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What is that feel that you're feeling now?
I don't know
My mind is a fog.
>tfw poor facial aesthetics
Feels bad man
sad as fuck. For everyone in life, there is a time where you will be eating shit. Right now, im in this experience and to be completely honest, i dont think its ever going to get better
>>24131029
dumb feelposter
Tfw you can't be yourself
>>24131111
But those quads are as clear as day.
>Great day at work
>Mother texts me telling me she needs to tell me something really badthat I'm a wagekek
So I'm feeling dread and anxiousness.
>>24131029
I'm feeling cautiously optimistic. I've been really working towards finding a gf, and now i've found someone. I dont know how fast or slow to go without fucking it up, but so far, so good
I'm a failed normie, evidenced by the fact that I'm listening to Radiohead while browsing /r9k/
that feel when if were extraverted would be chad
Contemplating life and existence in general.
>>24131183
she just wanna tell you that i'm leaving her
>>24131029
>kinda hungry
>it's a little bit too warm
>pretty bored
>some bird won't stop fucking chirping
>waiting for fallout 4
>loneliness
>neet
>don't have a conversation in 1 year
>only talk with people online
>online "friends"
>gets depressed everyday when I remember they wouldn't miss me if I never logged back on
>just wanna hug someone
>haven't felt anything in 3 years
JUST
>>24131029
> tfw your mom thinks you're gay and sisters think you'll never have a gf
> tfw your sisters are probably right.
>>24131029
superiority
I'm scared
I'm feeling fear
Tingling up and down my spine
>>24131029
I feel nothing at all.
>>24131282
forgot
>sleep the whole day and stay awake at night
>fix my sleep only to get back at it 2 days later
>feel like shit every waking hour
>barely eat one meal a day
>losing weight even though I'm already a skeleton
I haven't recieved a text message in over a week and I'm a strange way I'm fine with it. I usually don't get many texts anyway (4-5 per week usually).
It's like my loneliness has passed through a veil of acceptance that I didn't even notice. It's like I'm at peace.
>tfw two best friends and i just turned in job applications for philmont scout ranch in NM next summer
>tfw planning a road trip from VA to NM
>tfw spending what's left of my bank account on modifications to my old jeep cherokee so it can survive the trip
>tfw hoping to take a gap year, drive further west after the job is over, and see the west coast for the first time
i've never been more excited for anything in my life, guys. i really hope i land the job.
>>24131395
>losing weight even though I'm already a skeleton
Iktf, I'm 5'8" 103lbs and dropping fast.
>tfw spent all day on /r9k/
>forgot to play that game you wanted to play
Darn hungry. But otherwise fine
>>24131029
Indifferent
I don't know.
>ugly
>short
>no friends
I don't feel anything anymore. After reading all of the Chad shit and how white males are constantly blamed for everything, I've just given up. I started to believe that some people were not meant for greatness. That I am nothing. I'll die and no one will remember me. I feel like society would be better off without me.
>>24131395
Shit. Meant to reply to >>24131352
Happiness
Confusion
Fear
Happy that I've found a girl who actually wants to to talk and hang out with me and shows interest in me. Confused as to how I go about approaching this situation. Fearful because I don't know what to do if I do end up in a relationship. This is all new to me. And then the cycle repeats, and I feel happy again.
>>24131029
mfw feeling jizz
>tfw no gf
it's a cosmic sort of feel
> terrified of going to jail for a domestic violence charge.
>stuck in life
>fear of the future
>resent of the past
>lonely
>tired
Sitting in the university coffee shop. It's raining. I never should have said that I like her and want her to stay with me. Sitting looking at the rain. Told her that I shouldn't have said it , and that I wish that she'll call me and tell me to come sleep with her in her bed. Why won't the rain just kill me.
>went to my grandma's house for the first time in three years
>after she died quite a bit was taken but there was still many things I remember
>I hadn't thought much about her until I went, and it hurt to remember our times together
>took some old chairs and paintings and left
>noticed the neighbors old dog was no longer there, replaced by a new one
>for some reason it was this that made me start crying hysterically for the first time in years
>job interview tomorrow
>dreading the "Tell me about yourself" question
Girl asked me out. Feels good man
>>24131595
fits me to a T
hornysad
>>24131395
wtf dude, only texts I receive are from my phone company, since forever was like that
>lonely
>>24131658
hate your life, failed everything you tired, unsure about the future because of it? I wish I could restart life.How did we end up like this anon?
I had my first gay experience(s) the last few nights. Feels good, mayne.
