With each "tragedy" that comes and goes, I can feel a little bit of me give up and fade away.
I realize the truth, now. It's so clear to me. All I had to do was step back and observe the greater whole of America, the World, and the World Beyond the Worlds.
Life is intrinsically meaningless because it is a mere bleep on an infinite line that stretches into a vast nothingness. We are all living on a tiny ball that's surfing a ring 'round a sun 'round a universe 'round something Greater Still.
This isn't an existential crisis. I had that when I was nineteen. No, this is an existential joy. I finally feel safe, knowing that it never really mattered anyway.
Yet, with this revelation, I feel no malice. I'm going to curl up on the floor inside my house, and let whatever the universe wants to happen, happen. I don't care if I get shot or stabbed or burned or whatever.
It's not over, because it never really began.
Ur a faget
>>80164003
Intrinsically worthless commentary. Another moment of your life wasted.
How much longer to you have, realistically?
>>80164272
Your navel gazing is even more worthless.
>>80164003
fpbp
>>80164272
You are so deep dude, intrinsically deep my dude
I can see that, obviously
with every event that goes by I feel that feel when no gf even more intensely
hope this helped, op
>>80163476
Isn't your livejournal queeb.
>>80163476
That's retarded. Go fucking kill yourself and stop wasting other people's time.
Don't put your faith in man
>>80163476
Alright, let the weak ones die first. Stand up and fight, dog.
>>80163476
I like you, OP. Good realization. Don't take it literally, though. Absorb this experience, and move on stronger.
Fag.