Evening, robots. It's Saturday night and that means the Feels and Frogs is open again. Come on into the warmth, get /comfy/ and share whatever is on your mind. We've got a jukebox in the corner, so feel free to put on any tunes that'll keep you comfy.
Please keep it civil, we want the REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEs at a minimum, and if you're ordering drinks I'll need to see ID to make sure you aren't a normie.
>>24096397
very nice
glad to have somewhere to step in from the cold
barman, pour me a guiness will you?
>>24096397
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFsHSHE-iJQ
I feel a constant crushing sensation in my chest, I'm fucking sick of this. I'm just stagnating, thinking I'm helping people when I'm doing no such thing. I don't belong in this world, it's not for me. I can only drink and wait for death now, I'll have the strongest thing you have
>>24096397
Hi there. I'll take a Stella, please, room temp. But I should probably not have too many cause I got studying to do. I got a feely tune for us: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jH3C8FyHsIk
OY m8o's let's put this on the jukebox
barman i'll take a pina colada
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjW8wmF5VWc
just some water, i keep thinking in her, soon i will be homeless and i just have the army in front of me and dont know what to do, should i talk to her? but even if a wasnt so ugly and poor i still want to get out of this sick society
>>24096397
Russian standard and coke, thanks.
Ever get that weird feeling that some valve in your head just shut off all happiness at once? Cause I've been getting that on and off lately, been hating women more and becoming exasperated with other guys. Can't seem to find anyone who's good company anymore, y'know?
Sorry, I don't mean to unload just seemed a good place for it.
>>24096633
Check'd
But my valve never opened up, anon. It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. Also, yeah, people are usually shit company, senpai.
>>24096513
Sorry to hear that, anon. Are you into vidya, or porn, or something that'll help you pass the time? Regardless, I'm here to help you pass the time. Here's a few pours of absinthe... It's not light.
Great tune, by the way. I assume you've heard the Gary Jules version? I find it a bit comfier for sad times:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4
>>24096537
One stella coming up, friend. I see you've picked out a quiet corner of the bar to open your books in. Thanks for the song, really good choice. It's up next.
Stay comfy, robots.
>>24096697
In a sense you're right, but I'm pretty sure it hurts more. There's a Liberty in hopelessness which is hard to reach when you stop caring which I think is better if you were just built that way. When hope is gradually wrung out of you by others to the point where you just want to punch someone to feel like you're making a difference, it still hurts.
Good christ I'm wordy tonight
>>24096397
Screwdriver, please, am just here to get drunk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCfi_n2QhT8
>>24096541
Yeaaaaaa
YeAAAAAAAAA
THIS IS IT
any other thir world bots here?
Now watch me BOB
Why am I so retarded, why do I keep making retarded decisions
>>24096966
Human nature really, just need to push forward in this world of retardation.
Also check'd
BOOM
WATCH ME
WATCH ME
WATCH ME
BOOM
WATCH ME
WATCH ME
WATCH ME
>>24096714
Thanks for the Stella, barkeep. Mind putting some coffee on? It's gonna be long night. How are you doing?
>>24096816
Wordy is a-okay. What use are our words if we can't enjoy using them in long, drawn out sentences.
But, I used to hope I would be happy and that has been shut off. Losing the hope was painful. I've accepted my apathetic fate, however. Anything in this bleak life that brings you a pittance of joy?
>>24096966
Check'd
Try thinking a bit more before you make your decisions?
>>24096966
you are not alone, not enough retarded to enjoy my retardness here
>>24096966
Tequila for you, bud
>>24096714
Yeah, I find that version almost too hard to bear tonight. I need something slightly more cheery
I wish the friggers would leave.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jTdcJWDNsao
>>24096621
Here's your cup of water friend. What's her name? Do you ever talk to her? I think you definitely should. Otherwise the uncertainty of not knowing what could have been will always be with you. If she turns you down, come rage about it on r9k - you'll always find open ears. I've been homeless for a few weeks or so at a time, it's the definition of terrible. I'm hoping in your soberness (the water) you may find a way out of your situation man. When are you joining the army?
>>24096633
I poured you a tall glass anon, hope you don't mind.
I know the feel, friend. Loneliness kills happiness and the sadness leads to remaining alone and that breeds sadness. It's a sad cycle. I'm in it. I feel your pain, I feel your feels. The only thing I can say is drink up, and stay away from those who bring you down IRL.
>>24096816
We're here to talk, men. Stay for a while. Open up. Anonymity brings out the honesty.
>>24096697
Good advice anon. Can I get you a drink?
>>24096838
Thanks for dropping that quarter into the Jukebox and keeping it running. Sorry for the delay friend - here's your screwdriver. Poured it extra strong
>>24096537
I'll say it again anon, amazing song. Thanks
>>24096884
>>24096954
>>24097009
Nice to see the excitement, fellas. Can I get you something to drink? I'll need to see some ID first, though - since you're dancing to a 12 year old's song (kek). Happy to have you here though.
NOW DO THE STANNKKYYYY LEG
>>24097010
Wordy guy here. Not much really brings me joy anymore, part of the problem. Vidya maybe but even then it just doesn't have the same spark it used to. Maybe fallout 4 will revitalise it but I dunno really. Might be shit, although I don't want this to turn into /v/.
I guess what's really bugging is the one girl I found interesting and fun - actually decent company, really liked her - is in a different uni to me and tells me a lot about guys she likes and who she's hitting it off with. And that's when she does talk to me at all, mostly never texts or anything, and on the rare occasion she does it feels like she's only doing it out of pity. Feels worthless really.
Sorry about this, I hate whining but it's 2am and feeling like utter shit, if anyone wants me to stop I will.
>>24096541
That physically hurt.
Please barkeep, give me something strong so I can forget it and be comfy again.
>>24097131
im joining in 4 months? her name is barbara, i just know her name will have the oportunity to see her the next week, im gonna do it, you are right the thought of what would be will kill me or drive me crazy i hate to regret something, also just want to be in the army to have somewhere to sleep and some money, thanks for the advice,
do you have any experience or advice in case i lose everything and become a hobo? that would mean a lot to me
hey barman, scotch neat for me. i've spent this week feeling the worst i ever have. not to whine or anything but i just gotta get this stuff off my chest. my only friends told me to never talk to them again on wednesday, and the next day i got fired. also tfw no gf but that's obvious because i'm posting here. i'm gonna drink myself to sleep and probably kill myself tomorrow.
>>24096915
Seems like we haven't had any step inside yet, family. Come join us up at the bar in the meantime. What country are you from?
>>24096966
Because you've never done this before, friend. There's no guidebook. It's all a bunch of bullshit, and we either drown in it or muddle our way through. But everyone fucks up. Can I get you a drink?
>>24097010
Sure. Fresh coffee coming up. I'm fine, thanks for asking. Having a coffee myself, actually. Really enjoyed last night at the F&F (I was just a customer last night), and felt like it was getting late enough to open the doors for tonight. Looking forward to the night ahead. Should be comfy. Hopefully you'll stay with us for a while.
>>24097029
Totally understandable. Need another drink? Want to tell me a bit about what you're struggling with?
>>24097028
On the house for the both of you.
Hennessy please, just leave the bottle.
I can't take anymore of this life
>>24097334
chile, it really sucks because this is like the personal slut from usa in southamerica, almost everyone here thinks they are whites or want to be grngos at any cost, the worst persons here would be chads 9/10 or 10/10 here imagine how fucked i am
>>24097186
Hey there, sorry i couldn't help but overhear your conversation since im not drinking and know its a good idea for me to leave the house sometimes.
Talking to this girl doesn't seem healthy, i would try and limit talking to her really as painful as that is, i was in the same position last year and it absolutely tore my heart in two everytime i would go out to a bar with her and then end up watching her get with some random guy at the end of the night.
Sorry to bother you again.
>>24097131
>>24097334
Already have my Stella, barkeep. And I'm glad you liked the song, here is another: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sX7fd8uQles
Oh, I'll be here for plenty of time, I'm sure. Actually contimplating tripfaggin in these F&F threads cause I really like talking to all the anons here in the bar.
>>24097186
Those are some hard feels, anon. Let it off your chest. It's what we do around these parts. Perhaps you are putting to much into external factors. You have to really accept yourself before you can try your hand at happiness.
And this anon, >>24097482 , is right. Get out doors a bit before the weather turns sour. Provided you're up north. Some sun and fresh air will really revitalize you.
