I put myself 20k in debt for a major in psychology.
>>70279230
What were you thinking??
>>70279230
Still better than gender studies.
10bux fagget
>mfw I paid for my own degree in computer science and have $0 in debt
>mfw people tell me my job could be taken by a pajeet
>mfw I have no debt so I don't give a fuck if they do
>mfw their memes don't work on me
>mfw I am making shittons of money in the meantime so I can just move to Montana or some shit and live off of it for years
I used to be addicted to oxycotin, cocaine, and booze, all at the same time. Plus cigarettes. Off all of those now.
>>70279230
That's not TOO horrible. My inlaws are in +100k from liberal arts degrees. 5 years after graduation, they still don't have jobs in their fields of study. I went to a 2 year college and am making significantly more than them.
>>70279230
I've abandoned my child! I've abandoned my boy!
>>70279430
If you're making enough money, you should buy houses outright - no loans - just buy them up front and rent from day 1. Property is an amazing investment If It's positively geared and you don't have to worry about paying back any interest on a loan for it.
The "property is a shit investment" meme has to do with people who take out loans to buy investment properties they couldn't afford If anything in the market changes. Sadly, that description is the majority of people who invest in property, so the meme is prevalent.
>>70279230
I voted NDP in Canada's last federal election. I fell for the "Stop Harper" meme.
>>70279278
>>70279465
Halfway through I had already decided I didn't care about psychology anymore, but didn't really know what to switch to. So I never did. I'm working now and can afford my payments, but it has nothing to do with psychology. My degree is nothing more than an icebreaker in conversation
>>70279278
Apply to a public law school
>>70279548
Wow, man I feel for you.
Mine wakes me up so I can take him to the toilet in the morning. He turns two later this month.
Little bugger refused diapers from when he was friggin one.
Sooo many accidents.
What happened? Was his mother a crazy whore?
>>70279230
I find white girls more attractive than any other race and want to settle down and breed one with lots of hapas
I'm Asian.
I once fisted a girl, at her request.
>>70280390
I work as a bouncer in a gay bar owned by jews.
>>70279278
FPBP
>>70279230
get masters and u can actualy do something w that
i have a trap feitsh which im taking care of with loli porn.
I start wagecuck threads and I'm a corporate executive that works from home full time.
>>70280488
Go for it. The general consensus around here is that that's ok. The "Muh Elliot Rodgers!" thing is just a meme.
>>70279230
yeah? I spent 20 grand and never got a degree.
I can pay it off in 2 years max though :)
>>70279230
>psychology
You dun
>>70279783
This is why I have been full of anxious fear when picking a major. So I think I'm going into the army to become a Major. - -
i only date mixed race, asian or jewish girls
Wake up you never looked so glum, Tell me how will we know they can't hear us coming?
>>70280935
POO
>>70279230
i cant stop getting dubs
how the fuck is this related to politics
>>70279230
Im a faggot.
But at least I'm not OP.
Mfw I get paid to study (students get a few hundred euros a month) in the best school system in the world.
>>70280955
The other day I was in the parking lot and some black people were blasting black people music out of their car and sitting in it, because apparently it's a black people thing to sit in your car in the middle of a parking lot or something.
But it was and oldschool Mercedes and I could barely hear it over the Diesel engine. I laughed.
>>70279783
I am studying psychology but it's a field that always interested me and I'm really enjoying it.
I'm unironically a national socialist furry
>>70281409
>furry
Kill yourself degenerate
I just want to meet a new woman to fill the emptiness and lonliness my ex took from me.
>>70279230
had a baby at 16 on purpose
>>70279230
I'm a white nationalist, but married to a Puerto Rican because 10/10 ass and she cooks/cleans.
>>70281560
>on purpose
What? Why?
>>70280935
I went the opposite direction. Tried to join air force. They wouldnt accept a hungry skeleton. So I went into HVAC. It sucks. I could join now that I lost my skeleton status. But still weak and and unsure of signing away 6 years of my life.
I don't love my girlfriend anymore, but going back into the dating game seems like such a mission.
If I was still in college I'd feel differently.
>I post "that'll be $X plus tip!" threads but I actually make my own pizzas using french bread and store bought toppings
>>70281727
You yourself just said you don't love her anymore.
>>70281067
WATCH ME
Psychology is decent if you are 100% certain that grad school is the direction you want to go.
I went that route and got my Masters and State-specific license to work as a Mental Health Counselor. I'm not expecting to be pulling in a six figure salary, but I make more than enough to live comfortably and save for the future.
tl;dr grad school or bust, a Bachelors in Psychology is a glorified stepping stone. Pick something else if you're looking for a terminal undergraduate degree.
>>70281067
LAST TRY
>>70281852
I'd feel more confident about finding another one if I was still in college, if that was the confusion.
I don't know where to bloody start looking.
>>70281270
Isn't no-one interested? Really?
>>70282082
Never show your fear.
>>70280488
Ill breed with you anon
I used to be on the left
>>70281936
How long did the grad school step take you? I'm thinking of doing the same with my biological science undergrad degree.
