Why haven't you experimented with psychedelic drugs?
>>73153665
-Don't want a bad trip
-Don't know anyone
-Don't want to know anyone
>>73153796
all good reasons mate.
I'd probably freak out. Weed gives me intense paranoia so I'm sure psychedelics would be even worse
>>73154065
If you go into them with that mindset then you will have a bad trip. It's not something to freak out about, it's something to have fun with and/or learn about yourself with
>>73153665
I don't have any connections.
>>73153796
/thread
Also you don't want to end up like Syd Barrett.
>>73153665
Why would anyone willingly give themselves brain damage?
>>73154173
This is no gaurantee my friend. You have to be fucking strong mentally. The entire time you have to be telling yourself to think happy thoughts because you know the looming fear is always there. Its very tricky terrain.
>>73153665
I'm not a faggot
>DUDE CONSCIOUSNESS LMAO
>>73154325
Ask people who drink alcohol
>>73153665
drugs are for losers who are incapable of:
>patience
>self-reliance
>self-respect
>hard work
>intellectual honesty
>>73153665
I have
I'm not a degenerate.
>>73154388
you are by far worse than people who do drugs, you just dont realize it, which is fine for you i guess..
>>73154415
and?
>>73154403
drugs are for people who are seeking a religious experience but were not brought up with one.
I feel for them.
>>73154457
do you drink?
>>73154341
You really just have to lose yourself in the drug. Get into it, listen to your favorite songs and stuff and just have fun. When you stop worrying about it you will prolly have a great time
>>73154476
Glad I triggered you, druggie. The (You)'s on me.
>>73154641
I dont do drugs anymore mate. At least i took some risks and adventures in my life.
You have no fucking idea the shit ive seen.
No literally, your imagination isnt capable of it.
>>73154476
Shouldn't you be giving donations to bernie right now?
I only lick toads.. praise kek
>>73153665
I have. I love me some shrooms.
>>73153665
oh good sir, but I have.
>>73153796
that is half the fun, tricking your mind into darkness that you would not otherwise ever experience, no breakfast will ever taste as good, no woman's warmth will ever feel so near.
>>73154631
True man. The more you set yourself up, the more likely you are to have a good time. Eventulaly though, around the 4th or 5th time I used it, i realized that im putting a lot of trust into something that totally blows my mind to such an extent that even thought its fun, i cant say for sure if its healthy. In the end I started to worry about what it was doing to my brain, regardless of how cool it was. Thats just me, but i think its a natural progression.
No connections and I dont want to bother with the deep web. Anyone know if there are sites for meetups?
>>73154498
my experience ≠yours
>>73154065
I can't smoke pot for this very reason but lsd, mushrooms etc does not affect me the same. You can still have bad trips though but on those drugs, anyone can. Judging your own mindset correctly before doing them can prevent a bad time.
>>73155068
okay... you dont want to try and describe it?
bye.
>>73154982
can't you just order some grey-listed psychedlics and tryptamines online that don't cause you to eat cook your own cheeks in a skillet to make a cheese steak sammich?
Ate shrooms for first time last week. Had great time. It's crazy how misconceived people are about psycedelics.
>>73155424
its true.
>>73153665
I used LSD like 3-4 times and would only talk very highly about it.
It was the lifestyle redpill I was always looking for, that and meditation.
I have, I don't like them. Tried 2c-b, mushrooms, and LSD. I'm too anxious and autistic to handle my shit on them.
>>73155424
i know right? i mean, sure, there MAY be some bad parts but the general experience is fucken awesome especially if you're in good vibes, really opens perspective. i've had some pretty "bad" parts of a trip but the experience was much more than that, maybe it latched into memory being quasi traumatic, but, meh, the way she goes is the way she goes sometimes.
Have xanax/etizolam/klonopin on hand to kill the trip if shit gets out of hand. You might never need it, but if you do, you'll be so glad you have it.
I have. Took shrooms half a dozen times in school and have taken acid over 10 times since. It's a great time, but I think I'm starting to outgrow it (not that it will stop me from taking it at Bonnaroo lol).
Dont advise psychedelics so lightheartedly
They arent for anyone and you need to treat them with respect
I;ve seen people haveing glowing xps and other being scarred for life
I wouldnt give the average pollack any other than mdma tbqh
>>73154912
I did some crazy things when I was a teenager, but one day I had a (unrelated) panic attack that kept me awake for several days until I started to hallucinate and it was all a really horrific experience. Spent those nights in a corner, hyperalert and trying not to make a sound. Feels like if you drop your awareness for just a second you'll go insane. Any way, ever since then I've been phobic of anything that alters your state of mind.
