What was her name /pol/?
The one you pushed away because she deserved better than you.
>>73664998
Implying qtpi redhead would ever ask betabilly to prom.
Makenzie
>>73664998
There is no name, there has never been a name.
>>73665140
This, also girl in OP pic is kissing herself
>>73665431
It's because she's pure and not a slut.
>>73664998
>implying that I didn't push HER away for being a fucking annoying bitch who betrayed my trust
Noriko
BACK TO /R9K/ FAGGOTS.
and her name was April btw
>>73664998
Amanda cheated on me and I dropped her on the spot. Is that what you mean?
>>73665525
>chubby chaser
>pure
>>73664998
I pushed her away because I can't take social cues well and didn't respond properly in certain situations. Still catch myself doing it a lot.
feelsbadman.jpg
Lindsey
Brittany
Abby
I wish I could go back in time and tell my past self to get a fucking clue and not be such a massive aloof jackass.
>>73664998
omg tfw so alone no gf :(((
I'm starting to hate this board.
wait what the fuck I'm on /pol/ right now?
>>73665874
Seriously?! Do you americas name your kids like this? Kek
>>73664998
faggot
>>73664998
Fuck
>9th grade math
>sit next to girl
>we only talk to each other, don't know anyone else
>we're talking
>I say something sassy, she kicks me under the table
>I kick her back
>call her a slut
>she says "prove it" and shoots me a look I still remember
>I didn't do anything about it
Fuck /pol/ I could have lost my v in 9th grade vs 19 y.o.
Lucy
>>73664998
>implying there was only one
what does this have to do with politics
anyway, her name is yevgeniya
it's been 20 years and i still feel incredibly stupid
kelsey.
she was great. she was really great. you know what? it was a blast. we had fun. i hope she finds someone who makes her happy. im sure i will, im only 21, ive got a whole life ahead. there are others. but considering it didnt work out, it was a very enriching experience.
god bless, kelsey
>>73664998
Right in the feels. I shut myself down and did not even realise that quite a few of the attractive girls were interested in me. Just a year ago I heard that it was rumoured thag I was gay.
>tfw all I thought about was finally kissing a girl
>>73666713
>implying there ever was one
Ciara
>>73664998
No girl has ever shown interest in me which is why i now spend my days in a stew of hatred with a desire to make others miserable
hailey
>>73664998
No girl can do better than me.
>>73664998
>high school
>rocker girl that was "shy" but had a banging body with a nice ass and breasts under those large black pants and jackets, if she put some effort into clothing herself she could be a 9/10
>constantly hugged me
>i wasnt sure wether she was bipolar/crazy or not though, and her ex warned me she was
>left it alone
i still wonder to this day if i made the right choice. she legitimately seemed like the type of girl that'd bite your dick off.
>>73667073
dis
Everytime that I think a girl is interested in me, the whole thing just crumbles into this awkward situation until I just get friendzoned and faded out of the relationship. Take shots with the girl at the bar on her invitation? Turns out she does it all the time for no particular reason. Get invited to go to the symphony and dinner with another? Only see her every now and again hanging with every person our age under the sun. I don't know anymore.
>>73665874
Stupid name for an ugly fat slut
>>73664998
N/A
I'm the best there is. I deserve the perfect girl, who I already have.
>>73666576
>19 y.o
>9th grade math
You did yourself a favor
>>73666918
>>73666918
But it was really because I was too good for her.
I'm making a lot of money now so I want to travel around and fuck all the hottest bitches.
She honestly did some cringeworthy things and I can't be having any negative images of women I might fuck in my head.
There wasn't one who pushed me away. Just one who died. Her name was Ophelia. I go see her every couple months. When she was first buried I slept in the cemetary for a week.
>>73667513
I mean I could have lost it in 9th grade vs losing it in college
>>73664998
and how is this politics?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>r9k
>>73664998
Eli, I taught her everything I knew, but I never trusted her, never let my guard down.
She fell in love with me and the virtues I held and she wanted to be my everything and I couldn't understand why. I pushed her away because she made me uncomfortable with how close she was.. like I was the only thing in the world.
Now I regret it. I pushed her away and it's all my fault. I didn't think I was that great, but she did out of anyone. If only I could restart and perfect it, but those are lessons learned I suppose.
:^(
>>73667630
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEWF2xh5E8s
>>73664998
What the fuck are you talking about? I've only ever pushed a girl away because I deserved better than her.
>>73664998
Sause?
>>73665779
Your anger and your lust for power have already done that
>>73667840
It's right in the picture.
>>73667771
>Naruto
Thanks for the sentiment, but I'll pass.
