What is holding you back from being a normie?
a job
>>24114247
you.
you are a titty
A sexlife
>>24114267
>a job
Are you actively looking for one?
>>24114270
i actually have titties, anon
Aspergers and alcoholism. Whenever i quit alcohol for a few weeks i seem to become alot less autistic though. Then the insomnia kicks in. It's kind of a tough nut to crack, but i'll get there eventually.
Starting rehab next month.
>>24114288
Care to expose them? Would safe my birthday.
>>24114329
>Starting rehab next month.
at least you are taking action and trying to change yourself, hopefully it works out for you!
>>24114365
happy birthday, have this nice pair
>>24114247
The fact that girls like that exist alongside me
>>24114409
Yeah, thanks. It'll be my third time. Three's the charm, right?
>>24114247
>Fuck-ugly face
>Boring personality
>Social ineptitude
>Lack of ambition
The second two are probably bigger contributors then the first two.
myself
I don't want to lose my identity, although I know that's not what is expected of me
people rely a lot on society, and for good reason. Society give us food and shelter... and internet. We only have to develop one skill, and use it for the benefit of the whole society
yet, I don't want to be a normie because you see, normies are the true robots. Cogs in the machine. But I don't want to be a parasite either.
I want to sever my connection with the society, but if I do that I'm afraid I won't survive.
So instead I come here, a place of few rules where people can't judge you, because you're no one. So I'd rather waste time here instead of becoming what you guys call a normie.
What if I get a gf and she turns out to be a roastie?
>>24114485
>Three's the charm, right?
Here's to hoping it is
>>24114421
Like they intimidate you?
>>24114522
>Boring personality, social ineptitude and Lack of ambition
Good thing those can be changed/improved, i know, ik now you've already heard this but it is true.
>>24114329
i always thought alcohol and drugs ease the aspergers a little. especially weed.
i've never tried either tho.
>>24114409
Nice boobs. Got any more of her?
>>24114677
thanks. no not right now, i'm at work so can't take pics. sorry.
>Boring as fuck
>Totally arrogant
>Poor
>Quick mood swings
>Skinny and untrained
>Not interested in other people
>>24114677
her name is bunnybutt, you can find some of her videos on phub
I'm transgender
>>24114714
Go to the bathroom and take more.
>>24114759
>inb4 a million edgy replies of "kill yourself"
>>24114771
he is lying you retard, it is bunnybutt she has videos on pornhub
>>24114247
>Anxiety
>Very cynical
>Low test, I think, which is causing very low lean mass and my attempts to gain muscle fail
>>24114247
I'm ugly and socially inept
>>24114827
trying going over to fit and reading the sticky, yes it is an intimidating place, but working out/on yourself can help with confidence
My IQ is too high.
>>24114247
5'5 and alway scared
>>24114852
Thanks. I've gone fairly heavily into weightlifting before with very humble results and plateauing very very early. When I ask for advice anywhere people say I must have been doing something wrong, while I have done so much research and others just cruise past knowing much less than me.
I think it's low test, but not low enough for doctors to treat me. Am considering injecting T myself.
>>24114860
> tfw I say I have enough IQ to be considered as a genius, that I went to the best private school of my country and that I have to explain why I want to join the army.
>>24114247
Too introverted. Often in my head too much and can't socialize.
>>24114677
http://imgur.com/a/q67Mc/embed#27
I'm scared to find out that normies might be just as miserable
>>24114247
My mother still coddles me, like she always has. I'm trying to push her away but every time I try to by independant I remember 'my mom always did this shot for me, I've got no idea what iI'm doing".
Thanks mom
>ugly
>socially inept
>no motivation
>arrogant
>hate things that most people consider 'fun'
>lack of empathy
>only attracted to my own personality
yup, never going to happen
I did a thing
fuck off robot don't mute me senpai
I don't enjoy drinking. It seems to be the one thing that all social activity stems from. No drinking = no social life = no gf
Captcha: Drinks
>>24114247
my desires are unconventional
Passiveness.
I rarely initialize any social interaction, unless it's with "close" friends.
I almost never go outside for anything other than university or work, and when my friends ask me out I almost always refuse because I'm afraid-bored.
