ITT: What are you listening to at the moment and your current feel?
after listening to a handful of electronic music and IDM, and also more of his discography, this seems to have so much more weight, liking this so much more that the first time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNRyeSzDyeo
On my way to getting drunk.
>>66221410
w2c qt painting gf
Just sad of how far my life has fallen. I barely feel human anymore. So lonely, I even considered gay shit until I snapped out of it . As time goes by I only feel more and more alienated.
new deerhoof album
current feel, kinda claustrophobic and ennui setting in. I hate the summer because its really hard for me to get anything done...if I exert any physical effort I will sweat a lot. also I have fair skin so I don't like to go outside for even minimal amounts of time in the summer my face gets all fucked up looking.
Staring at this fucking thing.
Wanting to die.
Listening to I Monster - Neveroddoreven.
Ya know I've been on this board for years and I don't think I've seen anyone mention them.
Daydream in Blue was a pretty popular song for a while.
>>66221410
OP here
I'm very melancholy. I have been for along time but I've distracted the pain deep down for years. So tired of being loveless. Each day I'm falling deeper into my personal hell. ;(
>>66221819
god damn i want to press the fuck out of those buttons
>>66221819
Good fucking taste.
What Im listening to: https://soundcloud.com/aldenchambers/great-moves-keep-it-up
Feel: I feel like I could just float away into the ether and find the next level. Whatever that means. I love late night /mu/ while high. Party just began
To Forgive from Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
Feeling pretty down, my friend died a few months ago and I just told one of his friends with occasional benefits from years ago who claims he raped her (he didn't really, they were both drunk and both clearly wanted it at the time). She's probably pretty confused about the whole thing because they used to be really good friends.
>>66221410
I was planning on talking online to the girl in the picture. The problem is that I'm horrible at starting conversations, shy, and she doesn't even know me. What do I do???
Lemon Demon - Sweet Bod
hyper as fuck
that leaked early sufjan album. its pretty good
on this rn. feeling pretty depressed desu
Pic related, on Cheree right now
Good feel: my girlfriend wants to fug soon!
bad feel: Pokemon GO servers are down again
restless and lonely. not the typical loneliness: summer class every weekday and enjoying friends' company most nights just lacking in meaningful companionship. could be worse. graduating in december then on to grad schooool
Listening to: Black Hair by Nick Cave
Took some Xanax, now laying in bed by myself, feeling lonely. Can hear the rain outside pouring down also.
>>66221410
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2lscu1fRaM
>>66221410
Hi bae it's Aaron.
"It's a beret."
>>66222309
what a fucking faggot you are
Pretty relaxed
current feel: wouldn't say depressed, unfulfilled is more of the right word
tired
Mr. Richards by REM.
Current feel is an overarching slight sense of tension even though today was overall a good day
Pretty relaxed
First listen on vinyl, it's so comfy this way. Kids on Holiday makes me happy.
>>66222515
:(
don't do this
Freetown Sound
everything gonna be ok but im still gon die
love is all we have
>>66222203
Please help me anons.
>Mum - Now Theres That Fear Again
>I wrote a really long, heart wrenching message to the person who means the most to me, and I logged on today to see that they blocked me. No response, just blocked. I can't figure out how i feel about it
>>66223164
It's easy anon.
>Introduce yourself.
>Start convo with small talk
>Let the convo progress
>Find some common ground with her (something you both have interest in)
>Don't be too pushy, give her space.
Also, who is she? I see her posted here often.
>>66223240
Damn, that's rough anon.
mood keeps switching between depressed and okay
>>66222680
Kids on Holiday is criminally underrated and one of my favorites of their whole discog.
chill
>>66223254
https://www.instagram.com/alterhacker/?hl=en
Hundreds of men want her love especially Indonesians. It's very strange.
I know this album is slowcore or whatever, but I only feel exuberance and catharsis when I hear it
Depressed as hell. Fiance and I broke up recently, got diagnosed with bowel cancer on Friday. Probably won't make it unless I sell the house to cover costs due to poor insurance. Frankly I might just kill myself because the cancer is pretty advanced at this point and it's a long shot at survival. Don't want to burden my brother with taking care of me on chemo.