I'm dating a mixed black girl and cheating on her with another mixed black girl.
>>70279230
>not majoring in geography so you can banter better
$37k
>>70279456
noice
>>70279230
I dated a tranny and regret it every single day. It wants me back.
>>70281667
Because I met the love of my life and we wanted to start a family.
>>70282232
noice
>>70281700
Take your mind out of your body. Use your spirit to objectively see yourself six years from now. Ask yourself what you feel. If you feel anxious, fear or regret, you should have went into the military. I use this method for all my decisions and it works very well.
>>70280857
>that chiseled jawlime
>>70282195
I am on the centre-left.
>>70282343
post op or pre op. theres options
>>70282205
Two and a half years. A Masters should only take 2 or 3 (at most) years to finish. I figure some -might- take longer, but you're not going to need the 5-6+ that can be typical for a PhD program.
>>70279430
Anon, I'm 2 years from finishing my CompSci.
Is your work more fun than uni? Studying CISC is becoming more and more boring... but software engineering stuff I kinda like. Mips and Y86 make me want to kill myself
I am a complete sexual degenerate.
>>70279230
I fucked and dated an asian girl for most of my high school years, until my senior year in which I broke up with her and on the same week started going out with a Serb qt.
Also I live in a 80% jewish area, and constantly have night mares of getting abducted by v the jews.
>>70281936
yeah, it'd be like getting a bachelors in physics.
>>70282107
it didn't seem like your post warranted a response m8
>>70282390
How'd that pan out?
>>70279230
I was literally exactly where you are. 20k with a bachelors in psych. Luckily, you can easily build on a psychology bachelors. No it's not as good as a STEM degree, but it is much better than something like English, History, or women's studies.
Either go to a masters program in a field of psych, human resources etc that interest you. In which case you'll make decent cash. Or do what I did, go to law school. Psychology is a good starting point for entering into law.
It's gonna be ok.
>>70282583
Me too but that's no secret. Most users on pol are degenerate.
>>70282390
Ok, hope it's working out.
>>70282583
please specify
I shitpost on /pol/ because it's essentially Tumblr's evil twin.
>>70279230
im jewish
>>70280756
I knew it
>>70282592
>afraid of the jews
Suck it up I'm gonna be in 300k debt for medical degree
>>70282521
PreOP five years on HRT
>>70282700
it was inevitable we have come full circle
I'm not actually white.. I joined the Alt-Right on the pretense of racial superiority, but I'm actually a dirty spic....
>>70282525
Nice, did you manage to work full time and still manage that time frame?
I was raised by a single mother who later married and divorced a stereotypical nig nog
>>70279230
what is this...College Debt that EVERY person i know from USA and Canada have?
is this a western thing?
In russia you either go to university or not. I mean...if you not pay for the next month-they just kick you out and thats all.
>>70282750
wait it will die off after op be patient
>>70282750
Five years isn't enough to grow up?
>>70282107
Not really, no
>>70282736
They're pretty scary... I oftenly see them roaming around the neighborhood with their full body costumes and shit. Plus I live alone in this big house.
>>70282775
Me too bro I just hate degeneracy, dislike Jews and joined the alt-right for this reason
>>70282885
boo im jewish
I drove without insurance because all the jobs that would allow me to pay for insurance were outside of town.
I got caught in a random stop and lost the car, have over 6000 dollars in fines and won't be able to afford to drive for at least a decade.
I graduated high school in 2014, don't have my drivers license, and have only worked for a total of 3 months being fired from 3 different jobs.
>>70282954
you dun fugged
>no college debt yet because first few years I'm going to a CC then transferring to Uni
>two years in and have a bunch of general classes done but no major
>don't know what major to pick
>don't know how to pick a good major that I will both like and make me successful
What do I do?
>>70279230
I didn't do anything today.
My mom's husband is part nigger
>>70279548
Kek, it's either abandon ship or Sink with it. I had friends from high school who were too stupid and afraid to run. Now they're poor and living in debt. They can't do or go anywhere, literally nothing changed for them since other than child support. They're a slave to their low level jobs instead of school
Forever brokes are hopeless
>>70281270
Nice fin-bro.
I have european citizenship, would love to study in one of those fine northern lands one day
>>70283011
Go STEM
>>70282775
>>70282944
H O N O R A R Y
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>>70282786
I worked a part-time job as a case manager in a home health agency while living at home with my parents when I was going for the degree. It sucked moving back in, but it was better in the long run since I was able to save up for when I eventually moved out after finishing school and finding full-time work.
>>70282973
>I graduated high school in 2014, don't have my drivers license, and have only worked for a total of 3 months being fired from 3 different jobs.
Get it together Tyron
>>70283014
you posted right?
>>70282951
I'm not getting scared until I see a kipah or a hook nose.
My gf isn't white and I've jacked off to traps
>>70283011
Go STEM or Teaching
>>70283086
im jewish am i redeemable
>>70279230
I love to see people of the same race rip on eachother https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVnN4yA_DrA
this gives me the big cums
>>70279430
Pajeet isn't going to take our jobs anon. It's just jelly fags with shit degrees shitposting to make themselves feel better.