>>73153665
I'm allergic to degeneracy
Psilocybin, Amanitas, 2C-E, 4 AcO-DMT and DXM are the five I did before I stopped for good. Was alright.
>>73156028
>Amanitas
i ate a whole dry ounce of these things once
i dont even remember it
>>73156020
If you're anxious normally or have had panic attacks, psychedelics aren't a good fit.
>>73156020
i had a similair experience. went to the hospital for it. Pretty traumitizing.
>>73155754
I wish I never took them. I think they made me lazy and degenerate and unwilling to experience important things in life. You might say I would have been that way anyway, but I'll never know, will I?
>>73155939
your right man.
>>73155730
2c-anything, yeah i've seen people leap out of bushes naked on that stuff... pretty niche, never done 'em, but low doses of LSD are great, even higher doses, really exercises that mental resistance, novelty uhhh mental fluidity opposing rigidity, shit might even help with autism.
will say though, at higher doses you might just want to not be so fucke d up, you may not even really have a sense of time in the trip, etc. causing some distress, and seek a comfort blanket. trust me, 18g of shrooms. I don't even know what the fuck i was doing, walking through dimensions and shit alone in my apartment, euphoric, it was awesome, then i was terrified, thought i was dieing, then realized nobody ever died from shrooms and i just ran like 8km on a tredmill.
i felt sorry for the world, and deeply guilty but also, in objectivity, forgiving of my own burden of guilt, though not lenient, and the world, needed this experience, maybe less, maybe, idk, the clarity of it, at least once a month... the clarity found in a state of deep psychedelic dissonance and chaos, alien to the routine.
>>73156138
I understand. But your aware of these things which means you have the capability to fix these things. I think more than likely you would have already been like that but the drugs made you aware of this strongly where as before you may have not even realized. Use it as an oppertunity to stay sober and start being as productive as you can. its the only way out and feels really good.
>>73156212
2c-b is really light and easygoing. The rest of the series can get pretty dark, though.
while backpacking in peru, i drank ayahuasca w a shaman in the jungle
very glad i did, it showed me a whole other reality, but it was so intense, i wouldn't do it again
>>73156020
yeah, I really don't knoww hat the best mindset is, but anxiety isn't one of them, i think ideally, you have to be willing to go white water rafting, without a safety vest, or oars, or a raft, mentally, and fear no drowning because all things come to an end (including the trip)
>>73156028
4 aco, intranasal or oral? (HUUUUGE difference)
>>73156404
thats a nice analogy m8
It shoud be medicinal, rather than dietary. As with most things.
>>73153796
>>73154912
>tricking your mind into darkness that you would not otherwise ever experience
Funny thing, I tried that. I've always been pretty much emotionally dead and unafraid of anything. So with 25i and actual acid, I set myself up in a few literally dark, and very dangerous places where I'd be absolutely fucked if I was caught, just to absolutely maximize the chances of having a bad trip.
I still didn't manage to have a bad trip. The closest I came was getting stuck in an endlessly looping funny thought while everything flashed and moved around me.
>tfw it takes hold and you realize nothing is real
>bright pure white rays of light coming from a pure white, no yellow, "sun" over the horizon, rolling across my little world
>somehow looking at a beautiful purple-tinted desert island/ocean with a palm tree
>then massive red blotchy tears in reality start appearing and everryything is alive..
>close my eyes, pillars of bright electric green-and-black moving bands in a cave made of same, so intense its uncomfortable
>open my eyes again to a beautiful orange-purple particle spray in the air, a square twisting and waving like something you'd see in 90s graphics
oh god, i love lucy so much. haven't seen her for a year or two now.
>>73156487
it sounds bad though, it's never "that bad" is what i'm getting at.
>>73156138
i'm the opposite, though probably unfocused rather than lazy, after my large shroom session i was a bit weird for days though, I will say psychedlics CAN be abused even if they aren't addictive or habit forming, you can escape a little too often, rewire a little too much, see the world in a way your eyes aren't capable of seeing it... and you're left spoiled in a way.
>>73157063
even managed to get synesthesia once, could see the skrillex music I was listening to as blue-purple changing lines like literal sheet music in the air.
>>73153665
You don't experiment with psychedelics, they experiment with you.
