this went pretty well last night and ive decided to do it more often
whats your story anon?
going nowhere, going nowhere.
>>24813867
This the girl i wrote about in another thread.
She was pretty drunk last friday, we got her home and she started talking about she needs someone to hold her to sleep.
The others went home, and i laid down spooning with her, then she started talking about how shes depressed and wants to kill herself, how her earlier boyfriends just used her as a sex toy, and how she didnt trust them. she looked so pretty i just want to protect her, protect her smile. We didnt even fall in sleep, she got so sick she had to call her mom.
God i dont even think she remembers telling me all that shit.
Smashed the motherfucking work vehicle tonight when on a job in a country town. Fuck my shit up senpai.
Why are you tripfagging?
>>24813867
Only get out of bed for booze and work
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Boilermaker pls
>>24814277
Say vandals fucked the work car up
fucking bartender afk. this shit bar
>>24814268
so? whats the problem, you love her, she seems to like you right?
>>24814277
has anyone found out yet?
>>24813895
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFsHSHE-iJQ
no tomorrow, no tomorrow
>>24814302
find some hobbies anon, i can give you some suggestions if you want me to
>>24814442
the problems are, if i should confront her about this, and if yes, how
And im sure she just sees me as a friend since i only saw her as friend for a while until i developed feelings for her.
>>24813867
Feeling good lad, aced that navmaths exam, bring on stability!
>>24814509
when will you see her again?
did she seem stiff while spooning, or did she curl up next to you?
>>24814574
goodjob mate!
heres a beer on the house
>>24814600
i see her in the hallway at school. but i dont know when ill see her at a party next time.
She was curled up and she held my hand while i had my hands around her. But she really really drunk, she'd probably cuddle with anyone, but shes not a slut if you know what i mean
>>24814670
ask her out anon, she had a lot of shit right? meet up at the park at night, its cold outside so hug her if she says shes cold, just talk and see what the night brings you
I might as well tell my story. some of you may doubt the events but I don't care, it's what happened to me.
>leave abusive parents at 19
>manage to get a job and a house
>I get sacked from the job and I can't pay rent, I'm homeless
>I have a replica viking sword (I was interested in that kind of stuff) a bow and arrow, lots of milsurp gear, some survival items and that's all. 200 quid to spend
>get beaten up in the street and have my 200 stolen
>I have no purpose. I wander anywhere. For those brief few days it was like I was in a trance. I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing, I slept in alleyways, it was tough. I don't know why I was like that but it affected me greatly
>come to my senses, I have no food, no home and nothing to do
>i'm walking along the road one night and a nice guy picks me up and asks where I want to go. He's dressed smartly, looks clean and presentable, nothing unusual about him. I say a town about 11 miles away and he starts driving me.
>we're in a forest and he slows down. I ask what's wrong and he says I need to get out of the car, he doesn't want a homeless guy in his car.
>I start arguing and getting angry (because I was promised a ride and the guy drops me in the middle of nowhere). Things get escalated and he pulls the knife from my belt and slashes me with it. He cuts my upper arm and cuts my leg as well. I manage to hit him in the face, take my knife and bag away from him and run into the woods.
>I realise what situation I am in. There's three feet of snow on the ground, it's snowing, and I am in the middle of one of the "wildest" areas in the UK. It is a huge abandoned planation in the middle of a large moor, I couldn't see through the thick undergrowth. I couldn't walk through a thick forest and then through a huge barren boggy moor, so I decide to stay there for a few days.
will continue
About 2 months ago my girlfriend left me. We met in high school, and we went to different colleges states away after we graduated. She left me so she could fuck some Chad at her college. She was the only thing that made me happy.
>>24814785
Did you died?
>>24814727
yeah if i wasnt a faggot. and she doesnt live in the city, so it would be a problem for her to come at night time. and i dont think the norm actually is meeting in the park where i live (northern europe)
I dont know man, we had a little conversation on fb, should i write something like "what you said last friday, you wanna talk about it?" or something
>>24814835
Just keep one thing in mind: nothing is worse than the regret 5 years down the road. Also keep this in mind: no one died of rejection.
>>24814831
by the read, he dieded
>>24813867
Posted a story over >>24814367 here.
Been pretty quiet lately in my life. Managed to build up a stable confidence base, still pretty beta but improving.
Been fucking around with Linux a lot lately.