Half my work is fixing Pajeet's shitty coding. I've never been more busy.
I have an important freelance job to do. That might lead me to job visa to Poland/Warshav at the end of this year.
Yet im depressive and keep procrastinating so i cant finish it even if its very simple.
Im being extremely degenerate right now but i cant do anything about it.
It's 5:47AM in russia and i didnt go to bed yet because i kept thinking that i might start doing job after 30 minutes...
>>70279230
I worked for two muslims for a period of 3 years.
>>70283167
>I've jerked off to traps
this is a confession thread m8, fapping to traps is widely acknowledged as common practice here.
YOU FOOL
>>70283150
thats it
>>70279230
When I was in Canada to see Niagra Falls, I nutted inside this qt and left, she had my baby, I still send her $1,000 so she can take care of her, I left my child without a father, I feel guilty.
>>70283011
>>70283075
STEM, u get a job after graduation and make cozy fuckin bank. Go MechE, ChemE, CompE, CompSci, or one of those oil/nucleur/etc. engineerings.
>>70283006
Yep.
I think about killing myself every single night.
>>70282564
Like 75% of the shit I learned in getting a Computer Science degree I never use and I get paid 60k a year. Don't give too much a shit about Calculus, but get your statistics knowledge down it's actually useful.
>>70283011
Same boat. My advice would be to do what your best at. Do something you know you can do and gives a decent check.
>>70283267
so what
>>70283170
Only if you actively use it to melt liberal brains when you tell them you are in favor of white nationalism
>>70279230
by consistently working and living within my means I have never been in debt and always keep a sizable savings.
I will never want for anything but will never be extremely wealthy.
>>70283328
was the falls cool at least
>>70283240
Don't give in, Russiafag. You will never be let back into the slav alliance.
>>70283275
>yes goyim, homosexuality is normal
>>70282621
Good so far. I'm 19 now, we have two sons and we've both found stable work online so we get to spend every day together playing with our kids in a comfortable home with everything we could need or want. Itching for our third baby soon.
>>70282642
Thanks.
It's not so bad, I'm gonna marry a Jew. She's the love of my life and I will never betray her
>>70283342
do something memorable before you an hero, make it last
>>70283363
That's appealing. Is work interesting? Do you feel like you're doing stuff at work, or is it mundane? Do you have to keep working once you get home?
Also, do actual companies use
>MVC
>UML
my software engineering prof wont stfu about them lel
>>70283125
There are many ways to do nothing.
>>70282885
>Used to be a technocratic lefist hippie with 'Venus Project' ideals.
>Hated religion
>I am responsible for the vast majority of people turning atheist and losing faith in my school when younger due to my constant arguments in religious studies (UK).
>I smoke, but it's ok, I can afford it.
>I vape (not obnoxiously, just when I'm at home as it doesn't smell).
>I'm currently acting chameleon pretending to be a 'classical marxist' amongst my university peers so that I'm not suspected of being fash.
>My great grandfather was the leader of an anti-Jewish pogrom in a minor Polish town, that historians today are still trying to figure out who was responsible for it. From what I know, the Jews in question were local post-war communist agitators, although some were innocent; they locked them in barns and set them on fire.
>Took the 23andme test to find out that I'm 25% Jewish (ashkenazi) - G-d knows how, I don't have any of the facial characteristics and I have blonde hair.
>I sell nootropics to gullible university students for almost double their worth.
>>70283240
You can handle this rusbro and you know that
Dont transform into swecuck
>>70283170
don't take the memes so seriously
>>70283503
All your children will be Jews. Good Job.
>>70283393
its fun i got a triple combo once
>>70282564
You know that incredibly annoying CS project you had? Imagine that, except being interrupted every five minutes with some dip shit user, boring meetings and deadlines you can't possibly meet. Oh yeah, and that 40 hours a week thing everyone else does? Get used to 50-60+ hours a week, welcome to the Saturday life.
>>70283075
>>70283168
>>70283333
Everyone always say STEM but I just find it so boring, I find a lot of things at least somewhat interesting (history, english, /lit/, law, politics even) but STEM just isn't one of them. I've thought about being a history teacher but hate the idea of being bottom of the barrell and never being wealthy
>>70283532
what about suicide
>>70283552
its fun tho
I drink too much...
Yesterday afternoon wife ran to the store while I was taking a power-blackout, telling our sick 3 yr old to wake daddy up if you need anything.
When wife came home, baby was sobbing because she couldn't wake me up.
>>70282343
Argentina, why I'm not surprised
>>70283585
From what I've read, some CompSci jobs are laid back, some are intense like you described. Do you work at a large/succesful company?
>>70283445
It was alright
>>70280503
you degenerate scum
>>70282343
>dated tranny
AND WE HAVE A WINNER/ thread
>>70283625
It's the last way.
>>70283585
That's what you get for working for Jewgle/Amazon/Facebook etc.
Work freelance or for a small company outside the major tech cities. The comfy life is within your grasp.