Oh Shirley Sue Jean, she was a wild horse that couldn't be tamed. We had a magical day at the family reunion (only first cousins so it ain't wrong), I coulda hit that, but my uncle daddy got it first.
Isabel. Met her a year ago and we're currently in a relationship. I've never felt better but I know it's inevitable, I've known it since the first day, yet I'll enjoy every moment we still have left.
i'll tell you soon enough, after i've finished pushing her away.
>>73667279
You missed out on prime time pussy. That's the kind of chick that's down for ANYTHING and you could have gotten her first.
>>73667972
>>73664998
OH GOD NO
Justine.
I convinced myself that she was lying to me when she said she liked me. After all, I was chubby. What girl would like me? She had a phenomenal body. Fat, bouncing titties and a big ass. Her skin was pale white and she had long, silky black hair. She was fucking incredible!
She would rub up against me any time she could. One time, I was pointing to something and she grabbed my hand and put it on her breast and squeezed it. I just pulled away. I lied to myself because I never imagined a girl that gorgeous would want me. She even wanted to fuck me. Talked about how I would like sliding myself in between her legs.
But then I moved away. Almost a year later, I realized what a fool I had been. Still a virgin at 28. Suppose that's punishment.
Kat.
I was retarded back then and I think it scared me that she was so brilliant and funny and I paled in comparison. We've somehow managed to stay friends and man, it does hurt having her so close.
>>73668181
Not being overdramatic, she really is too good for me and I could even name exactly how things will fall apart in 6-12 months, but there was no way I was gonna let a chance to be with her pass.
>>73664998
she wrote her phone number in my year book. I never called her. She's an actress now. I tell myself she was just being friendly and wanted to keep in touch. I'll never know. thankfully I've never lost sleep over it, I just can't understand wtf was going through my head when I didn't call that beautiful young lady.
>>73668389
Dude there are over a billion trillion Mexicans.
You're not that special, please refrain from making more.
>>73664998
Never happened
>first ex (Scotish/indian hybrid)
dumped her twice because i didnt get the hint she was a controlling bitch who browbeats the shit out of men she's with/
>second ex (blackie islander)
her friend said i cheated, and she believed the friend.
>misc girls
jess was crazy but had sexy scars, izzy is a communist greens voter, Marina was a kraut who didnt like slav disapora like me, and khesahn's friends beat the shit out of me because i spilled a drink.
overall, i think i did alright
>mfw current girl im after is descended from Vietcong
>never dated a white chick
Mikayla
She was so gorgeous and lovely. I still text her occasionally but now she lives in another city.
>>73664998
No one
There was Anna, who was a skank anyway and is probably gonna be low class all her life. We were both incredibly immature.
And then there was my first and last Gf, Camden, who this probably applies more to.
I broke up with her cause my shitty friends said I should and I was an idiot 16 year old. If I hadnt broken up with her I wouldnt be a 20 year old virgin, but whatever. She's an Sjw now.
Honestly I couldnt care less about fucking after Ive jacked off, so that probably means it doesnt matter that much to me anyway. The emotional connection is what I miss, which I had with Camden for a while. My parents seemed happy while my dad was still alive, but they didnt effect each other that much. I dont want/need to rely on someone; I just want someone to understand me who also has a vagina.
This is extremely difficult for me to find in our increasingly vapid culture however, which leads to my increasing depression, and I withdraw from society, which continues the cycle. It's self sustaining or whatever.
I simply exist, though I will be successful, so I might be able to make some short lived relationships in that.
Raina
>got my first kiss when I was 7 by a girl who had a crush on me
>to this day it's the only kiss I've gotten from a non-family member
That was 18 years ago.
Danielle. I'm too much of a sperg to pick up on a lot of social cues and I have trust issues relating to that, so when she asked me to go to the homecoming dance with her I thought it was going to be a prank and spent the rest of the day having a panic attack, then broke up with her the next day. I'm still such a sperg that on three separate occasions I've had a girl flirt with me and I didn't notice until someone pointed it out later.
>>73668683
show her this thread, anon.
im sure its not creepy.
>>73666971
The point is anon you have not realised it yet
>>73668763
>Vapid
http://www.esquire.com/news-politics/videos/a44706/jon-stewart-trump-man-baby-media/
After being redpilled John Jewart is the funniest Jewish stereotype.
>>73664998
Oh look, teenage /b/ level shit posting from a leaf nigger.
>>73664998
Almost all girls.
Then I discovered /pol/ and realized I deserve better than them.
>>73664998
...........................
