Are you taking antidepressants?
>>24158615
Nope, why should I? Will they make me not a failure?
>>24158615
This pic is infinitely disturbing.
>>24158615
Stopped a while ago. They only made me feele slightly less suicidal.
>>24158664
Are you still depressed?
I stopped taking them. Eventually you realize that the only way to combat depression properly is to mentally police yourself and change your thinking patterns. It's literally fucking science folks, when neurons fire it uses the most used path, if your thoughts are constantly negative, it's because you have trained yourself to do so.
You have to stop this. You have to be aware of how you are thinking and not allow it.
>>24158615
Not anymore, that shit made me worse and had to go to the psychward for having severe anxiety attacks. Fuck psychiatrists .
>>24158678
I'm as depressed or more depressed.
>>24158759
This. Combine with exercise, a healthy diet, and some form of socialization, and you have a cure for depression.
Easier said than done though.
>>24159172
Well...At least you have a gf
>>24158615
>Raphael has the biggest dick
No surprise here, that dude was high test as fuck.
>>24158759
>>24159196
This to be honest lads
It's a hell of a lot more worthwhile to exercise, eat healthy, and learn to not give a shit in comparison to being a depressed shit looking for pity and waiting for some magical gf to appear out of thin air and save you and make you happy. You need to learn that women ain't shit because most of you guys put them on a pedestal, and that's exactly how you fail in your pursuits; it shouldn't be a pursuit, they should simply come to you. A gf isn't necessarily going to make you happy anyways, since this is r9k I assume most of you have the kek meme ingrained in your head and you're typically afraid to trust women. If you're like this, don't get involved with women because you're going to feel a lot more agony than happiness. Learn to love yourself and adjust your schedule to do what you love first, your confidence will soar, and if you still want a gf by then, go for it senpai. I understand some of you have shitty backgrounds and there's not much you can do about it, but if you at least just start it and stay dedicated your life will be so much better. Live for yourself, not others. You don't owe people shit, don't be a beta faggot. Stand up for yourself.
>>24160164
You're all right.
It's just hard to make that first step when you're at your lowest. Going for nightly runs has helped in the past but I just can't bring myself to do anything right now. I've been following a diet for the past two weeks, so hopefully losing a little weight -> slightly improve self esteem -> not want to kill myself anymore-> take the next step, etc.
making steps to be happy with yourself is difficult when you hate yourself.
>>24160164
Good advice.
I started meditating and learning about Buddhism.
I'm also learning new things and working towards goals.
I'm going to ask out this girl that used to like me, hope it works out.
Yeah, it's called caffeine, and 90% of the miserable world is on it.
>>24158759
No obligations ever again. Not even to my benefit or will. That's all what people want, to obligate you to this or that for their own benefit in some way. I will not be coerced into obligations ever again, if that means this or worse, so be it. I just want to be left alone at this point. Any help or advice just feels like its yet another attempt to leverage control.
>>24158759
This
In my experience Med were just used to numb you out to the point you wouldn't have the urge to go through and kill yourself
>>24159196
Always had healthy diet, did exercise, had friends and were popular. Still depressed, nice meme though.
>>24158650
yeah where the fuck is michelangelo?
>>24158759
I stopped taking them too. I ended up in a mental hospital and realized I can't function without them
I'm supposed to be. But I can't bring myself to take them. They make me a full on normie, but in the back of my mind, I know it's all artificial.
>>24158615
no, I'm not a neet
Yeah, lexapro
>>24158759
>>24159196
I did this and can confirm it works
yes, I smoke tons of weedif you are the fbi then of course not because that is illegal
>>24162075
This fucking guy right here.
I started a bit over a week ago.
>Not supposed to see any changes for several weeks after this
