You enter the trusty tavern. The barkeep had a few too much and is staring bleary eyed at you, regaining composure in a short moment.
"Hey, fellow 'Bot. What will it be? It'll fill up quick in here. Actually glad you are here. I've been numbing myself for hours."
You notice his slight German drawl and demeanor, it is the guy from last sunday when you ventured in here.
Some faint notes wave over from the jukebox.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYGAwcuzMHM
You hear the barkeep mumbling something about being already dead, then, as you settle, see him take a big gulp from his Beer Stein.
Another day in the Tavern.
I have a job interview tomorrow. So much of my life depends on a new job...
Fuck my existence.
>>24111010
Barkeep pours you a shot of whiskey and a Beer. Go for something strong. Serves you and walks over to the jukebox.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5K3vPlUYO80
"Don't worry anon. The world is a big stage, and you can and will play your part. Most people dont even notice if you put on a mask, so be who they want you to be and you'll be fine. Feels and Loneliness that no one will ever know you can share here."
>>24111010
Good luck anon. Don't drink too much today. I'll have soda water and an advil.
>>24111055
Thank you for words of encouragement.
Its a hard mix of feels. Hating my current job, uncertain about the future. Lonely. Sad but, strangely optimistic.
>>24111086
Here you go. We keep advil handy. Wondrous little pill, if you ask me. Real lifesaver.
*puts a quarter in the Jukebox*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8MOdHPwUTI
"Feel free to put your own stuff in, we pride ourselves in our collection. I'm just playing what makes me feel right now. I actually have this Album at home. It is pretty good."
>>24111146
"Keep that optimism. You know how they say fake it til you make it? That's how I do it. I am doing quite well at the moment. But every weekend, when my time is my own and not my boss's, I die inside."
Hey barkeep. Get me a bourbon. I'm having women problems. Started falling for a fellow bot. Friend of a friend, foreign girl, let's call her Maria. Didn't know she was a bot at first but after a while she started trusting me with some secrets and stuff. Told me about her depression and attempts of suicide. Sounded a lot like me back when I was suicidal. All I wanted wa to keep her happy. We've started to talk more and exchanged a few sexy pictures here and there. And this is where it gets confusing. She started telling me that she's had this huge crush on one of our mutual friends, who's a girl. She says she's had this since before we started talking. My heart just sank. I want to stop talking to her and cut my losses but there's always that emotional part of me that worries she'll go back to being a suicidal robot. I want to keep her happy but I want to stop getting close to her
TL;DR I'm a beta and I want to stop the lonely fembot from being lonely but her hearts somewhere else.
fucking tired of medical internship .i have to stay awake for 36 hours straight which i see 1 patient every 3 minute in a wrecked busy hospital with no equipment whatsoever.fuck this shit.fuck this hospital.fuck thoese residents.i just want sleep more then 6 hours a day.is that too much to ask?
>>24110968
Hey barkeep. Got a request for the jukebox. I'll just have a water.
https://youtu.be/uAsV5-Hv-7U
>>24110968
Hey, how are you doing? I don't suppose you have any Baileys, do you?
I feel like nothing gives me joy anymore. I feel like I've reached the stage in my life where life is just dragging and I'm waiting to die. I just get no joy from being alive. I'm disappointed in myself as a human being, my life and the world as well, but I can't off myself because I feel bad for my family. The last time I felt truly alive was when I dropped acid some months ago.
>>24110968
Thank God is that thread again!
was here last night, it was very comfy, tomorrow will be an important day
>>24111382
I've been in that situation one too many times before.
I guess the savior complex is to blame.
There is no hope for us.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnaxvBsyigM
>>24111382
Here you go. ((Boy did this thread get busy while I was ... doing things.))
Processing the other orders shortly!
>>24111559
Ey man someone has to help the robots. You and me have to share a drink sometime and tell stories about it
>>24111429
Spent some time in a busy, downtown ER myself a couple of weeks ago. I don't know how you guys do it. The world seemed like a battle field where the wounded, confused and crazy stumbled into ER for help.
>>24111435
Here you go, Sir.
Good choice of song.
>>24111437
A Bailey's with a slight twist, hopefully to your liking.
>>24110968
Just kinda wondering why I was born in the first place.
I'll take a White Russian please barkeep.
I'll take an autumn lleagar.
Just more constant reminders I'll always be alone and she'll never like me
I'm trying to build up the courage to just unadd her
>>24111559
Good choice.
My dad had the "I'm your man" on vinyl. I spent hours listening to it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezArEOuTN58
>>24111703
What's there to tell. You meet a chick, she becomes the apple of your eye, the spark in the darkness, your lime in the gin.
All to fast or slow you come to realize that you will never be good enough for her, No matter how much you look after her She'll always overlook you.
She'll say you're a dear friend but, omit that she has plenty of friends and expects you silently fall to the wayside. As if she put you there right after you introduced yourself to her.
You like gin?
Gin and tonic please.
>>24111788
Oh believe me I've faced that question way too often. I have come to a truce: To exist simply in spite of non-existence. As long as I am not dead I can exist averse the world. Maybe this helps. Here is your white Russian.
>>24111477
Me too, I'm the guy who couldn't afford his drawing classes, I'm going to have to ask for money tonight wish me luck
>>24111801
Sorry Sir, we do not have this drink. (I.e. I couldn't find any pictures of it on the web :( ) May I entertain you with a Highland Park?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PUUmwNxzgE
Appologies if this tune is unfitting for the place.
I would like some coffee...
>>24111846
Gotcha.
I am particular to Ginny T too. Just something about that Juniper. And yes. They will eat you up and spit you out...
>>24111926
*gets some coffee from the filter machine at the end of the bar*
Covered. Enjoy your coffee.
>>24111985
I remember having watched this movie 5 times in the bus during school excursions.
It is a horrible movie but it has some good characters and the soundtrack is okay, too. I revisit for the nostagia.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkBYVNrjjIs
>>24111955
Then act like you're still friends As if its all okay.
I would say fuck life but lately I find that this isnt life... Rather living death.
Fuck existence.
I'm still getting over some trust issues with women and coming to terms with whether or not I really want to pursue a relationship. I guess that's par for the course here, but I was happily single until recently trying it out with a girl. She wasn't honest and it obviously didn't work out; for some reason, it's really bugging me.
I'll take the other robot's scotch if he's not interested. Otherwise, I'll take a 18 year Buchanan's, neat.
Look up at the stars and not down at your feet. Try to make sense of what you see, and wonder about what makes the universe exist. Be curious.
Stephen Hawking
Looking for inspiration, I found this. Thought it worth sharing. I hate being this close to Monday.