Sick of the stagnation. I'm 22 and besides a job and a drinking problem my life is no different than it was in grade school
I'm sick of everything. my family gets on my nerves, my bedroom makes me sick. nothing is fun anymore. i dont have the money to move out yet and i dont have any talents
ive never completed anything in my life im a miserable failure and a coward. every few months i reach a boiling point where i say im going to make a change and within a week i've fizzled out. i'm a pathetic nobody
it all just makes me sick
I got the feel where I feel like I should feel but I don't feel when I should feel.
>>24131029
I desperately want a girlfriend.
I want to be cuddled and kissed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBGjeCoPcfY
>>24131132
Know that feel. Been there. It does usualy get better tho.
>>24131029
Just woke up . having a cup of coffee , ready to work on my college projects.
[/spoiler]Thinking of my ex girlfriend and the way our relationship ended , listening to Seether , feeling a bittersweet pain in my chest
>>24131029
i have a lot of shit to get done yet here i am at 1 am posting about feels on r9k
>tfw don't cry for years
>watch the royal tenenbaums
>stay on the verge of crying through the whole movie
>can't cry still
is this normal? is not even a sad movie, is pretty happy
>>24131029
>don't know how to find people I can really relate to
>the world seems to be full of potential acquaintances, but no potential friends
>maybe they're out there somewhere and I just don't know where
>maybe I'm such an abortion of a person that there really isn't anyone who would understand and give a shit about me
>Panic
Already 8 AM
Have to go soon...
It was my birthday today, everyone forgot except my parents.
Almost 5 years clinical depression today. I tried to quit my job today but my boss convinced me to stay because we're going to be getting a lot more business toward Christmas.
Contemplating whether I should just get stoned so I can at least go to bed not feeling terrible.
>>24132006
Oh, how I wish it would already be 8 PM and I would sleep...
>>24131029
>tfw you realize a lot of your problems might stem from ADHD but you have to now wait a few months get medication
The wait is killing me but I'm holding onto hope I'll finally be able to make friends.
>>24132010
Happy Birthday man. Even if you're not so happy, know at least one random person in the world is wishing you one.
>>24132010
If you get stoned dont forget to have a good wank
>sister invited a friend
>sister and friend both 12 years old
>they want me to play monopoly with them
>after the game the friend went in the bathroom
>door closed she tells me im not game to stay upstairs
>took it as an hint to stay with her
>I say what for
>she says idk
>I say you wanna watch a movie or something
>Yes
>Take shower and all, figure she's gonna lie on me or something
>say things and slightly hint her whatever
>movie ends
>she literally only wanted to watch a movie
that's my feel of the day
>>24131029
I've been working for 17hours straight on a paper for grad school that is due tomorrow.
I wanna off this ride.
>>24131029
feeling sick nig
>>24131282
>>24131352
Yann O, I miss you.
>tfw genetic failure
>>24132137
don't sweat it, she's a child brah
>>24132137
>door closed she tells me im not game to stay upstairs
>say things and slightly hint her whatever
wat
>>24132242
i didnt really want to do anything sexual i just wanted someone to cuddle
>>24132286
sometimes I dunno what to expect from this board.
human warmth is such a pleasurable experience, it's a shame most people instinctively correlate it to sex
>>24132206
what? I don't get it
>>24132468
an old friend of mine who browses the board, could've been you.
in which case, you should send me a call, I miss our drunken teenage antics
3 threads in the last hour. No replies.
>classes are boring and I don't care about my major
>extra responsibility from winding up as editor-in-chief for a school publication
>don't want to get a part-time job and lose my free time, and so no financial independence
I just want to read manga and do drugs.
>>24131111
>only one person has checked those quads
4chan has changed mang, 4chan has changed
feelin' pretty good desu senpai
>>24132703
not him. hopes you find him someday though :)
>tfw learning to edit photos so I can de-photoshop pictures of grils
It's pretty abstract
>>24132038
stimulants wont give you social skills, just make you talk more and say more autistic shit
unless you're gonna make friends by selling stimulants or something.
Horny. Exceedingly horny.
>poor
>can't buy vidya to fill the void
>only friends are online and they secretly hate me
why can't the ride end?
Feeling neutral, anon. Played a couple hours of a classic viddygame from the late 1990s and it left me feeling good and comfy, which is a nice break from the unending misery I usually feel.
that i need to take some kind of action and soon or my life will be over
>>24131029
>tfw no money
>last week has been really shitty
>depressed as hell
>just want to smoke some weed
>can't afford
I'm a failure I know, but I just want to numb the pain for a little while.
