My nights mostly consist of getting drunk, listening to black metal, and hating myself.
Why is my life so shit?
I recently switched to weed and feel great
I still have 2 shots an hour before bed but thats it
>>65821530
Because you're listening to Black Metal.
>>65821530
Only good side is I got out of my 90's rap phase which was shit
>>65821561
I used to smoke a lot but I had to quit to get a job so I replaced it. I was doing oxy for a minute but quit due to drug tests and feeling like ass
>not even dsbm
Try Coldworld
>>65821568
>>65821568
Kinda how I feel honestly.
Always been into metal but mostly thrash and grindcore.
Black metal is just the atmospheric and shitty version of that.
That's all of us OP
I have crippling depression and anxiety and all I can do to not feel like throwing up is smoke weed, listen to emo, and get work shit done to not feel like a total fuckup
>>65821603
>I used to smoke a lot but I had to quit to get a job so I replaced it
tf
>>65821603
I've successfully falsified many tests with zydot
the simple answer OP is that you have failed to discover the method to applying your energy constructively
>>65821728
>thrashfags
Sorry excessive moshing with sweaty drunk fat dudes knocked your brain cell count below what is needed to enjoy good music
>tfw getting into OSDM
this is the best shit, god damn
idunno senpai, getting drunk and listening to black metal all night seems dope, except the hating yourself part. I do that sometimes, and I feel fine.
>>65822875
>crippling depression and anxiety
I see that phrase posted dozens of times every day