Hello barkeep I'll take a double cup of your finest lean and I'd also like to light the jukebox on fire with this track:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81dIWIe2uaU
>>24112074
*quarter in the jukebox*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8x9oNZ7CcI
Okay here's some wisdom from a drunkard. Maybe it's not really wisdom. But I learned that I need to separate myself from people sometimes. In the last year I lost 2 people I considered friends because they could not stand me being honest. I won't hold myself up to "I need other people to be happy" - this is a process I need to work on inside myself. I spend a lot of time brooding, thinking - But in the end I need to find my own way.
Living death, as in "Watashi wa mou shindeiru", I am already dead - I know this feeling. But in my opinion, that is just your heart (not your mind) bowing to societal pressure.
Find people that do you good. A gf is not an end-all, not a panacaea, not a cure-all. I know this. I entered a relationship with a robot-tier girl and she left me because i was "too autistic". Well. That is her expectations vs. mine. For me, the relationship was fine. But then again, you have the expectations of society crashing on you, and this is not a nice feeling. Father asking when you will ever become "someone", Grandmother asking "when will i get my first great grandkid"?
No idea, Grams. Love you to bits but really, don't know if it is worth it for me.
May have gotten rambling. Sorry for that. Be your own man overall, Anon. Nobody else can be you, and you can't be anyone else. Try to find the person you can be with the least pain. For me, so far, this is an intellectual alcoholic with a penchant for russian literature.
>>24112101
Added some crisps. Enjoy.
>>24112289
Sorry mate, I can give you a sprite or booze but we don't serve cough syrup.
>>24112349
*Looks down the hallway behind the bar*
But theres 100 bottles Actavis right there!
>Ctrl-f "White Russian"
You autists never dissapoint
Do you have some Pelinkovac? I' l have some with with ice if you do. I don't even know anymore, trying my best to not give up.
>>24111722
that's my problem.i can't do it anymore.i need help.
>>24112517
also i just take a glass of water please
>>24112494
Here you go sir, Double on the house. Bog je Srbin.
I'd like some rye.
Life makes me want to die.
>>24111747
Oh, I've never tried it like this before. Let's see...
By the way, my house mates had a small get together and got drunk with friends and the next morning, as they were leaving, they asked if they could take a picture of me. I'm the one on the left.
This is fucking awful.
>>24112620
Thanks. Tupac is alive in Serbia.
>>24112641
Order coming in.
Why so?
>>24112668
How tall is the guy on the right?
i'd like a beer please im getting drunk for football
I'll have a vodka and lemonade, chief
I'm near breaking point
>be me, 18
>never had a gf, no hope of ever getting one
>father is actively choosing to drink himself to death and my mother is getting increasingly angry and depressed as a result, and so am I
>family is falling apart
>keep getting pressured to get a job, handed out CVs and haven't heard back, there's jobs going at a local supermarket but I'm literally too stupid to know how to apply online for jobs
>I have 3 friends, only 1 that I see in real life
>the weather is making me sad
but it's cool I'm only 18 so it DEFINITELY gets better, r-right?
I want to die
>>24112821
Because I asked for Rye and this shitter bartender gives me 8 year old bourbon..
Fuck my shit up.
>>24112897
At least you have something to put in your CV.
Finding a job is a job.
>>24112947
>At least you have something to put in your CV
I don't really desu family
>>24112902
Sorry. It's on the house then.
>>24112862
One beer coming right up. Pax from Southern Germany.
>>24112897
'Ere you go.
*drops a quarter in the jbox*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_uzpQM-ChQ
>>24112517
Burn out rate must be high in your field, really high. What do people in your field usually do when then they need to get out? Your skill set is priceless, isn't there another way to utilize it? Wish you luck anon and thanks for all the good you have done. You made a difference.
>>24112668
You're all kinda dorky cute.
>>24110968
Strongest beer you got barkeep.
I feel my depression coming back, even through the meds. I don't wanna up the doses, but I think I might have to.
>>24110968
>>24111700
>>24111733
>>24111747
>>24111921
>>24112048
>>24112308
>>24112620
>>24112821
>>24113008
Hey man, I'll have an absinthe.
I stutter man, shit sucks. Can't say my own name in less than 10 seconds. I go everywhere knowing that I'll fucking humiliate myself. The women who don't automatically think I'm retarded just treat me like dogshit.
I just want to know how it feels to hold a woman's hand.
>>24112897
May 9 1945 = WWII Victory Day
Interesting image.
am I suicidal because of the alcohol or do I drink alcohol because I'm suicidal?
Has anyone here done this?
If so can you describe how it feels to have a few?https://youtu.be/57V1ukdo5fM
>>24113121
Gotcha. *jukebox* *draws beer from the tap*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJrGfTQH5HY
A Doppelbock. Strong as they get.
>>24110968
I only have one friend, I really, really care about him.
On the other hand he has a shit ton of friends so I'm just 'one of his good friends'..
Feels so fucking bad I want to die..
>>24113183
There ya go, spoon, lighter, carafe and all.
>>24113121
>>24113337
Alcohol is wondrous. I advise to take it slow, start with some beers. The last weekends had me bawling because I jumped in headfirst with vodka. Now I am way more happy drinking just beer and keeping a constant level.
>>24113348
Once drank a whole bottle of 99 proof absinthe. Green Exitus, gift from a friend. Had to dilute it. I do drink vodka straight, but this one... tust me, dilute with water. Got piss drunk after just 3 glasses with a finger's width of absinthe in it.
Overall a nice feeling. Would advise - more bang for your buck.
>>24113348
It doesn't make you hallucinate. Getting that down right now. The amount of absinthe you have to drink in order to get a psychotropic effect from the wormwood will kill you five times over from the alcohol poisoning.
That said, Absinthe is great. Sip it slowly and it numbs your tongue, really fresh feeling in your mouth. Also, my dreams are fucking incredible after two glasses worth, which may be where the whole 'it gets you high lel' meme came from.
Do not buy cheap Czech shit. Only light the sugar cube on fire if you are drinking Czech shit, because it is the worst Absinthe on the market. Good Absinthe doesn't even need a sugar cube, though many take it with one anyway if their palates can't handle anything bitter.
Don't drink it in shots. That is what retard Chads do.
Got any hot whiskey barkeep
>>24113528
Can sign. Dreams were vivid, but I chalk that down to me being piss drunk.
Also, Czech Absinthe is not that bad, but I'll treat myself to a Kofola now. Reminds me of my ex.
>tfw not cozied up in a commieblock with qt czech grill while it is snowing outside
It was great while it lasted. ;_;
>>24113602
Knock yourself out.
