We had a thread on the same topic yesterday, but I'm sure more people have more stories to share.
How many of you other people out there were abused (beaten or raped) as a child? Do you think that's what made you so cynical? Do you think physical punishment on children is ever justified?
I myself was raped so I can't speak to the beating part of the question.
>>68136483
Oh, fuck, are you the guy who was raped by their teacher? Liked little boys till 21 for innocence and shit?
>>68136691
Yeah, that's me.
What about you?
10/10 childhood - would do again.
I grew up an entered the real world you should try it some time
>>68136814
I've moved on, burger. I'm in Law School.
>>68136483
beaten from 5-12 by stepdad daily.
I was going to murder him more than once but by 12 and a half I was a big kid, about 5'9 so he knew to stop. Also my friends and I (also abused kids) formed a little destructive posse. We were finally safe but also feared.
Ya like I said grow up get out of school an go see how shitty the world is yourself, there is some hope but I'm starting to run dry.
>>68136902
I can't stand hearing of stories where step-parents were constantly abusive. It just makes me rage on the inside that whoever your parent was stuck with them.
>>68136776
Disciplined, helped me, though, but that's pointless though, I was just scrolling through and saw this, and recognised you. Anyway, it's good he ended up in prison, but he should have gotten the chair.
>>68137028
You sound very jaded for a person who grew up well.
That's pretty sad to hear.
>>68136483
I was beaten by my parents and bullied at school. One day I snapped and decided I wanted to see the world burn. I think I came out stronger.
>>68137075
It's a maximum security prison that he has been rotting in. Death penalty would have been nice revenge, but I can at least hope he's being beaten and raped in prison.
>>68137324
What did you do when you "snapped"?
>>68137409
I became violent myself. First I beat the bullies then my dad.
>>68137471
Good for you for standing up for yourself.
Just turbo-asperger for me.
Damn, you guys had it hard. :/
>>68137764
I've got to imagine that not knowing what is okay to say and when must make life pretty hard.
Everyone has their own problems and they're all relative.
>>68137682
Yeah. My mistake was listening to positive thinking cowards. Oh it's just banter, oh it's for your own good, oh don't give them the satisfaction!
Bullshit. When someone is set on a path to mess with you, you need to make it abundantly clear that you don't take shit. I'm 25 now and nobody has gotten in my face since then, even though I'm only 5'10 and quite skinny, because everyone knows I have loose screws in my head and I'm genuinely not scared of much.
>>68138605
I went to school with a kid like that. He wasn't bullied, but he'd get himself into fights a lot.
He was really scronny and unassuming, but if he got into a fight he'd just lose all control and a switch would flip in his head.
I always avoided fighting him even when he provoked it because I knew that he was capable of anything.
Looks to me like you were asking for it anon.
>>68139458
Looks to me like you're a despicable faggot pedophile, anon.
>>68139714
How can grown boys even compete?
>>68136814
This. I fucking loved my childhood.
>>68139458
wow. you don't get that on the other boards! gotta love this place.
Not physical.. psychological. What is fucked up even more is my mother has a masters in psychology. So that only seeds this eternal hatred i'v got for everything more.
"It's Anon's fault."
"Don't worry, we'll just blame anon."
"Anon you shouldn't do things like that."
My little brother could break a lamp and spill the milk in front of everyone, I could come walking down the stares, they would all look at each other and laugh and said, "We'll just blame Anon for this one."
That went on for 14 fucking years.
Now I think everyone thinks badly of me. That whatever the circumstance and where, it's my fault. If someone trips across the street I'v got to look around and make sure people aren't blaming me for it.
First couple of jobs I had I worked with a higher percentage of women, the snarky cunts never know when to shut the fuck up. You make the smallest mistake and then it's, "Oh god he's a wreck, what a travesty. Anon why are you always at fault?"
I'v currently been in my room for over 3 months now only coming out for food or when I feel the need for some fresh air.
Honestly my thought process for three years has been, Go on a rampage and kill a bunch of motherfuckers so that people would actually have something to blame on me. I hate all you fucking cocksuckers.
>>68136483
My boyfriend went through a lot of shit as a kid, from dying twice, raped for three straight years, parents refusing to give love until he was older... Makes me feel as if I lived a cushy life compared to him.
Now that I see you guys, I feel worse for thinking the way I did.
>>68140000
Take this advice:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zz3PhWFhA3I
>>68140066
Isn't /pol/ just great?
>>68140159
Sorry to hear that, leafbro. Women can be vile cunts because they don't know where and when to properly express their emotions.
It sounds like your mother treated you like some sick psychological experiment.
>>68140159
Also to note for any of you fucks who want to say, "Man up"
My dad left when I was 7. I have no idea what the fuck that means besides act like a complete ape on the school field and throw knuckles (watching other boys solve their dignity out), or just run away from your problems.
>>68140239
How did you think before?
And all that shit your boyfriend went through, it makes what happened to me seem like nothing.
Are you a gay man or woman?
>>68140605
You should go and volunteer at retirement homes. It would be good for you to find a kindly old father-figure.
>>68140255
I'd rather not.
>>68140830
If you ever touch a child, I will personally hunt you down and kill you slowly.
>>68140830
Hey, look, here's something to keep you busy:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Beautiful_Boy
Go, just go now.
>>68141064
Man, feminists ruin absolutely everything. They even promote pedophilia apparently.
>>68140159
My parents made it abundantly clear to me from day one that I was unwanted. An accident conceived while on vacation. That their marriage was only to appease their parents when they made a drunk mistake.
I got the blame for their misgiving. Through years they abused me - my first step was met with a broken leg, my first word with a slap in the face, when it became known that I was scared of dogs they bought a huge fucking Rottweiler just to fuck with me while being able to tell all the world "He's so clumsy and lonesome, we're so worried, see, we even bought him a dog for companionship!". And then they declared that with a useless abused "adopted" unwanted child, there was no hope of it ever being worthwhile - and so had my brother and focused on him, letting me know that from now on I was to serve.
That was my childhood. I clawed through it all, even though I got declared autistic, sociopathic, borderline-syndromed, plain antisocial. Despite it taking years of drug abuse and travel just to get some sense for whether I could get back and start a life once out of monetary dependency.
I hobo'd it the fuck up. I went far and wide. I tried every trick in the book to break free. Today I'm broken. Often I thought about killing. Fell for the "suck it up" meme, the "prove them wrong", the "be better". Lies, of course, well-meaning grandparents can do such harm to a young child.