>Lysandra
................... fuck you op
>anon, are you really joining the army
>yes because I need college money and need to figure out what I want to do in life. I can't be a lazy piece of shit all of my life
>*Awkward laugh ensues*
>anon we've been dating for 3 years......
>yeah....?
>Wanna do something crazy?
>I'm already joining the army.
>Besides that stupid. Let's get married.
>Lily, I can't. 1: After Ft Knox I'm probably going to Iraq. 2: I'd hate to see you worry all of the time. 3: You have to get further your life as well. I'm just a lazy bum in need of serious change. I couldn't in good conscience put you through hell as well.
We broke up one week later and I left for Ft Knox in June of 2008. 2009 she married some other guy. 2010 she died on an over dose of alcohol because of her abusive husband.
>>73669179
that's gonna fuck you up for some time anon
>>73664998
aww fuck you Ronnie why you gotta make me feel
>>73669179
she would have done that anyways + fucked niggers behind your back
>>73669285
You have no idea
>>73668973
dont really see what this has to do with my post or the thread, but I agree
>media almost always talks bad of Trump
>Oy, thats the media, being too soft on Trump!
Id like to know his thoughts on his little British heir, Current year cuck.
How do I force myself to like a girl?
There's this girl that is crazy in love with me even though I'm a fat, loser piece of shit. She's not super pretty or anything, but she's probably the best I'm ever going to do.
pic related is her
>>73669179
>Marrying before joining the Army.
i'd say you dodged a bullet, but it looks like it wasnt going to go well either way...
>>73669436
jesus christ, you dont force something like that, anon.
the only thing you should force in a relationship is your dick up her arse, not liking a girl.
>>73669436
nigga wut?
how to force muh self to like a girl,
then talks about a girl he likes
also that girl is a 6.5 -7/10
das not ugly.
>>73669444
I would have married her after OSUT in October of 2009
>>73669444
oh baby a tripple
>>73664998
Gabie.
Dunja. It was because I was a dense motherfucker, though.
>>73669785
Her name was Dunja? What the fuck
Fucking New Zealand
>>73669668
it's in the past, anon.
i say you go bring her some flowers.
maybe her ghost will make you find a girl you can make things right with.
you were not ready then, it might have gone wrong even if you did marry. its not that she would cheat on you but her being depressed coz youre gone might have caused her to OD.
>>73664998
Isn't that red-head the same character as this comic?
Didn't he dodge a penis-shaped bullet?
>>73669903
maybe its pronounced as "Dunia" like russian or something
>>73664998
Maria.
It still tears me up inside but I know it was for the best.
>>73669903
She was a Serb.
>>73669944
September 12th. I do every year.
>>73669668
oh gather around dear anon for i have a story for you
There once was a lad named Kenny Kenowitz, a man in age, but a teenager in heart.
Kenowitz decided to remove hadji and join the Army.
before he did, him and his high school sweet heart eloped.
straight into garrison, for the feeling of the world was his, he got BAH and lived in a house, instead of in the barracks.
oh Kenowitz, the world and your home are yours!
what shall you do while you wait to remove hadji?
and ol Kenny thought "gee wiz, i should buy a Cammero, for that'll show the First Sargent im a hard charger".
oh Kenny, tis time for deployment to the sand box, where you'll remove hadji by guarding the glorious checkpoint A.
but lo, back home, your sweetheart drinks, and get's lonely, missing her Kenny.
one thing leads to another, she dumps you, sells your car and you go back to living in the barracks with a failed marriage behind you.
at least you didnt marry a stripper like Kenny's CO
>>73670087
ffs you've had coffee. take it from there. roofie her or something. jk
desu, more guys seem to let go of the good ones, than the girls.
>>73670014
It's so funny how robots will always talk about how lonely and forever alone they are yet they will openly admit at some point in their life someone had genuine interest in them and they were too self-deprecating to take it anywhere. Seems hypocritical as fuck to me
>>73670298
Good thing im not a robot, just an alcoholic
Nobody.
There's never been anybody to push away.
This isn't politics, I come to /pol/ to rage, not to feel. Please delete this thread.
>>73670182
Oh, I know horror stories and seen a few about dumbass Privates marrying. I know a guy Snakenberg who married the first piece of pussy he slept with. Knew that dependapotomus for 2 weeks. Divorced 3 months later.
>>73670362
>tfw
You drinking right now Ausbro? It's 2am here and I'm on my 4th beer just sitting on my porch browsing on my phone
Aint even gonna read this thread but ive had it worst
>>73664998
>Implying hoes matter
>>73666538
Sorry we don't name ours after Russian rifles.
>>73670516
it's 5 more minutes till happy hour here
No one really.