Shit, I feel autistic because of this, but fuck it
Give me a Mojito
>>24113394
Blijf sterk Witte broeder!
I have no accomplishments, only gifts my father gave me.
Gimme the most strong drink you have in this bar!
>>24113709
Ik heb dit verstan maar ik ben duits als neuken.Ik houd van suidafrika en de laatste weken. Een volk betraai.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAd8qdR8BFk
>deze voel wanneer geen lianie vriendin
Sure, coming right up. *shake shake crush*
>>24113759
got a template on that senpai?
>>24113821
Thanks, bartender.
Just want to let some shit off my chest - I started uni this September, and It's been going pretty shitty, social-wise at least. Some friends have invited me to two parties that were going on at once, I went to one of the parties, there was around 15 of us and it wasn't that great. I had some talk, but I got bored and left around 11:30 PM, the rest of them disbanded after 12 AM. I don't like parties or drinking alcohol, but on the other hand I want to get a girlfriend. But I also hate having to deal with all the shit like going through shit tests, and then there's the problem of me not having enough confidence. I think no one can be attracted to me, and I feel I look stupid every time I am in public. I have major anxiety, this one time I almost pissed myself because I couldn't make myself raise my hand and ask to go to the bathroom, because I was in class. Girls can feel insecurity and lack of self-confidence, they don't want men like that.
Knowing all this, I still try some shit, but it looks like orbiting probably, and I just waste time, and not only that, I waste it on girls which are sociopaths (this one girl told me she manipulates people sometimes) or behave bad to people they find ugly or useless.
I'm going to be in this limbo forever, fuck my life.
>>24113759
I have a lot that my father gave me, like a love for literature, an inquiring mind, and my grandfather's alcoholic genes. We are our parents' children afterall, aren't we?
A Sazerac for you. Order it in any good bar you want as "the drink for the people that know their shit". If the bar doesn't know it, then the bar doesn't know their shit.
*Jukebox*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9PxkJzcTHUU
>>24113971
What are a few of your favourite books? I just finished Museum of Innocence and worry that I'll never read as good again.
>>24113958
You want some advice? "Just be yourself". I know, the most Chad thing to say. The funny thing, though? It's the only thing a robot can do, too.
Why, you ask? Because if she doesn't like your weird side then she's not worth your time and will just make you feel terrible.
So open up, own it. Be yourself, show the whole world your good side. Mind you, your good side. Because even though I said "be yourself" girls hate insecurity. So keep your insecurity in talks to your friends. A woman is not your confidante, no matter what hollywood tries to tell you. They feed off strength and don't tolerate weakness.
>>24113516
>>24113528
>>24113618
Thanks. The stuff I tried I was told wasn't real. I kinda like the idea of the whole sugar cube ritual.
I'll try it again.
Hey bartender, I'll just have a beer.
Know anything about the friendzone?
>>24114069
I just can't do it. I try not feeling anxious in social situations, I try to emit confidence, but it doesn't happen. Probably because a small voice in the back of my head tells me I look stupid or that I look cringy because I am right about the things I think (that I am ugly etc), and that this is all a lie.
G'day Barkeep. I will have a tall glass of milk please.
Can't drink you see, working in a highly hazardous job :( I'd go into more detail if anyone cares. It's not that interesting.
I am sad because i am at sea, its already been a week, another two to go, but we aren't catching enough so we may have to venture further out, adding days to the trip, and making me sad. It makes me sad when i cant see the land, plus i wont get reception so i'll be as alone as i feel.
Don't get normie jobs robots, no matter how adventurous people tell you they are.
We're not cut from the cloth required.
>>24114173
What cha fishin fer?
>>24114217
Prawns matey.
Captcha was "select all images with boats" and i had a chuckle.
>>24114130
Have an Augustiner Helles, straight from the bottle.
>>24114059
My books? I am partial to Dostoevsky's "The Idiot" because i kind of feel the destruction of a beautiful mind by the people that surround him. I am also reading Czekhov's "Platonow" at the moment, it is a drama piece about an alcoholic that hates everyone, himself above all. You can see why I like it.
>>24114140
Don't worry. You'll not give a fuck soon enough. Just put yourself in social situations and start to learn the ways of the normies and what they are comfortable with.
>>24114248
>Don't worry. You'll not give a fuck soon enough.
Why do you think this?
I've been trying to work on my self-confidence since last year or something, it's not getting any better.
Also, seeing how books are being discussed - what are everyone's thoughts on One Hundred Years of Solitude? It's in top 5 for me.
>>24114173
Hunting the whale I see. Get this album mate. It will make you appreciate what you have.
NAVTIK FVNERAL DOOM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oP6xn7uLBGw
Also how do you have Internet?
>>24111382
>cut my losses
don't hurt her.
>>24114314
Thanks champ. I'll give it a listen when i have better service.
I have the internet only in the loosest definition, one bar of 3g signal intermittently at best, and i'm so terrfied of losing it. :( i am so tired.
How are you feeling now, Barkeep?
>>24113958
Parties always suck until people are drunk. Next time, initiate some kind of drinking game to get the things started, sober people are boring as fuck, they only talk about their studies, their pets or other shit that has no possibility to polarize peoples opinion of you, safe smalltalk is dumb.
Don't let people participate in the game with beer, theres always these retards who want to have fun playing but somehow feel they're so special they can drink their little pussy beer while everyone else takes shots of hard liquor.
Fuck them.
Once you got em drunk, fun shit happens, people begin to actively socialize with strangers aside from talking the sfw topics I mentioned earlier, but don't get wasted more than the others, its a fine art to control your intoxication level but you'll figure it out eventually. If you don't, you're the ass of the party, you don't want that to happen.
You're in uni, not in school. If you have to piss, you leave, you don't ask, you just stand up and go to the toilet. No respectable prof would give you shit for that, especially since theres always people in the room who visibly sleep or game.
Nobodys watching or judging you for having to pee.
As for your girl problem, I can't help you. I haven't had feelings for girls since 5 years, so I'm out of the loop.
The only thing that comes to my mind is that in that phase after the girl I loved shot me down and took another guy, I became extremely brooding and stoic for a time, which scored me three one night stands in two months (been a virgin before and haven't got pussy ever after those months).
So I guess you could try that.
>>24114069
>bee yourself
>but don't be insecure
>eventhough being insecure is part of beeing himself
>Justdoit.webm
I don't think Shia advice will get this guy anywhere man
Also, barkeep, I'd like a beer
>>24114620
Thanks for taking the time to read that and give advice, have a beer on me.