>>70283722
our side is better
my dad is probably a pedophile. I wasn't touched or anything but he tried to get my half sister to take her clothes off, pretty sure I found CP on his computer when I was 13-ish. Also somewhat abusive. Haven't talked to him in about five years.
>>70283779
what if he didnt now
>>70283571
story?
>>70283542
>You can handle this rusbro and you know that
>Dont transform into swecuck
thanks!
>>70283469
>You will never be let back into the slav alliance.
but i will have an apartament here in russia. so i could return in any time...i g-gues.
>>70283585
>iktfb
I was asked today to come up with a standardized and consistent model for IT system decommissioning/sunsetting that can be applied to ~1000 business systems for a very large merger about to take place. The senior team wants to see a draft by Monday.
>>70283790
don,t nock it till you try it
>>70283599
>Major in History with a teaching licence K-12
>Apply to law school
>Make six figures as a lawyer
>If law school doesn't workout teaching guarantees middle class status (job benefits also) and possible promotions
>>70279230
Once I had a dirty thought about a woman I am not in wedlock with. I said the rosary 12 times and confessed it to God so it's cool.
I am an illegal alien who got here at the age of six and would vote for Trump if I could.
>>70283982
After you.
>>70283953
i was graduating and i said women with guns don't get raped and boom a indain leftist budist lesbian was in tears along with the class weaboos
>>70283975
Where do you work? Is it a BIG name tech company?
>>70284033
I've thought about and even posted on /pol/ this exact plan. It's a possibility
>>70284139
all ready tried it was fun
>>70283539
>>I sell nootropics to gullible university students for almost double their worth
Kek, looks like the jew within you isn't showing visibly, but rather mentally.
>>70282188
A-are you a cute white girl?
>>70284041
I remember when I was a youngster and would do this after looking at shit on playboy or whatever soft shit i found lol. I thought I'd go straight to hell, not pass go, etc.
>>70284252
prob a paki
>>70284182
Looks pretty solid to me tbqh
>>70279230
It's a good bachelor's degree to get, but only if you have a scholarship or plan on going to grad school.
>>70279230
I struggled with wanting to become a girl when I was a teen. I don't think anyone found out. I would crossdress in private and jack off. I outgrew it and now look down on people who encourage that shit.
>>70284152
It will be mate. When you graduate stay away from silicon valley and the big companies. They will use you like shit. Sure the pay is good, but those cities are expensive so it's not even worth it.
I work for a start up at some shit hole in England, the cost of living is so low and I get a comfy 40 hour week.
>>70283526
Programming can get mundane, depends on what you're working on and how much leeway you have in the project.
Yes and Yes. MVC makes your job easier. The shittier the code the harder it is to maintain and update. You need to know how to write documentation of your code, that's pretty necessary.
Your workload depends on who you work for, I have friends who went to Silicon Valley and get 130k a year and work 50 hour weeks. I work for a small business and am in charge of building financial applications. I spend 2-3 hours a day fucking around on the internet because my boss has no idea what I'm doing. As long as he sees progress in whatever is next on the docket hes happy.
>>70284049
"And on that wall we will put a big beautiful door for people to come in LEGALLY"
He will help you back senpai don't worry
sometimes i am unable to focus on anything, like, not even videogames, and the only thing that helps is masturbating a lot. around 5 times a day.
I dropped out of college when I had 3 more credits left to get my accounting degree because I wanted to make video games on the internet
>>70283485
>Itching for our third baby soon.
Wow and only 19? I've got brothers in their 30s and they dont even want kids. Good luck to you, anon.
>>70283678
dang dude. my sister is an alcoholic who's about to lose her kids and she has absolutely nothing without them. Losing the family will be way harder on you than kicking alcoholism will be. Time to make a change, for good.
>>70283539
>>I sell nootropics to gullible university students for almost double their worth.
And you say you don't understand how you have Jew blood lol
>>70284531
are you on meds shits fucked me up
>>70284431
>I work for a start up at some shit hole in England, the cost of living is so low and I get a comfy 40 hour week.
This is literally what I want, but in burger version. I want somewhere that doesn't mind me having a life outside of their business. I don't have dreams of climbing the corporate ladder; I want money to survive and live independantly, and maybe buy some expensive drum machines every once in a while.
>>70284430
Were you cute at least?
>>70279230
>I put myself 20k in debt for a major in psychology.
Can you use that to start as a psychiatrist?
If so, open your own place. It's a massive market only about to grow.
>>70284152
No, the primary business is not technology, although we have around 5000 IT employees to support the business. While (>>70284431) is right for the most part, I've become the mr. fix-it guy to mgmt and end up working very long hours most weeks. I am well compensated but it can be very draining. If I wasn't forever-alone I would have left for something easier long ago.
>>70284569
>I dropped out of college when I had 3 more credits left to get my accounting degree because I wanted to make video games on the internet
what happened with gamedev? didn't make any? or wasn't sucessful with your games?
Dropped out of high school and got a job in manual labor at 16. Have stuck with the same company and worked my way up. Fast forward 10 years. Now I own a nice sports car, full sized truck and a nice house that I bought with cash and have zero debt.