But now I'm here. My father eventually decided to feign love for me so he might be able to brag of -some- son when his beloved one flunked basic education. With his pistol on my temple I signed the application for uni, praying he'd just pull the trigger anyway.
But today I'm here. I am still here. I hold no love anymore for anybody. I have my land and my crops and my rifle. And all that come near learn not to again.
I no longer even fear dogs. And soon there'll be war in this country. War I look forward to. Because I do have that rifle.
Good things can come to you when you wait.
Come from middle class suburban England. Dad and Mum both high funcioning drug users, I mever knew and have a good life. Dad killed himself when I was 8. Mum became depressed, lost her job, became cocaine addict. I am smarter than the rest of my school constantly getting into trouble but also top of class. Get put into private school at 11. House burns down at 12. Mum moves in with this fat abusive asshole to make ends meet. He's got a temper and gets a bit angry. He moves out when I'm old enough to put a knofe to his throat and kick him the fuck out. Hear about /b/day and come to 4chan soon after to try and see what the fuss is about, never left. Was never raped or sexually abused but probably have some unsolved emotional issues that I hid with drugs and alcohol before I had to get my shit together and get my degree.
My Dad was also an insufferable liberal, he was brought up in Nigeria (white as the day thank god) but was super anti-racism etc, couldnt take a joke when I made comments about niggers/german nazis even though I was just a 6 year old kid and didnt know what I was saying for the most part, probably helped push me toward being conservative.
>inb4 no greentext
I'm on a phone fuck you
>>68141213
Holy shit that's deep.
Was it just copypasta?
>>68140639
Woman. I used to think I had it really bad, what with depression for 8 years, some recently developing schizophrenia and such. But after meeting him and listening to him... Well now I feel bad that I used to think I had it so bad.
He was born dead and later revived. His parents divorced, mother blamed him, his dad is emotionally dead and a Jew so no surprise. He later found out his parents divorced because his dad cheated with a younger woman that made his half sister. He grew up becoming emotionally dead as well, developing antisocial personality disorder with some sociopathic tendencies. He's... He's messed up. But at least he is still just a little bit human, or else we wouldn't be together.
>>68141265
Drugs are often the centre of broken homes. Knowing this, you still have those idiotic libertarians who think it's a genius idea to legalize all drugs...
>>68136483
9 years of public school in a socialist country was enough.
First time I saw a documentary about nazi germany I felt like
>that's how it should be, a better world is possible
What about the jews and stuff? I don't care. The end doesn't justify anything, it just doesn't matter what you do if the end result is good.
All people die anyway, the only thing that's important is who lives and how.
>>68141393
Maybe it will be one. Reads a little more smoothly then "What the fuck did you just say" #20058, don't you think?
But no, I can assure you that I copied it from no-one.
>>68141431
Like I said to someone earlier, personal problem are all relative. There's no reason to be ashamed that you thought you had it bad just because somebody else had it worse.
You're a good woman for sticking with him despite his issues.
>>68141181
Ayup. I still think there's a "common sense feminism", but the movement has been taken over. And a lot of them really just *hate* men, and even little boys. They know they're hurting them by feminizing them, they don't care.
I bet a lot of /pol had their childhood slightly or heavily messed up by single mothers or ultra liberal parents.
Still doesn't seem too severe compared to other posts here though. :/
>>68140159
were you the ugly kid? i heard somewhere that moms treat their ugly sons that way
our species is so disgusting
>>68141695
I get a tear in my eye every time I watch this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnpTWKKWQ1o
no. Physical discipline doesn't make you cynical. Being abused probably will.
yes, physical discipline has its place. Children do not develop an adult level reasoning until about 10 years old. Till then, they act solely on impulse and immediate gratification.
As a parent, there will be times that you must send an immediate message to the child, one that can't be misinterpreted and will not be forgotten. Such as running into traffic, or taking scissors to the baby. An immediate spanking that imprints an unmistakable message on the child physically is the most effective at ensuring their action never occurs again.
All children are different. I had one that never needed spanking, and one that had such poor impulse control combined with a lack of fear and absence of self-preservation that every day was defying death with him. You can watch them every minute, but one second you will need to sneeze or answer the phone or merely turn your head and its all the time they need to grab for something harmful that you never thought of.
Spanking has its place. People who are parents need to decide if its a tool they want or need in their toolbox.
>be at zoo
>everyone looking down over concrete wall into polar bear pit
>everybody's kids behaving
>bam, 7 year old suddenly climbs onto wall
>loudly shouted NO plus 2 very public spanks
>still have photo of him pouting with polar bear in background
I also think that spanking has its place to make sure your kids listen to you. Same kid loved trains and he bolted toward an incoming train. I am sure my loud yell at him stopped him in his tracks because he associated that loud yell with a spanking.
He made it alive to adulthood. Feels good man.
>>68141760
I wish the best for you, Adolf.
>>68141829
I can't help it. Trivializing my own pain comes too naturally and I can't stop doing it.
That's just the tip of the iceberg. I'm not going to get in on the emotional abuse he suffered with his mother and the rapes, since that's his business. But I love him, despite his flaws. He accepts me, I accept him. He's my partner in life, one that I will never betray.
>>68142084
Thanks, Justin, and the same to you!
>>68141832
I can understand the disdain towards women, but it's often not all their fault. They've been indoctrinated into this shit as much as anybody.
>>68141016
Why do you keep acting like you didn't enjoy it
>>68142029
That's some insane shit your kid got into.
How old are you by the way? I can't imagine much of the /pol/ demographic has children in adulthood.
>>68142180
A physical stimulation isn't the same as enjoyment, creep.
>>68142106
His business is his business. I won't be pushy.
>>68142542
I knew it :] You liked it.
Stimulation is enjoyment.
>>68142029
Heh, in his tracks, because he was running towards tracks, because a train was coming, and he liked trains, heh heh
>>68136483
Middle-child here, two older brothers and one younger sibling. Was told by my Father at the age of eight how worthless I am. They made it apparent so over the years. I understand and sympathize with his position, though. He's been a hard working man all of his life. Even now, he's still working hard. Still, once my younger sister came along, three years after I was born, I didn't exist anymore. In regards to being beaten, yes. I've been hit with a wire hanger, sandals, the belt, and even once a cane. That all stopped once I hit puberty, though.
He turned a blind eye to my older brother molesting me, even when he made me suck him off in my Grandmother's room while she slept in the bed just a few feet away. I confronted my Mother about this years later because she knew. Her response was to blame me for everything, and told me it would be on my head if he went to prison.