>I haven't had feelings for girls since 5 years, so I'm out of the loop
I actually haven't had feelings for a girl all my life. I just want to fuck certain girls. Maybe this is the problem in my approach, that they can see I look at them like they're vaginas who talk?
>>24114616
Some smoked light beer for you bud. Knock yourself out.
Also, i advise any drunkard here to get a copy of the Rubaiyat by Khayyam.
>>24110968
I'll just have some Surge, if you have it.
I wish I had died in 2001 or 2002, because everything after that has been downhill. Everything since then has been a slow decay for me personally and, I feel, the West. It started to really get bad in 2007, but this decade has been the worst.
>>24114847
I'm out for tonight. If anyone wants to take over - feel free to.
>>24114984
Sure got. Here's your drink, I'm out.
>>24113971
Do me one with calvados or is that blasphemy already?
>>24114665
Yeah, don't wanna sound idiotic, but they can kinda smell that.
If you really wanna score some girl way out of your league, the only option is getting her drunk, therefore making her less cautious, and pray that no chad will take her before shes wasted enough to consider that getting fucked by you is better than not getting fucked at all.
That said, my experience was getting a 6/10, a 5/10 and an 8/10 while I was an 8/10 too at that time (gotten a bit fatter since then), so maybe scoring over your appearance level isn't possible even with booze.
>>24115102
The problem is, how do I know what I am on a scale of 10? What if I think I am ugly but I am actually good-looking, and vice versa?
>>24113906
Sorry bruh! I only have 3.0's template:
http://i0.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/923/127/374.png
>>24115199
Ask your male friends, tell them to be brutally honest with you, that should give you a general idea, maybe +/- 1. Remember, as a guy, being clean, shaved and having a good haircut nets you+1, and having a fit body gets you +2.
As long as your face doesn't look inbred and you don't have extreme acne, you're probably alright.
NEVER ask girls, they'll lie to not come off rude.
>>24115322
But how can males give me an accurate rating, when they're not a female? I don't have any gay friends which I can ask.
>As long as your face doesn't look inbred and you don't have extreme acne, you're probably alright.
Face doesn't look inbred, but I have some acne scars which appeared around 2 years ago and haven't been gone, I'll probably be having them for life.
I asked two male friends if I'm ugly, they told me I am not, although I'm not sure whether or not they were lying. I asked them if they were being honest, they said they were.
Bartender is gone, Barkeep in the house, Let's see if we can't brighten things up a bit, for the next fifteen all drinks are on me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64qChv57cvg
I'll take a negroni. I just want it to start snowing so I can see joy in something.
Oh geez, never been in here before. Could I just, uh... what beer do you recommend?
>>24115503
good choice Anon. It's snowing in the midwest US all the way to the coast. Hopefully it will get to you soon man, in the meantime enjoy your drink.
>>24115537
That depends, do you like your beer dark and full bodied, light and crisp, sweet with a hoppy bite, or something with a more citrusy twinge?
There's the right beer for every Anon down here at the Frog and Feels.
>>24115567
Something light and crisp sounds real nice. Thanks, man.
Jameson in ginger please. Idk what to think anymore. It seems like life is progressing on a downward slope
>>24115378
Dude, you don't need gay men to judge your appearance.
Look at people in the streets, you can tell whos ugly and whos not. You don't need to be sexually attracted to a person to judge their looks.
Seeing as your friends confirmed you aren't ugly, thats good. You know that now, maybe you still have doubts about it but thats normal, nobody can really judge their own looks.
Some acne is normal, I'm talking moon crater landscapes on your face, if you don't have them youre golden.
Anyway, I'm out.
Hope I could help you a bit, for your anxiety problems I think you need someone else since I'm only visiting /r9k/ out of boredom right now, I'm pretty much a normie /b/tard.
>>24115622
Try this on for size anon, enjoy your stay, feel free to put something on the jukebox.
>>24115654
What's got your life slanted anon, have a drink and lets see if we can't sort this out.
>>24115678
Thanks for the help, brother.
>>24115707
Another Mojito please.
Also can I put something on the jukebox?
>>24115732
minty, crisp, cool and refreshing... there is no wrong time to enjoy a nice mojito.
Feel free to the jukebox anon, but lets try to keep it smooth in here.
>>24115790
Thanks BarKeep.
*puts a quarter in the Jukebox*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSwSWmyJieg
>>24113105
Thanks bro. I live with the guy in the back (He's an electronic engineer). They're all good people, except for the whole "teasing me about dying alone and being short" thing
It's not your fault, robots. It's not your fault. It's not your fault. It's not your fault.
You're OK. You can do this. I raise a glass to you for all the feels you've endured, to your strength.
>>24112857
Try and guess, I'll tell you after
Another Baileys please, if you don't mind. Or if you don't have any more, just a small glass of Port before I leave.
>>24115984
Raise a glass and toast to the Frog and Feels
The place where an Anon can feel /comfy/, the drinks are cold, the music is smooth and the company is even smoother.
Drink up my brothers, let no robot suffer without his brobots.
>>24116045
Drinking Bailey's, a good choice for a winter's day.
How you doing, barkeep? What're the guest ales today?
I spent all last night sitting in on a number of threads about how depression and other mental issues have been reduced to a fucking meme and will never be taken seriously. It's got me down, not gonna lie.
>>24116134
Feeling great Anon, thanks for asking. I've finally started working at my trade again and it feels good to get out of my shell. It's funny you should mention depression, I'm working on conquering mine, getting back out into the world is about the middle of my journey, and I'm hoping to make a full recovery.
Without pills this time.
I'm a Utah BarKeep, so I'm bringing local brews from my state, here try a brainless, this one's on me.
Nice to see you, barkeep.
Request for juke: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K6HMY-24fmA
Barkeep, is art really useless? It means a lot to me, but something inside of me always goes against what I like and accuses me of horrible stuff, help man.
>>24116216
Also tequila, please. Thanks.
>>24116216
In all the great periods of enlightenment, the advancement of society, medicine, and science have always come with great advancements in art and culture. Do you think one can really come about without the other?
Good choice in music, would you like a drink to go with it?
>>24116245
Here, the smoothest tequila I've ever sampled in my travels, Brewed and aged where it's grown in Playacar Mexico. Gorgeous area, smack between the beach and the jungle about an hour south of Cancun.
I'm a first timer here, so... um,i'll take a shot of whatever you can suggest that's sweet&strong.
I need some type of advice, or just someone to listen.
I have a hard feeling what's real about myself. About my emotions, and my actions. I feel like I force myself being happy around people, force myself to feel sad so I can feel what they feel, and force myself to accept what happening to me, since i'm the one in control of myself.