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>>73157063
I did a hit of some super strong acid, while watching 30 days of night, i started tripping, maybe 20 minutes in, i just gave up on the movie and ended up rolling around laughing and crying tears of joy.
4 ACO on the other hand, (i say 18g of shrooms, it was really like 60mg of 4aco, orally with an MAOI) do THAT and talk psychedelics. actually, don't do that, you it's like a 6 black diamond ski course that you will make it to the bottom alive no matter what. and you will wrestle with vulnerability i assume, or not, I was throwing flying karate kicks and ambushing shadows, and crawling through dimensions all while being absolutely aware of my surroundings, and aware i was aware of my surroundings. feeling like i was literally at two places at once so idk. I think everyone should have that feeling once in their life.
I was a bit disappointed though, always thought LSD made you hallucinate, instead i just sort of had a vivid imagination, hard to explain, a lot is hard to explain but i could swear my actual brain was firing in tandem in a strange way, turns out that's how LSD works.
>>73153665
I have and they are a waste of time. Do not bother. I cringe at my old stoner-self every time I happen to remember. What a waste of life. Don't waste your time. Trust me.
>>73157063
My best one I think was the wall turning into a colorful circus type thing and tiny gnomes coming out of secret doors. They danced around on platforms on the wall and some of them jumped down to talk to me. I can't remember about what, but I became convinced that if I could somehow hold on to the moment or just want it enough I'd be able to see them forever. The sort of delusion you can sometimes experience when you slowly wake up from a dream and you become aware it's a dream before you're fully out of it.
>>73157560
>always thought LSD made you hallucinate
It does, severely, although there's a difference in the stages. Like a lower dose will just morph things around you. But at a higher dose, if you focus right, you can obliterate the whole world and see .. well, whatever it is you want to see, really.
It's all about how you are and how you do it. I was able to stay in complete control at all times no matter how much I took, that's just how I am. I mean the most I took at was about 2mg acid + another 2mg 25i at once, with 7 days cooldown from the last time I'd taken either. It was wild but I was still in control of it; I could relax and just enjoy the morphing, or I could focus on something until that something took up my whole vision and let everything be obliterated. That's where you can see the fractals etc, when you completely give up on seeing reality and just go exploring.
>>73157903
Was that K or mushrooms? Doesn't sound like any of the pure chems I've done.
>>73157711
habitually, yes. the rest, idk, i'm sort of drunk, and besides, most of the "advice" you find on stuff like erowid of recommended doses etc. are usually written by some serious psychedelic pioneers, so don't trust that shit. start low double up till you get a buzz and tolerance catches up.
>>73153665
I am brother
>>73157987
I once ate 10 cactus pears, tried to get as close to the skin without getting the needles in there, ate that shit, felt good, music was awesome, my floor tiles were dancing, everything was like almost a 70's filter but all glimmers were amplified, its was trippy, minor, but fun anyway. i don't remember but i probably had the shits afterwards or constipation.
>>73157987
Butane(?), the stuff you use to fill up refillable gas lighters.
Like I said, I tried crazy things.
Because I'm a socially awkward fuck and don't know anyone who sells. Maybe I could get some off Agora or some shit, but I'm too lazy to do that, plus my college's security might catch it.
>>73158196
>cactus pears
Dude WTF is a cactus pear?
I prefer chems to any kind of hardcore shit made from plant shit desu. You can tell the exact dosage and you aren't gonna get killed by random shit that might be in a plant.
>>73158282
>Butane
Fucking jesus christ m8, our abbos sniff hydrocarbons, cut that shit out. Losing 20 IQ points isn't worth anything
>>73158292
maybe, dpending on the legality in your local region regarding certain compounds, thoguh, you really should do your own research, 4aco is legal in a lot of areas, or at least, not explicitly illegal and can be bought online, like any old thing just talk to some people who look like they listen to electronic music, im sure that'll work. really recommend low doses with that shit, having fun . having some quasi transdimensional revelatory experience one foot in the flesh, the other serving it, the third gone to the 5th realm.
>be 1999
>Leonard Pickard's batches hitting my small town
>purchasing hits of lavender on sweettarts every weekend
>going to my local louisiana summer festival
>ride the ferris wheel "holy shit"
>missing the good days...
>be 2016 being glad I was able to experience legit quality LSD in my life
>>73158358
yeah, regular old catus pears you can buy ina super market have like 1/10th the potency of san pedro cactus or something. different chemical ratio, but the mesc is there. you are right about keeping a precaution about "other" things in it. i'm sure the internet provides.