Girls don't seem to like me as well. They aren't hostile with me or anything, on the contrary, they are pretty friendly most of the time, but most of the time they only just greet me, they don't have conversations with me.
Anxiety and lack of confidence.
I don't know how to fix these things. But I feel like I could be a normie if I somehow overcame them.
Socially incompetent. Entirely unable to develop a rapport with most people. Generally uninterested in normie things.
>>24114247
Don't want to be one, to be honest.
>being a fucking sheep, wanting to be something what is concidered "the best", worrying about all that useless stuff normies do, have and think about, when you have all this knowledge and somewhat truer view of the world.
yeah, sure.
>>24114247
Damn she's a qt
>>24115197
If you want them to look more realistic, try making the colours less vibrant. The colours don't look very natural.Green eyes is hnng tier tho
>>24114247
Anime, and I couldn't be happier.
>>24114579
How? Give me an excerpt from your handbook. Don't just say empty platitudes.
>>24114247
Me.
No one else
>>24115694
>hehehe...stupid sheep
>wastes his time on /r9k/
>>24114247
Stomach problems, some other minor health issues, but oh my god the stomach issues suck horribly.
Anyone else /leakygut/?
>>24114577
What is this question? Like what do you do? Idk just b urshelf :)
The fact that I am content not being a normie. The fact that I hate normies. The fact that they hate me.
>>24115816
Basically diarrhoea?
Well lets see all the standards
>job
Dunno really. Im split between more school or a job. I need to decide.
>gf
Don't want one tbqh. I give myself to women when I love and it makes it hard to focus on myself.
>my own place
Not sure when this will happen tbqh
>fun creative hobbies
/lowdopamine/
>>24114247
I look like Eggman's ginger clone.
>>24115942
Opposite, Constipation. But that's only one of the symptoms. I get crazy indigestion, bloating, nausea and what not.
Probiotics are helping, but I heard I need to eat a really strict diet for it to get better. Overall, it just sucks feeling sick all the time.
>>24116095
We need visual confirmation, anon. Please.
>>24114247
Hardly any friends..
Only that desu..
>>24116136
Picture of when I was like 16. I have improved since then though.
>>24114782
nope, no one gives a shit
>>24116186
Yeah, I can see the resemblance a bit.
>>24116230
Friends constantly call me eggman. Saw my friends phone the other day and noticed that his caller ID for me is literally that pic of smug eggman.
>>24114247
My acne scars and anxiety I recently got some chick friends but they all have girlfriends and boyfriends. Pic realated it's me
>>24114247
She looks pretty (and is also probably a man)
OP got overwhelmed by how hopeless is
>>24116249
Shoot, that's gotta get on your nerves after awhile.
>>24114247
i'm depressed as fuck
>>24116278
your hair looks great
Self respect.
>>24116538
It doesn't look great to me
>>24116278
You can definitely get laid just by keeping quiet, as long you are happy being fetishised for your racewhich you are
>>24116746
You're not wrong anon
>>24116249
triggering? ffs, why does even need to be original
does anyone really expect every post on a board to be 100% OC
Eye contact and the lack of interest in people and their interests.
>>24116278
you look like a cool dude to me desu
>>24117288
i feel sorry for you man, if i could donate to your face i would
Asperger's. I mean I can just about survive most social situations without spaghetti-ing too hard, and I have a solid friend group. But people always see me as just a little bit "off", and I'm never taken completely seriously. Because of that, I've created a protective shell and never initiate social contact, in case I creep people out. Kinda like Hedgehog's Dilemma, I guess.
>>24114522
typical keked by your internet addiction response tbf squad
ITT a bunch of lazy unmotivated spoiled adult toddlers literally keked by their internet addiction and blaming things other than their inability to be redpilled, limit internet use to 1-3 hours a week, and become literally above chad
>>24115073
this is pretty much every bluepilled beta kek on r9k
>>24114247
Autism. But I'm making the best of my hand. I have a great bf and I'm on track to be a code monkey, with IT certs and experience to fall back on.
I'm not convinced normies exist desu senpai.
>>24117878
It's an /r9k/ thread the fuck did you expect?
