I'm failing classes and I want to kill my self... I really don't want to fail but I can't get my self to study... going to class and getting up is starting to become a struggle.
I'm going to bump with some aesthetic photos
i'm getting a gun license in two weeks...
>>24129340
>fail class
>want to suicide
You have no idea what to expect in life
>>24129340
>my self
try some reading
>>24129464
I regret not working a year before college.
Honestly I'm not even sure I would have gone to college
I think I would be perfectly content with 9-5 min wage.
Now i'll have a bunch of debt coming out of school with no motivation to find a decent job.
If i land at a help desk job I wouldn't have needed to go to college in the first place.
School isn't as important as you've been brainwashed to believe it is. My boss's boss's boss was a high school dropout, now he's making over $100k a year after starting in a minimum wage position. Get a job, work hard, educate yourself on your own time, learning the things you want to learn, not what your schools curriculum wants you to learn.
>>24129558
myself*
there you go my friend
>>24129567
I'm with you on that, as long as you find your self a job that you can work your way up.
>>24129340
>I'm failing classes and I want to kill my self
This was me four years ago. And then me again two years ago, after dropping out and coming back to school convinced I'd do better the second time.
It's really ok, friendo, if you can't do school right now it's fine to take a year or two off. Or a lifetime off. College isn't the only way to be happy in life. Seriously, some non-collegiate soul-searching for a couple years can do you good.
>>24129793
I'm going back to the 2 year program and i've finished a year already, at the this point i just want to get the fuck out. I don't want to waste the money I spent on the first year though.
>>24130048
>going back to the 2 year program
Honestly if you're less than two semesters from a 2year 'degree' from a community college, I'd say take some easy-ass classes and get it, if you can. Seriously, it's not that hard.
but hey, if you don't want to, don't. I know a bunch of losers from my hometown who are in their sixth or seventh years of getting their two-year degree, and you don't want to be That Guy.
I'd also say that if you really can't find the motivation (is that the issue? sounds like it is, from what I'm understanding) then yeah absolutely, drop out and join the workforce. You'll either hate it so much that you'll come back in 1-2 years with greater motivation to finish, or you'll find a decent niche that doesn't need a Kek Certificate.
especially if it's a community college, you probably aren't burning any bridges by taking a semester off. Unless you are burning some bridge I don't know about, I say go for it, man. Like I said, I did it, it was a great experience and I'd probably still be a giant flaming faggot manchild if I didn't.
Sunshine helps. Being out in nature
Drinking whisky can help. One glass a night helps immensely.
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ANTIOXIDANTS HAIL
Personally fasting helps me. Makes me a lot happier.
http://www.allaboutfasting.com/benefits-of-fasting.html
"Emotionally, you will feel calmer, clearer and happier."
Attesting to the fact, IT HELPS.
>>24129340
>>24129561
Me right now.
Depression hit hard last semester, lost nearly everything connections friends ambition. Was severely depressed lethargic and got on academic probation. Went through the appeal process after the one who aided my failure left for a while. Thought that it was just the depression that made everything so hard. Turns out either whatever depression did to me when it got real basis permanent or I'm an idiot. Lied my way back into college to barely pass. Might get kicked out.
Not sure if they're booting me from my major or the college. I'm open to switching to a lib arts for an easy degree.
Worst part is I feel like my while life was built up off a fabricated image. Imagine your only identity being the top straight A student crumbling before you. The ambitions I boasted, the dreams I made. Gone. It was repeated so many time and now its Not True.
I'm going to start trying to get into retail asap, I'd at least not want a long term job at fast food. Will drop out once I get one. Hopefully we find a way through.
>>24130538
I just want tis shit to be over tewbh fahm
>>24129340
Endure. you started something you might as well finish it. but it all depends on how unhappy you are .If it's making you that unhappy quit, fuck it.
>>24130538
>>24130261
My program is oriented to what field i'm going into, i have one optional class i believe in the last semester.
I really don't plan on having to retake more than 2 classes and taking longer than summer. I just really want this shit to be over with.
It took me to college to realize how much I hate school.
>>24131836
i just wanna die though and not bother in general
drop out of college it's a waste of time
>>24132123
"School isn't a place for smart people."
>>24132123
I've spent money on 3/4 semesters, it's a huge waste to drop out now.
>>24132247
>I've spent money on 3/4 semesters, it's a huge waste to drop out now
I'd agree, but especially at a CC, if you're really feeling ridiculously overstressed, there's pretty much nothing preventing you from finishing this semester and taking a couple off before returning to finish.
idk man, sounds like you've got it together.