Honestly for those who are on the fence about it, one tab is pretty weak these days. So don't go in expecting an ego death visual mindfuck, one tab is just fun and weird and everything feels important and meaningful in a good and new way. Now 2 tabs or more...that's another world
>>73158499
>revelatory experience
That shit just made me laugh by the time I was getting close to the end of using them. It was practically a meme. In the later half of a trip I'd always feel like I was figuring out something profound and amazing, and then I'd realize thats what I thought the last dozen times and it's still stupid shit, and it'd be hilarious.
I swear to god though, if you guys really want something to be amazed at, watch South Park S13 E14 while you're tripping. There's a crazy powerful hidden storyline to it.
>>73153796
I started taking acid again recently (hadn't done it since I was a teenager) by myself. Haven't had a bad experience yet and in fact it's quite a liberating experience emotionally, as when tripping I don't feel weighed down by the negativity that I usually carry around with me.
My tips: First don't take too much especially if you're not experienced. One hit is plenty. Second, you can have a great time by yourself on acid. I like going to the park laying in the grass and soaking in the sun, taking a run along the trail (acid gives you tons of energy), watching some anime (the bright colors of anime are far more dazzling than usual when enhanced by acid), cooking, doing yoga, listening to music, reading. Whatever you decide to do the experience will feel enhanced and more enjoyable than usual. Third, tripping on acid is a great time to work on self-knowledge or self-discovery. I like spending time meditating, writing, exploring thoughts and following them to see where they take you, and noting down what I learn about myself to review later.
give it a try at least once. Don't worry about having a bad trip and you probably won't. It's when you start obsessing on the idea that you'll start to panic.
>>73158006
I didn't mean it was a waste of time in the sense that I didn't get high enough. I got high and the experiences are worthless. They often give you this false, and even malicious sense of enlightenment. I've seen so many of my friends fall down this path. Still reading stoner shit like McKenna thinking it's the be all end all, getting stoned all the time... They all lack self awareness, and don't see how unenlightened and stupid they really are. I've had to cut them out of my life to move on.
Drugs are unfulfilling, a waste of time, and damaging to your brain, personality, and life. A lot of people here are young and encouraging them to do this is malicious, or degenerate.
>>73154244
Buy it online. It's super easy. Buying from a darknet website is just like buying from eBay. Well, eBay where you have to use Tor to access the website, and you have to pay with bitcoins, and you have to encrypt all your messages with PGP. But otherwise just like eBay. I've had zero issues, always fast and discreet
>>73158647
Pic related.
>>73158603
sounds great anon
>>73158679
>They often give you this false, and even malicious sense of enlightenment.
No shit. You think it's so hard for people to realize it was basically just a dream and their "revelations" are hilariously dumb?
I managed, why can't anyone else if they know what to expect?
>>73153665
I grow a salvia divinorum plant in my room, and have smoked it a number of times. It can be your best friend or worst enemy, depending on what's inside.
>>73158358
But great trips.
To any kids still into experimenting, do all and any solvents and gases you come across and find what works for you. Remember to ignite your exhalation for great entertainment value.
>>73158954
DON'T DO THIS IT MAKES MUSTARD GAS
>>73158936
my salvia divinorum plant has actually helped me cope with my social anxiety and agoraphobia disorders to the point that now, I can leave the house and communicate with strangers. Before smoking Salvia D, this was literally impossible for me.
>>73153665
Doing DXM in a bit, not exclusively psychedelic, but still a pretty trippy expreience.
I wantto do LSD and mushrooms but i cant find them.
i did NBOMe once
does this count?
tried to imagine jewish star (just to check if i can imagine something at all), ended up imagining symbol of Hungarian Nazis
>>73159061
>DXM
DXM is fucking shitty, dude.
But, if you have to, can I suggest walking through a dimly moonlit room and focusing on a dark spot? My whole vision would go flickering black-and-white 30s movie when I did that.
>>73159109
Yeah that counts, 25i a cute.
>>73153665
I'm in the army and they drug test every month.
I've tried shrooms around 6 or 7 times, high doses of salvia three times, and mdma (if it counts) probably around a dozen times.
I'm even prone to anxiety, but I've only ever had maybe an hour total of a bad trip on shrooms which I was able to bring myself out of by playing some chill music. That hour was absolute hell though.