>>24097293
you ok anon? do you need to talk?
dont do it ;_;
>tfw you only ever do well with women by being a zany unpredictable aggressively weird guy
>tfw it only works a fraction of the time
>tfw even of that fraction, the majority taper off and just stop replying after you go too far or fuck up somehow
>tfw constant rejection
>tfw able to ignore it but not in an organic way where i don't feel it
>tfw i still feel it every time
>tfw the kind of ignoring you have to do with rejection isn't the kind that makes it hurt less
>tfw you just get used to pain
double of jim beam, rocks. I should be home at my desk, studying. I can't do it anymore, I wanna just stare out into nothingness and become blank. If you don't have jim beam, i'll take anything dark, and keep that "phosphorescent" by Wolves song on. I think another anon put it on...it's soothing.
>>24097482
Hey, it's cool. Wouldn't say this stuff without considering anyone responding.
I agree with you there, I was thinking it myself. It's just we've talked for almost two years straight and I'm scared to throw that away. Plus, I feel like a dick cause there's two narratives in my head about it:
1) She only talked to me because I was the only one offering and now she gets attention she doesn't need me so just tossed me away, or
2) She's just busy, I'm not initiating and I'm being an asshole for getting mad about it.
Then again, either way it isn't healthy to talk with her. Maybe just say I feel like talking with her isn't good for my mental health and it's not her fault, I just don't think we should talk anymore. Thanks, that was helpful.
Alcohol is a last resort for me personally but I sometimes wish I had some lying around for when I need to lose sobriety and lack other methods.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm wasting away because I have so much free time but I spend the majority of it in my room for various reasons. I would like to improve on my physical hobby but lessons are only once a week and I lack a dance partner to practice with.
And, of course, the ever-present lack of romantic companionship weighs down on me but it's only tolerable due to lack of constant depression and suicidal ideation. I had one of those cliche "have a girlfriend then wake up and realize it will only ever be a dream" occurrences a few nights ago and that fucked my day up but I can only be content that my serotonin levels are balanced and the depression takes a break nowadays. I'm too verbose and don't know where I'm going.
>>24097378
kpop is a good distraction while you get your life together
>>24097047
Thanks for keeping the jukebox running, family.
Can I get you a drink? Anything you want, we can give it to you. We have security over there at the back, so if there's a problem we'll be sure to control it.
>>24097186
Man, really sorry to hear that. I 100% know those feels. Girls are so tough man. Do you ever see her in person? Please, keep talking. You're at the Feels & Frogs. Where are you that it's 2am?
>>24097221
Yeah family, we've had a bit of a rat infestation lately with these whip nae nae posts. Hopefully the janitors will come through and sweep them out, if you know what I mean. Here's a double dram of scotch for you. Lagavulin 12 y/o, a favourite of mine.
>>24097242
Glad to hear you're going to do it, friend. You'll feel like more of a man after, regardless of what happens. We're drinking in your favour tonight.
Honestly man, there's little advice I can give you for being homeless. It's terrible. It's not a fun camping trip. It's dirty and get's cold and you're always hungry and real, proper rest is near impossible. Do anything you can to stay out of that situation. If joining the army is something you'd consider (I have no experience there), then that doesn't seem like the worst option.
In the event that you do become a hobo, decent clothes and food are the most important things. If you look like a hobo it's a sharp spiral further down. Decent clothes will allow you to get into 24/7 diners and such.
>>24097293
My friend, I'm sliding down this bottle of Lagavulin 12 to you. Please feel free to polish it off. Really sorry to hear you've lost your friends anon. I can't say much about you wanting to off yourself, but I hope this drink tonight helps clear your mind.
>>24097378
Seems like we've got a lot of feels in the F&F tonight. Take the whole damn bottle, friend. What's on your mind?
>>24097674
Wordy again, I'm Scottish. Yeah we meet in person occasionally, she still lives in my hometown and I sometimes visit. Haven't done it the last few times I've been back for obvious reasons.
>cousin's two kids want to come over to mom's house
>cousin told mom that her kids have been begging to see me for a little while
>it's been a month since i've really seen them
>they're adorable kids
>love hanging out with them, and i don't get to see them enough
just hearing that the kids wanted to hang with me was enough to turn my shit day around. they seem to be the only people who want to chill with me. they're two people i care about the most, too. can't wait to see them tomorrow.
>>24097627
I hope things go well anon, it can be so painful... my personal fear is that if this happens a few more times i might just become too cold and not be able to develop feelings for other girls. There is one girl who i stopped talking to about 3 years ago that i still regularly think about and miss. What is wrong with the male brain?
>>24097400
Damn. Are you from Chile? Look around the board, though. The grass doesn't seem any greener elsewhere, does it? Either way, I share in your pain family. Can't stand Chad's and Stacy's. Are you drinking?
>>24097482
Fair advice. Sorry to hear about the experience, friend. Glad to see you've joined us hear at the F&F. Can I get you a water? We've got some fresh coffee, too. Plenty of juice too. Whatever you need to stay comfy, anon - we have it.
>>24097523
Oops, didn't see your drink there. Would be glad to have you identify yourself, family. Makes it easier to keep track of all our different friends with us at the Feels and Frogs tonight. Beirut is very cool.
>>24097568
The leads are always weak, friend. Such is non-Chad life in 2015. I haven't found handling-rejection to be an acquired skill. It's always tough.
>zany unpredictable aggressively weird guy
>tfw it only works a fraction of the time
>tfw even of that fraction, the majority taper off and just stop replying after you go too far or fuck up somehow
This used to be me to be honest, family. It took me years to realize that it wasn't the right way for ME to get girls, so I switched it up. Mellowed out and only talked to non-stacy girls for longer conversations.
Can I get you a drink?
>>24097780
Im exactly the same, my two younger cousins apparently think im great and want to play with me, its such a nice feeling and in years to come i will enjoy guiding them through secondary school etc and you know just be there for them.
>be me
>tell girl i like another girl
>bf of girl i like is super protective
>notgonnatry.jpeg
>I could probably take him, I don't actually know who he is though
>he probably get a gang after me if I do
>girl i told is a gossiping bitch
>she has her on problems
>fall in fucking love with her yet again
>worrying about being attacked by a gang, having to worry about the other girls problems, have other fucking things to do with my life
>ugly cunt so probably don't have a chance with either of them, but I'll try for one of them
Weird feels man, don't know what to do.
>>24097858
dont drink, my father was alcoholic so i feel repulsed from it (no ofensse) also depressive drugs dont have much effect (almost no effect) in me.but thanks for the (You) theres always this comfy enviroment in threads like this
>>24097826
Thanks, and I know what you mean. Halfway there already since I've caught myself getting into these depressive fits when I get too drunk, ended up losing the head at everyone in my flat. Made the point to this girl that she only talks to people so she can boost her own ego, which didn't win me any points.
And it's not so much the male brain, it's the isolated brain. The world treats you like shit so the few people that treat you like a fucking human being are all the more special. Granted I don't know if you're isolated but you use /r9k/ and sound a lot like me so I'll assuke.
Hang in there though, bud. Things can only improve for us.
This is my favourite thread of all boards. When it exists I'm comfy as fuck.
Now I'm lurking /b/. What have you done to me /r9k/?
I'll take one. I feel i have so much potential yet i can't seem to let it out. I constanly foil myself and set myself up for failure. The worse part is I don't have an excuse. I plenty good looking and except for being 5'7 idk what else could be wrong. It really is all about attitude.
>>24097877
same, man. i usually see those kids about once a week, but lately it's more like once every couple weeks. kinda wish i were seeing them more, but between them being in elementary school and my erratic work schedule it makes sense.
they think i'm awesome. not sure why, as i'm a fat loser who still lives at home. still, i think of those kids more like a little brother and sister, and i'm glad they think i'm awesome. they know i'm there for them whenever they need anything. plus, it's fun just playing Nintendo games with them and generally acting childish/goofy with them. it's a good feeling, indeed
Can somebody cover for me? I can't afford anything.
Everyone is starting to complain about me not having a job and dad has denied me money a couple of times already this is bad, real bad because I have many expenses. Psychologist, psychiatrist, medicine, drawing classes and my allowance. I was going to ask for a few courses but now I'm terrified to. I want to work, I really do but I'm too fat to be able to
>>24098014
Have the Russian standard, I don't need it really. At least you've got us, people who know your plight. Hope things get better for you
>>24097858
But I will take a coffee, when you get the chance. I really wish I could have gotten the courage to go to class this past week cause I am not remembering shit and I got a test on Monday. Just fuck my shit up.
I'll see if I can't get this tripfag thing down. I always order Stella so let's use that, huh?
>>24097936
Agreed. It's comfy as fuck around this place.
>>24098040
I'll spot you your first, mate. Pick what ever you want. Let your worries off your chest, senpai.
>>24096397
OP, i will just sit here at the bar if that's ok.
