ITT: current feel, current song
>tfw i kissed a girl who is way more into me that im into her
>tfw feeling like human garbage
The Beach Boys - I Just Wasnt Made For These Times
recs are welcome, bros
>>63889165
>tfw currently in the process of getting rejected
LITERALLY JUST KILL me, bros
>>63889165
>tfw I banged a girl who I wasn't into and haven't gotten laid for over a year since that time
Boards of Canada works well imo
>>63889419
but did you care about her? im in hell because i actually like this girl, but just as a friend.
we go to the same classes too so this is ultra shitty
pic related, just want to hop on a bike with my girl and leave this fuckin place
had a nice heart to heart with one of my profs today so that was nice
Horse Jumper Of Love - Spaceman
Craving intimacy of some kind but totally unable to achieve it
Going to go jerk off, then try to cry and fail
My grandfather just passed yesterday, and I've been listening to one of his faves. :(
>>63889165
>all my friends just want to play smash, but I want to make music
>No one's on the same page as me when it comes to making music
What do you do when you want to start a band and everyone you know sucks?
>>63889260
why are you gettin rejected?
>>63889877
why do you want to leave familia?
>>63889995
i've come to belive that loneliness is better
>>63889996
i didnt get to know any of my grandfathers :(
>tfw no grandpa
>>63890092
>What do you do when you want to start a band and everyone you know sucks?
i dont know dude
i've been on that same place for years
>Interpol - NYC
Wish i could just die and stop getting worried about anything.
>tfw transfer student
>tfw series of unfortunate events lead to me meeting absolutely nobody
>tfw sitting in my dorm with my *literally* autistic roommate nearly every night
even when i do go to parties i don't meet anyone, i'm pretty much all alone
>tfw high af at a night class
>tfw no one gives a fuck about each other feelings and just want to be bitchin loudly
the pop group - we are time
>Sufjan Stevens - Futile Devices
lost the person I cared most about, now they dont even act like the same person anymore. It was actually them who lost me, as their behaviour turned more crazy and hateful, but I still reached out on 4 separate occassions to fix things.. should've left it. I'm fine, but deep down I wish things hadn't ended that way I guess. I'm not the type of person that likes conflict/drama, but a lot of people got involved trying to fix things for us, which im thankful for, but, eh. i dont know. no point in complaining about my life on here, im really fine probably
what's the difference between the beach boys and the beatles?
>>63889165
Youre thinking way to hard into it lad
>tfw getting drunk as a skunk rn and going out and just doing whatever the fuck
>>63889165
must be nice not being short :^)
>girl being into you
gtfo normie
>>63890711
you dont have to gtfo i just wish someone loved me 2bh family
>>63890491
One is a bunch of amerifats and the other is a bunch of europoors
>>63890513
>Youre thinking way to hard into it lad
elaborate, please
>>63890622
im like 5´8 or 5´7, not sure
>>63890711
im literally completly autistic, 0 social skills. i really dont understand what she sees in me.
>>63890099
Having experienced both loneliness and non-loneliness, I can definitively say that the latter is miles better
>>63890803
Do you stay home all day everyday?
>>63890871
well, i meant loneliness as being alone, not like, FEELING lonely, because yeah that sucks ass
>>63889165
Gorillaz: Hong Kong
i feel empty. like im just going through the motions.
>>63890848
>tfw even complete self admitted autists have girls interested in them
>>63890875
no. im in college and i meet people including girls. im kind of ugly but not that much i dont think. im fairly fit i lift. i guess i just have an irredeemable personality and i hate myself for it. i think im going to go take these 4 tabs of acid i have left and try to figure out whats wrong with me
I'm feeling... like nothing right now.
I'm just chilling, listening to music.
>>63890939
maybe try just 1 dude. 4 cant leave you fucked up if your mindset is the wrong one, hell, even 1 tab can.
>>63890934
maybe you have your standards too high or something.
i think i do too, this girl isnt exactly a 10/10, but the thing is that when i really like someone i see them as 11/10, even being completly aware that is not real.
this isnt happening with this girl, which is sad because our personalities match greatly.
i guess i could try play it slow and see if i get more into her with time, but i dont think thats gonna happen, i also dont want to make her wait for something that probably isnt gonna happen.
i literally told her this (not the 10/10 thing of course) and she insists.
hold me bros.
