whats stopping you guys from killing yourselves?
why do you want to?
Because after much introspection and objective analysis of my life I found better things to do and less to complain about.
>>24301990
Fighting games are keeping me from killing myself. When sf5 hits it'll be a great time for me, i cant go yet
>>24301990
mostly because I'm too fucking scared to hurt myself in the slightest
basically i r a little bitchmo
>>24301990
>why?
life is unpleasant tedium
>stopping you?
the belief that I will, one day, become able to tolerate it
>>24301990
>whats stopping you guys from killing yourselves?
A combination of spite and morbid curiosity.
>>24301990
>what's stopping you
the guilt of seeing exactly how much money and time my parents have sunk into me
would cause at least 100k of education, food, and other shit to go straight down the toilet and wreck their lives for years if I did it
literally nothing else is keeping me from doing it at this point, I feel dead inside, but I keep going so they don't have to worry
religion.
man but this shit is getting fucking worse.
I dont even want to eat anymore since all food taste exactly the same.
my head hurt all the time and I'm always tired.
if people talk to me, thats feel like tv static
i cant even cry or laugh
my only confortable zone is when I'm sleeping.
Because I'm an immortal darkspawn who reincarnates into the body of any blighted creature upon my death.
>tfw grey wardens won't even vanquish you
>wanting to enjoy at least one good thing before death
>don't want to burden family with money issues
if I'm going to do it I want to be sure that it's not to going to screw over my family's living situation.
>>24301990
Lack of firearm, I failed last time I went for the femoral.
right now I don't want to
you're only ever alive right now, this is the only time that you and me will ever exist
there is no "you", as some sort of stable-over-time entity that has xyz desires (such as wanting to kill itself)
literally you and me exist *as* nothing more than experience, right now. as in we're not people, or humans, or selves. rather what we consist as, the structure of our existence, is 'what is being experienced right now'
nothing exists to desire to kill
there is nothing to kill, there is nothing stable or permanent
death kills nothing
Honestly, nothing is stopping me but my own laziness. I can hardly cut myself anymore, let alone slit my wrists, because I'm a lazy faggot.
>>24301990
Hellfire, and the fact that it is very possible for anyone to just drop dead from a brain aneurysm.
Killing myself takes too much effort.
I'd rather just continue on like a zombie until I slowly die. Hell, I might just fall asleep outside and get murdered, that'd be nice.
>>24302274
>cut
LMAO
what a fucking pussy
cutting does literally nothing but scream for attention
either really kill yourself or fucking deal with it faggot
Because I lack romantic companionship, and reality is very dull when little stimuli makes you feel any emotional response.
>>24301990
I love playing video games and I love daydreaming and imagining things.
I'm also female and waiting for my elven king to sweep me off my feet. Until then I'm going to try and be good at something.
It's that feeling of, just maybe, if I go on living, some day my life will have purpose... or at least be more bearable.
Basically daydreams.
the responsibility of leaving my grandparents alone and become even more miserable after my mother's death. it's the only connection to her they have left. but i just can't take it anymore. they don't deserve it.
i don't because it would be the pinnacle of me being a selfish cunt. i already am, but taking my own life will ultimately lead up to be the cherry on the cake. i just want to be left alone without anyone facing the consequences of me dying. no matter what i do i can't feel happy. i'm getting sick of it all.
I'm crippling horrified of death but I don't want to live either.
>>24301990
Well, I donated to a crowdfund for a certain video game, and it hit it's mark, so I can't kill myself before getting to play and pwning some casuals.
>>24301990
I want to create something. A game, a child, a book or fucking anything. I don't care.
I want to become known.
