Tonight is a bad night... I feel more alone right now then I ever have in my life... I think I'm gonna finally end the pain... Does anyone have any songs they think I should listen to before I can finally find pesce?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4kWpi2HnPU
>>24105745
DO IT
JUST DO IT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4
Wanna chat before you hit the bucket? Maybe you shouldn't end it so soon yet...
sexual bloodgargling
>>24105745
Just Blast "i" by kendrick lamar and hang yourself ASAP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SfSQ3lQmJw
>>24105745
Stream or gtfo
You should listen to something chill by some black folk. smoke some weeds and bump this shit my nigga https://soundcloud.com/ablacksheepinalabcoat/jungle-prod-ignorvnce
>>24105745
If you kill yourself you will go to hell. Your hell is already inside of you and once you kill yourself you will let it out. You will by then lost your only chance. Your environment will be manifested by the darkness you feel inside of you. Do not kill yourself or you will be lost in that darkness for all eternity. You will not become 'nothing', 'nothingness' doesn't exist. Your energy cannot be destroyed, you can only find peace by returning to God because God gave you this energy. All souls came from God, he is eternal, they were apart of him. If you truly want peace, happiness then pray to God. You are connected to him, he is always there because he created your energy, your soul. He will heal you of your pain, pray to him, talk to him, communicate to him.
OP. You're not alone. I'm dying with you tonight. We're dying with you.
If you're gonna an hero at least tell us what's plauging you.
Where do you live, for starters?
>>24105745
Pretty anticlimactic.. Just wait it out man. If you sudoku you might go to hell and burn forever which sucks.
>>24105872
>fbi lurking
>>24105872
I live in a world of chads man...they only notice me for long enough to ruin my day with a comment or shove... Girls don't see me they see anyone but me when they do im met with disgust... My father died last year and I've never had less people in my life who care... And the worst culprate is me... I hate myself more than anyone could all I see is termoil when I look in the mirror... Where do I live? Hell
>>24105933
soz bra
Anon, we all have moments like that. I'm a 30yokhv, I haven't had a friend in 10 years, haven't physically touched a woman in as long (one exception where a female co-worker put her hand on mine my mistake and quickly yanked it away, just before I became NEET). Just find some way to occupy your mind for now until these dark feelings pass. Something new is going to be taking place soon, you have something amazing to look forward to.
P.S. If you're going out you may as well go out with the proper atmosphere:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MlxnUr8LsvE
>>24105849
>adults with imaginary friends
>inb4 fedora
>>24105994
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oB4sNkqq804
with lyrics take this one
http://xmusic.fm/youkoso-hitori-bocchi/
The one with lyrics got taken down. Its pretty sad. That one had thousands of comments by neets and others. It will be missed.
good luck anon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaWD_YR0aCo
>>24106107
Yeah, almost every animu song got taken down.
I think it has to do with that Trans Pacific Partnership thing.
>>24105745
No song, but I have a poem I enjoy reading. Specifically, a stanza from it that for some reason stuck with me.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay.
Rage, rage, against they dying of the light.
I hope wherever you end up going, you find peace, good anon.
I'm gonna fucking do it!! Stop posting gay ass asian shit
>>24105745
Your life will never mean anything. Neither will theirs. They haven't felt the cold side of humanity like we have, You can never have the happiness they do, you must find your own. Accept what you are and build something new from there. It will take time and effort but it's completely worth it.
Death should always be a surprise. If you're truly dedicated to to dying then either do it helping someone or hurting your enemies. Don't do it yourself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldTYRg8Yr28
>>24105745
All your feel is going away
>>24105745
Here's my favorite song.
How Can I Tell You
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MRHN7nUg26M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHFxncb1gRY
>>24106107
>>24106151
>almost every animu song got taken down.
Wait what
Now normies and chads are literally taking away the last things we enjoy in life? Animu?
OP, wait for me
I'm going to off myself too
>>24105745
Listin to this one OP!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ
>>24106179
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEWF2xh5E8s
Gay ass Asians know how to capture feels though.
Don't listen to any of this depressing chinese shit. There's a lot of beauty in this world, it may just be hard to see when you focus on the ugliness close around you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_a46WJ1viA
see you in another life brother
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twHXrNtG-7c
Play this extremely loud and on loop and leave a camera pointing at the door streaming so that people can see the police officer's reaction when he finds you
https://youtu.be/yVlXQej5ZRc
>>24106846
Don't tell me what I can't do!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_btA1bS53w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kqI5fAlv5E
its a /mu/ meme but its good
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIHH9THNRQA
i-is the op dead?