Oldest brother was given a free ticket to fuck up his life. He did good for a time before needing thousands upon thousands over the course of a few years. He's never paid them back a dime, and only recently have they decided to not send him anymore... Only after sending him $1,500 over the course of a few days.
Older brother, same who had molested me, has a decent paying bank job, seems to have his life together. Not so much in the children department. His few attempts with his wife, wonderful woman by the way, were met with pre-mature births.
Sister, well, she got her life together as well. Nothing happened to her aside from being spoiled, and me doing her math homework in highschool along with her constantly making me late and forcing me to drop my elective starting class.
Dropped out eventually, dabbled a bit in robotics. It was fun. Worked with my Uncle Warren to replace an old family friends bathroom, it was nice. Over the course of a whole day, we managed to replace a toilet and a tub. (cont)
>>68142930
I'm not gay, so no I didn't enjoy a man raping me.
However, any man, gay or straight, will still get a boner from having their prostate stimulated. It's not something I could help. This is shit I've talked over with my psychiatrist many times because of how much it made me hate myself.
What happened to you that turned you into such a despicable creep?
Everything was always so competitive as a child, even with the littlest things.
>>68142731
Thanks dude. You keep doing you.
>>68136814
Same - couldn't ask for better parents or childhood. Having said that, I only come to the containment boards to laugh at the freaks.
>>68141213
Thank you Germany.
I'm glad I know it works in the end if you try for something else.
As for the war. We can only wait. That's been brewing here for a few years now as well.
>>68142996
I get that he was a hard worker, but why does that justify his treatment of you in your mind?
When it comes to your brother, are you a girl or a boy? It's sick that he did that to you and equally despicable that your parents didn't even care.
>>68143130
Sibling rivalry?
>>68143215
A freak is a self-inflicted weirdo. You thinking it's hilarious that a bunch of kids were raped and abused makes you more of a freak than any of us.
>>68143215
if you intentionally seek to hang out with freaks (whether it's for laughing or not), you are a freak yourself
>>68143340
When the day comes, remember every pain. Eradicate doubt from your heart in the knowledge that those that abused you are the result of the same order whose culmination your enemies on that day will be; that all the work put into the destruction of our peoples built machines in your tormenters, machines most effectively put to destroying you. And show them what sort of machine that builds.
When the lead flies, be the steel against which it flattens. When the muzzles flare, be the all-encompassing snow that snuffs out the flame. When their voices rise to demand your annihilation, make of yourself the silence in the wilds were the pleas of prey go unheard. And when their eyes rise toward the heavens or speakers of government of whom they want salvation, be as the winter that once forged your people and darken all the sky.
That way you shall fare well. Godspeed, Canada!
>>68142996
- I was paid $250 for that job, and I put it towards getting my GED. Busted my ass, and with the help of friends, managed to get a passing grade in math while excelling in the English department.
That was ten years ago. I became an unpaid caretaker for my Grandfather, and have been compensated for it with fighting and arguing every single day. Was only able to hold jobs on and off, nothing really worked to my schedule. All jobs here are looking for people to open, not to close.
To answer the rest, I am cynical in many regards, but I do have hope. I have hope that this world will be a better place despite everything that has happened to me, and everything that has happened in it.
I do not think that physical punishment should be justified, but I do think Children should understand the full repercussions of their actions. Punishment should reflect what they did wrong.
>>68136483
Something from July 2014-August 2014
Alcoholic stepdad for 5 years. This fucker cast a shadow over my life during my high school years.
Yeah I'd say this experience, plus countless times of witnessing adult incompetence growing up has made me cynical and distrusting of people who set themselves up as authority figures.
>>68143129
Keep telling yourself that buddy. Their is nothing wrong with being bisexual. The soon you come to terms with who you are the happier you'll be.
>>68144056
Goobergate?
What are you referring to?
Being born with crippling anxiety then popping pills and smoking weed. I guess from there /pol/ 'redpilled' me. In between that with anxiety gone life was average and /comfy/.
>>68143386
It doesn't justify it, you're right. I'm a male myself.
To the former, I understand why he was the way he was, or rather, is. There's a ton of stress in his life, but instead of dealing with it in a rational way, he decides to take it out on everything and everyone. He used to be hard into drugs before he kicked the habit when my Oldest brother was born, but still did some pretty shady shit. Most he does now is takes oxy, and smokes weed.
>>68136483
Had a great childhood
>>68143732
going to the zoo turns you into an animal?
>>68144181
Alcohol and drug abuse seem to be at the centre of a lot of these stories.
I was molested when i was 4 and forced to give the guy a BJ
Then i proceeded to be discriminated for being white in all my schools.
>>68143572
It's their resultant behaviour / state that amuses, not the fact they were abused. I take it you don't enjoy a good freak show?
>>68143471
Nope. Just other students trying to one-up each other since elementary school. There was no such thing as teamwork. More like make everyone else miserable.
That's one reason why I hated playing kickball or soccer with the others. Instead of playing the game, it was a game of trying to break everyone's legs, I.E. kicking the ball at someone instead of to someone.
There's manning up and taking some bruises here and there, but when it's every fucking day like a gladiator arena, it's not so fun at all.
So, instead, I tried to compete with things like crafts and material possessions for a while. Eventually it turned me into a rotten dick-ass with "Hey look at this new swimming pool! No you can't come over! Fuck you!" to the people who caused problems. It's given me a bit of "Who's laughing now?" syndrome if there's a word for it.
>>68144227
Are you going to answer my question? What made you into a creep?
>>68144449
no but it means you enjoy animals
>>68144668
Who doesn't enjoy animals? People who were fucked as kids maybe.
>>68144314
>>68144294
Drugs are at the centre of most of these stories.
>>68144498
Since then i've avoided people in general and have no friends.
I hate this country
>>68144497
Oh he is fucked in the head even without alcohol, no doubt a result of abuse he suffered as a kid too.
Not justifying it at all, the guy was a piece of shit and it took me 2 years to deprogram my mom and get a restraining order to kick him the fuck out of our lives. She's still afraid of him even after moving to another state, but my little brother always reassures her that if he ever finds out where they're living now (I've since moved out), he'll give him one warning to leave, after that his shotgun will do the talking.
>>68144449
If you are really into trying to fit into the "zoo scene" to get some respect from the elephants then yeah.
>>68144498
I sympathize. I was raped by a teacher when I was ten.
