Post a pic that describes how you feel right now. If anyone would be so kind to point me in the direction of a gif i am looking for it would be much appreciated. The gif is of a candle-jack looking figure eventually twisting its neck and disintegrating
Feels welcome too
pretty much
god i'm the fucking worst
i wish i could just be okay with being on my own for a while
>>24132375
Do tell man
You know how a lot of robots are dropping out of the dating game? It got me thinking, is there any logical reason for me to tie myself up to another person? I can't find a good justification to get into any kind of relationship. The only semblance of meaning my life has is one day finishing the western philosophical canon. I'm used to being alone and can just delve into books, lifting, or vidya. Is it just some nebulous hope now?
It's getting worse, lads
Dunno why people insist that it's gonna get better
>>24132743
>>24132709
I like the juxtaposition
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK
I-I'm gonna talk to her on Tuesday
For reals this timePlease pray for me. Or something
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mauV2NdCs60
>>24132672
maybe that's the path we should all choose.
I supposed on one level, I always accepted that I'd be alone forever. I never thought once that I'd have someone by my side, and it's a strange thing to imagine.
But even if they did, what use is it? To have a stranger share my mortgage? To fuck, then have another stranger crying and shitting itself in my shared house?
Will that really be the answer to everything I've been searching for? How can I possibly grow to love any other human being? I can't guess what someone had for breakfast, their favorite color, the age they learned to ride a bike, but I'm expected to be able to completely dedicate my heart and my happiness to another person, who I'll never really understand, and I'll never really know how they'll feel about me.
They could fucking detest me and I'd never know.
It seems like an easy, sinful life spent enjoying material things is really the only thing worth doing.
But I just want it so much. I want to believe that we'll find each other and all the problems and errors of this world will disappear because we have each other for as long as we do, and that's all either of us ever needed.
Is that real? Is it going to happen to me?
It all hurts. Always
>>24132816
Good luck faggot
I'd advise you pursue it in the sense that you are the trunk and she is the branch. If she falls you can just get another
Also tell us bout her ; )
Every few months, start getting dreams that just feel bad. Not nightmares, but they just don't feel good. And the feeling lingers once I've woken up, too.
Then the dreams stop.
And instead, I get these little hallucinations.
It keeps switching, every so often. I don't want to do this any more
Every damn day
>>24132885
She's an unconventional qt. She sits outside of one of my classes because she has it immediately after. I kept smiling at her every time I would walk out. On Thursday, she was sitting there full blown smiling at me, and I got scared and speedwalked away.
I have a script down, I know what to say, I know how to say it. But then when I see her, my heart just skips a beat and I get scared off
Been doing more drinking than thinking lately
>>24132977
>thinking of a "script"
I do that. It's not a good thing
>Always hear people say that even though things aren't perfect, they wouldn't change a thing, even if given a chance to
>Always think about how I would change it all
>Not sure how that would turn out
>But at least it wouldn't be this
>>24133038
It's a pretty open and flexible one. Just figured I should have a bit of a plan going in
>>24132850
>Haha must suck being the dude writing the diary
>Oh wait...
Nah I'm fine with this lol. The romantic in me is dead now. I have a friend who is waaaay over the top with his romantic gestures. Only one of recent memory makes me giggle how much of a cuc.k he can be. He made a 100 page book detailing the favorite things of his ex after they broke up. He sent it to her on her birthday with her favorite candies, flowers, drink of course. Poor bastard never even got a thank you and she's getting engaged soon. I can't see myself doing anything like that for a girl now. They are just another shitty human bean like me. I don't want to put so much importance into a girl that's already been with another man cause a. it's gross and b. painful to imagine someone you care about so much with another. I've also been ruminating about what even makes people get together? I hate the superficiality of it but what else is there unless you get into the gnitty gritty philosophical. I'm also just as guilty of it as i wouldn't want to be with an ugly or fat girl. Then when you throw reason into it you can just keep spiraling down the rabbit hole. Why do i need an observer to validate me? We wouldn't give a shit about each other if it wasn't for our animal brains. Sorry for the book
>>24133132
If that's the case, then it's a good thing. As long as you don't overthink
Feeling it pretty hard tonight.
what's got you suckas so down?