>tfw want to finish a handful of songs i've been occasionally constructing for like the last two years
>tfw too depressed to make effort
>tfw just play morrowind instead
>tfw apathy and depression intensifies
That feel when I talk to friends ex and she acts like she wants to fuck me then gets bored and feels bad then i feel bad.
that feel when she asked me to hypnotise her over the phone and i masturbated to her dirty pics between the time she texted and the time she called
>tfw minor lust with no love
I'm in love with 2 different girls. Yet it has been so long since the last time I truly loved a girl, I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is love, or just my mind telling me to get a girlfriend. Or is it jaded love but just not as good as it used to be. Either way, I've seen both girls everyday of my life for the past 3-4 years, and I have not shown any signs of liking them. I think deep down I want to keep waiting until I find someone that truly matters to me. I just don't stop thinking about them on nights like this.
>>24133353
Waiting for
Finally got together my spaghetti to ask out two girls recently. One Mexican, gave me her number but then flew off to Mexico for three months. Talked dirty online for a bit but then when ghost.
Second a Pajeeta cutie. Agreed to meet me next week, said she'd text, haven't heard from her and the date is supposed to be tomorrow.
Fuck this gay earth.
>go on a few dates with girl
>have a lot in common with her
>lose erection every time we were about to have sex
>after 3rd date stops replying to my messages
>>24133206
it's good that u question yourself, its definately not love. are there any other girls in your life, maybe you just need to meet more man
>>24131770
I'm 19 in that is going to be future no doubt
I'm fucking scared
I don't know if I'll make it into any unis I've applied to
I'm becoming a Chad...
Moved up job wise and now I keep hitting on my subordinates. No regrets, not even sure I want to have sex with them but who cares!?
I've recently taken to starving myself for fun.
All I ate today was a slice of pizza around noon.
>>24131111
nice quads senpai
>"your comment was not original"
>>24131029
>tfw it's another quiet lonely night by myself
>tfw I'm walking alone in the darkness talking to myself
>tfw she will never love you. Never.
>tfw every God dam day with this shit
>tfw no friends
>tfw all alone
>tfw no ffxiv gf 2 eb
>>24134415
This is a good one
Try out never sleeping as well
ok so my story
>be me
>born into a family where father is always drunk and mother gets beaten everyday
>be like this for literaly ages (and was like this even before i was born)
>as my sister gets older she starts getting beaten as well by my drunk father
>meanwhile they still have their moments and by the time i alredy have 2 other younger brothers
>younger brothers grow up watching the same shamefull show as i did
>i`m almost up (since i was getting older)
>join the gym
>get buffed
>for some reason i can`t stand in front of my dad
>mom keeps getting beaten and so does my sister while i just sit there crying like a baby
>sister moves out (very young i can`t believe she was able to hold herself)
>dad keeps drinking but stops beating my mom (only like once every 6 months or so)
>everything settles , everyone forgives him , WTF i can`teven look at his face for all those things and all of a sudden everyone just forgets it?!
>at this time i was at HS and on that HS i received money since it was a professional course and i was an intern
>almost all my money was donated for my house since family is everything
>literally 2 days after i finish my HS dad comes in drunk trying to beat my mom
>i step in front of him
>mom goes to work since that day she worked on the night shift
>get left alone with father , he is too drunk and starts throwing me chairs, grabbing knifes and chasing me
>neighbor knocks since he heard all the fuss (tougth he was killing me he prob saved me)
>in that same night i couldn`t sleep so my dad goes to my room makes me stay in bed and leeps rigth next to me
>on that night. that was the one i stood up to him and said "if you ever touch my mom i`ll kill you" (remember i was buffed af) he just goes out of my room.
>2 weeks later i go to the beach it`s summer he hasn`t been drunk for some time so i tougth it was fine
>left the house at morning arrived at evening
(part 1/2)
>>24135322
>when i arrive mom is at the floor of the kitchen covered in blood all beaten
>brother that was in surgery that last week (could barelly stand) got beaten as well
>other younger brother was in shock (my sister was with me on the beach so she arrived at the same time as i did)
>father took the chance that i wasn`t home to take revenge for what i told "if you ever touch my mom i`ll kill you"
>this was all my fault
>father wasn`t home alredy
>no idea where he is
>later that day my uncle (brother of my mother) gets arrested for beating my father
>my parents finally divorced, but he still gets the rigth to see my brothers every weekend, worst my mom makes me go see him
>i refuse `cause i don`t want to have anything else to do with him
>years go by and the only day i`ll see him is at his funeral.