Can't say much to the discrimination by shitskins, though.
>>68136483
Father died when I was 5. Haven't felt empathy for other people going through what seems like nothing to me. Oh some Syrian kid drowned? Who cares.
Celebrity died? Who cares.
Your grandma died? Who cares bitch was old
>>68144576
My neighborhood sex with me weekly when I was younger. But, we were the same age and she was a chick. That's about the only thing I can think of. And that pretty normal of children to experiment with each other.
.
Looking back I'd do it again she was qt.
My step-mom married the Dr who 'misdiagnosed' my Dads cancer shortly after he died
You're all cunts
>>68144559
My brother was always like that. He was never the typical older brother who'd pick on his little brother but stand up for him when it came down to it. He'd always just side with the older kids bullying me and always denigrate any and al of my achievements. He did everything he could to make me feel like shit just so that he could feel superior.
>>68144837
Forgot to mention, this asshole picked up on the dislike my brother and I felt for one another and he exploited that. He would take turns playing favorites, shit talking the other while he favored you.
It wasn't until many years later that my brother and I smoked pot together and went over these years, picking it apart with our increased knowledge that came with age, and finding out just how much of a vile manipulative bastard he was.
>>68144553
You seem to have very little empathy. Nigger-tier, really.
>>68144949
I'm sorry to hear that.
The worst part is still remebering the fucking feeling, i've puked before from remembering it.
I have a lot of blocked out memories but the feeling still remains.
I just want to get with a girl who can treat me gently amd heal the pain.
>>68144750
You like freaks so you hang out with freaks. You like animals so you hang out with animals.
As a freak I also like animals. Other freaks I know don't like animals. Some normies don't like animals either.
Moral of the story is you like hanging out with freaks so you're a freak. You can't be an animal cause you have different DNA. But you're an animal at heart!
>>68141213
I want to shake your hand.
>>68144837
If there's one thing I can be glad about, it's that I didn't let the abuse cycle continue with me.
I'd kill myself before I'd ever rape a boy.
>>68145072
Child sex-play isn't normally actually sex, weirdo. it's just an "I'll show you mine if you show me yours" type of thing.
>>68145071
I've always had a hard time empathizing with random people myself. What's so special about Robin Williams, you know?
A guy I worked for as a teen in HS....I'm not even really sure what to call it and I'm not sure how to feel about it.
There were many times where he inappropriately touched me but it was minor enough to ignore. There was another one or two times where he grabbed my hand and pull it toward his penis (in his pants).
He also seemed to think that there were several times where I had done sexual things toward him, which I never did or would have done, because he was an unattractive weird old guy.
Help me make sense of this bros.
>>68145208
Empathy where it counts - I don't have much for "survivor" freaks wallowing happily in their victim status.
You get my shits and giggles.
>>68145429
Luckily for me there was no sexual abuse, just physical, mental, and verbal.
This narcissist though, he would drink and go on bible thumping rants about how everyone hating him means he's right, and how the bible says it's okay for him to be the way he is.
>>68141832
I agree. A lot of what /pol/ is is rage against our female dominated societies. Its kills us because the fucking women in them wont stop, they will run the whole thing off a cliff.
We can see the disaster coming but letting intelligent young men take over isn't allowed so we just endure female and liberal boomer cuck male control.
>Don't drive of the cliff fuckwits, don't destroy the west.
>Oh noes you are still destroying my country and culture.
>I want to get off this ride.
>>68145189
It's good to hear that you and your brother mended things. I'm still really distant with mine. I was never the type to smoke pot or anything so I've never really had those moments of calm and reflective conversation with him.
>>68145240
All I can say is that I'm glad the guy was relatively small down there. I had no permanent damage. No loose bowels.
>>68145276
Going to the circus is not "hanging out with clowns" and doesn't make you one! It's a spectator sport. The containment boards are amusement for the rest of us and always will be.
>>68136776
sorry, man. i was targeted by a pedo but he never made his move. in 6th grade i had gym and the locker room had a coachs office with a big glass window so they can see into the locker room. this asshole would sit there and pretend to be working on something and jerk himself off to the kids, me included. my locker was right in front of the window and i would see this fucker rubbing one out under his desk and hed quickly look away like chicks do when you catch them looking at you.
so i stopped dressing out and came home with my quarterly progress report with a d for gym and my parents were like dude, what the fuck? how do you get a d in gym? i told them about that coach and they said i was full of shit (like they always did, more on that later) and i better start getting an a in that class. heres the fucked up part, my fucking mom was a sex crimes detective for the police department and her own son tells her some fag is perving on him and she says im a liar. i dont think ive ever told anyone this irl, just that he would look at me. so i started changing in the stalls or the shower area away from where this fuck could see me.
the next year i come home on a friday night and my parents are watching the news, and lo and behold that coachs mugshot was on tv for diddling kids, which hed been doing for over 20 years. i told them that is fucking him man i told you guys and their reaction was "well youre a fucking liar so why would we have believed you." hes on supervised release and he lives probably 30 minutes away from me now. i always say if i get terminal cancer or something ill go to his house and kill him in a most horrific manner.
>>68145660
He was probably just a weird old pervert. All that shit is probably why he hired you in the first place.
>>68145696
We're not wallowing, just rationalizing how it has affected us and our views.
>>68146099
>>68145706
Just like Lyin Ted. One hand on the Bible preaching God, then puts it down and lies.
>>68146099
:^)
>>68146099
Be careful. The mods are really ban happy.
>>68146152
That's cool - it's cathartic for you and amusing / interesting for spectators. Wins all round.
>>68146217
I learned to dislike demagogues at a young age.
>>68136483
My dad died when I was 7, some sort of heart disease
Nevertheless, I had a great childhood, but I only realized how that loss could have affected me probably around high school when I used to have terrible moods, strong social anxiety started because of the new environment and a total lack of self esteem and ambition. This had lasted until around first years of my university when I started to work on myself. I'm still pretty closed inside and calm, but I'm not as stressed as in the past. I'm 23 and still tfwnogf tho. But I don't blame for everything my childhood trauma, that is just too easy
>>68146006
You're lucky he never forced himself on you. It's pretty fucked that your mother just accused you of lying. Why the Hell would a kid make something like that up?
This is what happened to me:
>Grew up in a small town
>My parents were familiar with most staff at my school
>One night we had a science fair and both my parents had to work
>My parents arranged that my teacher would bring me home, they knew him and went to school together as kids
>He is in charge of cleaning the gym after it's over
>He has me help him before he brings me home
>We finish and are in the storage room
>He asks me straight up if I touch myself
>Says he'll do it
>I say no but he ignores me
>He locks the storage room with us both inside
>It just gets dark and disgusting from here on in...
