Why don't you just live your life?
Going at it alone is kinda boring after a while desu.
The point of living is to cherish what's best of it, friendships, love, passion, challanges, expiriences, memoties, moments, knowladge and wisdom, hope or faith, dreams, whatever one's heart desires.
Im having none at the moment. So what's the point. It's like, what's the point of living as an invalid, deformed or retarded person for example. It's better just to kill oneself I guess.
Living in misery or agony is no true life.
How should I be spending my free time?
At the end of every fucking day I feel like I wasted time that's passing by so fucking fast. 1 month feels like 4-5 days to me.
I've dated girls, gone to the gym, read books, played vidya, watched anime and movies, even normie shows. Every fucking thing I do feels like a tremendous waste of time and it's giving me super bad anxiety that I already used up 1/4 of my life span.
>>24080674
meant to write *emotions
damn that turned out.. wonky..?
People judge me.
>>24080674
What's best differs from person to person.
>>24080607
Alright, you know what? I will. I'm tired of fucking around!!!! AAAAAHHH
>>24080607
Like this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_7dwz05gP4
who would call people faggots online then?
Too insecure, always checking in never looking forward.
Because it hurts