Slowly Losing it
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>Be me
>Be a musician
>Write songs
>Not because I want to but because it's the only goddamn fucking thing that gets these thoughts out of my head
>Hear rhythms and melodies constantly because they are my emotions
>Couldn't bring myself to tell people my problems but I could write and perform songs about it
>"Stop drumming anon" "Why are you clicking your teeth"
>Can't escape the rhythms and have to get them out
>Plan to drop out of high school but do one faggot poetry slam event with a piano
>Everyone loves it and it means nothing to me
>Poor my heart and soul into teaching myself piano, drums, singing, guitar, bass
>Can't stop writing
>Cry for half an hour at my piano playing one fucking note because it doesn't stop
>Lyrics becoming more obsessive with patterns
>Do open mics and sing about how I wanted to kill myself
>Fucking applause and compliments
>Everywhere I practice people don't give a shit
>Belt my heart out every time and no one hears the pain
>Swear to become rich and famous
>Don't care about famous
>Don't care about rich
I want to travel the world singing until I collapse with empty lungs and an open mouth gasping for
breath and some resemblance of empathy from another human being.
I swear to you, everyone who doubted me, and everyone who doesn't fucking get it I'll make it.
Not because I want this to be a career, but because I can't stop until someone actually listens. I want the world to hear what's in my head.
do you wanna join my band
>>66318814
If you're my style maybe idk. Got soundcloud or whatever the fuck?
>>66318888
https://soundcloud.com/paleontology
I've got a couple tracks, not the best producer though.
>>66318791
Oh hey look it's me.
Where do you reside anon?
>>66319016
I've never had a situation where someone told me they had a similar experience and it helped. This is now the exception. I'm in the midwest
>>66318912
Eh you really just need better samples. Don't be afraid to mess around with the effects on them.
But I'm more jazz/rock/blues than electronic. Like alabama shakes or black keys, though not nearly as polished since i'm solo
>>66319337
I've only used the fl studio default samples in all of those songs, give or take a few. My band is psychedelic rock with more jazz influence than blues.
>>66319425
kek
>>66319525
it's only for practice if that helsp
>>66319265
The midwest is a great place for writing sad music, this place is so melancholy. Midwest emo exists for a reason.