ahhhhhhh... finally i let it out, feels good senpai ... (part 2/2)
I think I've truly given up, nothing matters anymore. I just want to stay inside, close myself off and play vidya/browse /r9k/ all day until I die, which will hopefully be soon
>>24135322
>>24135333
i hope we meet someday space robot
>have dream last night
>in dream some qt wants me to take a shower with her and she wants to personally brush my teeth to make a youtube video
>after she brushed my teeth she shoves a butt plug up my ass
>physically feel my ass being entered mid dream
>all day asshole has been a little sore
I think I got raped by demon
>tfw have to go back to uni today
>tfw have to do a presentation tomorrow
>Starved for attention for a good 3 years.
>IRC channel I've been in for about a decade (since my early teens) are starting to move on from me
>debate posting fake suicide note video to rile them up
>start writing script
>maybe my family should see this too for the lulz, they dont give two shits anyway
>wonder if they'd come looking for me
>start to think how I can realistically disappear for authenticity
>google suicide methods and local solitary areas
>wonder how I can buy the materials
>look around local shops for stuff
>tfw I realize my suicide shenanigans are actually real
>tfw I'm extremely depressed and seriously considering this
JUST
>>24131029
>not interested in a girl
>my parents are amazing but want grandchildren with the same last name
>if I don't get a wife they will be incredibly sad
>same goes for pretty much entire family, including distant
And
>work
>sleep
>weekend is vidya
>that's my life
I'm lonely but I don't want a gf because I have yet to meet a girl I can really trust. And most guys I meet have really Chad qualities which makes it impossible to be friends with them.
Today I feel sensitive and it's bad to read the word "nigger", but it's ok, I'll keep living this life the kindest way I can, even on the internet.
I love you white robots, I love asian robots saying "nigger" too, it's ok....I'll just cry a bit and feel better after, thanks. Have a nice day :)
fucking here we go
>start trying to make it
>decide i'll try to be less depressed and put myself out there
>meet cute grill, likes video games, smoking weed, music i like etc.
>friend tells me shes not the 'relationship type', generally just has fuckbuddies
>dont want to be too overbearing so i give her space while still talking to her
>would be happy to be her fuckbuddy if it happened
>invite her to come over to play Fallout 4 all night, smoke cones and stay over at mine
>she accepts
>im over the fucking moon
>week has passed
>she hasnt talked to me much but she normally doesnt
>photo of her in a club with her friend and some shirtless chad
>didnt realize how much this feel would affect me, theyre not even touching but i suddenly feel some overpowering obsession kicking in
>freak the fuck out and start drinking hard and smoking through my pack
>paranoia is setting in hard, realize shes probably not at all interested in me
>realize shes probably going to cancel friday to be with a Chad anyway
>realize im a mentally ill shut in and i was delusional to think she'd ever have any actual interest in me
im so fucked
>wanting and trying to fuck this girl
>she seems to have the personality of a cat
She makes me horny and annoys me
>>24135542
wow...the amount of "acting" in your words is off the charts
>>24135683
I'm confused by what you mean Im sorry if i offended you somehow anon
>>24135542
You're not fucked Anon. Try to make the best of the situation. Don't try to force an an LTR but show some interest. You1l find out soon enough if it's worth it. If it's not worth,. you just dodged a bullet.
bitches be crazy
>>24135561
>>she seems to have the personality of a cat
You described one of the girls I dated perfectly. Feels bad man.
>>24131029
pretty excited
booked my plane tickets to go to fly over to my gf in december. Cant wait to see her again and hold her in my arms.
>Happened several years ago now
>Watching movie with gf's sister
>In the movie the guy grabs the girls tits
>Gf's sister says to me "that's the sort of thing my friend would do"
>Just laugh
Not sure if she was hinting at something or if I'm just reading too much into it
>>24135759
Damn, I know, I'm trying to be cool and not freak the hell out but I'm prone to being emotionally explosive and only starting to be more in control of that. On a scale of 1 to /v/ on Fallout 4 how much am I overreacting?
>>24135542
you're fine, anon. don't give up. you just chose the wrong person and the wrong type of relationship.
you want to have a committed relationship, so be a girl's boyfriend, not a girl's other fuckbuddy.
don't feel bad anon, you're already way ahead of us
>>24135700
Normies in a nutshell.
>>24135925
>emotionally explosive
you mean violently, or just you fall into depression easily?
I had the same when a 8/10 girl was interested in me. All the women I've been with were 6 at best.