There was only one girl ever showing real interest in me and she has been my girlfriend for a few years now.
>>73665140
>>73670639
i once knew a man actually named Draginov
>>73670652
Oh buddy boy! Well you have yourself a hell of a time man. I'm just going to continue drinking until I'm able to fall asleep in about two hours hopefully. I would have a beer in your honor but all they sell here is fosters and I'm pretty sure that's just a meme
>>73664998
Pushed away? a couple, but it wasn't because they deserved better. They were either degenerate or completely unattractive in my eyes.
Never approached for this reason? There was one.
>be highschool
>most girls were either cheerleader tubosluts, fatties, or black
>one year I go into a math class and see her a few rows ahead of me
>refined non-slut fashion sense, cute face, great hair, not fat, tall (I like a woman that's on the taller side)
>I'm not horrible looking, definitely not a chad but this girl was definitely in my field
>as class went on it was apparent she was smart, had a great voice, and was kind
>I had no job, no car, nothing at the time
>The idea of asking somebody for a ride or money for a date absolutely repulsed me
>getting my own car was out of the financial options at the time
>using one of my parents vehicles wouldn't work either, work schedules complicated that to an unworkable degree
>realize I had absolutely nothing to bring to that relationship and the logistics would either hit my pride or be unfeasible
>decide it's for the best if I do not pursue
>after all, I have college to look forwards to and a relationship would take time away from studying and homework
>rest of highschool is torture since naturally I started noticing her in the halls regularly after this and constantly questioned myself on the issue
>even saw her at prom, my buddy (the only one I ever told about her) egged me on to go talk to her
>couldn't bring myself to do it
She will forever be my one regret during highschool. Maybe when the class reunion comes around I can attempt to amend that.
I'm still happy about not pursuing the others I turned away, they were going to be nothing but problems. Some of my friends even started to refer to me as the asexual android since I was good with computers but never outwardly showed any sexual interest in anything. I ran into one of them the other day and apparently they still refer to me as the asexual android.
>inb4 blog
Daniela
I have one last chance to make it right though.
>>73670715
thats bad ass
>>73664998
Emily.
>>73670262
Jesus christ. Was the game really that edgy?
>be on that school americans go when they pass kindergarden
>around 3-4 girls had a crush on me
>one already dressed quitte slutty at that young age now that i remember and i ignored her
>other had a crush on me but she was flat as a pancake even at kids age and tall
>other was a brown girl that developed a good body
>last one had a couple mental problems
I only attract Degenerates women /pol/, time to kill myself.
>>73671246
Well it is Shadow. Sonic probs wouldnt be fine with it.
Ingrid ;_;
>>73668485
>Viet Cong descent
Does she love you long time?
>>73670817
happy has started
time to get fucked, cunts
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWruUAkezgk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSByN0PL-vY
>>73664998
Monica.
I pushed her away because i did not want get serious with a latina.
She is now married to a wealthy guy and has 4 kids, while i'm alone and jerk off to anime girls.
At least i did not racemix, right /pol/?
>>73671431
>Ingrid
Not that bad looking but who the fuck names their kid Ingrid ?
>>73671439
i hope it goes better than the time i tried to fuck a woman literally named Khe Sahn.
she was a whitey too.
>stick dick in khe sahn
>it aint me starts playing
>Elena
Fuck, I get all empty inside when I think of her. I haven't been able to stay in a relationship deeper than fuck buddies in the decade since, and I'm getting sick of being lonely.
>>73671636
my grandparents
>>73671277
>flat as a pancake
>degenerate
???
>>73671636
lots of people
more common in Europe I think
>>73671595
>She is now married to a wealthy guy and has 4 kids, while i'm alone and jerk off to anime girls.
this is the story of most of us here.
remember, you're the whitest boy alive.
>>73669959
can we see the unedited version?
fucking sjws messing with ben garrison's art. bastards.
>>73671636
it's a pretty classy name. ingrid bergman, the actress, is a fine specimen of a white woman
They pushed me away.
There's a reason why I'm on /pol/.
>>73671902
because they were jews?
>>73671902
What's that reason?
Autism?
Fat?
Both?
>>73664998
No name. She doesn't exist. I married the only woman I've ever loved.
>>73664998
>>/r9k/
Sophie
How can I please a woman when I don't have any friends?
>>73672027
cis white male too
>>73672028
don't ruin it
>>73672028
fuck you for having a good life
jk.
congrats anon
I had no chance with her, but my "friend" kept pushing me to get closer to her. I fucking hate him. If he hadn't it wouldn't have hurt so fucking much, she would have just been a cute face with a nice chest I'd occasionally talk to before classes instead of a constant and glaring reminder of my inferiority and incompetence.
