albums for when you've just graduated from university and your realize you spent the last four years hiding your suicidal depression and desperate cries for attention behind stupid shitty humour on social media and being obsessed with one girl and now you have to pick yourself up and stop being a weak minded faggot and decide what to do with your life?
i know i'll primarily get meme responses but i will actually listen to everything posted
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-ueDkr5vJY
>>65880601
this is nice
>>65880577
I love you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGUEVXqvCwM&list=PL1yYEMwtFZHP5cenVd_C5tG34zKHKGlb6
Listen to Jandek's spoken word trilogy. It's the fastest way to recovery from the post-college depression (at least it was for me)
>>65880577
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=700I5J_305I
Lamp - For Lovers
>>65880577
What's some genuine advice for this situation because I'm the exact same except I have absolutely zero self-worth and self-confidence, crippling intimacy issues and pretty much zero friends
Plus I was too depressed to actually try at university so I have a mediocre degree and no skillset to show for it
>>65880782
start trying. thats it really
you tried the passive way and are heading to suicide
now try the aggressive way and see what happens
>>65880601
this is beautiful goddamn
>>65880782
life is hard man. i wish i could tell you something profound, but i really don't know. you have to just keep trying. one day we might be happy
>>65880577
Swans - Soundtracks For The Blind
Slint - Spiderland
My Bloody Valentine - Loveless
Godspeed you! Black Emperor - F#A# Infinity
Red House Painters - Down Colorful Hill
Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works Volume One
Listen to these and cry because you're no longer living in the 90's or you never experienced the 90's and are now living in possibly the worst decade in western history: Terror, economic collapse, underemployment and unemployment etc. Life sucks but it's better than being dead. Real sad guy hours. Goodluck OP
>>65880832
fucking hell yeah i'm sure a list of painfully entry level /mu/core is enough to pull anyone out of depression you fucking dickhead
>>65880577
been there, listened to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1FCKaep2R0
>>65880832
don't listen to this idiot
>>65880832
Jesus christ you're lame.
at least you have a degree now, just find a way to get your foot in the door and try until you fail and try something else senpai
>>65880782
Just be yourself man, it's pretty easy you just need to increase your confidence and get laid more >>65880782
>>65880782
bro.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYx7YG0RsFY
>>65880874
Listen to this idiot instead
>>65880893
>JUST BEE URSELF
>>65880874
Music can't pull anyone out of depression anyone who says otherwise is a fucking moron who is trying to affect the "tortured artist who overcomes depression with music" image. These are just some of the best /mu/core albums imo that can pull the listener in and make them look inward in someway to maybe reevaluate an aspect of themselves that is flawed. So many fucking millenials in this thread get butthurt over everything. Go look at some le ironic suicidal meta memes that make you feel more self aware than everyone else instead you fucking idiot.
>>65880965
t. insecure about boring taste
>mfw 23 and about to get back into school for a degree that's going to take 6 fucking years to complete
Yeah life sucks dude welcome to your first existential crisis. This probably won't help or whatever but I just dig this song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BckA4yaz-J0
>>65880979
t. Superior patrician who has better taste than everybody else on this board.
Mona Bon Jackon - Cat Stevens
Harmony Row - Jack Bruce
Close to the Edge - Yes
All of these albums have been great to me, and I hope they do the same for you.
>>65880980
Graduate entry Med Students are scum, just saying.
>>65881020
>album - artist
How psychotic do you have to be?
>>65881050
fuuuuck you
>>65881045
I guess it's a good thing I'm doing architecture then, eh?
>>65881130
How does that take you 6 years? Is it integrated with a Masters alongside it? Otherwise you're doing about 2 years more than you should.
>>65881149
Four years for the bachelor's and then a two year certification program.
>>65881251
Fair enough, good luck.
My advice would be to get out of your own head.
Start concerning yourself with the problems and goals of others.
Also become a robot when it comes to doing productive tasks, dont think about how much you like or dislike said task, its just something you do.
For example, when a bodybuilder lifts weights, he doesnt think about how much he likes or dislikes it, he thinks about anything else. Lifting is just something he does.
>>65881271
Appreciate it anon.
I'm a 22 year old virgin.