But the truth was (maybe I'm just rationalizing here) she was that kind of personality I answered here >>24135787 And to be honest I would have dropped interest in that bitch if she wasn't a 8/10.
Eventually kissing was the only thing that came out of it but it gave me a good confidence boost that a 8/10 girl was interested in me. And confirmed to me that online dating is shit and should try live instead. I mostly dated online, I met her on a train journey.
Right now I just feel like shit, I cried myself to sleep and only slept for 3 hours. Now my head hurts and I feel sick.
>tfw no bf to cuddle tonight
>>24131029
that indescribable melancholic nostalgic feel feel
https://youtu.be/-v67LpSz6Ck
>>24131990
I get this feel a lot.
It feels like finding someone who truly understands you and likes you and whom you like back is improbable, if possible at all.
I just want a machine that lets people feel what it's like to be in another person's life. I don't think that machine will ever exist.
>>24135971
i dont think i want the pressure of a relationship, im worried i'm not normal enough to be desirable for anything like that if that makes sense. ive been in mental hospitals several times, and trying to get back on the right track so thanks for the kind words. im just so lonely and want someone, maybe shes not the best choice
>>24136045
im just emotional in general, i have pretty bad BPD, so I'm constantly in a state of extremely intense and irrational emotion. i get insanely obsessed with girls i've only known for a short time, and want to lie about who i am because i feel like who i am is not good enough for anyone. i have absolutely zero self-confidence or self-image, so most of what i do is based of the normie advice 'just be yourself'. I dont even know who 'myself' is, so i just act on the whim of my emotions, while trying to keep some sort of filter for being an overbearing weirdo. i also over-internalize my emotions, and because im a shut-in i dont really have much choice to express it anywhere other than somewhere like /r9k/, but also because i feel like nobody could ever understand who i truly am because i'm so fucked up
online dating is shit, while my advice might be trash to someone normal i've found that nothing is better than being physically close to someone. those are the only moment in my life when my mind is quiet and all the voices seem to stop for a while.
>tfw i will never lose my virginity
>tfw no bellygf
Bellyblox
I'm autistic. I can't describe that feel, but I don't like it
>tfw have to give a 4 minute speech to demonstrate something today
>tfw had no idea what to do
>tfw when the professor was collecting our topics I said "uuhhhhh how to hook up a Nintendo 64." off the top of my head
>tfw in order to receive a grade in speech class I now have to go in front of 26 people and fumble with a 1996 console for 4 minutes
>tfw I ace all of the writing in this class and fail all the speeches
>tfw teacher asked me why I'm even taking this class
>tfw it's fucking required
>>24136245
Maybe you wouldn't fail so hard if you put in a little time and effort.
>tfw internship for uni
>cant concentrate on the boring work
>just think about going home all day
I feel like I should grow out of this childish attitude but i can't seem to...
>18
>last year of highschool
>best friend who was a girl dies in a car crash
>depression hits me like a truck
>grades plummet
>social interaction is basically non existent for me now
>barely ever leave my room
>basically failed all my end of year exams
I feel so fucking awful, all I do now is sleep all day and I'm horrified about my future, I had a lot going for me and it's all fallen to shit and I've never felt so depressed
>tfw ibs kicks in as soon as I wake up
>tfw successful
>Tried being my true self for today
>Insulted a stranger
>Stare-raped a cute grill on a bus
>Tfw it feels fucking terrible
>tfw been trying nofapforever for over a 7 months
>my longest streak during these 7 months has been 2 weeks
I'm so weak
>tfw pregnant with twins
>tfw father suddenly wants to be in their lives
>tfw not sure if this is good or bad
>>24131111
>>24131488
>>24131822
>>24132833
>>24132966
>>24134900
>>24135322
>>24135333
>>24135700
>>24136111
that feel when the robot doesn't let me check 'em in peace
>>24131029
>tfw have to go to the store
I just want to stay home.
>>24137957
>that feel when you don't eat for three days because you are too lazy to go to the store
I feel that no gf feel when
>>24131029
>tfw sitting outside oneitis' house
She doesn't know I'm here; but, I hope I see her. It would make my day.
>tfw no Elsa gf
Tonight I brought home Fallout 4, it was the first time i've felt any sort of positive emotion in along time, thought it's trivial. My life is that pathetic and miserable right now, i've been depressed for so fucking long I've just had enough of fighting with it.
The only thing that brings me comfort is the thought of killing myself, anybody else know these feels?
>>24131029
I hate falling asleep at 4am the past two months i haven't slept well.