Brought a whole box of meme-biscuits for myself and i might just snack on them privately tb senpai ;)
hmu if you see any kind and honest femeggs i could have a "crack" at
>>24098028
>>24097877
>>24097780
Actually really happy for you robots
Wordy again, think I'll catch some sleep now. Hope F&F will still open in 5-6 hours, although I fully accept that's not all that likely.
Pour me out a vodka martini, please. I want to celebrate hitting my weight loss goal of 150 lbs. Now I can start excersizing properly, with the freedom of being able to see me feet when I stand up. Maybe if I can look in a mirror and feel good about myself, I'll be able to overcome the pile of anxieties I've built up. It's good to feel this kind of hope again.
>>24097934
I've been here before. Just become good friends with the girl you like. While there'll be a constant yearning if you get in, it's better to settle as friends than let time tear her from you entirely. I've made that mistake too many times, all it breeds is obsession and regret.
>>24098064
I don't know, whatever is cheap and strong. I will regret drinkinglater because it doesn't mix well with my pills but I need it right now.
Today I went to a fair with my mom and sister and they made me pay and like a retard I bought some pizza for dinner so now I absolutely need some coin for Mondays class or I won't be able to pay for it and I don't know what the fuck to tell my father
>>24097636
why don't you just paint an alcohol bottle and make her your gf?
like in Cast Away
>>24097580
Here's your double of Jim Beam on the rocks, friend. Sorry for the delay, I'm trying to make an effort to deliver some feels along with these drinks. Hope I'm doing ok. I know what it's like to want to be and feel like nothing, anon. Please drink up with us, and let me know if you want to talk more.
The wolves song is really good.
>>24097636
You are definitely verbose, family. Glad to hear that you fill some of your free time - you dance? Can I get you a coffee or water?
>>24097668
Can confirm this, though I can't take more than a short dose.
>>24097741
Oh. I'm part Scottish. Live in Canada. Do you ever hang out with her, just the 2 of you, when you're back home? Maybe there's hope after you both finish uni?
>>24097780
This is great, friend. Really glad to hear some youngsters have taken a liking to you. Nice to see they make you happy. Have fun tomorrow. Are you drinking water tonight - to avoid the hangover?
>>24097826
Man, I still think about girls I was crazy about a decade ago. I have no clue what's wrong with us, but I know your feels. The girl I'm crazy about.I haven't spoken to her in a year since she turned me down. I still think about her every day. It's nuts.
>>24098259
Scottish guy, just off to bed so I'll make this quick.
We used to a lot, and for a while we'd meet up in my hometown whenever I was visiting (she still lives there) but it's just kind of stopped. Suggested it once or twice when we texted but she seemed evasive, part of the reason I don't think it's healthy to keep talking to her.
>>24096397
thanks man
i'll have a sierra nevada torpedo -- tall can. and uh...you've got the stuff right? yeah give me some of those xannies too.
>be me
>/trv/fag
>spend all of my money on trips and stuff
>have a decent income but I refuse to spend more than a few dollars on anything that isn't a plane ticket or plate of food from a third-world country
>always depressed at home
>drank myself into a stupor every night for months on end between trips
>grades dived terribly
>couldn't get along with anybody, under-performed at work
>my only expense besides my cell phone bill, gas, and food was alcohol
>get myself intro trouble
>niggers try to mug me when I'm staggering around my town at night
>pic related, nig nogs punched me in the face and tried to take my phone
>didn't get shit
>decide not to drink any more
>tfw life is way better
>tfw all of my friends, coworkers, acquaintances, and classmates notice that I've suddenly become way more articulate
>tfw everybody is suddenly blown away by the fact that I'm not an absent-minded moron
>tfw niggers saved my life by trying to steal my shit
Haven't had more than a sip or two of alcohol in months. Feels good, man. I get cravings on an almost nightly basis, but I'm staying clean and sober. I cracked up once and bought a couple of bottles of wine. Woke up in the morning and my mind felt so foggy that I couldn't believe I'd spent such a long time going through that on a daily basis.
Never again.
I think The Great Gatsby was about two idealistic, ultimately beta dudes who would have been happier running off together and living platonically together with all their smarts and money-making skills, but they wanted to be normies too badly and got fucked to death by Chads and Staceys, one ending up dead and the other depressed and disillusioned. I didn't particularly like that book, but I always fucking hated Daisy, I never saw it as a love story between Jay and that stacey bitch, I always saw it as a platonic/brotherly tragic love story between Gatsby and Carraway.
Sad about that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ilBZ-u_0fg
>>24097877
That's awesome, friend.
>>24097934
First of all, friend - are you drinking? Second of all, barring medieval times, I don't think fighting is the best way to win a maiden's heart. Do you ever hang out with the girl you like (the one who's temporarily unavailable?)
>>24097936
Ah, my friend, that's fair. I've had some alcoholics in my family and I've struggled with it myself. If I can get you a glass of anything else, just let me know. Glad to hear you're staying comfy inside the F&F tonight.
>>24098089
thanks friend.
>>24098259
>This is great, friend. Really glad to hear some youngsters have taken a liking to you. Nice to see they make you happy. Have fun tomorrow. Are you drinking water tonight - to avoid the hangover?
i'm impressed that i've also grown to love those kids, too. i don't hate kids, but i also don't really grow attached to 'em, if that makes sense.
anyway thanks, man. it makes me happy knowing that they're happy, too. i'm drinking beer at the moment. i hardly get hangovers. not sure if it's because i'mNewfieor because i have a relatively high alcohol tolerance or what
>>24098354
One of the parts that stuck hard with me was the recounting of Gatsby leading his troops deep into enemy territory in an attempt to kill himself, but lucking out and covering a wide area that made it safe for the rest of the force to advance. He got a bunch of military awards for it when the war ended.
>>24097967
>Things can only improve for us.
Optimistic words. I raise a glass to the possibility. Cheers, all.
>>24097980
Same for me, family. The comfiest thread. Are you drinking anything tonight? Or just here for the conversation? Thanks for staying with us.
>>24098014
In the long-run, attitude is huge. But, my friend, in the short-run we all get buffeted by random events. That's why we drink. What can I get for you? >>24098063 suggested a fresh Russian standard, so I've poured you one - let me know if you'd prefer something else.
Important: family, 5'7 is not bad. Tom Cruise is 5'7, and he's the ultimate Chad. Keep your chin up, and keep coming by the F&F. We're here for you.
>>24098040
My friend, your drinks are on the house. Everyone's are. At the Feels and Frogs, we don't charge our customers. Life is taxing enough. Sorry to hear about your money troubles, family. How long have you been drawing for?
>>24098343
That's great even tho I have said never again too many times for it to count. I hope you are serious, if you are ever in Argentina let me know
>>24098518
I had to read the book in high school, but honestly that newer movie and seeing the characters visually hurt more. Leo did a good job. It was just fucking hurtful seeing a dude try so hard for no reason and getting killed to save normies from their rightful blame and being brought to justice just because he loved a Stacey too much.
Hey Barkeep, can I have aCranberry Juice?
My friend's dad's new GF moved in with him today so he asked if he could stay over for the day.It was awkward as hell and I don't want anything too strong. Got to do stuff tomorrow.
>>24098064
Sounds great, Stella. Nice to know your name. Here's your coffee, friend. I never used to go to class. Ended up dropping out. What do you study?
Successful tripfag btw.
>>24098087
Family, glad to have you with us. Let me know if I can pour you a graham cracker hot cocoa to wash down those memes with. Anything you want, friend.
>>24098521
>how long have you been drawing for
Actually drawing saves me from depression, I always wanted to draw but never thought I could. I started at 21 , I recently turned 23 in reality because poor choices I have less than a year of actual experience, I'm much better at my other hobby's like 3d modeling because I have almost 3 years of experience on that.
I just want to be good enough to start making some cash right now because I really need it
Should I drop my psychologist or psychiatrist to ease some pressure on my family, maybe I could drop my allowance by half
>>24098173
Goodnight Wordy. Catch you on the flipside.
>>24098177
Here's your vodka martini, family. Congratulations. Things are only looking up for you.
>>24098205
A glass of Canadian whisky for you my friend. The best quality. As I said earlier, on the house, family.
>>24098322
These things happen, my friend. Sleep comfy.
>>24098331
Whatever your heart desires, friendly anon. At the F&F we live to make you comfy. Thanks for joining us.
>>24098617
Forgot music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjJzFqsfPpo
>>24098621
I was studying CS at one of my states better universities but had to leave because I couldn't get the financial help I needed. Here's to poverty and not knowing where to go for help.
Now I am just taking a single class at community college while I get help to return to the university. We'll see what I can do. I really, really wanna get back into because fuck living here.
Might switch majors to Comp. Engineering too. Dunno.