Most of the people that told me I would amount to nothing unless I went to college are living with there parents, buried alive in debt, practically homeless or selling dugs.
Just shows that nothing can substitute good old fashioned hard work.
>>70284595
Thanks. I never would have expected it but I met the one and I just wanted to have babies with them and didn't see any point in waiting. And our babies are so cool, I just want more. It's a slippery slope.
>>70282812
I don't want it to die, just to move on.
>>70282830
Huh? Started as an adult.
100% passable though, that's what got me interested, had me and everybody else totally fooled.
>>70284729
>>70284460
Thanks for the insights, anons.
>>70279430
HOLY FUCKKNG SHIT R U ME? I am in the boots brahamstro. Scared of h1b visa fags
Btw C# crew or die
>>70284880
Rrrrrright
I live with 2 roomates. They are a couple, the guy is like 6 foot 5 and wears diapers, the lady is is a schizophrenic (though it doesn't show) and is into the whole "little" thing. (Still not sure what that fully means), it's bizzare as fuck sometimes, but they are laid back as fuck, and don't get into my business, and they pay their bills on time every month like clock work.
>>70284877
ems been checked
>>70284877
noice
Im a 24 year old virgin.
I have no friends. I just want a normal life and a normal wife who is basically a chick version of me.
But all the women around here are vapid cunts.
>>70284880
>Dropped out of high school and got a job in manual labor at 16. Have stuck with the same company and worked my way up. Fast forward 10 years. Now I own a nice sports car, full sized truck and a nice house that I bought with cash and have zero debt.
Henry Ford status congrats
>>70282343
So... uh was the sex good?
>>70279230
ive never gotten dubs
>>70284569
You are a fucking idiot.
Nothing stops you from making games while holding your accounting degree.
>>70284996
i dont think he smashed prob aborted before
>>70284812
I'm still doing it
but I took a back seat role for a bigger team as a coder/writer
Maybe I could make my own team but not anytime soon
>>70283485
Damn, you both work from home through the Internet I need to get in on some of that cheddar.
>>70279230
30
History
iktf
>>70279230
>90k in student loans
>barely employed (work from home a few hours a week)
>wife makes 100k a year and pays all of my bills
>i stay home and take care of the children
>she is the dominant one during sex
not sure if degenerate or redpilled tbhfam
>>70285034
nothing stoped you dateing a transexual
>>70279230
20k is not that bad go get a job in buissness and if you like it think of a mba.
>>70284974
How are you still a virgin? Aren't Strayan women are loose as fuck?
>>70279230
I have always fantasized about being Peter van Pels and hiding with Anne Frank.
Oh god, just imagine deflowering that sweet girl on a lazy Amsterdam afternoon, lying and learn what each other's bodies were for.
Now imagine nine months later, she's got a massive bulging stomach from carrying your child inside of her and it seems like she’s gonna pop any moment now. Her popped belly button makes it look like she's got a giant third boob where her stomach once was. She waddles around and can barely move half of the time. She's developed an insatiable craving for your dick and you've likewise developed a taste for her pussy. You’re both cooped up in an attic all day so you’ve got nothing better to do besides fuck like an unsustainable third world populations You lie down on your back, she strips off her almost comically too small clothes and kneels on top of you. She grabs a hold of your rock hard cock, inserts it deep inside of her, and begins to ride you like a stallion. You feel the pressure from her incredible weight and huge round belly bearing down on you but the indescribable pleasure of her tight pussy throbbing on you cock negates any discomfort. You sink into her beautiful soul, into that secret place where no one dares to go. After 30 minutes, you and her are both moaning with ever greater intensity, you know it won't be long now. Suddenly, you feel your cock shaking like a V-2 rocket and the orgasm reaches it's climax as your cum literally explodes like an 88mm AT round inside her Sherman tank, blowing the turret right off. You and her both join as one, souls screaming from the sheer ecstasy. As the elation wears off, she lies next to you. Too exhausted to do anything else, you simply hold her in your embrace. In that moment, there is no family squabbles, no Nazis, no war. Just you and her, watching the sky turn pink with the setting sun.
>>70285134
noice
>>70283539
My grandfather worked in Germany and helped run a labor camp.
>>70279230
I have the first stages of alcohol-induced brain damage from being an alcoholic. Sober now but feels like I've had a chemical lobotomy. Shit sucks, if it doesn't improve over time with sobriety I might have to sudoku.
Stay away from the alcoholic Jew
>>70285197
yeah, which makes it even worse.
I just dont fit the type that they go after I suppose.
>>70285134
Shit son, if it works and you're both happy, what the fuck ever.
>>70285080
Amazon Mturk, my friend.
>>70283539
fancy way of saying you sell adderall
>>70284996
10/10
Rough anal no condom no pullouts no fucks given.
>>70285063
Wrong.
We dated for half a year.
>>70285227
TWOOOOOOOOOO-HEADED BOY
>>>/mu/
>>70284953
Is it that hard to believe? There are plenty of good jobs in the United States that pay well if your willing to work long hours in harsh conditions. Its just that most millennials are lazy faggots that want the easy jobs in the city.