The "dude... expand your mind..." meme is kind of annoying, but the trips were honestly extremely helpful to me. It allowed me to see my failures as not a fault of person, but a fault of upbringing and I learned how to accept and move past them instead of dwelling on them. The first time I did mushrooms honestly changed my personality for the better.
>>73158741
If you do this, isn't there a fair chance that you'll end up with some research chemical rather than what you ordered?
>>73159197
>standard drug test
>detecting psychedelics
>>73159061
>>73159160
Isn't DXM the 30 second one that takes you to an entirely different place?
What actually is the most powerful psychedelic, do you know? I'd love to read some more about it just out of curiosity.
>>73159197
>Not taking 3+ weeks of leave
>>73159273
DXM is cough syrup
You're thinking of DMT
>>73159314
o yeah
salvia was my favorite. i can't believe it used to be legal. is it illegal in all 50 states?
>>73159259
No, because like eBay there is a rating and feedback system and if people were selling bunk shit, they'd be kicked off the site. Don't buy from a seller with low/no ratings.
would love to try DMT just once but don't know how to get it.
>>73159273
No you're probably thinking of nitrous, a different disso, or DMT, a really powerful chemical, but not a disso iirc.
DXM lasts like 8 hours.
DXM lasts for like 8 hours.
>>73159401
Try whisper (srs)
>>73153665
>Why haven't you experimented with psychedelic drugs?
Mushrooms and 1-P LSD. Pretty alright. I'll probably try DMT one day.
>>73159407
>DXM lasts
>implying DXM does anything unless you either take a fucking shitload of it and make yourself ill or focus seriously hard
>>73154325
Nice meme. You know what really causes brain damage? Chem trails, fluoride and other toxic runoff, aluminium...
>>73158830
amen brother, I have mixed emotions about crystal cole and her shit, especially with her copying basic wiki pages and reciting them on her youtube, but pickard... no doubt, made LSD available to the world in the late 90's... and in GREAT QUALITY...
>>73159160
DXM definitely isnt the best but I have no connection and im currently still living with my parents like a fucking moron, so i cant exactly order shit to my house.
Thanks for the tip, I'll try that.
>>73159340
I still have the plant, pretty sure it's legal here in Wa still.
>>73159567
Might be legal to grow, illegal to harvest and abuse it.
>>73159482
The only ill effect of doing it once is a bit of the runs,
I've definitely never gotten sick from it, jsut an afterglow the next day.
Of course a medicinal dose isnt going to get you high.
>>73158679
agreed, it's just "that" part of your consciousness gets a spotlight, and your brain is firing in a different pattern so the entire experience is quite something, often humbling. that' how i would sum up my trips or at least my last trip a year or two back when i just pretty much drifted away from psychedelics, or any drug for that matter, Humbling.
perfect example is DMT and how the body produces it daily, compare going downhill on a bike to taking an epipen ot he leg... though it's not the same sort of drug at all.
personally I found DXM to be, stupid, fun, disassociative, stupid, maybe a bit concerning at times, heart beat and that, strangely similar to certain aspects of DMT but this could have been sleep deprivation, darknesss, etc. though this was several years ago. i also felt quite nauseous, painfully so, but that's probably a side effect of the stuff they put in cough syrup so you dont abuse it. tier 1 degenerate, but i was poor and bored.
>>73153665
I'm going to, I just need to find someone that is willing to do it with me, as I have heard you should have someone watching over you the first time(s).
Also I need to find out where I can get some.
>>73159520
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_Leonard_Pickard
https://www.erowid.org/culture/characters/pickard_leonard/pickard_leonard.shtml
https://drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=133091
>>73159567
I just went to a mom n pop store in IL to find gardening stuff for a Mother's Day and they've got salvia, unless it's not the same kind or something and is just a plant, but I'm 90% sure I could go back, buy it and smoke it
>>73153665
Caffeine is the only drug I need
>>73153665
I've tried them all and regret that I ever had. Their only purpose is open your mind to the spiritual realm, which is forbidden by God. The Bible talks about their use in witchcraft, sorcery, or "pharmakeia." All they do is allow spirits to gain control of you. What you perceive as enlightened consciousness is nothing more than demons cucking you. I feel sorry for people who live for this kind of lifestyle.
I've done enough to get me sent to the hospital. They're fine but there's a stupid culture around them. Certainly can give you interesting thoughts if you do large amounts.
>>73159991
Christ-chan pls
>>73159991
Yahweh is a demon. You're just arbitrarily worshipping him instead of the others.