>He pulled up a stack of gym mats and laid them out
>Grabbed me around the waist and forcefully kissed me
>Pulled me pants down and fondled me while kissing
>Put his fingers in my behind
>Took his own pants off then laid on the mat with me on top
>Kissed me for what felt like an eternity
>Flipped me over then stuck it in doggy position
>The rape lasted around 20 minutes but felt like forever
>It gave me a boner, shamefully
>>68146319
Then stop referring to us as freaks.
>>68136483
I was shot in the ankle when I was 4. I walk with crutches now.
>>68146412
It was the teacher that raped me who made me extremely cynical towards preachiness and demagoguery.
He'd make these anti-bullying presentations in the gym, then he'd go and rape kids.
>>68146514
I've only had one girlfriend because we had a mutual breakup when I just never could get comfortable with her sexually. I even feel like shit when I jack it.
It's all down to what happened to me.
>>68146712
I thought one of the learning outcomes of this outpouring was that the abuse turned you into freaks?
>>68146768
Who the Hell shoots a 4-year-old?
>>68147058
It turned a lot of us into cynics and recluses, but it seems to have affected everyone differently.
>>68146595
>boner
Liked it
>>68136483
I had a fairly happy childhood, OP. I was always cynical and joyless, though, for no real reason.
>>68147170
Dude, your creepiness and that picture made me realize just how much Stephan looks like a typical pedo.
>>68147290
Depression can affect people for no real reason a lot of the time.
>>68145286
I'd gladly shake yours too - one of the few people who had my back during the dark age was a Czech. My best regards to you!
>>68147152
Well that has to be better than being cynical / freakish and not knowing why. You'll probably get better soon, acceptance / tears I forget the other stages..
>>68146006
on a side note about the lying thing, like what the fuck 11 year old kid is compulsive liar? i dont know why they ever thought of me like that, i was a good kid that got good grades until i went to that fucked up middle school that broke my spirit. them brushing me off when i told them about the molester just killed me inside. i always felt they were disappointed in me no matter what i did and if they could have given me away without it making them look awful they would have done it. i didnt share any interests with my dad either with the exception of guns and military stuff. i hated sports and that was his big thing.
i guess thats why as soon as i turned 18 and school was over they were just like ok get out, good bye. that talk was especially painful because my dad told me i was useless and i would never amount to anything and a bunch of stuff like that. i guess he didnt feel the need to hold back what he was thinking because i wouldnt be living there. even now im 30 and i try to keep a good relationship with him. hes not a bad guy, now we have a lot more shit in common but under the surface im still resentful and angry that i was regarded as such a burden and that i was such a horrible person. i never truly felt loved by either of them and i think thats why i have such a hard time expressing emotion and im so hard hearted. i have little to no regard for any human life and i cant form friendships. this must be what its lke growing up chinese
>>68147600
I already am better accept for my complete apprehension when it comes to sex.
>>68146823
Damn. Did he have a family too with wife and kids and a dog, etc? That's their best line of defense often it seems.
>great childhood where no one ever even yelled at me
>libertarian as an adult (but not the anti-border cuck kind)
>>68147684
It angers me whenever I hear a story of a parent being so dismissive and uncaring towards their own child. How can you not love them and want the best for them by default? I just don't get it.
>>68147391
Stop acting like this is r9k. Just admit it wasn't that bad and it was actually stimulating. I'd bet you anything you still fantasize about it when you jerk off.
http://truthuncensored.net/university-academics-say-pedophilia-is-natural-for-males-aroused-by-children/
>>68147789
except.
>>68147544
I'm really happy to hear nice things about my countrymen, godspeed, anon!
>>68147791
No, he was a single guy but my parents knew him well since they grew up with him.
See >>68146595
>>68148057
It was stimulating and the act wasn't that bad because he was small down there. It's no the act itself, but the betrayal of trust and complete use and abuse without consent that made it so horrible.
>>68147976
lolbergtarianism is dead with Ron Paul and his son no longer being relevant.
>>68148377
Would have it been better if he took you to dinner than got you in the mood?
>>68146595
ugh thats awful. fuck me.
i dont know why she thought of me like that. i knew what her job was so i was aware of what a pedophile was, maybe she thought i was just talking shit because i was being lazy and didnt want to change and making excuses. but to outright dismiss it like that and say well youre a liar, just what the fuck man. i was afraid to even go tell on this guy because after my moms response i was sure id be dismissed as a liar by the school and that hed find out i told on him and hed kill me or rape me. a lot of the kids liked him too so i knew also if i was the one to call him out id get even more ostracized than i normally was. i dont get that mindset like, oh fuck you for getting the person in trouble that i like even if what hes doing is despicable and evil. i think thats why i have such a rage against male on male pedos.
ive seen this response in other scenarios as well. some guy that used to work with me was a major pill head, used to beat the fuck out of his girlfriend etc. nobody cared because he was "a cool guy". well mr cool guys gf finally has enough and dumps him. he stalks her when shes out walking her dog, kills the fucking dog and then starts beating her to death. somehow it gets stopped and hes in jail awaiting trial for killing the dog and the battery charge. well he hangs himself in his cell and thats that. i called it out one time at a party and said good, fuck him. he is a woman beater, a drug addict and he killed her dog. good riddance. the response was im so horrible for talking ill of the dead and he was a good guy and all this shit. like what?!
>>68148909
He wouldn't have since I'm not a faggot seduced by men like you, anon.
I've already gotten over my misunderstood attraction to young boys (it's not sexual), I don't need you and other creeps making it worse.
>>68147067
None other than a loving parent.
>>68149122
People are often blinded by a person's surface personality to what that person is actually like. I never even told anybody about the rape until I was 15 and was seeing a psychiatrist. Until then, my parents would often go out with said teacher because they were on a weekend bowling team together.
However, my parents didn't just let what they though they knew of him blind them to what he really was. When I told the psychiatrist what happened, he called my parents and my dad flew into a rage. He went over to the teacher's house and beat the shit out of him. My mom called the cops who intervened before my dad killed the guy. Luckily, my dad wasn't charged. He was friends with the OPP officer who showed up.
Can't keep up with all these posts!
Horrible stuff happened to so many of you.
