Who else /paranoid/ here? I have the constant fear that people are trying to deceive or trick me. I find it hard to trust most people with sensitive information about myself.
My cynicism has caused me to hate most of the people in my life. I feel that I can see the narcissistic things in others that most people do not see.
Anyone else?
>>24092637
A lot of this is just a consequence of analyzing social interactions more than other people. In reality there is a lot of insincerity there that most people won't pick up on.
But there's still good people out there.
>>24092659
That's the thing though, I don't think I will ever find anyone that is still truly innocent or unable of being a narcissist.
Most of the people I used to call "friends" disgust me now. I see through all of their bullshit and it angers me. I can't look at any of these people without thinking of what their true motive may be.
yes
The 13 year old's I use to go to school with made me super paranoid about everything
That was 7 years ago, what the fuck? Am I still alive? I've been mostly NEET all that time.
I want to die.
I have unsettling eyes so people always assume I'm glaring at them when really I just stare off into nothingness. It makes it hard to want friends
>>24092637
I know this feel, OP. I know exactly this feel.
>>24092637
Yeah, that's pretty much why I don't trust 90% of the people I deal with. I'm glad I have a circle of trustworthy mates who I've known for years.
>>24092637
>I thought this was Your Friendly Neighborhood Autist
i hope she is alive
>>24092969
Hold me brother :(
>>24093322
I'm holding you, man. I feel your pain. ;_;
nice dub dubs btw
>>24092637
I hate it
I hide all info about myself, but I think it's reasonable to want to hide my weird notes and 4chan memepics and the fact that I have 0 friends on facebook.
Am I paranoid?
I don't think we're paranoid. We just see the people for what they are - backstabbing and egoistic shits. Most of them at least.
4chan is the only place I go where I open up and talk about myself. If it weren't for this place I would never get anything off my chest because I'm too afraid of opening up to someone who is just going to hurt me. I can't trust any one because of it.
please someone make it stop