>>24098617Cranberry juice is best juice tbqh
>>24098750
Glad to see a guy with similar interests. Hope things work out well for you.
High af, sucking down the Molson and watching Always Sunny
quasi normie life
>>24098343
My man. This is fantastic. Really glad to hear you overcame a huge challenge like this. Congratulations. Here's a shot on the house. Haha, just kidding family. Well done. Can I get you a water, tea, or hot cocoa?
>>24098354
Interesting. Thanks for contributing friend.
>>24098375
Nice, family. Glad to hear you've got a beer in hand. Enjoy it, and make sure to stay comfy at the Feels and Frogs tonight.
>>24098617
Sure friend. Whatever you like. Is this a good friend of yours?
>>24098802
What's it like to be high?
>>24098750
>here is to poverty
The only one who stayed with me all my life and never asked for anything
To poverty loyal companion always there
>>24098798
Every had cranberry + apple juice? Heavenly combination. The tart cranberry and sweet apple, yuuuuuuum.
>>24098802
Can I have somedude weedtoo, familia? It's been too long.
>>24098854So fucking beautiful it hurts
>>24098854
everything feels okay to be totally honest.
the beer makes it a very mellow high, loss of some finer motor skills (this sentence was hard to type).
I generally only smoke after taking care of regular business (home and vehicle maintenance, maintaining a good work ethic ect)
soooo hiiiiggggggghhhhh
>>24098731
I'm glad to hear you have something that keeps you out of depression. Keep it up family. Do you ever show any of your drawings to other people?
>>24098738
Yes, family - this is great. Thank you for the moments of nostalgia. Very comfy.
>>24098750
My man, I think we were talking last night. I was the guy who was practising javascript last night, and you told me you wanted to go back to school for Comp Engineering. Right? If so, wow.
>>24098802
Cool photo, family. How's always sunny? I've heard good things. Enjoy the Molson. A canadian brew, just like me.
>>24098854
Tough to describe. Basically if you're new to smoking weed: first 5 minutes you're unsure, next 20 your mind races and your body buzzes, next 2 hours are heaven as you chill out to music and dank tunes.
>>24098867
A cruel mistress. I drink to her departure.
>>24098867
I raise my glass to that, anon!
"In addition to my other numerous acquaintances, I have one more intimate confidant... My depression is the most faithful mistress I have known -- no wonder, then, that I return the love." - Kierkegaard
Can I have some scotch?
My waifu left me, she said she was happier in 2d land, he took my boy too. I don't know how to go on
>>24098840
We were friends in high school and shit went down. Don't know what's gonna happen but I pray for the best.
>>24098868
Sounds good. Definitely will try it out.
>>24098868
>>24098921
I wish I could try, but if I did, i'd feel it would fuck my life up in a way.
>>24098972
No problem, Thought everyone should get /comfy/ once in a while.
>>24098972
Haha! Yeah, I remember you mate. I tried to keep chatting with you but we must have mixed up our posts or I may have missed a reply. How was the last 24 hours?
>>24098988
Smoke weed and drink cranberry juice, anon. It's bliss tbqh.
>>24098988
I don't have to work tomorrow nigga and I don't have a bitch wife and kids to feed. Actually looking at buying my first place in the next year.
still high af
>>24098521
I drank a bottle of wine. Wasn't great, but did the trick! You have a good night sir!
>>24098972
>do you ever show your drawings to other people?
All the time even tho all I can draw are faces and hands
>>24099029
If i ever get my hands on some and i'm feeling down, I will definitely try it.
>>24099042
Nice man. Remember, your first house is your most important, That's where you first steps to adulthood truly start. And I hope you get lost in the stars smoking nice.
>>24099059
People who can draw faces are pretty amazing in my book, they're the one thing I couldn't draw and so it kept me from ever pursuing art
>>24098868
Can confirm cranberry + apple juice is great. It's a house special here at the F&F, actually.
>>24098921
Family, I know the struggle of typing while baked. Cheers to you for such grand accomplishments.
>>24098979
Family, you can always have scotch. Sorry to hear your waifu left and took your boy. Hang with us for a bit, the F&F should cheer you up.
>>24098988
Cool family well I drink to you having a comfy future.
>>24099012
That's the motto, friend.
>>24099029
Wow dude. That's awesome. I fell asleep mate, sorry haha. Last 24 hours was same as the 24 hours - ignore my overwhelming obligations and get better at web development. How was your day?
>>24099042
mynigga.jpg
>>24099046
You too, friend. Stay comfy.
>>24099059
Cool, family. Want to post one up on the F&F's walls, so we can check it out? Obviously no pressure, friend.
Gentleman of the F&F,
It seems a lot of us are in a fair mood tonight, but the evenings getting along, so I'm going to dim the lights a bit and put this on the Jukebox. Please feel free to suggest a song next.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4PKzz81m5c
To anyone who's standing outside the F&F, considering whether to come inside: please, join us. It's warm, we've got some Chet Baker on the jukebox and a crackling fireplace in the corner. We've got comfy ale's and an oak bar. This is the place to be this Saturday night. Step inside from the cold. Stay comfy.
>>24099200
Check'd
If that's the case give me a glass of that sweet cran-apple nectar! Maybe with a spot of vodka in it to loosen the gears and the the math flowing.
My day was blah. Woke up in the afternoon after a nightmare and made eggs and toast. Then shat all over 4chan for the rest of the day now I'm here cramming for a math test on Monday.
Here's for the juke. A little feely dreampop always does me good.
Evening. Good to hear some chet. I think elton john was listening to this just before he wrote sorry seems to be the hardest word for blue.
Can I get a umbongo and vodka please?
I'm probably going to finish off the whiskey I have once I get back from dinner with my mother, my half sister, and her boyfriend
Its the sister's birthday and she fucks it up every year then cries and makes a big mess of it all. I mean I'm a fucking edgy brooding main character but even I can appreciate a free meal
I'll probably need the drinks if I even want to sleep tonight
>>24099200
Check'd. Thanks man. I just had a shitty week altogether, and this is the only night I know the F&F are open other than Friday.
>>24099334
Shit on a stick. Forgot the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cr4izqzaCboMust wait 35 seconds...
>>24099356
What happened that got you down, anon?
I'll go with the classic Boston Lager
Well, tonight I'm alone, again. I feel lonely all the time.
>>24099372
Everyone gave me hell this week.
> Bagger dropped groceries twice.
> Leg's been aching.
> Have to put in extra work hours because everyone's so damn retarded at work.
How have you been?
>>24099419
Just because people aren't in the same room doesn't mean they aren't in the same place. Never alone.
I'll get that lager.
>>24099448
Its comfy in here. There's company and tunes.
>>24098840
>>24098570
Thanks, m8s.
It's kind of funny. As a solo-wandering /trv/fag, I've been to plenty of developing and not-so-safe countries. I find it pretty ironic that the one time I've ever encountered violent crime is in a mid-sized, Midwestern college town.
Any rate, won't complain too much. My hospital copay wasn't too big, the nig-nogs didn't get away with a single belonging, and I'm not drinking any more.
Guess we all need a wake-up call from time to time.
>>24099467
Just the general blues over here. Waking up everyday to my cat on my chest and the world on my shoulders. Had a nice experience on Friday that I told the regulars about yesterday. Have to go to my grandpa's birthday tomorrow.
>>24099448
the paper on which the burger is printed on is still of some filling value though
also it is psychological, most people need psychological support
>>24099562
I know that feel man. How old is he turning?
And also another song for the jukebox: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xoKJOJhMH7U
i need something strong tonight, get me the moonshine. i know you got some of that shit somewhere
>>24099187
Are you self taught? Every class I ever had started by heads and faces. Well not really they start with bottles and dead fruit but you get me
Give me something light bartender. I'll probably going out for a midnight motorcycle ride to clear my mind. Will probably stop here and there to keep reading this thread.
Yet another girl stopped talking to me completely.
Shit what did I say this time. Maybe I'm just too ugly.
I need something hard.
>>24099334
My friend, great choice. Here's your sweet cran-apple nectar with a splash of vodka. I shitposted a fair amount today too. Had a great time.
>>24099372
Thanks for the tune, family. Worth the wait.
>>24099349
Always great to hear chet. Had never heard of umbongo, but here you go friend. Mixed with some grey goose, because you're a special customer.
>>24099419
Friend, we're all lonely. That's why we're here at the F&F. Take a seat and settle down. Here's your Boston Lager, family. Get comfy. We're here together tonight.
>>24099448
Friend, is your negativity fulfilling for you? I think most of us just need a bit of positivity and conversation, and a night spent in the F&F is a easy way to do that.
Can I get you something to drink?