Whenever I do anything, I always consider my surroundings and try to appeal to them since it would be better off for me to be on their good side. I feel like i'm not doing what I want, but what others want me to do.
I'm confused because I think i'm doing this for myself, but it feels like i'm doing it for others. It's like my emotions and my actions are everyone else's, and not mine. I honestly feel like a robot. I look at sad pictures to feel sad. I couldn't cry even if I wanted to. I somehow feel okay with this, yet I don't. I bottle up what emotion I have during that time to hopefully understand if this is what I truly feel, but it dissipates when I reflect back on it.
TL:DR I don't know if I have emotions. I only think I have reactions. I need a hard sweet shot to force myself feel happy. Thanks for listening barkeep, and those willing to read this.
>tfw falling for penpal
>>24116313
>>24116268
Thanks, barkeep. You're an amazing person.
You're my hero, barkeep.
>>24116363
Sweet and strong, try a shot of Ciroc w/ Lime
Well, I think first thing we need to do is track down some real emotions. Do you remember a time when you felt truly happy? Or truly sad? And if neither of these come to mind, recall the last time you were angry. I know you've at least experienced that.
>>24116416
iktf, except It's a Facebook friend who I met through a friend who moved to Canada.
Wanna share a bottle?
>>24116416
I know, this dude is great.
>>24116429
I'll try to be around every sunday from here on out. What kind of art have you been working on Anon, and what's got you giving up on it?
>>24116416
Falling for someone with whom you can connect and communicate with is perfectly natural anon, so don't be too harsh on yourself.
>>24116468
Absolutely, I met a girl from south korea, turns out she is a qt3.14
>>24116496
Not when she is 5,500 miles away
Where did you learn so much about alcohol and bar-keeping? You seem to actually have a decent grasp on the subject. Are you a trained bartender, or just quite interested on the topic?
*jukebox*
https://youtu.be/1v1iZUiBJiQ
>>24116523
Enjoying someone's companionship is never wrong, distance be damned.
That being said, I wouldn't throw all of your feelings behind one qt.
>>24116559
Thanks Anon. I'm a stagehand, and I've been on a fair number of tours (tfw longest friendship is the duration of a tour) and on tours we go for the Roadies Dinner, which is one appetizer and one drink from a bar, then hop to a different bar. Because of that I've actually been to many bars, in many cities/countries.
Also because of that, I have literally no one in my life who is not a professional contact, and the longest I've known anyone in my life is less than a year, and soon those people will be gone to. So it's nice to come back to 4chan, where I've had friends for 8 years. Even if I don't know any of you personally, you've always been here for me, so now I'm trying to pay it back.
So what can I get you friend?
>>24116496
I've finally gotten a guitar and I've been drawing lately, trying to find myself through art. But I don't trust anybody, not even myself, it's like I'm always lying and so is everyone else. I'm sorry, I can't really explain it, but what you said earlier on really helped.
>>24116677
Well then let's talk art. What kind of guitar did you get, and what genre is inspiring your music? I'm a bit of a guitarist myself, nothing you'd call amazing but I can jam out a few tunes and licks.
Lets top off your drink and slow things down with a little classical guitar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KoZ0y4PO5BA&list=PL352CGbOeT0nNizlUz7K1gJ1o39__xP1G&index=2
http://youtu.be/46Cfrl7hMoQ
One for the jukebox, Wojak. What've you got that'll wake a fellow up?
I'm in my basement right now; I don't want to go upstairs and deal with my parents and little brother.
They've got their own little stable family unit going that the other four kids these parents had aren't a part of, and don't want to be a part of. The issue I have is that I'm the second-youngest, so I received a similar level of spoiling and coddling as a child and they seem to want me to be a part of this sick little cult.
I just want to get away from my family and establish myself as an independent human being who can cope without mommy and daddy watching over him; I just want to be a normal fucking human like my older siblings; maybe even finally win their respect.
>>24116640
I know but its been such a long time since I've actually started liking someone again.
Can I get a double rum and Dr.pepper?
>>24116441
Only time I feel truly happy is with friends. Only time I was truly sad was when I have these kinds feelings, trying to find out what I really am. Not knowing who you really are, hurts. The only time i'm angry is when I can never REALLY say what's on my mind, cause i'm usually so negative, so I only saw what's positive in my mind.
I kinda feel like a glass bottle. Empty. You can put whatever you want in it, but by itself, it's empty. I don't know if I should feel okay with this, but I convinced myself that it's alright. I might feel "better" someday. Just needed a load off my chest cause I would've gone mad question'g my very actions everyday for a while.
Also thanks for the advice and drink! Whenever i'm with my friends, i'll drink it to remember you and this thread by :)
>>24116771
I got a stratocaster, everytime I play I just forget about everything else. It's really amazing.
I'm really into the blues, also I love John Frusciante's work, you should check him out.
This is one of his solo albums: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLTCLs3efGI
>>24116640
That's really cool. I know the musician feels. I used to be a singer/occasional-rhythm-guitarist in several bands/ragtag groups of musicians for some money when I was younger, for like 5 years...
I only played small to medium gigs at little festivals and weddings/Clubs/bars, really thought I was going to make it because (I'm not being pretentious or big headed, just analytical) I was quite good, but several complications make it unlikely, especially now that I've moved to university and left my musician friends behind
And hey, I'm the Baileys guy. I like that and liqueurs/Cocktails/Port, so do you have any suggestions?
Good afternoon robots, I'll just take a beer barkeep, any kind will do. Being in uni is lonely af. To top it all off I'm trying to talk to this girl who may or may not know I exist. Seems like a robot, always alone. But she's thin and cute so she's probably out sucking Chad's dick. I don't even know how I feel at this point.
*throws quarter at jukebox*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjuRnPv9FJU
>>24116797
Great choice in music Anon, gets my foot tapping for sure.
I think you'll be able to make it on your own one day, and then when you're on your own, making it by yourself, for yourself I think you'll learn to respect yourself and what you've accomplished. And when you do, I think you'll find that everyone else does too.
First step is to have a dream, second step(hardest step) is to make a plan and start moving.
>>24116812
Coming right up, Double Rum and Pepper, you want that on the rocks?
Don't be afraid to feel things anon, there can't be joy without pain you know.
>>24116815
feel free to get it all out, we're all struggling souls here at the frog and feels.
I just have to ask, and forgive me if i'm over stepping my bounds... but are you really happy when you'e with your friends, or just distracted from being sad?
>>24116874
Stratocaster is a beauty of an axe friend. I used to jam on a friends Strat, real pretty black thing, always laced up with Ernie Ball extra slinky strings. We'd plug it into the Sour Mash and just wail out tunes til the sun came up.