Beatles - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (Reprise)
Good, very good
>listening
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uI2YgJmxEWQ
>current feel
i want to kill myself in a horrifyingly painful and absurd manner that will bring shock and grief to the people who know me
wow, everyone on /mu/ is a miserable mess
>>66223554
Shit anon I dunno what to say. Makes me grateful to have the life that I do. Hope things work out for you man..
West End Kids- New Politics
Feeling.....I don't know anymore
Questioning life at this point and what the future holds....
>>66223648
The music is what keeps us going anon... the day the music dies, we die too.........
>>66223674
The only thing guaranteed in life is your death.
>>66223715
I'll be there to embrace it
just finished studying for a midterm. now just chilling. listening to my man-crush :P
>>66221410
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioojp-1bMJ8&list=PLhO37xoMvFV-yNeg1dZU87cx7utRw6oaT
I'm depressed as fuck and have been for a straight month now. I met the girl of my dreams at an event a month ago, we got really drunk and made out for 2 hours straight. She whispered in my ear that I was perfect, she said "when do I get to see you again" with such a longing sense of exasperation - I'm getting chills thinking back to it. Well, we went out on a date a week later and she lost all interest in me. It was a death blow to my already shit confidence. This sounds like the rantings of a 15 year old kid whose meeting girls for the first time and doesn't know how to deal with rejection. I am actually 29 and alone in life, underemployed for my age, and heading nowhere. I actually thought I was going to find some true happiness. Mostly just been listening to drone and ambient and post rock for the last month. Stuff I can kinda disassociate and daze off to.
>>66221410
>SILY
>Mostly hopeless-- better than usual. Pining for something, unsure what or why. Leaves me feeling empty and listless. Usually more creative than this, too. Normally, this feeling is a sign I need to talk to somebody about something specific that'll relieve the tension. But until I do that it's like I'm pulling myself in two directions at once.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_RSIX1daUI
Tired. I put on a pot of coffee as soon as I got home from work so I could stay up and do shit, but I'm pretty sure it's not working.
>>66222590
>current feel: wouldn't say depressed, unfulfilled is more of the right word
you were nice friends with a girl and she didn't fuck you
Mew - Frengers
Was told to listen to this by an "album to listen to based on your name" thread a couple of days ago.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqF9Fc0peP0
Feeling broken and tired. I can never sleep enough during the work week and this time it was no exception. Doesn't really help that I hate my job and die a little inside every day I spend there.
>>66223364
y e p
maybe its a blessing in disguise, I'm petty afraid that if he ever tried to fix things with me he'd actually be pulling a terrible prank or that he'd just go on to hurt me worse than ever.
He lost all my trust in him
>>66221410
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhlHR8JEvDg
contemplating suicide
paranoid as fuck
can't stop looking at my window
too scared to sleep
>>66224410
Don't do it man.
>>66224410
Do it man
>>66221410
tired
>>66221410
what's this crazy bitch name again.
>>66225954
that's the effect that album normally has on people
Trying to convince myself that the girl I'm interested in (who feels nothing towards me) is not worth my time or energy
gender dysphoria
Really anxious, I'm about to start on hormones and I still haven't come out to my brother. We're pretty close and I'm afraid of what it could do to our relationship and I'm already horrible in social situations so I don't know how I'd go about talking to him about it. I have to do it eventually though uggghhh
>>66221410
>Oliver Coates - Innocent Love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f3uAF2NuFMk
(AOTY material desu)
>Feeling kind of bitter, hoping tomorrow goes better than today did
>>66226121
I have a weird scenario like this. My brother just came out and is trying to get hrt and now I'm about to. I'm >>66226103 btw.