>>24116109
My ass bled for a few days this week after I ate half a loaf of rosemary olive white sourdough. I usually eat only whole foods, but my bf bought it when I went to the store with him in his home town. I think what does it is the iron added to white flour. I already get plenty of iron from my usually daily serving of beans and lentils. The same thing happened when I took a multivitamin with iron. I gave the rest of those pills to my mom.
>>24118028
not tumblr reddit tier victim mentality
>>24114247
my weight
>>24114409
Holy shit you are beautiful. Wish I had your body :( especially the boobs
>>24114247
I was already an outcast in kindergarten, so I have no idea. I don't even know if my complete lack of social skills is the result of my social isolation or the cause.
Anyway what's holding me back is my past and hitting a point of no return.
Autism and my repressed, shameful homosexuality most likely
>>24114247
some sort of social phobia I guess
I got new pills today
hopefully this will help a bit
need to wait few weeks to see if there are results tho
wish me luck anons
>>24118793
What kind of pills?
>>24118306
Don't worry too much about your boobs. There's plenty of people without breast fetishes. I'm indifferent and my bf prefers them small.
>>24119003
escitalopramoriginal content
>>24114247
smell bad. nothing i can do about it,
>>24119165
My boyfriend is on something like that. I don't know which one. He can't keep it up if it's been less than a few days since he wanked (to straight porn (I still haven't seen him cum)), but I don't mind. It's nice not feeling pressured for constant sex.
>>24119279
I dont mind
It's not like I use my dick anyway
I just want to function like a real human for a change
>>24119279
Are you gay?? or a girl
I have a recessed chin
My small penis.
No honestly, the only thing that's between me and porking 4 different girls ever week is because I have a tiny penis unfit to pleasure a woman and the anxiety and low confidence it brings.
>>24114247
brain issues.
>>24119359
Neither :^)
original comment fak u robut
>>24119396
Stop worrying about your penis and it won't be as much of a problem. Have you considered going gay though?
Anxiety and a need to be different from everyone else.
>>24114247
I live in a very Liberal Social Progressive area, and I happen to be a moderate Conservative.
>>24114247
Being raised by a single mother in a nigger-infested trailer park. I could give more details but that is the core of it.
>>24119485
You don't seem to understand. I have slept with women. My penis is not enough to have real sex with. Shit just sucks. It's basically like being an eunuch. So now I just wallow in misery instead.
>>24114247
i'm ugly
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and un original acording to /r9k filter system
>>24119165
I'm on that. It helps with anxiety and keeps my appetite up. I'm still an anxious mess. I need something harder. Got some xanax coming soon, but I'm worried I'll just become tolerant of them if I take it every day.
i never leave my room and don't really know where to start in regards to being social
>>24119569
Use your mouth and/or toys such as a strapon? I'm aware even the most realistic dildo cannot satisfy a woman psychologically the way a penis does, but you should be able to find someone who can be content without it. Everyone compromises. It's why you're are mom didn't marry an A-list actor.
Seriously tho have you tried men?
>>24119587
any negative side effects in sexdrive department?
I mean I am not using my dick but I want to keep him i shape anyway
>>24119771
definitely. I couldn't cum for the first week. Like my penis was doing the orgasm thing but nothing came out. I feel less, but last longer.
I heard adding welbutrin can fix that, but I have anxiety issues so
>>24119901
well that sucks
hopefully my body will react different
also it's not like I am going to get laid anytime soon so if the effects aren't pernament I can deal with it
thanks for sharing tho
>>24114247
A complete lack of desire to be one.
I've never wanted the same life as them.
>>24120026
could be a good thing if you have premature ejaculation though
>>24120243
>could be a good thing if you have premature ejaculation though
how would I know...
22khv
Small dick, tons of insecurities, plethora of mental baggage.
>>24114247
>What is holding you back from being a normie?
well
>a less than common outlook
>the fact that I have be desire to be like the majority
>I have basically zero capacity to converse without a specific reason
>>24119165
I hated citalopram, the sides were pretty awful.
Right now I just use beta blockers and I love them.
>>24120388
everyone reacts to drugs different, don't scare the young fella anon
aut*sm
>>24120538
To some degree you are correct, but from talking to others, most people experience sexual dysfunction and emotional flattening on citalopram. I also had insomnia, personally.
Meanwhile beta blockers work wonders, have no sides for most people, and can be taken an hour before you need them rather than constantly.