I'm putting it on the jukebox, I'd love to give some new blues a whirl.
>>24116875
let's get you a copper camel, see how that treats you.
Even if you've left your musician friends behind, your greater appreciation for music in general will bring you a wider understanding and more joy from music for the rest of your life.
I'm not an alcoholic - meaning I don't drink regularly - but when I do drink, it's hard to control. I like the taste of beer, but when I have one or two, I like the buzz so I want to drink more to keep it going. Then I end up having 5-6 and feeling really shitty.
Is this a common problem people have?
>>24116887
Here friend, have a stella. A classy beer to drown out the trashy hoes.
>>24116797
Same guy, just transferred to my laptop so now I can say a lot more because I'm way faster on a keyboard.
My family was relatively poor before I came along; Around the time I was born my dad got a better job and we became well-off.
My little brother and I knew no suffering when we were growing up, and our older siblings despised us for it. I took the brunt of the aggression because I was the older one and my parents were a lot more protective of my little brother (He has legitimate asperger's, so I don't hold any of this against him).
So my older siblings think I'm weak and a spoiled asshole, which I am, and my parents think I'm weak and seem fine with the idea of me staying that way.
I just want to get away from these people and prove I don't need them; I can't stand this feeling of helplessness.
>>24117054
Depends, do you mean feeling really shitty like hangover guilty, shitfaced drunk, or guilt from drinking?
>>24117055
Fantastic, thank you barkeep. Don't think this girl is trashy though, she's always alone when I see her. Maybe I should just never talk to her so I can at least keep that hope.
>>24117076
sorry for the wait, lets get you that drink, stop those eyelids from drooping.
Don't let what your siblings think get you down, it is in NO WAY your fault that you came up more privileged then them, and you need to stop being down on yourself for it. You need to instead use where you are as a solid stepping stone into a different life, enjoy that there is no struggle, find a path that makes you happy and step out into it. What do you want to do with your life anon?
>>24116968
Mix it with some coke, please.
She doesn't speak the greatest English so it's hard even try to see if she even likes me
>>24117097
Cheers, here's hoping there are still a few good one's left out there eh?
>>24117173
A double rum half cola pepper, haven't made one of those in a while.
Hmm. language barrier, always a tricky problem, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. I understand that companionship and female attention feels good, but you need to decide if this is where you want to seek after fulfillment of those needs.
>>24117252
Yeah but I wan't looking for female companionship when I started I just wanted to make a friend. I didn't want to feel this way
>>24115828
>>24110968
Is there a playlist full of music like these?
>>24117386
Finding friends is the hardest thing sometimes...
>>24117401
Start with this playlist anon
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUSRfoOcUe4ZGcQ5mcaWPFgiR_zhZDqTX
>>24116968
Not sure..
Not to be really depressing but, they were kinda the ones that stopped me from contemplating suicide. I kept thinking pros and cons of suicide (Though I know there shouldn't be ANY pros for suicide). I just thought to myself that being with friends was pretty much the only thing to look forward to in my life, so I just stopped.
So I guess i'm happy with my friends.
>Truly?
Not sure.
>Distract me from being sad?
Definitely
I guess talking 'bout this makes me appreciate my buds more. Thanks man.
I worked my ass off to get my PhD and now i'm stuck mopping floors in a plant. There are no jobs in drug design outside of the coasts of the usa and india/china....I don't even love my field anymore.
I just try to numb it.
>>24117167
Thanks, barkeep.
I don't mean to make myself out as too much of a victim here - I was an obnoxious, loudmouthed, irresponsible little shit.
I think I did deserve the shit my siblings gave me. It makes sense for them not to respect me; I've had pretty much everything in life handed to me.
Which is why I feel like shit - I'm tired of being treated like a kid and never having to do anything myself. I need my own life.
You like Paul Simon? Let me drop another one of his into the box.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgPr-sd7eKg
>>24117447
There aren't any pro's of suicide. It doesn't make your pain go away, just moves it to all the people around you. All life is precious anon, remember that no matter how low you get.
I think there's more to happiness then the absence of sadness, but you've got a great step in the right direction friend. I think as you grow and learn your issues with feeling like your emotions are hollow will fade.
Research has shown that often the brain doesn't finish developing solid emotional understanding until your late twenties, so what you're feeling is most likely normal, and you seem smart enough to understand your situation, and see through it until the brain can catch up and get its shit together.
Cheers anon, I hope you always find the Frog and Feels a place of /comfy/
>>24117252
If I can't hope there's good in at least some women then what can I hope for? r9k seems to forget that they're human, and we only see the cases where there are issues. I don't know, I'm just trying. I'm saying this shit on r9k
>tfw I don't even belong in the place for people who don't belong anywhere
>>24110968
Give me vodka, man.
There's a girl at my Uni who I am pretty attracted to. Unfortunately she's not attracted to me.
The worst part is that I recently realized that she most likely was interested in me not so long ago, but because I was a depressed robot, I didn't see it and didn't do do shit about it so she must've thought I was never interested in her...Besides I thought she has a bf. Which she doesn't.Anyway, I'm pretty sure there's zero ways to regain her interest.
>>24117546
You're in the wrong place fAm. But don't worry. There's a lot of normies here.
>>24117546
Trying is the best thing you can do. It's all you can ask out of a person
>>24117437
Keeping them is even harder
>>24117530
Does your degree qualify you to work in any other fields? Sorry to hear that man, lets get you a stiff drink
>>24117532
I think you should find a trade, something that grips your interest and makes you feel accomplished when you're doing it. Plus, having a trade will get you on the path to self sufficiency, which I think will help with the way you're feeling. Just a thought, mull it over.
Paul simon can play all night and i'll be a happy man.
>>24117546
Everyone belongs in the Frog and Feels man, if you clicked Reply, you belong here. There are still good one's Anon, Statistically there have to be at least several million of them, don't let other people hate and anger skew your personal perspective.
>>24117648
I'm pretty specialized. My niche is anti-inflammatory enzyme inhibitors and I am a synthetic chemist. Our kind is basically dying out and biotech is taking over with antibody drugs.
We used to take the world apart...
>>24117588
Nobody is in the wrong place at the Frog and Feels man, so put that attitude away and let me get you a drink.
>>24117563
Two fingers of Vodka, neat, coming right up.
Maybe interest can be rekindled, and if there is no mutual interest, cut it right there and don't waste your time, there is more to meaningful connection then being attracted to someone.
>>24117691
That's rough. I watched that happen to a friend of mine. He got his doctoral degree in a field of material science that was made obsolete literally a month after graduation. He fell back on his bachelors in chemistry and got a job working in a heavy metal/calculi lab running a machine that tests tissue samples. Maybe you can fall back on one of your former degrees? Keep your head up anon, the fields of medicine and science is always changing it's shape.