>>24099467
Sorry to hear this anon. Tough week, friend. Glad you're here with us. We're open on the weekends, when you need us most. Are you drinking?
>>24099511
Exactly, friend.
>>24099535
how did you get your face so dirty
don't they wash your face in hospital?
>>24099642
The fuck happen man?
>>24099687
Oops,sorry man. Cranberry guy here. Just going over my week.
Sex on the beach and one lemon if you would, barkeep.
I accomplished nothing today, spent hours thinking of my situation and can't fix it.
man these threads are great and comfy as fuck. thank you OP.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pG_3jZxzlo
>>24099606
The old guy is turning 90. And been married to one gal, for damn near 70 of it. I can only hope to achieve something like that. I quit smoking so that might help, haha.
>>24099593
Seconded
>>24099687
I just wish I had the motivation to do a little something more than shitpost all day. I have started writing though. We'll see where that takes me.
You like shoegaze? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eP_MG3kaogU
>>24099694
That's all blood.
I was wandering around on a college football game night, so I don't think the folks in the emergency department were free enough to wash me down. I wouldn't have gone to the hospital on my own, anyway - the police were down the street when this happened, so they made me take an ambulance.
I thought I got fucked up really bad but it turns out that all of that blood just came from one relatively small cut over my eyebrow.
Can't really even remember what happened. I was too drunk to remember anything. I only can recall getting knocked down to the ground and a bunch of black guys screaming at me to give them my phone and wallet.
>>24096397
Looks like i'm here again, same as last night. A sad pepe for ID, and i'll take some Jack Daniels on the rocks please.
>>24099764
i had pretty much the same. had nose broke and eye split. it bleeds so much and its better to leave to dry than to wipe while its fresh. will be gone before you know it and only makes you stronger
not a huge fan of kanye but i think this song fits a bar vibe perfectly. has the feeling of being late for something so the only thing you can really do is sit and think about your life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26BvWCTpLIQ
>>24099762
Glad to hear it. Smoking gets you when you least expect it.
>>24099535
Damn, anon. That's rough, friend. Foreigners as animals is just a meme, as you clearly know. Seems like you're not permanently injured - glad to hear it.
>>24099562
Looking forward to the birthday tomorrow?
>>24099762
70 years of marriage...wow.
>>24099593
Absolutely agree, friend.
>>24099606
Thanks for sharing, anon friend. Love the smooth jazz, keep it playing.
>>24099623
Whatever you need family, we provide it all. Here you go.
>>24099639
Very cool, friend. Here's a light ale. Should raise your mood a bit, while keeping you sharp enough for that ride. What's your bike?
>>24099642
Whisky? Vodka? Rum? Pick your poison pal. Here's a shot of whisky while you decide, friend. Sorry to hear about the girl troubles. We're all going through it. Did you know her IRL?
>>24099744
Sex on the beach and one lemon - coming right up friend. Should be both delicious and comfy. Great choice. What's your situation? Want to tell us about it? Anonymity allows for honesty, family. We're at the F&F tonight, get comfy and talk it out.
>>24099814
Yeah, this all happened back in September. You can't even tell anything ever happened at this point, although I do have a very small, very inconspicuous mark over my eyebrow.
Kind of happy I can't remember most of what happened. It doesn't bother me at all that I almost got mugged, since I'm not sure how I even got into that situation. Honestly, it's pretty fucking funny in a way - I'd just traveled down to Colombia. My family was flipping shit about me being in Bogota and Medellin and thought I was crazy for booking a flight down there on a whim. Absolutely nothing bad happened to me, I had a great time, and then, mere days after I came back, I got jumped by nogs in my own fucking city.
I mean, shit... that's basically the biggest travel meme imaginable.
So a guy I go to church with wants to beat me up because I broke my finger and "can't walk it off" says I'm weak and wants to prove it. Wants to snap my neck or choke my to death. I'm injured and can't fight back. I'll be seeing him tomorrow. 95% chance he's bullshitting. But still...
>>24099902
Hide an extra sharp knife or some other concealable weapon, never hurts to be prepared.
>>24099893
At the same time you could've attracted violence in your own city be being less protective and maybe frustrated and bored with your surroundings leading to more drink.
if you let it get int you head and be about colour it will affect you where ever you go. everyone gets beat up every now and again, just put it behind you and don't let the people involved have a moments thought.
>>24099902
Is the guy a psychopath or do you live in sparta
>>24099854
>What's your bike?
F650GS. Sometimes it feels like it's the only thing that can cheer me up.
>>24099920
I dunno anon, he came out of it alright. If he had had a knife it might have been used against him. I used to carry one, it made me feel safer. Glad though that I never found out whether or not I'd use it.
>>24099825
That is the truth. Still fight that demon though. If I'm sufficiently drunk I might sneak one but I do my best to stay away.
>>24099854
The birthday should be okay. I like my great-grandpa a lot but I just don't like being with all the family. I'm just kind of there and my great-grandpa was really the only person in my family that I connected with.
>>24099964
I've been looking into getting a bike myself. What size would you suggest I start out on? Around 5'11" and 145lbs. I was looking at a 250 Honda Rebel a while ago. That too small?
>>24099754
Family, I'm just happy to have someone to share saturday night with. Just looking for a comfy place to share a drink and rest my bones. Glad I decided to open up the doors tonight.
Thanks for dropping that quarter into the jukebox. Great vibe.
>>24099762
I hear you man. I've spent too many days shitposting on the couch/in my bed. Very tough to get out of the rut, but I wish you luck friend.
Yeah I like shoegaze. That song was a bit more rock than the shoegaze I'm used too, but it's chill - I like it.
>>24099764
Shit. Sounds like a rough night dude.
>>24099808
JD on the rocks, family. Here you go. Drink up with the rest of us, pal. Nice to see a regular face.
>>24099815
Thanks for sharing some ye, friend.
>>24099952
I'm just meme-ing, bro. I don't care that it was black people who mugged me. I'd just gotten back from Latin America - it could easily have been Latinos in Medellin, Serbs or gypsies in Belgrade, or any other group.
Shit happens. I've been tear gassed, shot with rubber bullets, and almost run over by a tank. I'm taking this as a learning experience and am happy that I've given up drinking by myself as a consequence of this encounter.
>>24096397
Water please. Im on the wagon. I fucked up last night and now Im getting charged for domestic violence. If I don't go to jail Im going to voluntarily celibate for a loooongggg time. Plus they're talking about creating a dv offender register, so that's not gonna do me any favours.
>>24099854
Mum is broke, I'm being forced to go homeless in a few weeks. Idk what to do, I've got a shitty /k/ survival kit and having read hobo survival guides could last a week.
Any guidance would be great help.
>>24100089
Shit anon what happened?
>>24100089
That shit is fucked up, I got kicked out of my mom's place from a fake claim. I feel you bro
>>24096397
get in here niggers
>>24099999
>>24100089
Try to stay at a friends place or find a good shelter.
>>24100092
That's rough. What part of the world do you live in? Here winter is just tuning up.
>>24100107
Pic related.
I have never been so ashamed in my life. At least a good friend is letting me stay at his place, but he's an interstate driver so he's never home.
>>24100154
HOLY SHIT WE ALL GET GFS
BASED ANON
>>24100092
Stick to chucrches, don't eat anything from the trash that isn't sealed and if you are starving go to the gas station and throw some chocolate bars to the garbage and hide them well, then wait outside until the throw them
>>24099902
Dude, damn. This: >>24099961. He's a churchgoer and wants to beat you up because breaking a finger sucks? Wow. Do you have anyone to go to church with?
>>24099964
Looks like a cool bike dude. Glad it makes you happy. You ever want to pack a bag, get on it, ride off and not come back?
>>24099991
Hey man, I completely feel this. I'm not sure if it's the same situation for you - but my cousins, aunts, and uncles always want the cookie-cutter answer when they ask what I'm doing (e.g., "student working hard" / "wagekek" "careermode" etc) and the grandparents are much more relaxed about it.
>>24100029
>almost run over by a tank
>drinksonthehouse.jpg
>>24100089
Shit. That's intense, friend. Here's a tall glass of water. Glad you stepped into the F&F to chillout tonight. Want to talk?
>>24100202
gay guys on suicide watch
>>24096397
Hello, I'll have a flamming B-52.
Also I feel bored in general, like there isnt anything for me to do but to come back here. Any advice?
>>24100172
Northeast sadly
>>24100256
Pick up a hobby, it can save your life
>>24100267
Head west maybe. The winter's here won't kill you if you get caught outside.
>>24100189
The worst part was telling my dad. He was simultaneously concerned and disgusted with me.
>>24100218
If I got out with the bar what's the point in hiding it?