20k isn't that much
get a CCNA, bachelors of anything + CCNA = decent job
>>70284651
what sort of medication are you on that makes you feel that way?
i think i just have ADD or something desu.
>>70279230
I listen to the Alex Jones show every chance I get
>>70284676
Fuck no I was disgusting. Thinking about how disgusting I was was what eventually cured it.
>>70285263
it's a pretty sweet deal and it's mostly happy. biggest problem is that i feel like a loser and contemplate suicide regularly
>>70285275
oh no you smashed but hey it cant get pregnant and leach off you
>>70285258
>alcohol-induced brain
Wet head?
>>70285317
doc said up the dose and was like 3 seconds from oding for a week it was dank tho
I smoke weed every day. My entire life I was a hungry skeleton with sleeping problems. Didn't find out until I got out of the Army that weed fixes both of those things. I only smoke at night after I completed everything I needed to do during the day though so I don't get lazy and blow things off.
>>70279430
>computer science
>went to college for something achievable by RTFM
kek
I have crippling depression and anxiety but also an addiction to alcohol and weed so I have no job so every month I beg my dad to pay for all my bills and also my drug habit
S-sorry /pol/
>>70285426
Well then find something to do with yourself faggot, if you don't have to work or money isn't an issue then find something else meaningful to fill your time yo, just think about some shit you like to do. Bonus points if it ALSO makes you money.
>>70285573
become the leach you were ment to be jew the jew man
>>70285261
Hmm, how different are you tho?, I work in a bar, I've met a couple Aussies, they're usually tall, dirty blonde extroverted Chads, you don't fit that?
>>70279230
I am failing my college courses because I can't stop jerking off
>>70285597
he should get a hobby or some shit
>>70284205
>>70284624
I was always good with money, I started doing accounting for my family business at age 14. Doesn't make me a G-d damn Jew. Prowess with currency isn't genetic.
>>70285237
Probably responsible for more deaths than mine then.
>>70285269
I would never do such a thing, that is illegal and unethical. I only supply 100% quality mind-enhancing products. You'll think you won't need it first term. But by late second and third, you'll be coming to my flat on your knees begging.
I'm 23 and in community college with a decent savings account and no debt but I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. I make ~25k per year so once my parents have had enough of me I'll have to move to the projects. I hate my girlfriend so much but I'd rather not be alone. I spend 99% of my time either reading about history or shitposting on /pol/. I'm ultimately getting a BA in History because I want to teach but I know that that isn't realistic. I wish that I was born 1,000 years ago so that I could have been dead already with a bunch of illegitimate children everywhere. I'm not looking forward to the future or the rest of my life but I wouldn't ever commit suicide. I want to join the Foreign Legion so that maybe I could get a combat-death but they'd never take me. I don't really want to participate in society, I'm basically content with reading, but I've got to support myself somehow or I can't even become a non-participating observer, which complicates things since you have to participate in society in order to support yourself.
WHAT SHOULD I DO FAMILIA IM A MESS
>>70283542
>Russia
>Ever being Swecuck
No Just No.
>>70285227
Then Otto and Fritz walk in and gun them down with their sturmgewehrs.
I masterbated to cuck porn tonight.
>>70285134
what does she due to make 100k?
fuck that's a lot of money
#bless
>>70285712
git gud
>>70285773
kys
>>70281659
>white nationalist
>race mixes
kill yourself
>>70285773
>>70285812
Depends if you imagined yourself being the cuck or the bull.
>>70285699
That's what I thought initially, but he needs more then a hobby, he needs something that makes him feel significant or accomolished, hobbys help, but I think he needs more then a stamp collection or rock climbing or something.
>>70285343
Oh well, at least you're clean man
>>70285712
Shitpost and troll. Gets me thru the day.
>>70285816
but she is a 10/10 and more traditional than most i guess
i used to shampoo and condition my pubes when i ages 10-15
>>70283539
>25% Ashkenazi Jew
>Great Grandfather led a Pogrom
Somebody disappointed their dad...
>>70285861
being the bull would be weird tho some creepy ass cuck fapping to you
>>70285780
high-level position at a big accounting firm.
>>70285597
it's getting better. kids take a massive amount of energy and time so i had to rework all of my hobbies to fit their nap schedules. i'm back to lifting and reading every day which is good. summer will bring a lot of yard work which i like to do. mostly i feel guilty because of the debt. like i'm a huge burden on my family.
>>70279230
i am a tranny and I admit it is a mental illness, but I concede that the best treatment for my mental illness is to be a faggot and live like a girl.
However, if I have to be a girl I am going to be the most red pill girl I can be. It is fucking hard though because the estrogen pills are blue.
>>70285702
Pro-tip for UK /pol/acks with family businesses:
If you have kids, you can 'pay' them for 'work' done and this way obtain an extra untaxed income, without you going over £32k and paying the 40% rate.
It is my firm belief that this is a common loophole, but to my pride, I discovered this method myself.