Nice to see /pol being so sympathizing. The word “degenerate” does not appear even once in this thread!
Guy who keeps making fun of pedophilia, you're a degenerate for real though. Kill yourself.
>>68149459
I swear, people should have to go through an IQ and psychiatric test before they are given the right to raise a child.
>>68149866
I don't think he's making fun. I think he's just a deranged faggot pedo himself. Why else would he have a bunch of pictures of random cute little boys saved on his computer that he keeps posting?
>>68148013
i dunno man. it hurt then and thinking about it now hurts. i get anxiety attacks whenever i have to go to family events because i feel like im not really a part of it. my gf wondered why i get so riled up before i go and i didnt want to explain everything to her. mostly these days i make excuses why i cant go to family things, and when i cave into going its just like i dont belong and i feel like im resented.
like a recent example, my cousin was having her baby shower but it was like a friends/family thing not just for women. so its been a long time since i had been to any family event and i dont really talk to them all anyways. i stopped on the way and got a 12 pack of beer for the party. i show up with beer and everyone looks at me like im an asshole, like how dare this guy show up with booze. like the kind of look youd get for showing up to a family event with a black hooker.
i totally forgot theyre a bunch of fucking teetotalers it had been so long. i tried to leave it there and they were like, well we dont drink so just take it with you. kind of scoffing like, seriously think id drink that? take your garbage with you, like i was trying to offer them crack or pills or something. the whole time i was there it was just awkward i kinda sat there and picked at food a bit. i just wanted to fucking go.
I don't remember much of my childhood.
I'm pretty sure there are hundreds of instances safely locked away in there somewhere but I'm not really enthusiastic about finding the keys.
>>68150103
>cute
Stop denying you attractive by them. Looks like your psychiatrist didn't work.
>>68150103
Oh yeah.. and that's probably not even his real "pedo" folder yet. That's just his "cute boys" folder we've been seeing.
>>68149708
ykno whats fucked up, and what scared me the most was if this guy would have taken that step and raped me or something, i dont think they would have believed me even then and it was really shattering to think like man i have no protection against this bad guy whatsoever because nobody will believe what i say. it was fucking terrifying.
fuck i shouldnt have found this thread this shit is like drilling into my psyche and bringing out a lot of old fucked up bad emotions that have been festering for decades.
>>68150841
This is a datamining thread.
It aids the researchers in establishing profiles.
A very /pol/ related thing to do.
>>68150522
I've become very estranged from my brother because he'd always treat me like shit and was never there to stand up for me when I was bullied as a child like he was supposed to.
Now, he's a blue-collar Chrysler worker who does nothing but work, play Xbox and smoke weed. We generally avoid each other when it comes to family gatherings. I'll go to half of the ones on my dad's side and half on my mom's side and he does the other half.
I think we love each other as brothers do deep down, but we just can't get along.
>>68150551
It's probably best to keep them locked away and throw away the key.
>>68150558
You do realize that anyone with a slight bit of maturity finds kids cute in a platonic way, right?
>>68151112
>my brother didn't stand up for me like he was supposed to
Something tells me you don't take your 75% share of responsibility.
>>68150627
I'd rather not see that other folder. I'd probably smash my computer in rage.
>>68150955
That's the idea. You need to recollect and settle your emotions or else it'll just fester. You'll always have something bugging you at the back of your mind unless you confront it.
>>68151030
Yes, I'm a CSIS researcher discovering a correlation between child sexual abuse and right-wing political views....
>>68151306
I stood up for myself, but that only means so much when it's 10 kids picking on one.
>>68151216
>>68151567
These two posts are contradictory.
In one you're telling anon 1 not to confront his experiences.
In the other you're telling anon 2 that he should do so.
Stop giving psych advice. You're awful at it.
Stick to bumping your thread with generic bullshit to collect profiles on /pol/ anons.
I got beat several times a month by my father who did it to appease his own desires. I don't remember when the beating started but I got emotionally detached as time went on, probably to make it easier to endure. It's something I still am today. He left after a few years.
Anyway, I believe it works as a last resort to deterr children from bad behaviour.
>>68151824
I'm joking with the first guy and being real with the second.
Do you not understand humour?
>>68144227
I don't approve of what you do, not one bit. But i dont hate you and i probarly wouldn't kill you either because what you are going through must be like hell itself.
Please never touch a child because chances are they will become like you and do you really have the will to do that upon someone innocent?
>>68151950
It should be far and away the last resort and it shouldn't be seriously painful.
My mom would give me a light smack on the lips when I talked back to somebody, but that was the extent of it.
>>68151994
I know that it's a terrible cycle. I struggled with feelings towards boys until I worked it out with a psychiatrist.
>>68136483
My great-cousin made me suck his dick when I was 6.
Never understood this shit.
Got bullied throughout middle and highschool.
Dropped out of college.
One of those "smart kids that never made anything of themselves"
Thanks, pedo roleplayer man, for derailing a shitty thread.
>>68152302
Really? Tell me more. What did you do? how long did it take?
>>68136483
Fairly normal life until age 10 when I had to get corrective chest surgery so my ribs wouldn't pierce my organs and then cancer at 22 last year. I'm a cynical bastard. And yeah, snotty children should be reined in or they'll keep being snotty to get what they want every time their mom gives in.
>never sexually or physically abused
>"turned out this way" because I got psychologically tortured and bullied by a self-described feminist teacher in public school
>grew up as a feckless only child in an alcoholic household that had no creative or physical outlet for my frustration
Now I just want to make a bunch of money and buy everyone's homes using eminent domain to force my enemies to witness my power
>>68152425
Sounds like myself until I turned myself around at 21. Now I'm going to law school. It's never too late to turn yourself around.
>>68152458
Didn't work.
>tfw was a school bully
>tfw beat up other kids on a weekly basis and never got punished for it
only thing I regret is putting that one kid into a wheelchair for the rest of his life
as that one anon said in the start, so many of you have had it very rough. i feel for you. i myself only had some minor troubles with bullying, but i got a ''special turbo autism'' that, through several events that would be minor to others, has caused me actual depressions. then i got on some pills with some shitty side effects, didnt get out of my room for several years, and now im here.
>>68136483
Not exactly abuse, but I used to cry over every little thing back when I was in 1st-3rd grade. Got bullied bad thanks to that.
One day in 5th grade I accidentally stabbed someone's earlobe with a pen. There was blood everywhere and people more or less left me alone.
Afterwards I learned that words mean nothing and my life got a whole lot better.