>>24100243
No one gives a shit about homos
>>24100231
>tank
>pic related
Fuck. See, this is why I drink - two and a half years ago, I woke up to tear gas coming in through my window and hairy brown people screaming outside. Now I'm sitting in a forest whining on 4chan.
>>24099991
>I've been looking into getting a bike myself.
The people on dbt at /o/ would probably recommend a 250, but hell I started off on my 650 bmw with no problems.
Just gauge it with how confident you'd feel on it, and keep in mind that since it will be your starter bike, aim for something slightly used because you might drop it. And don't forget your gear :^)
Another vodka and umbongo please. The grey goose went down lovely. Please put a drink on my tab if you would like one.
If you have flamin' hot monster munch i'd love a pack. Although space raiders are fine.
Another lovely evening in F&F. Enjoying hearing the stories
>>24100324
If you would like to step outside I'm good to go anytime.
>>24100322
You don't understand you throw the bar down the garbage and move the trash a little bit to cover it then go outside the gas station empty handed and wait for the clerk to throw out the trash with the hidden chocolate inside
>>24100231
Hey, friend. Give me some bourbon on the rocks, then a soda.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pz_eGZ8U5kY
Stuck in a melancholy mood tonight. Feeling the regrets of my actions over the past year, and I'm not having much hope for the future.
I have a brain injury, and my work in class, while always lackluster, has really taken a hit.
My attempts at self-improvement have all failed because of my lack of discipline and failure to follow through. I can't stand failing, so I don't initiate anything. I have no confidence in myself, and I know that this turns people away.
People have told me to stop self-depreciating, that it's really a sign of pride (the logic being that you want people to say how awesome you are by baiting them), and I guess their right.
What the fuck is a drink gonna do anyway, when the problem is waiting at the end of the road anyway.
Sorry for the ramble.
>tfw you're too socially inept to post and start a conversation in this thread
I'll have a coca cola please
>>24100377
Well you made someone laugh. It could be worse. We could be trying to pull in here.
>>24100360
Step outside? To fight?
Kek, you'd get your ass handed to you kiddo.
>>24100377
Nice dubs! What's on your mind?
>>24100231
When my great grandparents are gone I'm cutting the family out of my life. Fuck my regular grandparents and my siblings. I'll probably talk to my ma but that's about it. My grandfather is bitch-whipped; my grandmother is a narcissist; my sister is insufferable; mother is smothering me; my uncle is richer and looks down on us for being so poor.
All in all my great grandparents are all I got.
>>24100352
Thanks family. I'm keeping an eye on the local Craigslist.
>>24100377
Fake it 'till you make it.
>>24100374
>Based Miles Davis
Good taste anon. What's the brain injury from?
>>24100377
You can enjoy the company, it's comfy in here.
>>24100398
No, to walk along the beach and skip stones.
>>24100092
Man that's terrible I'm sorry to hear that. Did you see >>24097674 ?
"
Honestly man, there's little advice I can give you for being homeless. It's terrible. It's not a fun camping trip. It's dirty and get's cold and you're always hungry and real, proper rest is near impossible. Do anything you can to stay out of that situation. If joining the army is something you'd consider (I have no experience there), then that doesn't seem like the worst option.
In the event that you do become a hobo, decent clothes and food are the most important things. If you look like a hobo it's a sharp spiral further down. Decent clothes will allow you to get into 24/7 diners and such.
"
>>24100154
>9999 sweet man
>>24100202
Looking forward to it family.
>>24100256
Hey friend, thanks for stopping by. Advice for nightlife outside the F&F? Sorry pal, can't help you there. This is my kinda spot. Here's that drink you ordered, hope it's what you were looking for.
>>24100303
Good advice.
>>24100344
>tank
Which country?
>forest
With internet?
>>24100399
i was afraid people would call me a faggot for posting that but im surprised they didn't. i'm listening to loveliescrushing right now and dreading going to sleep because tomorrow is sunday
>>24100440
That sounds much comfier.
>>24100307
I may just break into an abandoned place for warmth
>>24100364
Ah, makes sense. Got a tip for water bottles? Should I take the Larry David approach?
>>24100446
Turkey.
And I live in the middle of nowhere. I'm just calling it a forest because I'm too lazy to think of a better description.
>tfw I'm going to school for something I hate and applying for jobs I won't like when I'd rather just sell my car and buy a coffee farm in Colombia
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hi4pzKvuEQM
You fellas ever feel inferior to others? Just not in studies...or physical ability. Just some spiritual thing that builds up in me...I can't control it.
Bartender...I'll take a gin and tonic.
Serve me up some scotch.
My garden doesn't grow anymore. Everyday waiting for the light only to stay immersed in abject darkness. Maybe scotch will help.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwixq7fff-Q
Former robot here. At a theatre with Bros and gf.
With enough effort all of us will make it.
Shoot, I came to this bar to pick up chicks, but I don't think that's going to work out at all.
>>24100360
Thanks friend. I'll take you up on that drink, too. Here's the vodka umbongo. Original drink - I must say. We carry both flamin' hot monster munch's and space raiders. There's a convenience store in the bank, do you see it?
It's getting very comfy in the F&F tonight. Couldn't be better.
>>24100374
Oh man loving that you put some miles on the jukebox. It had been a few minutes since we'd had something playing. Thanks for taking the mood in a notch, perfect. Here's that bourbon and soda. Enjoy.
The drink isn't your solution, nor is it your problem. It's just a prop in your hand as you consider your struggles. I'm sorry to hear about the brain injury, family. Really is terrible, but judging by your posting - you seem pretty capable to me. What sort of self-improvement things have you attempted?
Thank you for the ramble. Stay a while, it's comfy here.
>>24100377
Hey family, that's the start of a conversation right there. Checked your dubs. You been lurking the thread for a while?
>>24100384
Here's the coca cola, friend. Great tophat by the way, family.
>>24100409
ride safe m8
>>24100604
reeeeeee
and so on
>>24100518
Nah man, some of us are broken to be sure. But you're no more inferior than the rest of us. That being said, I am a nihilist. Trees, grass, people, pretty much equal in value.
>>24100446
Yeah but dressing well outside is moot.
>>24100515
>tfw two years ago I saw the Gezi Park protests
>traveled along the Syrian and Iraqi borders
>went to Kurdistan
>visited Mosul
>now
>haven't left my house all day except to buy energy drinks and ice cream
>won't leave my house all day tomorrow
Pic from the border. Starting to miss alcohol now tbqh
>>24100430
Fell down the stairs.
Here's some more.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGVdAlxlp18
>>24100604
anon i dont think that many of us here want to "make it"
>>24100409
Damn Stella. Tough to have a family you don't want to be around. At least you know they bring you down.
>Fake it til you make it
These words have done a lot for me
>>24100438
Just a couple of feeling frogs at the F&F. All are welcome.
>>24100455
Post what you're listening to, friend. What's so scary about sunday?
>>24100460
Couldn't agree more. Glad this worked out well. Was keeping an eye on it.
>>24100515
Turkey was an interesting place to be this summer. What state is the middle of nowhere?
>tfw I know those feels exactly. Did leave school, though.
>>24100604
You universal application of your own life experience to total strangers demonstrates how dumb you are.
>tfw you missed out on teenage love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOylOEGY9M4
>>24100711
i switched to miles davis after the people in the thread were talking about. i don't like sunday cause i spend the while day thinking about class tomorrow and usually end up doing all the assignments i procrastinated
>>24100711
I live in mid-Michigan. I guess my area isn't overly rural, but it's still a good twenty minute drive to anywhere that has stores and gas stations open past 8pm.
>>24100518
You mean knowing that your friends are out having fun while you sit there talking to us? If so, I know that feel anon
>>24100628
Thanks m8.
>>24100711
Faking it is sometimes all you can do. And if you make a fool of yourself then "Haha, I'm just in my persona." even if it hurts.
But, yeah, family has always been shit. I need to move out even if I have to be a wageslave.
Just got hit with some serious feels. Feels feely, senpai. Can I get a hug?
>>24100626
>It's just a prop in your hand as you consider your struggles.
I know, it's just I've been relying it to escape far too much recently.
>What sort of self-improvement things have you attempted?
I went to a weight lifting class at the Y from June to August, 3 times a week. Haven't been since that time, mainly because I had to wake at 5:00 am to go to the class where I people.
I'm taking calc 1 for the third time, got a 72 on the 1st test, a 78 on the 2nd, and the 3rd's coming up this friday, and I'm freaking out.
I'm trying not to be so negative all the freaking time, but it's hard when I keep recognizing that I'm making excuses and still listening to those excuses. I have no sense of discipline, or logical thinking; non linear , FPS video games are hard for me because I can't seem to think clearly. I've bought some books, mainly reading 'thinking, fast and slow' at this time, but I'm not able to keep what I learn for more than 5 minutes.