>>70283485
I seriously wish I was in your position. Best post I've read.
For 8 years my friend has been trying to get a job with his 4 year degree. Every time he uses me as a reference I tell the employer that he has a drinking problem. I know it's a dick move but I'm afraid of him doing better than me.
>>70285867
a small contracting thing maybe but he basicly a house wife but with a dick
>>70285529
i've known several people who were on psych meds, happy at a dose, listened to their doctors to up the dosage, got negative reactions, then couldn't take the meds anymore.
i now think they just like to fuck with people by telling them to up their dosages.
>>70286011
Are you cute? If you decide to be a tranny and you aren't cute, you're in for depression and early suicide.
>>70284352
>go to law school
>pretty much has to be t14 if you want to work corporate where big salaries are at
>go into 200k+ debt only for law school
>good idea to go into 200k debt to work a glorified paper pusher job being paid loads but working 80 hour weeks
ok
>>70285459
Yea that's what they refer to it as, but simply its brain damage. Fucks with memory, concentration, motor skills, thought processing, mood, basically all the shit that goes weird when you're drunk, except permanently. Would not recommend, it really sucks..
I'm 25 years old, still live with my mother, can't decide what to get a college degree in or if college is even worth it, and can't find a job in the mean time.
>>70283585
u work in video games?
>>70286075
Is it at least true?
>>70286135
its cruel i fucking cant walk for shit because of it
>>70285998
Of you take care of your kids, and I mean really take an active role in their devwlopment, then you are better then most American """"parents"""
>>70285712
>I'm ultimately getting a BA in History because I want to teach
do this stick with it or die.
There comes a time when you just gotta be a man
>>70279326
Everyone should take a genders studies class. It bases you. Its only fucked when you take it as a major.
>>70286157
How did it happen? We're you trying to quit? Wet head is my biggest fear.
>>70285945
Not really. As far as I am aware, all the holocaust survivors hiding in the town were known communists. My great grandfather's troops simply got rid of commies, and that's how it was in their eyes.
>>70279465
The best doctors are liberal art majors, not biochem-ers. Food for thought
>>70284949
>C#
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAH FAGGGOT
C++ do or do cunt
>>70286075
Kill Yourself asshole
>>70279230
I have a worthless degree in english/creative writing, never had a gf/am a virgin, am 24 with a birthday next month, and moved back to my parents house a few months ago after a failed employment stint. I was really close to getting laid in college but was too socially retarded for the hot girl who liked me, so she understandably lost interest and moved on. I don't want to kill myself because a gun is the only surefire way and I don't want to use one because I'd only contribute to gun grabbers' statistics.
>>70286236
i'm sorry to hear that anon, get better soon.
>>70286155
some people can take it. I definitely cant. Im pursuing a engineering nanotech degree because emerging technology is one of the only things i would be intrested in enough to not half-ass
>>70286358
Holy shit anon.
>>70286507
at least i can shit post forever
>>70285768
"YOU'RE SLEEPING WITH MY DAUGHTER?!
YOU SON OF A BITCH!"
>>70279230
I despise Erdogan and his social conservationism yet because of his liberal economic policies (not due to cronyism or nepotism, am atheist I'm sure he would hate me) I jumped from middle class to upper middle class. (Right now making $105k after tax, it was way more before the turkish lira plummeted)
If secular parties would have ruled I would probably make around $20-25k.
So I don't know, cheap alcohol-less sandnigger religion or muh shekels?
>>70286075
You are the most worthless shit ITT.
That's low even for this site.
>>70285985
I was the omnipresent spirit, observing the whole ordeal.
>>70286358
>no
jesus christ, how is it that he hasn't caught on yet. The fucked up part is where he thinks he didn't get the job because he failed at the interview.
>>70286296
I'm absolutely going to finish the degree because I love studying for school, so if nothing else at least I get to study for a few more years. If I could teach and talk about history every day I'd love my life but the education job market is hyper-saturated, I routinely win writing contests at my community college and online but I don't think that will be enough to make me stick out as an applicant and I don't know what else I could do.
>>70286544
i know...
>>70286462
There's always helium.
>>70286302
I guess all the retarded feminists who keep spouting nonsense and false facts are based?
I'm sure if you're already red pilled you will see through all the bullshit but a huge portion of the population will buy their bullshit.
>>70286462
>I don't want to kill myself because a gun is the only surefire way and I don't want to use one because I'd only contribute to gun grabbers' statistics.
God bless you, you're a martyr
>>70286396
So he didn't mind when his son/daughter fucked a Jew/Jewess and produced a half-breed bastard?
>>70286630
but you ass fug a man m8
>>70286631
fuck that nigga god dont want to watch me fuck shit
>>70286801 kek
>>70285542
In what field is this not true? Last I checked you can learn anything from books.
i teach chinese rich kids english so they can overtake america
voting for trump
even though i know itll crash the economy here
also a psych bro with 20k in debt
>>70286630
>>70286636
I thought this was a "confessions" thread. Why the fuck am i being bashed? Chill out.