Send a lemon drop martini my way.
>>24814906
you did it son you did it
>>24814785
cont
>I now realise this was a stupid decision, but I was young and stupid at that time. I starve for a couple of days, being inexperienced at finding food and any kind of hunting skills. on the fourth day with no food I manage to catch a rabbit with a snare. I make these snares everywhere and catch squirrels and rabbits. I also manage to catch lots of pigeons with box traps.
>as my wounds heal and I eat some food, I my memory and thinking get a lot better. I recall reading that you can eat bullrush roots and the middle layer of pine bark, so I try both and my body seems to be fine with it. I stay there a few days, then a few weeks, then two months. I am fully living off the land. I've gone two months without seeing a single person.
>I finally decide to leave the forest and whilst leaving I spot a guy hiking. He spots me and we have a chat, and I eat the first food that I didn't hunt or gather myself in two months.
>we talk, we both have the same ideas and interests and he mentions that he's been looking for a roomate and asks me if I want to live with him and get a job as well.
>I start living with him, get a job and pay the rent. now I browse /r9k/ and spent a lot of my time on the computer
that's my story. It was a very very hard time being homeless, but when I stayed in the forest I had a good time and learnt lots of useful skills. I may do it again sometime, but for a longer period.
>>24814785
go on anon im listening
would you like anything to drink?
>>24813867
Live in affluence and privilege, but made to hate myself by society around me which is made up of champagne socialists who hate people like me. Commuting up to the city is kind of knackering me.
>>24814835
just tell her"if you ever feel like talking to someone, or having a shoulder to cry on, send me a message"
then just move on, its not like shes the only girl youll ever like
Man life. I don't know what I want. I'm pretty much overwhelmed. I feel less like actually being alive, more like just an observer of the things going on. But I don't even want to change.
>>24814970
nice story im sure your grandchildren will like it senpai.
>>24815009
yeah alright, but i cant promise ill move on tonight.
>>24814970
that sounds pretty amazing to me, too bad about ending up on /r9k/ though
>>24813867
Hey buddy, good to see ya. I'll take a labrot and graham on the rocks.
Not much really! been off work for a week now, starting to get restless already.
Kinda just weighing what kind of adventure I want to have... On top of that, Thinking about going to get my pipefitters certs. I'd rather be working with my hands and body then sitting in a cab all day. As always, I feel a deep hunger that nothing seems to satisfy, so I just need to keep looking.
Yeah! that's me. That's whats going on.
Tell me about yourself too, OP. You alright?
>>24814906
nice pasta
heres your drink anyway
>>24813867
Lately I've been finding myself feeling genetically inferior due to being Portuguese. I feel like I come from a mongrel nation and I resent that my close ancestors (including father and even my sister) had Aryan features, but I have dark skin and hair. Also, I feel bad about being the shortest, least attractive and runtiest of the family's males.
>>24815077
here you go anon
what about a roadtrip? youll have all sorts of adventures, every day will have something new for ya
ive havent been on /r9k/ long enough to feel like telling my own story yet
>>24815156
you know what the problem with love, attraction and females in general is anon?
you cant do shit about them, they aither come to you or they dont, trying yourself almost never works
dont give a shit, and only care about things you can do something about, simply forget about the rest
>>24815201
I'm not even bothered about women in general anymore, I expect/am ok with dying a virgin with no children. I do completely agree, though. It's just it sucks to have poor genes regardless, but oh well, that's life.
I give nothing of value or worth and I actually try. I try to be friendly but everyone thinks I'm too weird. I try to do mice things and insistently make shit worse. I work but someone is always better than me. I had enough. I know I'm not wanted on this planet. I should of never happened. Only my parents love me. I'm baring it all for them. They are too good.
>>24815201
Oh, and could you give me a Bailey's, please? Or some Port, if you have any.
i just wrote to her, could you give me a warm cup of tea. i dont drink on a school day
I cringe when I see people dressing up for halloween past the age of 10
ayo bartender i need some help. i told her if she need someone to talk with, just write. she doesnt remember anything and is now asking what she said
>>24815329
this one should be nice with some brie, i should have some in the back if youd like some
>>24815254
go chase your dreams anon, fucked up genes don t mean that you cant do shit you enjoy
>>24815181
Yeah. I was thinking about skipping over to the mountains for a week or two.
