How's it going anon, still resisting that ever growing temptation to bust a nut? I am.
Day 8 now, regressed pretty badly yesterday on porn consumption which led to a rather restless night last night but today has been pretty easy so far desu.
>>24083556
I failed last night senpai but there was so much pecum I didn't even have to use lube, it pretty great desu
>>24083556
5th day in, I'm getting random boners and lewd thoughts
When I fap my skin gets fucking oily with acne, my scalp tingles and more hairs fall
Day 4, started late. When do I start getting super powers?
What's the point? What is this supposed to do? Are you trying to have a wet dream?
>>24084195
I seem to have become immune to wet dreams. Even last night after I regressed and looked at a lot porn I didn't have one when I fell asleep. My balls have become a fortress.
>>24083556
Relapsed moments ago. And relapsed two days ago. I fucking hate myself.
For my failure to adhere to nofap, I whipped myself with a cord, twice. Got two nice U shaped markings on my back. But aside from writhing in pain for few seconds it did not even phase me.
Nofap is awesome, I cry all the fucking time, give myself cold showers for punishment, even whip myself. All that because I realize that I am just a misguided, insecure and confused human being.
Saying no to masturbation and porn has been the best decision I made in a long time, even when I resorted to desperate measures. But if someone is really lonely, doing nofap is hard.
My previous streaks were 8, 23 and one.
Fapping has made me okay with becoming a pathetic loser, and okay with hating myself.
I don't want to hate myself, and even if I stay a pathetic loser, I want to give my life my best. Fapping has numbed me and I gave my life the bare minimum to get by and survive.
I know you can do more, and I know I can do more. If you have a good streak and have urges, the urges will pass if you keep yourself busy.
Lewd thoughts lead to relapse. I was not thorough when it came to suppressing lewd thoughts.
Girls don't want me either way. So sexuality is not important to me. But it is very powerful and shall not be underestimated. I made that mistake way too many times.
I just wish you guys to to be content with your lives and to be happy. It is better if at least someone gets to be happy, if not me.
I'm gonna masturbate for all of you guys. What should I fap to?
Lost on the second day, started again since then, this is probably the longest i've gone in about 13 years, i feel way better already though so i'm pretty determined to keep at it
found myself awake at 6am last night reading incest fanfic tho
Stay strong.. Day 7!
>>24083711
cutfag detected
>>24085563
I'm a cutfag and I never use lube, guess my parents got the discount package.
Lost on the first day but haven't fapped since then.
Haven't even had the urge t.b.h.
>>24085240
Traps. I miss fapping to them