>>73671595
Wow what sad existance. You let /pol/ memes control who you love. Was she a white latina? Then you really fucked it. Race mixing is meme as long as you avoid it with arabs and niggers your fine.
>>73672068
>How can I please a woman when I don't have any friends?
are implying you cant please a woman unless you gangbang?
>>73664998
Tayler
>>73672100
No plans to. We hit 5 years a month from now, and things are still great. She literally sent me a youtube video today, saying it made her tear up.
It was video related: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKOQdcVoRys
>>73672116
Thanks
Half of me is happy about my heart break young in life.
The other half of me is ecstatic I didn't hook up with any of those bitches.
That shit haunts you and is unbelievably painful in your 20s, but it gets much better as you get older.
Then again most of the girls I loved and lost turned into coalburners or baby factories or completely fucked their lives up so YMMV.
>>73672068
That's always the most akward part.
>go on a few dates, things go well
>later on in relationship she asks, "so why don't I ever get to meet your friends?"
>>73664998
Reported for rule violation.
>>73672351
You aren't much of a man if you don't have guy friends. Mine are mostly politically retarded, but, other than that, intelligent and good natured.
>>73664998
>Implying I've ever been in a situation where I could push the girl away
>>73672068
>>73672351
I have no friends, I admitted it to my gf later down the road, and she doesn't care. I've never met any of her friends either. Fact is : most people do not have real friends, or no more than one or two in the best case.
>>73672155
Yes, but no.
What I meant is that my life is empty, all I do is browse 4chan and play video games. I don't go out often, I rarely have social interractions, and I don't belong in any social circle.
So what would I do with a woman?
Gülçin.
>>73671810
>remember, you're the whitest boy alive.
Th.. Thanks.
>>73672127
>You let /pol/ memes control who you love
Pol did not exist back then.
>Was she a white latina?
Why would i dump a white girl? She had a bit of native and nigger in her.
>>73672392
/pol/acks have feelings too, you oven dodger. fuck off. also
>announcing reports
>>73671996
>>73672027
Socially retarded with cerebral palsy
>>73664998
Not gonna put her actual name cause data mining (slick trick FBI, still want to vent though), so I'll just say her name is Desirae
Cute, cute CUTE Christian mixed race chick (very mixed, black white and hispanic, looks more hispanic than anything). Went out on a couple dates, very morally conservative, could've probably persuaded her to the right, she did say she liked Ben Carson after all.
But she was going to move for college, and considering I had just been in a 2 year long-distance relationship about a half a year beforehand, I didn't want to put her through the stress of a long-distance relationship for her first relationship (HER FIRST CAN YOU BELIEVE IT), and we ended things amicably and still talk and text and hang out and stuff.
A life with her would've been perfect. Perfect personality, great family, cute as a button, she liked the idea of traditional relationships and marriage and lots of kids. She had like my ideal body type too, short and skinny-thick. Plus she genuinely laughs at my jokes, and she's got such a sweet laugh... She leaves for college soon...
Lord help me stay strong.
>>73666624
>hey Lucy I remember your name
>>73671439
Lol
>>73672399
I live in a really small town in a rural and I still know one of the guys I was friends with during childhood but he's pretty stupid now. You can't really force yourself to hangout with people that are so different from you like that. I mean I can't.
I do have one friend that lives a few hours away though. But that hardly counts since the only time you can really get together is on a vacation or if you plan shit months in advance to get time off.
>>73672392
>the jew did it.
>>73672576
oh nigger, why are you even here?
>>73672694
>oh nigger, why are you even here?
A friend told me about /b/ a decade ago and it spiraled out of control.
>>73672669
>I live in a really small town in a rural.
Me too. Didn't even grow up here. Not an excuse. Make friends at work.
>>73672622
>I left a dozen roses on your graze today
>>73672331
I know that feel, I was a troubled person in my teens and at the time I didn't understand why I would always push people away but now I realize and know they are better off without me. They say if you truly love something you let it go right.
>>73672802
>*grave
>I'm in the grass on my knees, I wipe the leaves away
>>73672776
>Make friends at work
I'm a truck driver.
>>73664998
>tfw you're the one that was pushed away
The excuse he gave me at the time was that he felt lust and not love for me, so he neglected me until he decided to end the relationship. Recently he told me that he regretted what he did, but it's been 4 years and I'm in another relationship. I was his first girlfriend and he hasn't had anyone since me.
>>73672837
>I just came to talk for a while, I've got some things, I need to say
>>73672868
And you never chat with any friendlies on the CB and have drinks with them?