>>70286154
People tell me I am decent. I look like a woman but I am a 6/10 or a 7/10 if someone is drunk. Shit sucks honestly because I am just pretty enough to get cat called on the street but not pretty enough for a guy to over him me being a tranny for dating.
>>70286651
I thought about this. I even bought a cpap mask years ago in the event that I would use it but threw it away since.
>>70286650
Not gonna moralize like these noobs but if he ever found out you could be in serious trouble.
>>70279230
Don't pay the bill. Drop out of the job market like the rest of us. The system already has it's bloody hooks in you. You're only qualified to do social work and that is an "affirmative action" position where they pretty much only hire white women and blacks.
>>70287046
where do you think you are
>>70287046
No where did it say we can't call your ass out for being a piece of shit.
>>70286041
Thanks, man. You might be some day.
>>70287101
how so?
>>70286462
Go into teaching so that degree doesn't go to waste, also don't fret about being a virgin man, you still have a little more time, 30 is the breaking point.
>>70287290
If he finds out, you can be sued for slander.
>>70279230
>tried an engineering
>tried med school
>now studying lit
>I have a bad kidney and I think I'm going to die since I don't have money to cost the expenses.
>tfw I could be a successful engineer with a great life, great job and a have enough money for decent medical treatment.
>>70287290
That is open and shut libel. The damages would be based on how much he would've made all these years.
>>70287416
oh shiggg
>>70286653
yup, the sad part is that they are actually hurting their own cause. They think they can blame men, when we are indoctrinated in the same system.
>>70287046
i am not even judging you, i just feel sorry for your "friend".
>>70281540
I know man. I know.
>>70287634
mine left me because of my medical conditions
>>70287057
Are your standards high?, it might be better for you to aim across the table or a little bit below, also go on some chats to meet people, don't reveal that much about yourself tho, the internet is a bad place, keep your head up sweety/dude/whatever you prefer.
>>70287489
This for sure, you should probably stop before he gets an interview and references come up, and besides that shit, it's just a dirty as thing to do, if you wanna measure dicks just tell him to pull it out already, just don't ruin dudes career prospects over it.
>>70286363
Was a few years into heavy alcoholism and the effects of drinking myself stupid started to take longer and longer to wear off and my memory started getting really vague.
Woke up one day after 1L of vodka and felt weird as shit, like everything I was doing and looking at was just bypassing my brain, super tunnel vision perspective but couldn't concentrate on anything. Hard to describe but I can tell you it will scare the fucking SHIT out you to the point you'll stop drinking cold turkey and know you'll never drink again immediately, but it's already too late.
Was still slurring speech and clumsy movements a week after stopping drinking. Everything is slowed down like you had 30 points dropped off your IQ overnight, can't drive anymore because you can't process information fast enough to react to the road. Can't hold conversation for long because you can't follow the direction and think of responses fast enough. Like a can of treacle in your head all the time.
I feel a bit better after 2 months of relative hell, while I'll never be the same I'm hopeful I can get back to a point in soberiety where I don't have to off myself..
Do yourself a favour and quit, now.
>>70285664
I'm 6'1, but have brown/blackish hair, and introverted as fuck.
All of the 'gamer' stereotypes fit me 100% accurately.
>>70284252
Yes I want hapa babies too
>>70287987
toataly you are so white mr.abdul
>>70286462
DUDE. Before you commit suicide over being a virgin just go to Columbia or Thailand and fuck some bomb ass hookers. Get it out of your system m8.
>>70287808
She's a bitch and probably a slut, don't sweat it.
>>70287906
Anyone who drinks even slightly excessively should read this post, shit can be way more mad dangerous then most think. Sorry about that shit anon, but it's good to tell people to watch the booze.
>>70287949
introverted or socially awkward?
Lifting will help.
I still live with my parents. I'll be 24 next month.
I'm working and full time studying business in university though.
>>70288248
You start getting the shakes without drinking before bed. That's what made me realize I had to stop.
>>70287949
Go to comic/vidya/anime conventions or volunteer programs, you're still young, and those places have alot of caring and probably introverted women in there, there's bound to be someone for you, don't give up just yet, 30 is technically the cutoff point.
>>70287906
Thanks for that. Sending you meme magic for further recovery.
Never really drank till divorce. I was up to 1.5l per day and went to detox. That lasted a couple of months. 1 yr later I drink 1/2 - 1 pint per day. Not as bad but like in my confession it affects shit...
>>70288226
but i can barely walk i need help man it takes a hour to take a shit
>>70288372
You're fine bro no big issue there desu
>>70288541
That's rough bro. The way I see it though, you shouldn't want someone who doesn't want you. Its tough but if you grow and learn, regardless of your physical capacity, you can impact others and improve yourself as a person. Makes life worth living.
>>70282803
I guess college debts are voluntary. Don't think the gov puts a gun to their heads and makes them go through with the fucking thing. They can always drop out.
I thought I lived in a shit country though it seems that things ain't that bad. There are around 3 state funded independent universities in Mexico City alone. You pay like 1 dollar a semester lmao. Everyone can study here (not get a decent paying job though, other side of the coin)