>>66221410
The leaked suffy album, its pretty gud. Also feeling good too, but that could just be because I'm on vacation at the moment
>>66221410
anxious and nostalgic
>>66221410
like smoking another bowl
>>66226163
Wow siblings that's a crazy coincidence. Are you both MtF? Maybe you can help each other through it
my legs hurt and my fingers are cold, I don't wanna go to sleep and I'm deeply unsatisfaced with my life although I pretend like I am
>>66226261
yes, haven't come put to him yet
we live apart, but we can probably help each other
>>66221410
bored and borderline depressed because i haven't left my house or done anything besides grind MMO's for 6 weeks now
fml
I'm switching between this and Ok Computer. Been feeling kinda sad. I left Ohio and came to Nebraska to study music, but I know that I have no idea what I'm doing. Shit feeling.
>>66221410
I feel like I'm transcending to a new kind of place. I don't do weed, but this album is like having the craziest story told to you by a bogged up man. I love it. Also the grooves are fucking excellent.
pretty sad still
Got high tonight because I have to visit my relatives tomorrow for the weekend
>Current album
pic related
>Current feel
good, a girl told me i was cute today even though i'm ugly and my cute coworker has been really sweet recently
>>66227564
One of my favorites. Nice little write up about it from a technical standpoint that I found interesting https://brandcage.wordpress.com/2013/12/28/dopesmoker-musical-analysis/
no particular feel, just trying to turn off my mind for a bit
Van Morrison. Getting a divorce.
Shame self loathing and a general uneasiness
Linus Spacehead
I feel lost
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbmiKvjk-Mg
Gonna have a comfy day in.
Really tired
>>66221410
Sky Ferreira
really happy!
Questioning my ability of sustaining meaningful romantic relationships. I simply don't feel like I have the strength to provide the support the other person needs. Feels a bit too much.
life is so fucking strange and demanding
>>66223240
damn
here's a comforting picture of grain
getting tired of hospitals and medication and all that shit
also just getting tired, period
>>66229345
>toromi
I love you anon
feel
>pic
listening to
>black metal
>>66229401
Love her music, so uncanny and uplifting
Checking Henry Cow right now
Based Laibach
I broke me cunting glasses. It was bent and I tried re-bending it like a tard. I got what I deserved.
I feel like my paycheck is a little lighter this week.
thinking about a girl that probably doesn't like me back but im too afraid to ask her out anyway so im just not gonna do it
>>66229387
i feel strangely turned on now, thanks anon
;^)
Wondering about what I want for breakfast.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqgAQrEEBq4
>>66230376
do you see her every day? do you have a choice?
>>66221410
daniel johnston..
peek a boo
im so fucking angry and sad i don't know why
i dont know why everything has to be like this
http://gerpfastkolektif.bandcamp.com/track/spirit-who-dwells-on-or-in-a-mountain-and-forest
Calm, indifferent
And grateful to some anon in /shoegazi/ for this
>>66221410
Doing pretty gud
happy to have some alone time really
Boris - Attention Please
I feel pretty great!
though I feel like I need to take a shit but I'm too lazy to walk to the bathroom
>>66230593
she's room mates with my best friends, i see her probably 3 times a week. one of the reasons i dont ask her out is it might become awkward seeing my other friends.
Bjork - Debut
>tfw no Bork wife
Yes - Roundabout
Tired
Pretty good, finally done with school for the year.
Been feeling extremely negative, irritable and slightly depressed the last couple of days. Really been affected by a complicated and dissatisfying situation and hoping this album will help me relax.
Also rip Syd
>>66230376
Have you tried flirting a bit and giving subtle hints? Asking someone out is daunting when you don't know what the other person's gonna say, but that doesn't mean you can't test the waters.
>>66231542
How do you like it? I haven't gotten around to checking it out yet and I'm really curious.
>>66232018
oh yea sure i flirt, just never know where i stand ya know? what's up with you man? why you feeling so down?
>>66232493
Just relationship problems, really. It's not even that it's particularly -bad-, just uncertain and confusing and I react badly when situations are ambiguous. I'm sorry for being so vague. I'd rather not get into the specifics but thanks for asking anyway. Hope things work out with that girl, whether you get together or just stay friends.
filthy noise-punk
(a genre I never listen to but the name, the cover art & the samples sound cool enough)
Feeling good actually (i'm still a lonely fucker but that's ok)
