the worst ive had.

Due to this im certain i will be dead by this time next year.

>>24308033
haahha fuck dude