The brain injury happened in January, and I've been extremely lucky in its non-severity and my recovery.
Here's some Albert Ayler (a man who could make his sax cry)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Id6N30MuII
>>24100518
Here's your G&T pal. Mind if I drop a lime in there?
Great call on the Chet Faker. Underplayed. Great video. Hot girls. Not bad at all.
I think it's fair to say the majority of us have feelings of inferiority.
>>24100565
Friend, we've been drinking Lagavulin 12 tonight - that work for you?
What's supposed to be growing in your garden?
>>24100567
Here's a chocolate shake pal. Exactly whatchya needed.
>>24100618
Ah there's probably a few lurking somewhere. Could probably find a trap if you wanted.
>>24100642
>trees, grass, people equal in value
Cool thinking man
Don't have much to say, still feel like a retard and going to apply to 20 internships and probably get rejected by all of them. I don't even know why I bother anymore.
Mind if I put on something more my speed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRRO0Z-IsYA
>>24100565
Damn i know that feel. I have a garden and it didn't do so well this year.
>>24100814
Good luck in the future bro. You're one of the few good tripfags honestly.
Also does Deep Purple count as dad rock? Even if it does i'm sharing anyway. Could i also get another JD on the rocks?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-FVRPjzHvo
Putting this on the jukebox if that's okay with everyone.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNtxTANhAAE
>>24100822
Could I get some vanilla Coke, easy on the ice?
I also need to stop masturbating too much I feel like it's destroying my brain.
>>24096397
I don't drink alcohol so I'll take a glass of water senpai. I love her so much, and I wish I could tell her, but she's with someone else. We're sort of friends I guess, but the pain I have in my chest not being able to get close with her and to tell her how I feel makes me want to kill myself. I'll never do it because I would never put my family through that, but I just want the pain to go away. I'm fairly attractive, but I'm an autist when it comes to girls. I don't know if she genuinely likes me as a friend or if she is just pretending to be nice as to not to make things awkward. We're both in college btw. And muslim if that helps. I just wish I knew what to do, do I wait it out? But if I don't get close to her by the time I finish college I'm afraid I'll lose contact with her and never see her again.
>>24100843
Been looking for some new tunes and I really like this. Mind if I save it?
>>24100846
Thanks a bunch. I just started tripfagging in the F&F threads tonight cause I really enjoy the atmosphere and chatting with everybody. Makes it a bit easier to keep conversations sorted, you know.
Please tripfag responsibly.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEuC5O6TiR0
>>24100932
>I just started tripfagging
Stop.
>>24100643
Ah mate I said "decent clothes and food are the most important things." Especially in the winter, you want to be able to stroll into fast food joints / libraries / public spaces and spend the day there without looking gross to the point that security kicks you out. I'm not saying you need /fa/ worth clothes. Just unripped pants & sweater. I've spent too much time without a place to lay my head at night. Best of luck to you.
>>24100647
Bless you man. Keep miles coming.
>>24100734
I try not to think about it. Teenage love is only in archie comics and stacy's life. Good song.
>>24100745
Fair - sunday is poisoned by monday.
>>24100772
You big on camping? Seems like a decent place for it, friend.
not to get too heavy but stuff like this is the only reason why im still alive. if i didnt have this website i dont know what i'd do. you guys are the best. ever since i dropped out of college my life is just, go to work at my shitty job, come on and go on the computer. it seems like that's what my life will keep being. i'm so socially inept, it's like i can't relate to anyone.
also this >>24099200 feel image is amazing
>tfw can't tell if a girl is into me or just being nice
All I want is a beer, barkeep
Don't mind me, just going to put a tune on for the morose folks out there,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEB-yn9wrZw
>>24100814
Hey Stella. It always hurts, but I'm still trying and failing. Not jaded enough to stop trying.
I wageslave'd my way out of my parents house, and despite the NEET culture of this board (which I fully back, considering I'm currently ultra-NEET), I think wageslaving is 100% worth it for getting out on your own.
Thought you deserved your own reply for this. Cheers mate, here's a hug.
Hey barkeep, how's it going.
I just have to get some stuff off my chest. Been a while since I've been here honestly. I've been drinking at home and just felt like I should go somewhere I suppose.
I've been coming here since the original iteration many moons ago now and I've seen the rise and fall of the tides of change here on /r9k/ but yet I'm still coming here.I remember when we identified as the gentlemen of 4chan, and then things started to change and...the second iteration was just this self-loathing pit of misery that I struggle to relate to. I remember creating all-nighter threads and watching the sunrise with anons all over the east coast of north america and it was such a beautiful thing...and now here we are, hating ourselves and often each other but in our loneliness we find some sort of strange company.
I feel like a dying breed, the last of the ancient fags. I have a job now. I've had girlfriends, and have one now. But I still feel like this is where I belong. I give and have given a lot to /r9k/ and have experienced so much thanks to you guys and now so many of the people who care about me tell me that it's time to let you go...10 long years on 4chan, and nearly 8 years here on /r9k/. Is it really time to let you go,old friends? Should I move on? I...I don't relate to you all any more but I feel this strange kinship. I wish I could share with you all how far I've come at trying to be happy. Maybe give you guys some of it and spread it all amongst you so you all become just a little more fulfilled.
I'm lost and confused old friends, and maybe I don't make sense but hey, drunk old fucks like me can do that kind of thing.
God bless you all. Have a slice of /r9k/ history while you're at it.
>>24100932
Yeah sure,not like its mine.
>>24101019
Thats fine anon.I feel the same way.And even then this board is unrecognizable and feel even more alienated.I just feel so out of place everywhere you know? How are you doing anon?
>tfw thought I was going to die a virgin so I never cared about my penis size, but now for some reason I'm talking to a chick and the possibility of a relationship has made me insecure as fuck
>tfw nobody I feel truly close to
>tfw grad courses are extremely difficult, and if I fail to get into a PhD program I'll have to kill myself
Here's one for the jukebox.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boHhTMhCir8
>>24101031
Good album anon.
>>24101096
Thanks for sharing anon. I'm pretty much a newfag, only found r9k about 2 weeks after it was revived. But i do think it's improved recently, and i think you should stick around, ancientfags are already rare enough as is.
I'M DRUNKANON SING WITH ME
NO ALARMS AND NO SUPRISES
NO ALARRRMMMMMMMMS AND NO SURPISES
NO ALLLAAAAAAARMS AND NO SUPRISES PLEEEEEEEEEEEEESAe
>>24101096
don't worry anon, i've been here for many years as well. it's gone throuigh different times but i still feel like i'm home. i remember the memes, from forever alone to SHES GONNA GO IN THE MILITARY AND SUCK A LOT OF DICKS, or something
the board used to feel like a combination of /b/ /lit/ and /sci/ sometimes.but i dont necessarily think it was better, just different
also, what the FUCK Is up with the new legacy captcha when quick replying. it seems literally unsolvable, i had to switch back to images
>>24099964
>>24099991
Pic related, friends.
>>24096397
*falls asleep*
>>24101113
How am I doing? Man I don't know. Less stressed know then when I was in college. I have a shitty, near minimum wage job, but at least when I get home I dont have to think about it, unlike college work.
Every time I've been in a place with others I've felt alone. Every social situation it's like there's this barrier between me and everyone else. Some of the saddest times are at parties or social gatherings because the distance between me and everoyne else is more pronounced than ever. I feel a profound separation and a real lack of relating to others
Now most of my days are just spent alone, forever grasping for some meaning in a life that increasingly feels without it. I'm never going to have a family, so I can support myself even with this shitty job...but is there all there is? I'm tired of always feeling alone and isolated no matter where I go
>>24100932
Just so you know I'm filtering you. Unless you are an OP of a thread or need to verify your identity for some OC, there's no point at all other than attention and/or showcasing your 'amazing' personality and/or getting said 'hi' to in a trip circlejerk.
You're on the border of becoming a tripfag, hopefully you stop.
>>24100864
Music is always okay with me, metaphorical family member.
>>24100932
oh nice.I love fidlar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mV239VN1-U
>>24101220
Noice!
I keep forgetting about the mute.
>>24101114
Thanks. Enjoy your tune as well.
>tfw grad courses are extremely difficult, and if I fail to get into a PhD program I'll have to kill myself
I am struggling to get through my last semester of undergrad at the moment, it is especially hard given I have severe untreated depression--my thinking is noticeably slower. BUt I can't imagine the degree of difficulty yours are, but I guess I wanted to say I know what it feels like to derive your self-worth from your performance in school.
Anyway, i wish you luck. hope it won't have it won't come to suicide.