I've roadtripped everywhere in north america already, lol... Except for the yukon, NWT, and nunz. It's a good suggestion though, I wouldn't mind some company for it, that's all. I'm pretty much the only person in my circle of friends thats gets a few months off in winter.
You're right though, I should cook something up
>>24815489
tell her that she told you some personal shit, add that youd be willing to forget everything she said though, she will feel more comfortable that way
>>24815528
That would be lovely, thanks. You're a kind man.
>>24815571
tryout europe, go sightseeing for a bit, asia should have quite some beautifull locations too
>>24813867
This thread is the only thing keeping r9k alive. I remember when I did a shift as barkeep a few months back.
I've seen things and felt feels I didn't think were possible browsing r9k in 2015. Since summer, things have finally turned around and I think 2016 might be when my life is finally 'good' rather than 'tolerable'
>>24815652
Thanks, barkeep.
I'm going to do some poking around, see whats good in europe these days.
>>24815627
she says i have to tell her exactly what or shes getting scared, i guess ill do that?
Hey barkeep.
Finally fulfilled an old Christmas promise to my exgirlfriend. Its really bittersweet to do it now but its one less regret when I die, I guess.
>>24815754
yeah just do that
>>24815780
whatdidyado?
>>24814477
Not the same guy but give me some hobbies op
>>24815834
what things do you already like anon?
>>24815680
im planning to do this as often as i can
>>24815885
How is your life going barkeep?
>>24815825
Gave her a little bracelet I told her I'd give her when I had money/a job
Just lived off her for 2 years because I had terrible social anxiety and couldnt find work and stopped trying. Soon as she broke up with me for it I slowly got my shit together and found a career I loved.
Started talking again and found out she just handled the whole thing poorly and still missed me. Couldnt get back together since by then we both had committed relations.
Ended up agreeing to exchange gifts this year just for old times sake though and here I am.
>>24815885
im here to tap, and talk about other peoples lifes, that and the usual games of billiards when there arent many people here pretty much sum up my life
my story is that my life is boring and i have no story about it
>>24815952
>>24815927
clicked the wrong one
>>24815868
Collecting cards, theorycrafting, anime. etc. These seem like pretty useless skills desu
>>24815971
travel anon, if you want to experience things, make memories, and storyworthy material, the best thing you can do is travel
>>24816011
are you fit anon? you like the outside? where do you live?
> realize I'm exactly as bad as the normies
> only difference is I didn't succeed in becoming popular
> just a tiny, bitter cocksucker
> had the excuse that I was driven to this but that was 7 years ago
> I'm a monster.
>>24816063
driven to what?
>>24816087
Being a soulless, uncaring bastard.
>>24816062
I'm pretty skellymode, I do like the outside but am scared of other people. Califag btw
>>24813867
I want to be free. I have to be free. I don't want to be obliged to get up and go somewhere every single day "or else". Chained by taxes, insurances, weddings, the whole setup. But most importantly having to care about other people's opinion and their control over me.
I wish to be outside of it all, meanwhile i'm feeling more and more like The Man Who Wasn't There.
It's childish, it's downright detrimental at this point. 25 year old asshole without a degree living with parents. I did get a job i like doing half a year ago though, working with great lads. I have every opportunity to enroll back at university.
I realise all of it. Then why that doesn't stop me from dreaming about running away day and night?
I fear one day i'll just get up and leave, against my better judgement. Ride my shitty bike south until i run out of money and die somewhere.
>>24813895
It's better than standing still.
>Had crush on a qt from college for a while
>Eventually become friends because every once in a full moon i can hold my spaghetti and be funny
>She looks quiet and shy but turns out her personal life is the complete opposite of mine
>She's popular, outgoing, extrovert, etc. Your average 20-something years old girl
>Im just the quiet guy with no friends
>Spent the entire weekend thinking about someone ill never have the chance to be with
>>24816174
gain some muscle, long walks can be cool at night, i do parcour myself, rooftops dont have many people, are amazing at night, and perfect ways to kiss a girl for the first time
learn how to play an instrument
learning new stuff, stuff that you can actually benefit from is a good way to pass some time too
i like to travel too, especially withlout much preparation
play all souls games
any of this interests you?
>>24816345
ask her out, if you get rejected then so will it be
just always be busy with something and youll be able to get over rejections quite easily
Well, social anxiety is still ruining my life.
