Hey robots. So I just lost my virginity at 27. Bit the bullet and went to an escort. Gotta say, feel a little empty quite honestly.
I guess if any of you guys are thinking about doing it I could share my experience.
How was it? Were you nervous?
>>24103886
I was a little nervous over the phone but ok. I'm so worn out an exhausted mentally that my nerves have just settled and I'm kind of at peace with myself.
It was pretty good. I was just gonna do a happy ending massage first...
Do long did you last? Did you last longer than you thought you would?
>>24104703
We to meet at a hotel 10 minutes away from me. I drove over and waited for 20 minutes or so. She told me to go up and the hotel was incredibly sleazy. It looked like some shit out a Gaspar Noe film, seriously. Reeked of pot, windows broken, etc. There were no pretenses there. It was the kind of place that would have scared me when I was younger but now I just accepted it.
>>24104760
When I waked in she was using the toilet, door open. Kind of caught me off guard but I'm at the point where these things don't phase me much anymore. She had a pretty decent body, nice tits. Pic related.
She was very bubbly and welcomed me in. She got naked right away and told me to get comfortable. I got naked and lay down on the bed. I tucked my dick underneath me so the pressure would stimulate it.
>>24104865
She asked for 160 and I gave her 180. The place was pretty dumpy. It was clear that she was living out of the room. I asked her turn off the TV (it was some real life crime drama) and maybe put on some music. She tried playing music on her phone (I suggested a Massive Attack pandora station) but she couldn't get a connection. The heater was making a nice white noise so I told her to forget it.
She asked if I wanted lotion or oil and of course I went for oil. Massage was decent. She was firm. She oiled her body and rubbed it into mine. The warmth and pressure made me hard until I asked if I could turn over since I was pretty hard.
>>24104924
I wasn't really nervous to be honest. I had once tried getting a happy ending before and the lady that did it was nervous and I had to take a shit so I never came. It was embarrassing but that embarrassment left me when I saw that not cumming isn't the end of the world.
What bothered me is that she did not shut the fuck up. She was either tweaking on something or manic because she had crazy verbal diarrhea. She told me her life story: aviation college classes she allegedly took, shitty friends that stole her money, trying to date as a woman in her late 30s, various jobs she had, the hotel asking her why she needs so many towels, etc etc. I guess it would have been awkward if there was absolutely no talking since I was feeling about as verbal as Ryan Gossling in Drive. So I let it go.
>>24105000
She complimented my body (pic related) and after jerking me off for a bit asked if I wanted oral. I said sure and smiled.
She gave good head as far as I can tell. I only got head previously from a fat girl I fooled around with from okcupid. She was really enthusiastic and she sucked with good pressure and steady rhythm--she was working pretty hard.
I decided to give her a break and asked if she'd play with my ears again. It didn't really turn me on but it was like ASMR, just really nice and intimate to have someone stroke my earlobes and run her fingers through my hair.
I was horny and enjoying it but wondering about the time so I could really cum. She said she had a condom and asked if I wanted sex. I mentioned politely that I had no cash and she said it was fine so I said sure.
>>24105066
I asked her to get on top since I was paying and just wanted to relax. It was nice not having to worry about trying to get her off. I would have had a hard time keeping it up with that pressure.
She her fingers, touched herself, and gracefully slid on top of me. It was like the docking scene from Interstellar. Very nice, very warm. I can't speak for tightness of course but it was reasonably snug.
>>24105108
After five minutes or so I was convinced that it had been about an hour and that I needed to finish up which killed the mood for me. I had also jacked off a few hours earlier since I've been so horny lately. I jack off twice a day often. When I turned 12 I literally used to jack off 3 times a day always. So yeah.
I groaned a little bit to fake cumming since the pressure to cum got to me and was killing my relaxation. Then I showered, got dressed, hugged her, and parted on friendly terms and left things open for future hook-ups.
>>24105167
In retrospect, I'm a little relieved. I mentally know I can have sex now and that it's just a matter of being comfortable, relaxed and PATIENT. This last point is huge. If you try to force yourself to get hard it doesn't happen. You have to focus on how it feels and straight-up say what you want and like in gentle but clear terms.
It felt good but not amazing--definitely not bad for my first time I'd say. I'm a little freaked out that I let her suck my dick without wearing a condom--that was fucking dumb. In the future if I'd ask for that or just put one on.
I think I'll try a hooker one or two more times--but get one with good reviews after doing my hw this time and not so spur of the moment. And I'll do a little doggy/missionary style on the future. Then I'll lose body fat, get Tinder and fuck someone my age.
Shit, maybe I'll even get into a nice relationship someday. A boy can dream I guess.
Anyone else here have experience with hookers/happy endings?