>>68152472
I explained to her that I found myself attracted to boys around the ages of 9-11. He asked me if I had a physical reaction to them (erection, quickening heart beat). I explained that I'd often get anxious and find myself drawn to them. He explained to me that a lot of boys who were raped often find themselves drawn to kids who are the age at which they were abused because they want and are jealous of the innocence those kids have that they lost.
For most, it's not a sexual attraction but that's how many end up expressing it, sadly.
>>68137409
>>68137324
Oh shit, I bet he quit paying his denbts
>>68152552
get paid pupper
>>68152761
You crippled a kid? I couldn't live with myself.
>>68152517
Cancer is a bitch.
>>68136483
>Mom died when still a kid
>Father would physically injure me and would take me out of school to do stupid chores or even steal from people
>Always told I was useless and a huge mistake
>Finally go to authorities after he sexually abused a female assistant
>Go to social intern school
After leaving the school I was blue pilled as fuck. A law abiding citizen, always playing by the rules.
I became red pilled after several realizations of how society has betrayed most of us. Lost kids without a father figure.
They taught us made up rules, they told us how to behave. They said we'd be rewarded, that being good boys was an investment.
They told us not to have high goals, that we needed to be humble and down to earth.
They lied to us. They made us tame.
Now I see things clearly and I'm finally changing my life for the better. Still a lot of things to figure out but I'm getting there.
>>68152552
A need for power... I can sympathize with that.
That's why I'm going into law. I plan on running for an MP position in my future.
>>68152425
I dropped out of engineering twice. Now I'm in 3rd year studying medicine. Like >>68152676 said, it's never too late to turn yourself around.
>>68136483
I was somewhat neglected as a child, but never sexually or physically abused.
That on top of just being heavily introverted (and perhaps very mildly autistic?) meant that I never fit in too well with the population at large.
I'm a bit of misfit. Have my own apartment and a steady full time job but I'm almost 30 and I've never been intimate with anyone.
I don't know if my politics are just an angry lashing out or not. I like to think they're based on rational thought and facts, but can a mind ever fully know itself?
Ideally, my detachment from society makes me a better observer.
>>68152841
Do you take aderall? Does it help motivate you?
I was taking it during high school when I was experiencing a bout of depression.
>>68153225
I have too many skeletons in my closet (pragmatically speaking) to ever consider running for office, but I might have just enough to get into law enforcement or intelligence.
I don't need to be a cop or a "field agent" to make a shitload of money and buy people's houses out from under them, but it would certainly help for the purposes of blackmail and pillorying those individuals.
>>68152918
Well, that was a good way to make it clear that you wouldn't take shit, even if it wasn't intentional.
>>68153010
While I sympathize with your painful experience it isnt the same for everyone, you simply don't hear about good experiences. I wanted to say that you were attracted from a psychological issue, whereas pedophilia is a sexual orientation. Most pedos werent molested as kids.
>>68153213
Children's aid services seem to do a shitty job from what I've seen.
>>68153398
tried them too. tried just about every legal pill i could get my hands on (only when adviced to, i should add, but through many years i think i have tried most.) not a single one helped, atleast not enough for me to feel it.
the major side effects of some of them is a continuing headache, and after trying some new pills i took on 20 kg in a month, and my muscles weakened.
have trouble reading and typing nowadays, and i got insomnia.
anyways, no i dont take any pills now. dare not.
>>68136814
this
outside of school my childhood was fantastic
I wish every day I could relieve it, if only for a bit
>>68153374
I've struggled with that as well, not knowing if I hold my political views just because they're contrarian or because they're rational.
I was always the ignored and scapegoated kid back in school, too. I never really had a close friend, and only one girlfriend who I couldn't bring myself to become intimate with because I'm still afraid of sex.
>>68153401
Anything I have in the closet could only bring me sympathy. I've always been good about not getting myself involved in shit that could ruin my reputation. I've never even smoked pot.
>>68153607
I'm aware that for most it's just a fetish that came from nowhere, but I'm specifically referring to those who had it happen to them as kids and then go on to do it to somebody else.
>>68153496
Why do you hate yourself for being attractived to boys leafy? Nothing wrong with liking being topped as a child. Even you said the act wasn't that bad.
>>68153683
That sucks, man. My mother always hated the fact that the psychiatrist was prescribing me pills (she's the type that doesn't trust medical professionals) but they helped honest-to-goodness.
>>68153496
After that it seems that people tend to avoid me for some reason. I kept getting the thought that no one wants me around till this day.
Fortunately these little depression episodes go away after something like an hour instead of leaving me a trainwreck for weeks.
>>68153374
Wanna be intimate together anon?
>>68153771
Go do outdoor activities like you would as a child. You don't have to give up fun just because you're an adult.
>>68154495
yeah, should probaly mention my mothers side has some serious mental issues, which may or may not be inheritied. anyway, my sister got ''classical assburgers'' and pills is the only thing that keeps her moving.
>>68154447
I don't hate myself. I understand that it's not a sexual attraction and that I'd never harm them.
>>68154511
You should speak to somebody about this stuff face-to-face. Venting the bullshit is often what's needed.
>>68153010
ykno now that i think about it one of my older cousins molested his younger brother and people in the family knew and didnt do anything. and now the one that got molested is a church counselor for kids and all the sudden everyone is concerned that he might go diddle kids. like where were you when his brother was molesting him and why didnt you put the younger one in therapy?!
>>68154666
It seems that issues on the autism spectrum (like "assburgers") are often inherited. They're genetic.
>>68155083
>It seems that issues on the autism spectrum (like "assburgers") are often inherited.
Nah, seems to me like it's coming to an end.
>>68154525
My heart belongs to another.
>>68155079
Has the younger cousin spoken to anybody about how he feels towards kids? What his molestation did to him?
He's probably in the same boat I was and may be in danger of expressing his feelings in harmful ways.
>>68155083
they are. however, whatever meager tests I have tried says that I do not have it, and I can't see myself in my sister, nor other autists (i've been there and done that, have met many of ''my kind'') and while I technically got an autism diagnosis, I don't consider myself one.
>>68155377
Why do you say that?
>>68155390
But you're a WHITE MALE!
>>68136483
i had to stay in class while everyone went to the gym for an assembly
because i was finishing up a test i missed
anyway just the teacher was there
she has HUGE tits, but her face was like maybe a 6/10
anyway i looked at them too long, got hard, she saw
the class comes back, she gets up and sits ON TOP OF the desk directly in front of me to talk to the class
and she spread her legs wide open
and i was blushing because her crotch was literally at eye level with my face
i could hardly look up at her
when i finally did she was smirking
so yeah
I was basically raped
>>68154651
>"Hey bro, lets go outside and play pretend like the good ol' days"
>>68155602
eye raped?