Went to the movies last night with qt latino gf, saw spotlight. It went ok all things considering, but I couldn't get negative thoughts out of my head and was being an awkward fuck the whole time. I kept thinking that I was annoying her, and was worried that other people were laughing at me because I'm kinda fat,pale, and being weird.
She seems like she genuinely cares about me, and is supportive about my anxiety problems, but I still feel like a burden to her that she just deals with and it kills me.I don't know what to do anymore, robots :(
>>24816345
I have no friends but I managed to go out with a gregarious extrovert for almost two years. The constant sex alone kept it going... plus i'm relatively classy (I know how pathetic that sounds).
>Work
>Study
>Work
>Study
>Some vidya during the weekend
>Repeat
Welcome to my life OP. No hobbies, no special someone, no friends, no skills or talents, just work, college and video games.
>>24816440
you the guy from last night?
>>24816529
you called out your own solutions
go find some hobbies anon
>>24816429
>>24816475
It just sounds like a lose/lose situation for me.
Either she says no, ill lose a friend and classes will be awakward for the next 3 years
Or she says yes, we date for a while untile she gets to know me better, dumps me, i feel humiliated everytime i see her and classes will be awkward for the next 3 years
>>24816588
Yeah man, made that post before I went out last night
>>24816529
We have to fucking break free.
I don't know how, short of winning the bloody lottery but we have to.
>>24816609
Like what?
Serious question, i have no idea what i could do, plus i think im way to addicted to games to stop now.
>>24816625
asking out doesnt have to be "wanna go on a date"
hey wanna hangout? sounds way better
>>24816683
You could join some clubs or something, find a gaming club and see where it goes from there
Alcoholism runs in the family. I'm successful professionally, but suck at maintaining social relationships because of my alcoholism. I probably know every bar and bartender in town and they know me
>>24816633
i just left before you posted it i guess, sorryif she cares about you then she wont mind that youre a fuckup, be good for her, then she will be good for you
>>24816683
>>24816366
is this something?
>>24816727
try weed
do you smoke?
try to balance these three things and youll be fine
>>24816811
weed is good when something only unimportant is ahead
>>24816811
I smoke half a pack a day next to my drinking. I don't do drugs because my uncle OD on them.
Any particular cigarettes you can recommend?
>>24816997
wat
theres litterally nothing wrong with weed
>>24816751
You're right man, she really is good to me, and I try to be good to her, it's just that she's very social and outgoing(aka 100% normie) and it just makes me feel worse that I can't help being shy and timid around her and her friends.
>>24817010
i like to smoke shag, or whatever its called in english
problem is, every country got its own
pallmall is pretty good i guess?
also, theres litterally nothing wrong with weed, believe your barkeep
>>24816783
There's actually some good ideas there, thanks.
Going to the gym would be an obvious choice for me, specially because im fat, but i dont have time for anything during the week, my routine is literally Work->College->Sleep->Repeat
>>24817051
that will come with time, dont worry about it man
>>24813867
are you a psych perchance? you got a decent mix of 'fucking help yourself' and 'it'll be alright' with short replies to make others talk, but with enough to maintain the conversation
>>24817063
I have camel black at the moment, I might try that. Thanks. I don't know shit about weed, how to roll it, any advice?
>>24817158
dont roll at all, use a bong, youll feel it more while using less weed
ill try camel black, thankyou too
>>24817129
i dont even know what that means, im just a simple bartender after all
THIS IS A RAID. HAND OVER ALL YOUR MONEY OR THIS LOSER DIES!!
>>24817221
one splatter of his blood on my floor and ill let you drink all of it you damned piece of intestine cancer
I'm not going to lie man. I don't have much of a story, and the parts I do have are pretty cliche. Quiet with a few close friends my entire life until two and a half years ago. Kissless virign, with longest relationship being an online long distance one that ended with her calling me disgusting. Lost my best friend shortly after because he was gay for me and I dated another guy during my "I'm so desperate for love let me date a guy despite having no attraction towards them" phase. Dropped out of highschool for that girl I was talking about, which was the beginning of the end of my normal life as I fell into the NEET life.