>>73159340
legal in California pretty sure
>>73158647
>watch South Park S13 E14 while you're tripping. There's a crazy powerful hidden storyline to it.
I'm probably never going to get ahold of drugs since getting bitcoins is too much fucking effort, explain?
>>73159904
There's thousands of kinds of Salvia, it's related to mint, but only Salvia Divinorum will make you high.
>>73160118
if you worship a loving being and believe the loving being to be infinite in power and creator of all things, you could call that being Billy Mays and still be worshiping the same one God. Just sayin
>>73160238
The show itself is a humiliation montage of Kyle being forced to drink pee.
The message behind it is being continually forced to compromise your values in service of the greater good, and the episode ends with a gun to Kyle's head being forced to do something completely alien to him. It doesn't resolve whether or not he'd do it or fight at that point.
You really have to watch it to get it. South Park writers still got it desu.
>>73153665
I have. It literally melts your mind, which you can manipulate depending on how much you use. Your mind can be as manipulable as putty or falls straight through your hands (if you take too much), and you can take yourself places in a dreamlike manner. Imagination + Psychedelics can be very fun. Also, emotions are also tied into it, which is a major factor of a good trip or bad trip. Don't go into a trip if you're feeling bad.
>>73160338
What if my loving being tells me your loving being is a farce? This "all religions are one" bullshit is getting tiring.
>>73153665
Psychedelic drugs permanently alter your brain chemistry, that's why. Perfectly normal person one year the next you're throwing yourself off a roof from severe depression from a fucked up brain or you're watching furry porn or being a retarded podcaster. I'd rather not become the next Joe Rogan and eat mushrooms and other poisonous plants that are likely trying to kill you just so you can see fuzzy colors in your peripheral vision, you can buy a fucking Oculus Rift or something for that.
>>73160446
it wouldn't, so there is no what if.
>>73160464
You have no clue how drugs work.
>>73160464
I think drugs are degenerate, but this post is retarded
>>73153665
shrooms thrice
dmt twice
acid once
10/10 would not do again
>>73160464
>just so you can see fuzzy colors in your peripheral vision, you can buy a fucking Oculus Rift or something for that.
You know I actually did consider that. I tend to retain sane control of my mind no matter how heavy a dose of what I take, so I only do them for the visuals. There's still the generally altered state of consciousness that makes you enjoy it, though. Just looking at randomly changing patterns would be boring.
Looking at them, with your sense of time slowed down, the images and distortions themselves receptive to however you try to mentally alter them, and with your brain chemicals all over the place telling you "this thing you're looking at is the most beautiful and funniest thing you've ever seen" is something no VR will ever come close to matching.
>>73160618
have you learned the secret?
>>73160504
>>73160591
You're both actually fucking idiots, taking hallucinogens is the same as taking a baseball bat to your head but with chemicals.
Why do you think you're tripping and tasting smells and doing all that uncontrollable shit? because you're head's chemical signals are is getting fucking scrambled to shit. Sorry to break it to you all who fell for the meme.
but i have
>>73157560
Oh Jesus 4acodmt. I've had the best and worst trips of my life on that shit.
Absolutely indescribable visuals. Incomprehensible shapes and patterns morphing together in 3 dimensional neon bliss.
If I could recreate the things I saw on that drug I could become a successful artist.
I tried to chase the Dragon and got burned off a 70mg trip. Haven't done it since.
>>73160666
my mind was drastically re-written - mostly all for the better but at the cost of losing/dwarfing/forgetting my former identity in life
i attained so much mentally and spiritually but ended up faceless for it - i regret nothing.
>>73153665
I used Syrian Rue to cure my type one diabetes. These plants are medicines.
>>73153665
Did loads of them about two years ago. Watched akira while I was high on 2C-P and had a drug-induced panic attack. Went to the hospital and got clean, stayed away from them ever since.
>>73153665
>Be me
>Terence McKenna fan
>Do heroic dose
>Go through worm hole
>Digital mantis aliens cuck me on the other side
>See lights in the sky awhile later - reported in newspaper by local man who lives 2 miles from my house
>Frequent helicopter fly bys
>Destroy cell phone in fit of paranoia
>Black magic - the power of language
>See things in my mind for months afterwards
>Only presence of my cats keeps them at bay
>To this day still secretly believe in coming invasion - if they aren't already here
>Experience true terror
Psychedelics will open your mind, Goy! We're all one! One love!
