ITT: feels of any strain
>tfw no gf
>talking to gril
>she starts talking about how she started yoga
>says she's been working on her abs
Not sure how to feel about thatbesides aroused
>>24296674
Reminds me, I should go to the beach with her again sometime
>>24296674
Tell her you want to start working out but would like a gym buddy.
>>24296928
>tfw she's away at college on the other side of the state
Though I did say I want to start working out, so I can do that with her next time she's in town
>tfw last couple of weeks interactions with females have been more and more possitive than the rest of the year
Self improvement is finally showing results, apparently. But I think I nailed a basic conversation formula for girls and the appropiate aesthetic too. Feels exciting man.
>tfw 6 weeks to Christmas and 8 weeks to 2016
> tfw reply to your own post to expand on what you said
> when the thread auto-updates, get excited at your (You) until you realize its your own reply.
>tfw applying for part time job online
>ask for resumes and shit
>don't know how to make them or anything
>close job application
>tfw wish I could time travel to when I was younger and this girl used to hug me
>tfw I'm irrelevant to her and everyone else
>tfw lonely and sad
>tfw life is cold
>tfw empty
>tfw no ambition
>tfw probably schizoid
>tfw considering ordering a large quantity of drugs online and going on a massive binge culminating in suicide
I don't think people like me are supposed to survive.
>tfw you will never have someone to go through life with
who /consumedbyregrets/ here?
>tfw gay
>tfw wish i was straight
>tfw no bf
>>24297405
>had one chance to get a gf
>too autistic to see it at that time
JFMSU
>>24295761
Sorry for the blogpost.
I'm just feeling the crash from thinking things would be different this time around.
>go to anime con
>meet this girl and spend time with her
>try my best to engage her in conversation while at the rave
>have to leave for the day and get her number
>automatically think it's a fake number
>go home
>text her and she actually answers
>talk to her a bit and go to sleep
>2nd day
>meet up and talk with her for the day
>make slight advances
>touching her and holding hands
>I was expected to be rejected right away, but she didn't show any resistance.
>I walk with her to her room in the hotel that the con was in and gently pull her aside before she gets to the door
>I don't care if I get rejected
>I bring my face close to hers and we actually make out
>It was what I intended, but it surprised me that it happened
>I let her go after a few minutes and we both say goodbye
>3rd day
>meet with her again and she says she has to leave because of a misunderstanding with her parents
>decide I wasn't going to leave without at least kissing her again
>take her to a secluded place and she asks why were there
>say it's more private
>make out and grope her for a bit
>she says she has to leave now
>I let her go and leave too
>message her and she barely responds
>now she won't even message me back
>just reads the message
Fuck! I thought I would finally have someone to share a mutual love with. God, you mother fucker. Making my life a god damn comedy.
>tfw uni
>tfw completely alone
>tfw social anxiety
>tfw sperg/avpd
JUST kill me f.am
>tfw the girl you love is away at college
>tfw will probably never spend our lives together
>even though she says she never wants to lose me and called me her best friend
>>24295761
>tfw you have a dream about cuddle with your gf
>tfw you wake up and realize that will never happen
Way back when I was in highschool
>been talking with girl
>start to think she likes me
>always sits next to me and talks to me
>be sitting in sciology class
>see some war doc
>she gets all teary eyed
>asks if it's noticeable
>say yes
>rightinthefeels.jpeg
> qt3.14 "damnit I actually have cute guys in me next class".
After that I studied my face in a mirror and right there I realized I would never be loved or admired like evryone else.
>tfw have to go to work tomorrow again
Does anyone know if it gets better ?
>>24298080
A similar feel
>that feel when the girl you're in love with is at a different college
>I never told her how I felt about her before we parted ways
>will probably never see her again
>she will never feel the way I feel about her
>>24298093
I get this feel too.
>>24295761
>tfw bf is too scared to choke me properly during sex.
>>24298266
how can you love someone without having been in a relationship with them?
>>24298312
We were good friends, and had known each other for a long time.
>>24298131
That really sucks, Anon. There has to be a girl out there for all of us. I won't stop till I find mine. Even if the possibility is less than 1%, I'll try till I die. I hope you do the same, friend.
>Not one qt as far as the eye can see
>tfw met all these great people on vacation
>burst of confidence, even got da pusi (and some dick)
>this is what being a normie is like
>vacation over
>back to the same old shit
>354 days until next time
I don't even know how to feel, boys.
>>24297115
Iktf...
You keep coming back to a thread to see if anyone replied to you, but no one did... You either slip unoticed through or your reply kills the thread. It's always like that.
Just have this (you) anon. It's free. I hope it cheers up your night.
>>24297486
Being gay is the only part of me I like. Life would be harder (for me) as a straight male. I also love men too much and hate women too hard to want swap sexuality.
Have you tried the apps?
>>24295761
>Be me
>Be 4 yo
>Cant poo in the potty on my own
>My mom hates me and beats me every time i don't poo in the toilet
>I'm already starting to feel like my life will be pointless
>Life is cruel
>Forget about poo-poo trauma, but it still haunts me every day
>Pooping yesterday
>Ohmygod.jpeg
>Retard asshole starts to rip
>Never forget the trauma of childhood poo-poo
My life is pointless i'm gonna kill myself. Probly just gonna take a buncha pills and read the first letter of each sentence.
>dreaming about qt I know
>I think I'm weird for it
>QT doesn't actively talk to many people 'cause shy
>Just want her so bad
>I've talked to her a few times
>Good person
>Probably thinks I'm some crazy ass for wearing heavy metal T's
>Tfw stuck in the flattest state filled with nothing to do and having no idea how to approach oneitis
>Gonna leave R9k when I work up courage because The people that belong here are robots
>Normies ruined Muh feels
>>24298384
Bitch, if you can male it there, you probably can make it where you live. Especially being bi.
>>24298479
>be 12
>make retarded ass post on /r9k/
>hit submit thinking I'm clever for making a greentext spell out BBC MILF PORN
>screencap and post to 9gag
>fapping to lesbian scat
>message from mom on Facebook
>tfw fapping to a gril while texting her
>>24295761
>tfw life is halted due to medical problems
>have to live home with parents
>in constant pain and will be for the next 4 months
>best friend coming down from school to have thanksgiving with me and the family
I'm thankful for what I have.
>Just found out my favourite pornstar has a bf
It's not like I was ever going to meet or fuck her, but it's giving a feel I cant explain.