And on top of that all I feel now is apathy, I haven't been actually happy, or sad, or anything since I lost both of them. It's just been drifting, getting a shit job at Walmart to get money to go to a shit community college to keep coasting through life. Worst part of all is I'm not even sure if I really don't feel anything anymore or if I'm just an edgelord
>>24817097
Thanks bartender, you seem pretty understanding
I got a girl's number for the first time a while ago. We had a long ass conversation where she did almost all the talking and after talking for that long it seemed like it'd be awkward as fuck to do anything besides get her number.
Anyways I asked her to meet a few days after but she couldn't cause she had already made plans. Now I'm just wondering what I'm supposed to do next. Ask her again to do something cause the man is supposed to initiate? Back off cause that may have been a sign of disinterest? I've got no fucking idea. Dating and relationships might as well be quantum mechanics to me.
>>24813895
>You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was too low in content (0.00% content).
>You have been muted for 4 seconds, because your comment was not original.
>you have been muted ad infinitum
>>24817282
got any special skills anon?
JUST fill my shit up, bartender.
>>24817276
NOW LOOK WHAT YOU DUN AND MAKE ME DO
I AIN'T ASKING AGAIN, GIVE ME THE MONEY BALDY
>>24817312
Seems like someone didn't get the message.
>>24817328
how about a nice gap between your nipples mate
>>24817023
no i mean like a few days ahead
Should I try to ask out a qt from my uni? I have no classes or mutual friends with her, no real context to speak with her.
> hey, anon.
> good to meet you, anonette. Are you free for a coffee later?
May need to polish up the dialogue a bit but this sounds like a sound plan.
>>24817382
Pepe... Pepe had a hard life.
>>24817320
is this enough anon?, ive got like 5 of em left in the basement
>>24817402
what country do you live in fuck mute
>>24817389
my high usually only takes 2 hours
>>24817311
Try to look at it in a more positive way, she probably is busy that day and would love to hang any other
>>24817423
can someone clean this shit up for me?
>>24817424
It'll do for now, Sir.
>>24817315
I'm a quick learner, and in highschool I was told I was told at math but besides that none.
>>24817402
how do you know her anon?
I'm not scared that I won't be successful. I'm scared that it won't matter.
>>24817311
ask her one more time, if she ignores you afterwards then the bitch wasnt worth it anyway
always try to keep the amount of times you initiate balanced with the times she in itiates the conversation, that way you wont look like a try hard
>>24817445
donno man i heard it affects brain a few days even if you cant feel it.
>>24817466
ill wipe it up senpai
>>24817498
do you want to be succesfull, work hard, and maybe stressed?
>>24817521
thanks mate
that aint true, ive been smoking weed for, well, euh, a long time(?) and this never was the case
I love a girl who will never feel the same for me.
Not a very underground feel but I've never felt anything for any girl in my life, but after knowing this one for several years it's developed. But our chance is over and done.
>>24817478
are you afraid to die?
I've got no story, and that's my problem. I'm a useless nobody.
>>24817569
why will she never feel the same?
>>24817530
every point in my life has felt like a waiting period before the good part but the good part never comes
I've always tried hard, avoided temptation, cut out things that only detracted from life but it's been 19 years and I still haven't even tasted the good part
>>24817221
>feels guy
cmon
>>24814268
Oh she remembers, trust me
hey bartender. the depression girl guy here. Ill probably never get together with her, but atleast i think i can help her get over it a bit.
FeelsOKMan
>>24817617
do you want to be succesfull, KEEP working hard, and get stress?
>>24814268
So you pumped her and dumped her, right?
Reminder that ALL women are like that, and any evidence to the contrary is a facade she puts up in the pursuit of betabux.
>>24817671
I just want to live how I want, buy what I want, work comfortably, and have friends who aren't a bunch of posers
ideally no more stress beyond a motivational effect
>>24817461
>>24817518
Thanks guys. I'll ask her out again and take it as a rejection if nothing comes up.
>>24817695
no i didnt pump her, i just wish i could pump and keep her. She seems so lively and happy every time i see her in the hallway, but shes going to psychologist in her free time and what not.
this is really sad, i kinda just want her to be happy
>>24813867
Things are getting better, I am glad.
>>24813867
Hey there barman. I ran the place last night; how's happy hour going?
>>24817577
No. It's weird though, I used to be. It used to be my biggest fear and now it doesn't bother me at all. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to die but at the same time in not afraid of it. Somedays I even think it's be ok if I do.
>>24817488
I don't. We go to the same uni and that's it.
