>you will never suck and grope those big ebony tits
Why even live?
>girlfriend's mom was former director of a black only pageant
>that suffering feel when around dozens of the most beautiful black girls in all shades and can't so much as act on it because your girlfriend is right next to you
>you'll never be born some sort of Mandinka king and be able to breed a slew of ebony goddesses
>>23332046
>tfw
I know your that feel
Why not?
>>23332101
You shoulda done it anon. You could have upgraded your gf.
>>23332497
I love my girl though, I don't think I could fuck another girl to be honest cause her happiness is important to me.
BUT if we ever broke up I'd feel like a huge cuck because I squandered so many opportunities with pretty girls. I wonder how my dad feels settled down with my mom
>>23332533
If you ever do break up just go find some ebony babe with big tits and a big ass and fuck her like there's no tomorrow
>>23332101
>>23332533
>waaaa all these beautiful luscious girls are interested in me and I'm unable to act on it because I'm in a loving relationship with a girl for whom I care very much
I'm not mad.I'm a little mad.I really just want to know why you're even here, and how your perspective can be so warped, and again why you're even here.
>>23332046
It sucks, I like watching alot of black chick white dick porn.
>Meet black girl online
>decide we will date
>claims she doesn't want to have sex
>meet her, uglier than on photos
>fuck her almost immediately
>next day tell a me she's in love, I refuse
>goes into bossy stalker mode after I throw her out
Took me two weeks before she finally stopped messaging me. Enjoy your AIDS guys
>>23332752
I swear I want a Lou Williams wife where I can be in a loving relationship and have side chicks that my girl is okay with but my girlfriends super Christian and I know she's not into no lesbian stuff.
Hopefully she'll soften with age since she's three years younger
>>23332978
I'm depressed and have anxiety but really it's habitual, I've been on 4chan since I was 12 and r9k is just the board where I feel I can relate to most of the people.
/fa/ tries to act to black
/fit/ is more racist than /r9k/, not that I care it's funny to me on here ("black beast/buck/cuck" shit is hilarious) but I get bored of it on /fit/ cause it's not really no fun
/soc/ is pretty much white only I would love to meet someone off 4chan just to be friends but most folks on there stop talking to me when they find out I'm black
>>23332046
> you will never tie up a qt black girl and sexually torture her
why live
>>23333567
*Lou Williams life, he's a basketball player for the Raptors and has a wife and a girlfriend that are cool with each other.
I even like how Lil Wayne structures his relationship. Adorable fiancee, girlfriend and still gets to fuck Superhead whenever he wants
>>23333567I'm black too.
And I take back what I said. It does become habitual, and even if you got better, there's never really an exit. You are here forever I guess.
>>23333719
Yeah my girl know I post here and want me to stop. I've stopped for months at a time before but sometimes I get the urge
I might just let her put the childblock on my devices so I can stop if I feel it's bad for me, but I think I just use 4chan in place of sleep for the most part
Is there even any black fembots who like white boys?