>>24100819
Man all I can do is feel your feels and commend you for trying. Keep it up. Thinking Fast and Slow is a TOUGH book for anyone. Thanks for sharing the Ayler. Summertime is a great track, I love it.
>>24100843
You're free to play whatever makes you comfy, family. What sort of internships? Thanks for stepping in from the cold.
>>24100846
Deep Purple is good rock, and that's enough for the F&F. Thanks for the music, it always helps. Here's that JD, sorry for the delay friend.
>>24100876
n-no one wants to talk? ;_;
>>24101157
I hope as a newfag maybe someday you'll reflect back on the old times like I do and remember them as fondly as me. /r9k/ was a friend to me when I had none, and for that I am forever in it's debt.
>>24101181
SHE'S GUNNA FUCK A LOTTA DUDES
Good times. Remember when that tripfag drugged his mom and dropped her off in the desert? The old days were a wild and crazy time.
I'm still here I guess, still trucking along.I carry with me many years of 4chan and /r9k/ history.
This image is of a tripfag Christmas party, circa 2009. I can't remember the drawfag who did it, but he wa s agood guy and I always hoped maybe I'd see him around one last time.
I don't even see Christfag around any more. Am I truly the last?
>>24100864
excellent choice anon, among my favorite radiohead song.
>>24100868
Solo reply for this, because this hits close to home.
I FEEL YOUR FEELS, family. Struggled with porn addiction from 15-21. Good luck stopping man, I'm rooting for you.
Vanilla coke, extra tasty, on the house.
>>24101299
No apology necessary barkeep.
>tfw i get more meaningful interactions in these threads then most days in real life.
>>24101049
Thanks, barkeep. I'm NEETing it up bad too. I really am trying to get out of the cycle though. Doing my best to get back into the university. If I succeed I'll probably leave the bored since I would no longer be welcome. Not like I post much outside of these threads anyways.
>>24101306
What's troubling you, familia?
>>24101183
Cafe's seem like they would be uncomfortable to ride. But they sure look sleek.
>>24101231
Just so you know I don't think I could give any less of a fuck than I already do tbqh. Why would I tripfag outside of the F&F? I wouldn't, so, it's k.
>>24101310
remember that dude who's job was a mascot at an amusement park and he posted "ask me anythings". For some reason those threads stick out in my memory
I'm actually doing good barkeep. Pour yourself one op. It's on me
>>24100876
Here's your water pal. Really sorry to hear she's with someone else, man. That's always the roughest. How long have you been into her? It's tough for me to make a suggestion, because I don't know what your friendship is like - but it's putting her in a pretty weird position if she's dating a guy while you ask her out. Are you from the same town pre-college?
>>24101306
Really sorry it took me a while to serve this feels man, I'm getting a bit overwhelmed behind the bar.
>>24101360
I remember Goofy like it was yesterday. Him and his girlfriend were workers at Disneyland, truly some excellent threads and great content.
I wonder if they even think about this place any more.
>>24101019
I hear you man. I left college too, and this weekend thread is the only thing that keeps me from staring out the window crying as everyone else hangs out with their friends.
Really glad to have you here with us at the F&F tonight. Glad you liked the winter wojak image.
How long have you been a wagey for? Would you go back to school?
>went to see spectre with my dad tonight
>box office attendant seemed to be my kind of qt
>thin and short, shy and introverted looking, possibly nerdy too
>wished I could have left my number or something but didn't know how to pull it off with a thick pane of glass and a microphone between us
>>24101024
Here's your beer, friend.
Not knowing if a girl is she's into you is something we're all struggling with. The only way to really know, friend, is to ask.
I know that's "just b urself" advice, but it's the truth
>>24101291
>derive your self-worth from your performance in school
Yeah that's exactly it. Did you know depression supposably hinders your cognition? That's been freaking me the fuck out lately, because then you have this cycle of doing poorly, which perpetuates depression, which causes your cognition to suffer, etc.
>>24101114
>tfw grad courses are extremely difficult, and if I fail to get into a PhD program I'll have to kill myself
I am still an unergrad but I have the same outlook, if I don't get in to grad school I don't think I will be able to go on either.What are you studying anon?
>>24101229
I understand all of this anon. I know that barrier.I think I am just to autistic to interact with everyone.I never know what to do or say in public so I stay mute.I have never been to a social gathering outside of the classroom desu.Stay strong anon.We all search for a meaning in life, some find it others don't. Baby steps you know.
>>24101299
Research positions for the summer at various schools. And thanks famiry I have been really liking the lo fi punk stuff lately.Heres another one I like.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAuA9O8g-ig
man it sounds petty but beer is the greatest thing fuckign EVER. I mean seriously.
>>24096397
These threads are the only reason I open this site some nights.
Give me a bottle of that Revolver Blood & Honey, I guess it's kind of becoming my trademark here.implying anyone but me notices or caresHad some deep talks the other night, but the main thing that's bugging me tonight is just my professional life, and lack of motivation. I could be making several times what I make right now, if I got off my ass and even did so much as sent in applicationsor even RESPONDED to the OFFERS I've gottenFor a long time I had a pretty good professional motivation, but I guess I lost it after this summer. Nothing even happened, it's like I just got bored of trying.
i'll take 5 shots of UV comrade.
I can't believe she said I wasn't "manly enough" almost showed her how manly you can be with a fish in you mouth
>>24101456
Studying math. I desperately need to succeed in these grad courses if I want to get into an REU, which I desperately need if I want to get into a PhD program, so this semester has been the most acute stress I've ever had to deal with in my life.
>>24096397
All I do every weekend is sleep. I barely eat.
>>24101031
Thanks, friend. Let's keep this vibe going. Please feel free to slide more tunes into the jukebox as the night goes on.
>>24101096
>Thank you for your service
You're the real veteran, anon. It's nice to see that after these years, you still feel at home on r9k. You'll always be a gentleman of 4chin in our eyes. What are you drinking?
>>24101463
How can you like that shit? it's just dirty water, I'll drink it but I won't like it.
>>24101479
Oh neat.I am in CS. what topics in math pham?I understand that stess.I had my first REU last summer but we didn't get published so I need to get into a better one before I graduate.And my gpa is slipping from being a depressed pussy and skipping class.
>>24101114
Hey man, lance armstrong only has 1 ball - things could be worse for you. The chances of you getting that girl in bed, her seeing your dick, and fleeing, are unlikely. So get her in bed and poke her.This is a good song btw. Thanks. Can I pour you a drink?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZDF-ZLmGNc
I'll take a Manhattan please, on the rocks.
I met a girl on here, surprisingly, and she was perfect. We talked everyday for hours for a few weeks, until she suddenly decided she wanted nothing to do with me anymore. I can't get her out of my head. Every other thing that I do somehow reminds me of her, and it's getting to the point that my dreams are only occupied by memories of her. Last night I dreamed that were talking again, but I woke up and realized the truth, and I almost began to cry. I know that there are "plenty of fish in the sea" but I truly believe she is the only one I can truly love. I've only known her for a couple months too, which makes my obsessing even more pathetic. If I can't have her, then what is the point of even living? It kills me knowing that she hasn't conjured up a single thought about me in a month, while I have been non-stop daydreaming about her.
>>24101434
Yeah I am aware of the cognitive effects of depression, and it also reduces the volume of your hippocampus over time as well. So your memory is being attacked too. But ya that perpetual loop you describe really scares the fuck out of me, especially because depression reduces your awareness of things like that, so it can just keep compounding.
I just have never had luck with antidepressants, I've tried just about every popular one out there with no real success.
>>24101562
>trusting random people from the internet.
I'd say it's your fault but I've made the same mistake.
why are we so flawed anon?
>>24101359
See
>>24101231
You're already showing signs.
>Just so you know I don't think I could give any less of a fuck
Why do you still hold on to ye old teenage-edgy "I don't even care" attitude? Why did you even feel the need to mention this to anonymous users? The only reason is because you want to establish facts for this personal identity of Stella, as if strangers on the internet would care about you while those in your shitty real life don't.
You are going to help turn this into another regular tripfag circlejerk instead of anonymous people helping each other out. You are helping to ruin a good thing. The OP using a consistent identity is also kinda shit to be honest.
>>24101621
>feeding it.
>>24101562
>We talked everyday for hours for a few weeks, until she suddenly decided she wanted nothing to do with me anymore.
Chum I met a girl online in 2011 and I've been crushing on her ever since, currently I'm going through the second period of her going from "anon's a great friend I love talking to him" to "anon is annoying and I wish he'd stop sending me messages."
I understand getting annoyed or wanting me to stop messaging for whatever reason, what I wish I could understand was how we just pick this one girl and somehow decide "This is the one, if she doesn't work out there's nobody else I will ever be able to settle for."