>>24813867
I once loved a girl, 8 years ago. It lasted 2 months till I broke up due to reasons. One week after break-up she fucked the next best guys, but I never even saw her naked. Anyway, since then I didn't have a single relationship with a girl. All my friends fucked around like there is/was no tomorrow. I'm the quiet one now. I go to their "parties" and try to fit in since I want to have some people around me but at the same time not. I'm wake up to go to work and earn money which I spend on my car. I get back home just to start up my PC and watch a film or two. This is my daily life. Sometimes on a weekend I visit my friends and drink some beers. It realy feels repetetive. I really hope my dreams of going to Canada for a year will come true. 2-3 more fucking years and I have the money and the opportunity. I want to see the north-lights and meet people who are way more open then the fucks here in Germany. And last but not least do I want to be loved, by a girl who's tender and lovely.
>dream girlI know that I'll never get someone like her, but one can dream...
>>24817722
living how you want usually cant be combined with buying what you want, live a bit poorer and do what you want or work hard and buy what you want
>>24817820
Damn, that felt good to write.
> emotionally can only find fulfillment in 2d
> physically can only find satisfaction in 3dpd
I can't have it both ways. What do?
>>24817792
i have this little notebook, always have it on me, write down all of my ideas in it
one of them is to just grab a backpack and all the money i can get, and just leave, have a new adventure every day, and live life how it originally was supposed to be
when id run out of money, or grow sick of it id either return and work, with all my new experience, or off myself in some quiet place
might this be something for you?
shit was tight guys, sadly im closing up for tonight, ill be back tomorrow, anyone who i havent talked to yet, come and find me tomorrow
>>24817820
>>24817918
sorry man, save it somewhere and tell me again tomorrow
>>24817918
Reeee where nightshift bartender
>have to go home to parents for xmas break
>graduated 6months ago and have mediocre wage slave job
>they helped pay for my tuition at the top uni in the state, bought me a car so i could work
>didnt drive 2hrs to see them on thanksgiving
>last time i saw them my mom didn't stop bitching about me finding a "better" job
>told her i would keep looking
>didnt apply to even one place because i dont give a shit and i make enough to eat and pay rent and i have a tv and pc and dont need anything else
>all she probably wants in the world is grandkids and i was their best chance out of my 2 brothers
>they were always harder on me cuz i showed the most promise, my teachers always told her (she was a teacher too) how much potential i had because I got perfect grades and the top act and sat scores in the scool
>she wants me to have a fancy job but i just want to relax and live a stress-free humble life of solitude
>i could probably get a better job but i cant imagine how it would make me happier to work a more stressful and demanding job just so i could have extra money i dont know what to do with
>i'm almost 23yo and never brought back a gf to them
>if she pesters me about a job i will probably crush her heart and tell her i'm content with my current mediocrity and dont want to do anything in life except sit in my room
>>24817940
Alright, will do. I copied it in a notepad.
>>24817842
> emotionally can only find fulfillment in 2d
You only say that because you only watch anime and never interact with girls irl. Start dating and see where it goes
Probably no one remembers, I'm the anon who a qt waved at me on the mall
>proceeded to get her number
>talking to her almost everyday
>thinks I'm pretty autistic, though
>not sure if she wants be friends or something else
>don't know what to do
>>24817957
Why not lie and tell her you got a better job? Also hire some girl to be your gf so they don't think you're a faggot
>>24818000
Nice trips
Immediately after getting her number you should have asked her out and banged her, don't unload on girls if you want to get it in.
>>24817893
It could be, I've thought of something like that once before. Maybe I'll do it, thanks.
>>24818039
I asked her out, but we have an schedule problem.
>>24818017
>Why not lie and tell her you got a better job?
dumb idea tbqh also i'm a very bad liar. if they found out i would be fucked
>Also hire some girl to be your gf so they don't think you're a faggot
they dont think i'm a faggot, they think i have no ambition
>>24817949
I'm here, anon. Been lurking for about 20 minutes or so.
>>24817918
I'll take it from here, son.
>>24818161
Unfortunately, I can't open up shop until around 10 EST tonight (burgerland). I'll see you robots then. Hang in there for a few hours.
Piano guy here
Damn, looks like I'm a bit late. I guess we have time for one little lullaby before closing time?
https://clyp.it/ntvdpxql
>>24818084
>schedule problem
Such as?
