Waiting to die. I do not want to get older and be a lonely, struggling wagecuck. That's just not the life I want. Meanwhile, Chad gets the easy life.
You can quit your job and be an old, lonely, struggling neet.
>five inherited diseases, probably more that havent shown their face yet
>muscles are all fucked up to name one, they'll often dislocate and get torn up
>i dreamed of being a mother since i was a child but any kids i have will die in the first year like i almost did
>i had 10 surgeries just to fix my wretched body when i was born
>surgery still cant fix the inherited diseases that plague me
>i wasnt even born premature, i was destined from the start to suffer
>20 years later
>social anxiety ensures i will never get a boyfriend, have kids, or maintain the few friends i have
>in addition to social anxiety i was diagnosed with assburgers when i was a kid
>feel worthless because i cant even hold a conversation in fucking text
>was bullied in school, still feel horrible for it
>never went to college
>have no skills
>i will never, and have never, gotten a good night's rest because of my sleep apnea
>ocd gives me all sorts of retarded routines
>severe trust problems because literally everyone except my family has treated me like shit
>my sister is a hundred times more successful than me
>she didnt inherit a single one of the disorders i have
>sister doesnt have any of my problems
>shes the epitome of a social butterfly with a hundred friends and no flaws
>im aware that im just seen as a immense burden to everyone in family
>sole reason they dont tell me is because of pity
>to top it off i recently learned i most likely inherited cancer
Take comfort in knowing you're not me, OP.
>>29948186
i love damaged girls and i bet ur a qt
come on skype with us
>>29947640
One day of peace when you are a wagecuk