>>73672875
Why the fuck are you still talking to him?
>>73672893
>now that it's over, I just want to hold her
>I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking back at me
>I've got to live with the choices I make, and I can't live with myself today
>>73672907
Sometimes. Not many people use CB around here.
>>73672351
>>73672424
I don't get this. I mean, you must have like one or two you hang out with..
but then again I also have no friends. so i can't talk.
but i never felt awkward saying i have no friends. but that sounds creepy.
Anyway, when you and a "grill" hit it off
the assumption is she is about as autistic as you are, so you not having a friend might mean she also doesn't have friends.
i am probably wrong though
>>73664998
Charlotte
>>73672932
He still had my number and texted me. I hadn't heard from him in years.
>>73672962
>Hey Lucy I remembered you birthday
>it brings me some closure to say your name
>I'd do it all different if I had the chance
>but all I've got are these roses to give
>And they can't help me make amends
>>73672615
>Desirae
she must be part BLM
nigs love spelling their names that way.
>>73669179
>>73664998
Nobody. I am not a faggot and I didn't give a shit.
>>73673014
>the assumption is she is about as autistic as you are
Not really. I mean most of the girls I've been with have been more reserved and stuff, but I've never met a girl who doesn't have friends.
>>73673033
>HERE YOU ARE NOW YOU'RE IN MY ARMS
>I never wanted anything so bad
>HERE WE ARE FOR A BRAND NEW START
>living the life that we could have had
>me and Lucy walking hand in hand
>me and Lucy NEVER WANNA END
>>73673019
Time to get a call/text blocker. Reminds me of what McGavin talks about here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRxHvZ_pR4w
Deana
I don't know if I'm lucky or not but she turned out degenerate. Had a child out of wedlock. Bullet dodged I guess but I feel like I could have redpilled her and saved her.
She was also a redhead so she was pretty much born degenerate but still...
Her name was Juliana... I JUST RELIZED WHAT I DID! I FUCKED IT UP! I BROKE HER HEART AFTER SHE GAVE IT TO ME! SHE LOVES ME /POL/
>>73673166
>Just another moment in your eyes
>I'll see you in anothe life IN HEAVEN WHERE WE NEVER GET TO SAY GOODBYE
>>73673235
*LOVED
>>73673153
nah. i think girls have "display" friends.
the ones they have just so they wont be labeled as a future cat lady. but probably dont even consider those people her true friends.
>>73673172
Why would I need to do that? All we did was catch up and stop talking. He hasn't messaged me since that day and if he becomes a bother somehow I can block his number on my cellphone.
>>73673277
Why would you ever want to talk to him again? You tried and it didn't work out. You didn't stay friends, and you're perfectly happy without him. Why on earth would you knowingly open that door?
I've been married for half a decade, and people like you are still a mystery to me.
>>73670844
Nigga fucking this. I dont even want to think about a fucking tinder without a car, its pointless to me to go after someone if you dont have the means to actually go after them
>>73673277
at least you're not bitter.
when i see his number or see he is online
i just feel sad i dont have the courage to delete it. I am reminded of how much he chooses to ignore me.
>>73673235
To be honest if you where such a pussy she would figure it out and dump you.
Olivia.
>blond
>15yo
>virgin
>born and raised on the countryside
>nice catholic family
>knew her place as a woman
>both on our relationship and in society
>genuinely loved me
>moderately redpilled
>could redpill her even more if I tried
>hates niggers
>hates feminists
>hates sjw
>but
>she was fat
>didn't even had big tits
>be overweight beta manlet
>qt girl keeps talking to me everyday
>she already has a bf
>she is still clingy everyday at uni
What the fuck does she want
Does she think I am one of those gays bffs?
>>73673375
No. I fucking cheated on her but I didn't view it as such at the time... But she did and I didn't...
>>73673391
thats kinda sad
>fat
>no tits
but if she hates sjws, that's bretty good.
>>73672763
>tfw have been here 7 years
>tfw more addicted to this than was vidya
FUCK
>>73669179
>Lily
Tfwshelikesanotherguy.png
>>73664998
Didn't she just cover his mouth with her hand then kiss her own hand?
>>73673399
that's not good anon, being a tease like that.
it'll break your heart if her bf confronts you and say shit.
>>73673489
I know, he will probably fuck my shit up if he ever finds me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qkM7Tp3IvY
>>73673399
>overweight beta manlet
You can fix 2 of those problems
>>73673433
Yeah, that was pretty much the only letdown
Looking back, I realize I should've kept her
>>73673432
What a faggot. Did you at least fheat on her with someone hotter?
