any instrumental albums that will make me feel like shit?
Why would you want to feel like shit
>>65189358
Because sometimes people like to indulge in some good old fashioned self loathing and depression. Especially on this board.
>>65189358
because it's the fashionable thing to do, and being fashionable helps you feel more comfortable with yourself.
>>65189783
Wouldn't feeling comfortable with yourself contradict feeling like shit
anything by the caretaker makes me wanna die
>>65189875
Because it's not REALLY about feeling like shit. It's about kind of feeling like shit, with just enough depression and lethargy to make you feel important but not enough to actually damage you.
Also, OP, try Explosions in the Sky
>>65189188
Idk if these will be exactly what you're looking for but they are melancholy and I find they make me feel feelings of dread, doom, gloom, etc
F#A# Infinity by Godspeed You! Black Emperor
Never Were the Way She Was by Colin Stetson and Sarah Neufeld
Ambersmoke- Gloom Tapestries
The Thing soundtrack by Ennio Morricone
An endless sporadic. Trust me dude.
>>65190053
Yanqui UXO is also good
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