>>65881341
>7.2
sorry i only listen to music that has won bnm
>>65881341
>For example, when a bodybuilder lifts weights, he doesnt think about how much he likes or dislikes it, he thinks about anything else. Lifting is just something he does.
holy fuck this is garbage. when bb lift they focus 100% on the muscle mind connection
you have never lifted a weight in your life
fucking arnie and zyzz always compared lifting to orgasms
kys dyel
>>65880832
Screencapped for future cringe threads
>>65880577
WOW you are literally me. Every detail. Shit sucks ass.
Here you go: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8IXWzKcJEQ
>>65881415
i think i'd be happier if i'd never met this girl.
grass is always greener friend
I don't know why I think so, but I feel like this one may help you OP
>>65880577
This is what I listened to OP
>iktfb
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZJZwPRI0_A
>>65881433
Holy shit you're retarded
Duh they're focusing on their muscles but not how they emotionally FEEL about lifting.
Also Arnold has since then said that lifting doesn't actually feel like sex, he only said that to sell his persona.
Source: my Dad once met him, I cant find any shitty interview that backs my claim up.
Its just a metaphor for faggots who try to do something productive ie a job or exercise or whatever and are too stuck inside their head to stay with it.
>>65881415
Me too. Wanna be friends?
>>65881454
But at least you had that relationship, actually engaged with someone, and fucking lived, dude. Even it if meant you got hurt.
Meanwhile me and everyone else who is too terrified of other humans is alone indoors
>>65881525
Yeah! Where can I reach you?
>>65881523
> I cant find any shitty interview that backs my claim up.
opinion discarded
stay mad DYEL
>>65881558
right here, fucker!! *points at crotch*
>>65881567
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>>65881579
But...
>>65881443
Nice, I love my my posts become cringe and pasta.
I love how angry and bitter everyone is toward each other in this thread because they're all so unhappy with their lives at the moment, top kek.
>>65881653
You sure put us in our place, happy boy
>>65881653
seems overwhelmingly supportive actually. perhaps you lack in basic reading comprehension?
pinkerton
>>65881630
>Nice, I love my my posts become cringe and pasta.
>my my posts
Don't ever make a mistake like that in front of me again.
Not sure how serious this topic is, but I guess I'll share. Depression can easily become very crippling and make life be on super hard mode. First thing's first, get any and all help you can possibly get because there are certain points of sheer hopelessness that you won't be able to escape otherwise
Second, and this is in terms of recovery, be patient. There's obviously something that went horribly wrong that's put you into this terrible cycle of hell. Try to work at it bit by bit. So like for me at one point I could barely even move from my bed. So I would set small goals everyday to get better like try to get out of your bed as part of my routine, then add brushing my teeth back to my routine once I have that down, then slowly try adding back eating more because my appetite went to complete shit, then maybe take a small walk everyday, I used to like going on my computer and listening to music and shitposting on a place like 4chan lets try that again even if I don't immediately enjoy it as much as I used to, lets actually take a shower, etc. The more the goals escalate, the harder they get to achieve obviously, and some times something else might end up happening, too ex. after being able to successfully get out of my bed, I developed a hardcore addiction to drugs and alcohol so that meant adding "lets try to go to AA as much as possible" to me goals. And the patience thing with this is also important because you will probably not just instantly achieve every goal you set some will take more time than others to achieve. But that's kinda what you gotta do. Go outside your comfort zone, but go at it with a good pace cuz if you go too far out of your comfort zone at once the progress will get destroyed and the suicidal thoughts will wreck you as a result.
So, my track that I'll contribute to this thread is one that kinda demonstrates my second point really well:
City Of Caterpillar - A Little Change Can Go A Long Ways
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3JbMbcaj-A
>>65880577
stop being happy and start being happy.
listen to less music.
get more sunshine.
sleep better.
i really appreciate all the advice and the music. i just want to say thank you to all of you, seriously. you guys are my only friends
>>65881590
ooo. a dangerous meme.
I don't know how to help you OP. I had a little mental breakdown a few months ago and I put on Geogaddi. It was an incredible experience as I sat in bed and thought about where I went wrong and why I am this way. Boards of Canada helps me think while also calming me down. This is probably shit advice, but I guess you could try it.
>>65880601
This is really nice