>>73673258
I don't know man. I've never really taken the time to think about how female friendship works.
>>73673527
No. It was a sloot. It was a text cheating type deal. I FUCKED UP! JUST END IT NOW SENPAI!
>>73673533
lol, it's best you dont.
ive heard some say that females are so fake and they stab each other on the back. unlike guys who make "real" friends.
>>73664998
sage this shit. >>>/r9k/
>>73673614
You horny bastard.
Eh you will find another one if you bother to look.
>>73673533
>>73673642
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hmlPtRu1SQ
>>73668765
Just five years (or less) remaining, anon!
>>73673670
Fuck. I was. I felt guilty and I told her then we broke up but still went to our highschool dance thing. I asked if she wanted to make out right after we broke up. FUCK HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID!
>>73672473
Was it /new/. Or is this prior to that?
And oh
I hooked up with a pretty cute native girl who wanted to become a lawyer but she was a hardcore tumblr feminist and vegan.
But oh..... a nigger
I'm sorry
![bk-0i1NN[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/gpbFqpP.jpg "bk-0i1NN[1].jpg")
I never even had such a girl
Damn I was such a dick in my teens, spoiled brat and all. Now that I look behind I'm glad everything worked out that way
>>73673391
who cares, take her and make a cute loli, the person you marry will diminish to ugly quickly anyway
L.
FUCK YOU, WOMAN.
That is all.
>>73664998
I can't tell you how much poon that threw itself at me I've turned down as a teenager. I was better off though, knowing teenage me, I probably would have knocked up a girl or two.
>>73664998
I never puhad em away. They avoided me.
I was a non-virgin well b4 prom, I just couldn't get a date 4 it. I didn't bust any balls trying, I had finals and I wanted 2 graduate. So no prom.
Fast forward a couple years... my stepmom full on RAGES @ me over not going to prom. No fuckin comprende... by then I was in the Air Force and started getting my future sorted out. 35 years, 2 exes, and a senile old stepmom l8r, I just go to the happy tug place, fuggit.
>>73664998
I never puhad em away. They avoided me.
I was a non-virgin well b4 prom, I just couldn't get a date 4 it. I didn't bust any balls trying, I had finals and I wanted 2 graduate. So no prom.
Fast forward a couple years... my stepmom full on RAGES @ me over not going to prom. No fuckin comprende... by then I was in the Air Force and started getting my future sorted out. 35 years, 2 exes, and a senile old stepmom l8r, I just go to the happy tug place, fuggit...
>>73673342
He's no threat to my life, it's not uncommon to catch up with people from your past and then proceed to never talk to them for good.
>>73664998
I literally had no positive or negative experience with grills. Just didn't happened.
>>73673515
>incredibly desperate qt single mom
>ignored her, cause I didn't wanna be a cuck and too beta to hump and dump
>ugly fat girl that no one likes at work
That's pretty much it, girls don't like me at all. Ganna die alone.
Agathe
I dumped my first girlfriend because I found out that she had a partner count in to the double digits. She was the most loving, devoted, beautiful gf I could ask for.
I don't regret it though. I was disgusted when she told me.
Her name was Lauren and she was the only real friend I'd ever known and I blew it.
>>73664998
Rather i dropped all of them because i felt so.
Still i can recall Daria which was like 10 years ago already. She was fitness instructor and she were up for any sex activity you could imagine. She was up for anal, oral, vaginal sex all the time (fuck me, she let me anal her and then she sucked my dick after absolutely fuckin odd).
And the funniest stuff: she had 1 man before and she had 2 times sex in her whole time (she didn't enjoy sex because of that guy he was absolutely shit and it hurt her a lot). When she was with me we were doing it all the time, in the park, in the wc, in my car, in her parent's room, on the beach, in the sea, on the field. Fuckin (pun intended) everywhere.
And i cheated on her with some random girl during my 1st year on university. It was 1st day of university and there was a party. There was a girl that I cant even recall fuckin name, we went to the club with friends and she was there as well. We went outside around 4 AM, went to the river, had absolutely odd sex and we just parted after sex and went to homes. I broke up with my that sex-crazed GF (she was sex-crazed, I still can recall that sometimes i visited her and she was already only in lingerie).
Now I've other girlfriend for over 2 years after all that time (and shitload of other girlfriends). I changed a lot (thanks a lot to /pol/ also). Since 3 years I'm really honest, and I will never cheat on GF
Soo... all that past was rather good for me in the end? Still i recall that sex-crazed girl quite good
April
>>73673789
At least you learned not to think with your dick and it would be much worse if she was cool with it.
