What do you do when you're too depressed to play vidya or watch animu? The all-consuming apathy is frankly very boring.
>>24167076
Smoke weed tbqhwu familia
>>24167076
Lay on the bed or shitpost.
>>24167076
Tutorials on youtube, no thinking required just follow along, pick a skill and learn it.
Know that feel bro. Slept 12 hours last night and have just been shitposting Malaysian basket-weaving boards since.
>tfw permanently bored by vidya and animeshit
>there's nothing to fill the void
>>24167076
at that point philosophy becomes therapeutic
I get drunk and lay around on the floor until I black out or pass out which ever comes first. Meanwhile I tend to shitpost or write crappy poetry. Sometimes I play music or try to watch a movie.
>>24167090
Can't, am at extremely high risk for developing schizophrenia already due to shit genes
I really don't wanna go down the road of drinking alone regularly either, though, already got drunk last weekend by myself
>>24167244
can you recommend anything in particular? short articles preferable because i don't have the focus to go through tl;dr shit right now
>>24167244
>tfw dropped out of philosophy uni because I just couldn't concentrate on reading a book anymore
Alcohol just makes me sadder, angrier and hornier than usual plus it has a chance to give me a headache.
Weed is almost the same and I can't afford it at the moment. I'm a little afraid to try harder stuff but I probably won't refuse it if given the chance.
Music is probably the only thing that puts me in a decent state of mind. But lately I've been experimenting with such stupid shit that i often wonder what the fuck am I listening to and why am I enjoying it. Kind of a blogpost but whatever
>>24167076
Meditate.
Focus on your breath, right where it enters the rings of your nostrils.
>>24167286
Share some of your shitty poets ! Are you doing them when you get wasted ?
I take St. John's wort and hope for the best
>>24167821
I can relate. My favorite band right now is Mr. Bungle, whenever I actually bother to listen to music that is, which is getting rarer every day.
>>24167844
I've tried this in the past, but the only thing it really helped with was relaxing. Does it do anything at all for total apathy?
>>24167113
>pick a skill and learn it
Yeah, 'cause it's not like it takes years and years to learn a skill or anything.
>>24167844
I tried this but every time I did all the fucked up images and bad memories came back and ruined the experience. For this reason I constantly need a distraction such as music, vidia, a movie, a book, let's plays or anything really or else I remind myself of all the stupid things I did or why planet Earth is such a shitty place to live in.
>>24167877
Mr. Bungle is nice, they remind me of Mercury Rev a little. Lately I got into lolicore but the genre is split into decent songs and pure garbage.
>>24168285
You should remember that the past can't be changed only the future.
>>24167076
fap
and think of creative ways to beat the robot
>>24167905
>takes years and years
The times gonna pass either way, anon.
You can come out of it with a new skill. Or you can come out of it being exactly the same.
The choice is yours.
>>24167076
absolutely nothing
i stay in bed and try to sleep
>>24168459
just took some sleep medication here
another day wasted
i hope ill at least not space out at school tomorrow
>>24167110
This tbqh family
Feeding robo
>>24167076
Exercise
Your an animal, all humans are and in order to obtain true happiness your body must be happy
Don't exercise for others or a fictitious "waifu", do it for yourself
You have all this time robot go run or jog a few laps around town, don't go too far out of your comfort zone.
Start today START RIGHT NOW
>tfw a fellow anon is hurting and all you can try to do is give motivational advice
>I'll never know if my words ever got to you
>>24168721
see
>>24168559
i need to sleep because i gotta stay awake at my lecture and lab tomorrow mate
but i'll promise to work out in some way tomorrow anon
>>24168328
I am aware of this but the past still bothers me. The fact that it can't be changed makes things worse.
I still have 2 friends and really don't know if I should tell them about how I feel sometimes.
Cigs & beer won't do the job aswell
I go to the ABC liquor store, pick up something strong and cheap, and drink myself into oblivion so I don't have to cope with thoughts.