>>24133167
The weight of it all
Been half-assing my whole life
>>24132977
Havibg an idea is okay but not a script lol. Prepare to fuck up HARD but you know what? At least you fucking tried? Thats the idea that will get you through it. If it works you are good if not don't let it slow you down it happens to the best of us.
>>24133234
This right here fugg
Doesn't even feel worth it now. I already feel old
>>24133240
Drinking yourself to death tonight? I feel you there, man. Also thanks. I know I need to just try because it'll make all future attempts easier
My life is just a loop that i can't seem to get out of
>>24133279
source? looks really funny
>>24132292
Hi annon.
>>24133167
Absurdism i guess. I want to find sense in the world. Even if there was i wouldn't be near intelligent enough anyway and i'm not going to live forever. Even if i could find a way to live forever and think there are so many days where i wish i didn't wake up, how am i supposed to figure it all out? There's even more shit like getting btfo by some random event one day or am i actually constantly dying with a Ship of Theseus situation on my brain? I need to read more yet here i am.
I feel like the only way to keep going is to act as if i already killed myself. Then i wouldn't give as much of a shit about how hard reality blows. I feel dead inside anyway, i can't even be certain i'm not dying, and I'll be dead sooner or later.
just...
this
>Find a kindred spirit
>Kills himself
FUCK
>Tfw facing the reality that you were so close to so much and you sabotaged yourself at every critical point
>>24133308
Wish i knew bruh, tineye and reverse google got nothing
I have been trying to write a report for a week now. Just kill me.
>She wouldn't be happy with you anyway
>>24133376
>Ship of Theseus situation on my brain
you're not your cells, you're the activity in your brain, like the light in a light bulb.
Maybe tomorrowProbably not though
>>24133460
That makes sense. Is there a way to sustain transhumanist immortality then?
The void reaches for us
>>24133427
Fuck do I know this feel anon, hope you holding up well
Aww shit almost forgot about this one. I'm glad i didnt.
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zWH_9VRWn8Y
>your younger self would become depressed if he ever saw you
>>24132292
>Pepe = Society
>"Man" = Me
>Help plz
>>24133593
I'm not. I don't even know if I want to get better any more
>>24133637
Inb4 boipucci
I'm surprised i haven't made a folder yet, gonna get on that. Thanks for the replies guys.
>>24133552
not a scientist so everything I know is from science balding man videos, podcasts, discovery channel and shit but I don't think so. cells will die and we still don't know what conscience is to transfer it.
Drowning in my life
eareg
>>24133771
He's going to go meet penguin bro ;_;
>>24133401
>mfw it's a farewell not to arms as in weapons but a farewell to being in the arms of the person you love
>>24133634
Wrong. I had absolutely no dreams or aspirations when I was young and I'd probably just be surprised I hadn't killed myself yet.
>>24133770
Maybe someday in the far future
>>24133926
Were you The Omen child?
>>24133771
this made me feel
I wish I had friends but I suppose I'm not fit for any sort of relationship, platonic or otherwise.
>>24133934
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timeline_of_the_far_future
A bit interesting.
>No AM
>>24133771
So you feel like a photoshop'd image?
Those last to frames are the same, except the head of the kangaroo was replaced with ocean
Imagine someone being forced to roll in horseshit, then dipped in a vat of acid...slowly.
There's my image.
>>24133308
>>24133442
kc greens gunshow comic is the sauce bruvs
>>24132292
I have everything I need, but is this what I really want?
>>24132292
I just want to draw and become successful, is that too much?
reporting
this dr pepper isnt very nice
>>24135626
You the Dr pepper guy from britfeel.