>>24117563
oops, almost forgot your drink. let me know when you need another.
>>24117741
I've been in school and post docs for so many years now. There is no way I will spend the time on medical school. I don't care enough anymore. It's all down to books, the occasional survival horror video game (increasingly rare since resident evil set the scene and silent hill upped the genre). I just focus on food and rote work now.
>>24117788
I don't mean go back to school, I mean fall back on a degree you already have. Surely your bachelors/masters is in something different?
>>24117543
Thanks barkeep. It's nice to finally know this is normal for now, and it will change. I'll look forward to it. You're doing a great job of helping people :)
I'll head out now, thanks again!
>>24117697
>Maybe interest can be rekindled
I honestly doubt it at this point. It's not even the first time something like this has happened to me. I tried to rekindle the interest once and failed. With a different girl though.
>there is more to meaningful connection then being attracted to someone
I know... But it's not just the physical attraction. She's so nice, intelligent and very polite, especially to me. From what I've gathered she even has similar moral views as I doi.e. she's against degeneracy and definitely isn't a slut.
>>24117770
Thank you. Get me a 100ml glass of Vodka this time if you can.
>>24117819
BS in chem, which is my obvious passion. I speak several languages so I've considered changing vocations, washing my hands of science, and going into translation...but I feel like that would bring the end sooner...
>tfw starting getting withdrawals recently
Bring me a bottle of popov and put it on my tab.
>>24117648
Statistically speaking yes, but it's a matter of meeting one who you work well with. For a lot of people including myself, that may never happen.
I hope I won't be the last poster again like last time ;_;
>>24117846
head up man, you seem smart enough to puzzle this out, the darkness never lasts forever.
also, try The Forest. It's a survival horror game I've been enjoying since early alpha, and it's continued development gives me something to look forward to.
>>24117838
Just try getting to know her better, remember that despite the mantra passed around here often, girls are people and have all kinds of things going on in there lives too, you can't expect any thing you do to ever get a particular reaction, because you never know someone elses life experiences.
>>24117588
I'm not a normie, but I'm not a failed normie because I'm working hard on my studies (Biochem). Maybe I haven't failed yet since I'm a freshman but I feel the determination to keep pushing. I don't even know what I am. I guess a manlet since I'm 5'8".
>>24117846
I'm studying translation as well and my end goal is to eventually speak the most important romance languages (I still need Romanian/French and I'm currently also learning some Italian which I will hopefully master by the end of my degree thanks to my mother's help, even though it's not my main thing) But I'm really scared that modern technology will eventually kek me out of a degree, although language is so nuanced and hard to translate without a human that it probably won't happen for at least several decades. Also, I didn't realize that my degree would have a somewhat heavy emphasis on Linguistics and my linguistics Prof. is really terrible and the whole class is scared of failing because we don't understand her at all. She's a bad teacher and her classes are taught poorly. I don't get the class at all and I'm real scared of failing.
Fuck, gimme another drink please. Something a bit stronger now, if you don't mind.
>>24117922
I'm here til closing friend, now what can I get you?
>>24117863
Bottle of popov, lets try and keep it to one bottle this time eh?
Good evening barkeep let's start with a glass of Merlot please... i'm too depressed to talk i will sit in the darker corner of the local ordering drink untill i will be uneble to act as a normal human being
Let me get a jack and coke. Had a pretty shitty b-day yesterday but at least I didn't break down and drunk dial my co-workers/friends.
>>24117956
whenever i have a tough decision to make, I always like to ask Jack. Lets get you a shot, neat.
>>24117926
Hey barkeep, stuttering absinthe guy again. I'm still concious, give me another round.
...think I'd have better luck with european women? I mean, the stuttering would be "exotic" to them...right?
>>24117997
Good choice friend, glad you stayed strong.
>>24110968
I'll have... well, surprise me.
A few months ago I've been assigned to a different shift at my workplace. Basicly it's just me and another woman in the whole place. Things go quiet for a few months, we talk about everything from the most absurd bullshit to more serious and personal stuff. She opens up to me more and more and in no particular order it turns out she has been in an abusive relationship and she has a son which neglets her (he is the same age as me). On top of that she told me she has blood cancer and other physical problems and her father has some serious health issues as well.
What impressed me is the fact that despite all of the above she just keep going forward like she's some sort of tank. I never met anyone as her and I really do feel sorry about what is happening to her. I don't know, I wish I could do something for her to make her feel better but I'm pretty sure if I were trying to give her an hug I would probably get a kick in the dick. I'm just confused man, halp.
>>24117085
feeling shitty physically
>>24117926
>Just try getting to know her better, remember that despite the mantra passed around here often, girls are people and have all kinds of things going on in there lives too, you can't expect any thing you do to ever get a particular reaction, because you never know someone elses life experiences.
I know. I failed though. I finally got a fucking chance but thanks to my own stupidity I wasted it. Now there's just no way to get her back. I know for sure that she isn't that interested in me anymore and most likely she thinks I'm not interested in her either. She won't even say hello to me anymore.I can eyeballing me sometimes though. Her look doesn't seem like a friendly one though.
Every single little interaction we have feels amazing but also very bad at the same time.
Give me a whole bottle, man. I think I'm drinking myself to death tonight.
>>24117963
A dram of Caol Ila please.
I'm not sure what I'm feeling today...
>>24118039
This'll liven you up, real absinthe from up north. Original wormwood keg.
Did you know Samuel L Jackson had a stutter? I don't know what european women find exotic, but I know they're less judgemental then the bitches stateside are.
>>24118094
How much would it hurt to just scratch it and move on?
I'll have the usuall, I went to a party that my sister forced me to, but it was worth it because i managed to get a girls number. She texted me and we started talking daily and go on dates although i'm not sure she saw it like that. We started to text alot and every time the conversation was dying she opened up a new topic clearly liking to talk with me. A month passed and i asked how she feels about me and she said ''if i did not like you i certanly would have not texted you for a month'' and i asked how does she like me she gave a vague reply. So i'm confussed what i should do and if i should keep talking with her. i tried to flirt and she flirted back so im really confussed what she wants. She rarely texts me first as its has been mostly me texting first but if i dont text her in like 1-3 days she texts first. im not sure what to do man
TL;DR i'm way too beta to know what this girl wants
>>24118145
12 year old Caol Ila, Neat.
>>24118183
I'm a new keep, You'll have to let me know what the usual is.
She's obviously into you, at least in some way or another. I'd keep talking to her, ask her on a date, use the word 'date'. at least after you'll know where you stand.