>>68155475
Are you just introverted and find it difficult to fit in with others?
That's not necessarily a disorder.
>>68154756
It is a sexual attraction. Most people attracted the them would never hurt them either. I would never hit a child or force them to do anything they didn't want to do.
The only instance of harassment/abuse I remember is some kid a few years older than me at church pulling me into an empty room and grabbing my dick through my pants, I barely even remember it because I was around 10 at the time. Other than that I'm just extremely anti-social. I've never been on a date, I've never had a gf, I've had maybe three or four close friends in my life and after college I stopped talking to all of them because I don't use social media. idk what my problem is, but it doesn't take child abuse to end up wasting your life on 4chan.
>>68155602
Man, Nip women are sluts. Why the fuck would a grown woman find a little boy attractive? Their dicks are tiny and they look feminine, not masculine.
>>68155759
of course I have trouble fitting in too, but no, it has never been overly so. Just your average awkward kid in the eyes of others.
And I realize that this is not only the internets, but also the 4chins, but I got actual diagnosis. I speculate on what exactly my problems are, and how I can deal with them, but I do have ''disorders'' of somesuch kind. I'd tell you more, if you'd like.
>>68155759
It feels like one when you live in a society that is extremely extroverted and people treat you like you are weird your whole life.
We tend to behave the way people encourage us too. People always said I was shy and quiet and this made me very self-conscious. On another level it also made me feel that "being myself" was wrong and unnatural.
>>68155811
It's a bit pathetic though isn't it?
>>68155707
I mean like bike-riding, boating, hiking or playing sports. You don't have to stop these when you turn 18.
>>68155811
No, but you would sexually abuse them if you got the chance.
I never would, and the idea repulses me.
>>68156074
I know, I'm just being difficult.
A bike ride actually sounds really fucking good right now.
>Mostly Cloudy
>81 degrees
>Nice soft, cool breeze
I just might
>>68155992
Go ahead. I'm interested.
>>68156052
only when his drool starts falling on his shirt it becomes pathetic
>>68156292
How much of a story do you want? I mean, I could sit here a few hours and give you my whole life story whilst adding comments and so on.
>>68156024
I experienced the same thing as a kid.
I was always quiet and just preferred to be alone, but that always made my parents and teachers worry that I was depressed or autistic.
>>68156215
No, I wouldn't. The idea of it not being consensual doesn't turn me on.
>>68156245
Go for it.
>>68156539
You can manipulate a kid to do nearly anything. Just because they agreed doesn't make it consensual. They have misplaced trust.
>>68156416
Whatever you think is relevant.
>>68156539
They have no idea what they're doing, so it's not exactly consensual.
>>68156444
People pointing it out all the time and questioning me about it made me feel like I was weird, this lowered my self-esteem, this made me depressed.
From there my desire to seclude myself away from others grew. My studies suffered too. Among other reasons, depression is one reason I almost failed out of High School.
This all contributed to me developing a pretty severe case of social anxiety that sabotaged my attempts to attend College.
However once I was living on my own and (eventually) working my social anxiety got much better. Today it's almost entirely gone, but I still live a very isolated lifestyle with few contacts.
Even those few people I visit/hang out with sometimes feel like an obligation. Like an intrusion.
>>68156392
Even later than that. Think about actually being in a relationship with a child
Many women already have the minds of children, and you want to go for the real deal?
>>68136483
My parents were the model of liberal upbringing. Never hit me, a new sports or club to sign me up for every week, giving a "we're so disappointed in you" speech whenever my grades took a hit, despite the fact that it was in coursework they couldn't help me with themselves.
I feel like they taught me objectivity though. From an early age I stopped looking at them like they were heroes and realized just how much they were doing wrong and how little they were living for and it scared me that I might end up like them.
>>68156925
at least kids don't break your balls because the fridge is leaking or because you didn't wash the pans
I'll kill that bitch of my gf one of these days, why must she be so loud
>>68156897
The pointing it out making it worse is so true.
I can't even count how many times my mom pulled me aside and asked, "What's wrong?".
I explained to her every time that I was perfectly fine, but the constant questioning made me doubt myself.
>>68156897
Are you almost me?
It's like an epidemic
>>68156925
If you touch a child sexually at all then it's pathetic.
>>68157312
4 u
>be me
>be 8
>have 10 year old brother
>brother and I get beaten/sexually humiliated/molested by neighbor regularly
>never talk about it
>brother picks up the behavior and starts doing it to me
>be homeschooled
>never escape it
>a few years pass
>going to school a few days a week now
>make friends
>a few more years pass
>get qt slav girlfriend
>lose my virginity
>everything went better than expected.jpg
>be me
>be 16
>brother is 18 and hasn't developed emotionally since he was 10
>still treats me the exact same way the neighbors did
>brother tries to kill himself multiple times
>tell parents about what happened
>write a 2 page essay to his therapist detailing the events
>nothing good comes of it
>be me
>be 18
>no friends
>girlfriend gone
>going to community college now
>spaghetti is spilled in every interaction I have
>always horrified my brother will walk around a corner
>be miserable
>hate life
>neighbor still lives on my street
>will probably kill him if i don't end up going to university
I can say it's probably the sole reason for my cynicism
>>68136483
I had a rather good upbringing. No violence in the family or school.
I still ended up being an anti-social pedo though. Sorry mom.
>>68156977
I stopped idolizing my parents after I was raped by my teacher and they continued to bowl with him on Fridays. Of course they didn't know what happened, but it made it clear that they were just fallible people like everybody else.
>>68157367
Look, I understand that you Italians are still practising Roman pederasty, but here in the civilized world it's unacceptable.
>>68156977
>how little they were living for
What do you mean? Some people are just happy without all the bells and whistles.
>>68157263
We just need some introversion/extroversion awareness. The problem is most extroverts, who vastly dominate much of Western society (or all of it?) aren't even aware that this dynamic exists.
As a result I suspect a lot of introverted people are subjected to a lot of unintended psychological "abuse".
>>68157544
kek, you should buy a gas canister, slip a tube under your neighbour window and suffocate him in his sleep
that's what I would have done a long time ago
>>68157187
It's give and take mate. Better than being at a different development stage from each other