>>73664998
Alison, she had a kid with some mentally ill loser, i couldn't stay because of the shame and baggage. Shame, she was very lovely and kind.
>>73664998
No one deserves better than me.
I am the best.
I would never push anyone away for a stupid reason like that.
>>73667657
Typical NSA data mining thread
>>73664998
Ariana
she was a redhead qt3.14
Rose
>>73674143
No. I now realize she was breaking up inside...
Her name was Bea. She was my girlfriend for a year and nine months. At the end of the relationship i lost the confidence in myself due to a failure meeting his parents. She didnt care much about it. But from that day until the end of the relation I did make a lot of mistakes. And I ultimately end up breaking with her because I thought he deserved more.
The thing i regret most is how i rejected her. She deserved more, and I did fuck up that.
I spent two years alone after that. My friends are even wondering if I turned gay. But I'm just only filled with regret.
I should get over this, but I can't...
>>73673980
based name desu. so white.
now, had it be
Destinae La'shay
there would have been problems
>>73674361
t. Rhose
I'm committed to my wizardry now and it doesn't really bother me.
There are no more names.
I remember the faces, I remember the moments, but I have forgotten the names.
That young manwho remembered the names back then was idealistic and naive, he is no more.
r8 my ex /pol/
I miss her dearly...
>>73664998
Kelly
was with her for 6 years.
I went through a series of tragedies and became a loser drunk.
just told her to fuck off one day
annndd she promptly did so
>>73675183
niqqa no picz ayt?
except for boobs with no face.
>>73675151
LOL Latvia, what have you been smoking?
Lisa
>>73675183
normie to the max
>>73664998
That childhood friend, but then I got with my qt virgin gf and thank god I still had my Vcard so we could exchange them. Still together after 10y
>>73675374
>>73675438
kek
>>73675406
>Vcard so we could exchange them. Still together after 10y
are you Jesus?
how can you stay that way for 10 yrs?
surely you fool around and things get..
you know
things..
>>73675438
considering she was asian and a serious bookworm that's not that far off actually
>6-7th grade
>sitting infront of the school playing some gameboy
>girl walks up and pulls out the cardridge and runs away
>corner her at the playground and wrestle the cardridge back
>be glad to continue the game
Damn was I stupid to realise
>>73664998
Dated my Highschool sweetheart for 4 years (2 after school) she wanted to marry me, I wasn't ready. Few months after we broke off she found a new boyfriend and married him about two years later, he has a cushy job with her millionaire father and she seems happy. I think of her everyday and haven't found anyone I loved since. Hold me /pol/
>>73675528
Presumably by not being a degenerate retard who had a shit upbringing.
>>73675686
but niqqa, 10 years??????????????
i can understand 3 , 5 is pushing it.
but 10?
he must be training to become the next messiah or something.
>>73675646
the important thing is youre not a wizard. you'll find someone you might care about, but i dont think it can ever top the first. you'd have to live with that
>>73675838
Degenerate retard who had a shit upbringing detected.
Restraint is a necessity for the civilized man and it is learned, not God given.
>>73671439
No she rabs him rong time.
>>73675646
>Hold me /pol/
IM sorry afrikaaner, at least the blacks will kill you soon.
>>73675968
good lord
its different when youre trying to be decent and when youre being unreasonable.
dont get triggered
im not saying everyone should fuck any slut in sight.
>>73675986
I welcome the merciful black death with open and tolerant arms
>>73676209
Europe understands you.
>>73675528
>>73675838
Why would I throw away a nice, sweet, qt, loving woman who I got true emotional ties with for a fuck ? I'm not some promiscuous man side of the feminist coin faggot.
I cheated on her once, worst sex I ever had, call me a faggot if you want but there's an emotional dimension to sex, i'm not some fucking monkey, i'm human.
>>73675968
Well, i'm from a divorced family, don't want to act like my father who left his family after 20 years of relationship with my mother and 1 year after making my lil brother and marrying my mother.
Melissa
She was the sweetest, most kind-hearted girl I had ever met. My only regret is not telling her how I felt about her.
>>73666284
haha mid-teens to mid 20s was quite a crazy time...
Catherine. First girl who's glorious boobs I ever groped. I really fucked that up when I got cold feet and ignored her for 3 months. She broke up with me but desu after that she turned into a raging feminist, every day I wonder if I could have kept her pure and away from that degeneracy. I guess I'll never know.
>>73676343
honestly, I thought you were 10 years together and are both virgins still.
I didn't realize you both lost your virginity to each other and have stayed together for 10 years.
pretty shitty cheating though.
well, it's in the past.