I'll take a rum and coke...scratch that I'm already drinking one.
Any who I feel like i need to start looking for a new job
>Manager doesn't really like me(apparently I'm never doing anything but he happens to walk in when I'm sitting there for a minute after dealing with a customer or making pastries or some shit)
>We ran out of coffee filters for like 2 weeks and I had to keep running to coffee shop down the hall and get some from them
>One time I make a comment to the lady while she hands them to me "Ya sorry we've been out of these for so long apparently my manager doesn't know how to order them"
>Turns out he does his paper work at that store a lot and they know each other pretty well
>She tells him
>Hear from a cowoker that he was fuummmiiing about it and he's on his "Last straw with me"
>I'm getting even less hours than I was before(which wasn't much to begin with).
What do robots? I've been trying to keep busy since I heard they don't think i do enough, the assistant manager even said he noticed an improvement today. I feel like the manager is gonna either try to push me out or just fire me when the starbucks opens nearby
Should I wait it out and try to apply to starbucks?
>>24118159
>How much would it hurt to just scratch it and move on?
I can't. I keep seeing her pretty much every day. And there isn't a single thing or event that could break it off. Usually seeing the girl with another guy or something worked for me but this one... Seeing her every time reminds me of how much I fucked up and what I could have. Hell, I realize that I'm just in a state of limerence (literally some anon told me that it's actually a condition). But I just can't stop it. It's like a fucking addiction, man. One that keeps getting satiated against my own will.
>>24118263
Starbucks has a lot of good things going for it, benefits, assisted tuition, higher wages then minimum, all the snow bunnies you can feast your eyes on.... Don't stay somewhere where they treat you poorly.
>>2411832
>TFW you are such an useless human being that even the barkeep doesn't give your drink... a merlot please... if you want...
>>24118260
whiskey my lad is what i usually have. I think i'm going to continue talking with her and be more flirty and when enought time has passed ill tell her that i think she's intressting and if she wants to go on a date.
>>24118354
Sorry friend, must have gotten missed in the change of shifts. What's got you down my man?
>>24118423
is very difficult for me to talk of my problems. I will just sit here and listen some stories
>>24118423
>>24118062 here. I wish to drink something.
>>24118315
Ouch....well, it won't be like this forever, you know?
>>24118364
three fingers of whiskey on ice.
Seems like a good plan, I'll be keeping bar next sunday too, let me know how it goes.
How you doing, Wojak? Can I get a rum and coke?
Here's a good robot song, let me drop a quarter in the jukebox:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmwVnOF2mLU
I need to get a job. I can't spend any of the money I've saved up without hating myself so I effectively have no money unless absolutely necessary.
Nowhere in my fucking town is hiring. This is bullshit.
>>24118474
lets start off strong my man.
>>24118529
Thanks BarKeep. Got any suggestions about what I posted earlier?
>>24118492
Coming up man.
Maybe it's time to find a new town then Anon
>>24118478
>Ouch....well, it won't be like this forever, you know?
Won't it? I'd wager there's at least few years when I'm gonna be infatuated in her, which is enough to drive me mad. And then after her, there will be another girl. And another girl. And not a single one of them will ever reciprocate my interest.
>>24118197
Thank you.
I'm having feels for a girl, and she seems to feel the same about me. Only problem is is that I'm in the EU and she's in the US, and we're both too poor and socially awkward to see eachother. So now she just keeps me up night until 8AM, talking to me.
It feels great knowing someone cares about me, but at the same time I'm terrified I will fuck it all up. Not only that, knowing we will never be together is making me go insane.
>>24118572
Some people stay strong by leaning on others, some people pull their strength from inside. I've often found that people who have a strong internal foundation are often resentful of pity. If possible, I would try to express the way you're feeling with an air of respect, like you're proud of her strength, instead of focusing on her weaknesses.
>>24118625
>And not a single one of them will ever reciprocate my interest.
well let's try to avoid being unnecessarily negative. Tell yourself you're not good enough to get a girl and guess what.... soon enough you won't be.
Just because you have to be exposed to her everyday, doesn't mean you have to stay infatuated. Have you tried channeling your energy/thoughts/focus in other directions?
>>24118643
I'll have to come up with something to say that won't weird her out. Thanks a bunch BarKeep.
>>24118627
>never be together
Life is a LONG fucking time my man, so don't say never. Have you tried moving into video chat, voice chat etc.? You may find there's more or less to your connection then you thought. If there's a sufficient link, then crossing the ol' pond is by no means an insurmountable task.
>>24118714
Hey, happy to help. Enjoy your stay at the Frog and Feels friend, all robots welcome.
>>24118674
>Have you tried channeling your energy/thoughts/focus in other directions?
Yes, of course. I can get the job done if need be but she still seems to very effectively invade my thoughts.
I'm literally fighting with my own self. Or my own thoughts. However poetic it sounds.
Just wanted to say thanks, barkeep.
You're a great man.
Anon who got a d on his calc midterm here after studying the entire week, while the chad's and stacies got easy A's here.
My final first quarter grade is a 90, a solid B, and without you guys I would not have made it.
Thanks /r9k/, I love you all.
A lone wanderer enters through the main door. You see him looking right and left. as if he's searching for something specific. Then, seemingly content, approaches the bar, locking his eyesight onto yours.
"This is nice establishment" he says. After a brief pause he continues.
"It's good that someone takes care of these souls."
Then, as suddenly as he appeared, he leaves the bar, but not before leaving a picture on the wooden table. You pick up the picture, look at it, and smile. As you glance through the chamber, the door closes.
>>24118777
I love you too, no homo.
>>24118777
Glad you made it Anon, keep pushing. Remember that we're all here for you.
>tfw wish puberty would hit me so that I could become a chad or half-chad who would turn down bitches, for all the robots
I'm 19, still hoping like a retard something could happen until I'm at least 22.
>>24118777
I'll hopefully be back around next sunday anon. thanks. Solid B, is a passing grade. Gratz on your hard work, next drink is on me.
Well guys, It's been a nice time here at the Frog and Feels, unfortunately my shift is coming to a close.
I might be around later, I will be back next sunday.
This is the High Mountain BarKeep, clocking out.
Stay /comfy/ out there bots.
>>24118478
Thank man. I will probaly wait until around the beginning of december to ask her out. should be enought time to flirt and see if she will still be intressted in me
if you're still here i'll have a nice english cider.
i'm sad because I want to go innawoods with some friends. Do some hunting, have some beers, etc, but I have no one to go with. I don't mind going and watching comfy movies on my phone under my tarp but some companionship would be good.