>>24818091
>dumb idea tbqh also i'm a very bad liar. if they found out i would be fucked
Why is it dumb? What's your major? Just pick whatever you should be doing and pretend you're actually doing it. You really think they'll play 20 questions?
>they dont think i'm a faggot, they think i have no ambition
Another good reason to hire some girl to pretend to be your gf for the holidays. Don't you want to make your mom feel good?
Just got into an opium addiction been railing 15mg Roxxies for the past 20 something days. I'm scared of what's going to happen when I run out of my supply.
>>24818232
she owns a business and works every fucking day. Also, she is preparing for music school, so it's being kinda hard find some time to go out.
>>24813867
I just accepted a job that I don't want to do at all.
I'm working from 9-7, 5 days a week. I live an hour and a half away to and from the place.
I'm only making $37.5K from this job too, overtime is not paid but if i want to keep my job, I have to do it. One day a week I will work overnight, then still have to go in the next morning, so nearly a 17-18 hour shift.
Everyone keeps telling me that I'm a fool for turning down a job ever, but I don't want my whole livelihood to be crushed.
I recently just started to feel happy again after 5+ years of chronic depression and I don't want to go back down that route.
>>24818319
Why was she randomly at the mall?
>>24817972
But I do interact with girls irl.
I'm just bad at opening up to other people. I don't trust anyone by default and nobody has stayed with me long enough to get past that stage.
Anime never judges me, they're just there, always ready to comfort me.
>>24818351
her business is on the mall
>>24818232
>Why is it dumb?
i cant just make up a job
>What's your major?
it was economics, i am a web designer now
>Just pick whatever you should be doing and pretend you're actually doing it.
there really isn't a job specific to my major
>You really think they'll play 20 questions?
yes, they did with my last job
>Another good reason to hire some girl to pretend to be your gf for the holidays. Don't you want to make your mom feel good?
i just can't lie like that. and plus it would just be weird as fuck, it's a bad idea
>>24813867
I've read all the stories with Teardrop by Massive Attack looping in the background. My eyes are spilling water like there is no tomorrow. Really guys, thanks for all this feelings, bad feelings, good feelings, I don't care because It was too long that I do not feel anything at all, total apathy. Thanks guys, really, and thank you barman, you're a very nice person.
I have an opportunity to text a qt, should I do it? I'd probably spaghetti out or lose her interest, though.
>>24813867
I met this really great guy on POF, and he used to be super interested up until the past few days. Our first date he rescheduled for the next week (doctor's appointment, understandable) then for our second date he has to get up early the next morning and canceled a few hours prior. NOW he canceled our date for next week because he forgot he's hanging out with his friends that day. Now our second date is two weeks late.
He's not clingy anymore. Feels bad bro, I had a good feeling about him :( I guess some whore stacy caught his interest and he's drifting away.
>>24818562
You'll regret it if you don't
>>24818562
do it faggot
worst that can happen is you stay single which you already are so there's nothing to lose
>>24816366
Sorry bout late reply, fell asleep, night walking and gaining muscle sounds pretty interesting
Rum and coke if you'd please, landlord. Teared up at Doctor Who for the first time ever last night. One of his ladycompanions was dying/leaving whatever and the way she said goodbye brought back some stuff with a girl I've been trying to forget. We weren't bad people, or a bad match, just not right for each other at the time. I'd hold out hope for another place and time but she's long gone.
bartender still here? give me a fucking tea with alcohol.
>>24819140
>tea with alcohol
M8 I swear to fucking God.
>>24818189
>10 EST
fucking hell senpai thats 4 am
>>24819224
My apologies, anon. I'm in burgerland and I do have classes tonight and in the morning.
Just stopping in for a minute to check on the supplies. Need a drink while I'm here?
>>24819063
*sigh* Hey man, as long as you pay for your drink
My apologies. >>24819998 was meant for >>24819224 and >>24819140
>>24819063
Here's your rum and coke, sir. That's a hard feel, my friend. And not one easily conquered.
>have a dead end job
>doesn't pay enough for me to move out
>can't get fulltime with the company because my father being a higher up is a "conflict of interest"
>look for work at another company where I could finally get shit going and start out at $40000 a year
>tell father about it
>calls me a backstabber and that he is disappointed in me
>tfw I think I am going to finally cut ties with my father because he cares more about his self image and browny point than my well being
b-bump
can I gave a beer