>>63890848
It's just a kiss dude not like you had sex. kisses are nothing, but since you said youre autistic its prob hard to grasp that, but a make out session aint shit dude ive made out with a few close friends and nothing more came out of it.
>>63891085
i fuckin know is just a kiss, she is the one that doesnt get that
>>63891081
no, i have literally never had a girl interested in me, granted i haven't met a lot of them
fuck me i wish i had something other than 151 to drink, i can't even enjoy getting drunk now
>>63891081
i've done acid plenty of times i know. but man I think there's something seriously wrong with me. its not normal to have no friends. to have never have gone through love. i have to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. wish me luck. gonna go listen to mark hollis s/t. great album, highly recommended
bored as shit, feeling as if my discovery of new music has stagnated and I'm just listening to the same old shit. I need some sort of change in my life, not even just musically.
>>63891144
in my experience drugs tend to just things worse.
acid is a nice experience, i have never done high doses tho, but wouldnt do it for those reasons if i was you. anyways good luck.
>tfw there are other girls into me but the only one I care about won't acknowledge my existence
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Mgv9UpsJEXs
>>63890939
Maybe girls just see you as uptight just loosen up a bit
>>63891114
than fucking let her know that and if she cant drop her its hard but can be done
>>63891199
neither would i but i dont care anymore. reading this thread made me realize that there must be something seriously fucking wrong with me. thanks for the good wishes and the conversation, thanks for replying to all the people on this thread
>>63891224
maybe thats what it is man. i have no fucking clue
>>63891224
>than fucking let her know that and if she cant drop her its hard but can be done
i told her that this wasnt feeling right, and that if it doesnt feel right it is because it isnt right.
thats the hardest i can go.
im not going to be an asshole about it, i just cant.
>>63891260
do you come to this place very often?
>>63891367
yeah couple times a day why
>Like girl
>She doesn't like me
>Other girl likes me
>I don't like her
I hate hopeless romantics, but I fucking feel like one rn. This EP makes me feel like one of the things I hate the most.
>>63891334
sometimes you gotta be anon all im gonna say but im peacin out hope you figure it out man
>>63891413
this place kinda changes your way of thinking and relating to life in general, not even memeing. ask your internet company if they can block 4chan for you or something.
i srsly think it could help.
>>63891491
not that guy, but i think coming here's made me less of an autist, ironically
also at least it gives me someone to talk to
>>63891491
Yeah I might try that. thank you for the advice. anyway im really starting to feel it. im gonna go outside. thank you again for your advice, i wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors
>breaking up with her tomorrow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zd5vQWYjUxs
why cant /adv/ be like some of these threads?
>>63891570
if you avoid the autistic memes/tripfags/shitposting you should be fine.
easier said that done.
good luck to you too.
>>63891541
You're probably not an actual autist than and just coming here has put that impression into your mind
feeling jizzy
ween - help me scrape the mucus off my brain
>>63891711
i'm not an autist, i'm a pretty normal guy and i know that
i'm just shy really, i've always been this way and it's hard to get over it
Drowning in the stress of all the work I have to do for classes.
Kid Dakota - Smokestack
>>63890939
bad idea, seriously
>>63891193
same. also ive been unemployed for a few months while living with my parents in the suburbs. its so damn boring
dont let this die, brothers
feeling lonely, in college with no girlfriend while all my teammates get laid weekly
>>63893505
Find out how they get laid. Ask them to be wingmen. You're an athlete of some sort. Probably in decent shape. Go get laid
Worried I might not get into a study program next semester because I need class registration numbers I was promised to receive by today. Haven't got them yet. I'm already approved to go too. My friend already got his numbers.
I have to go into the office and demand but I'm afraid it's all messed up somehow.
No music rn. Sitting in silence.
>>63889165
>>63889419
>>63890168
i've felt this feel. should i feel guilty for this though? fuck. i just assumed i was doing her a favor if she wanted to fuck me and i obliged but i suppose i'm an asshole because i wasn't really as into it as she was
>>63890491
one group was good
>>63890934
i miss my dog so fucking badly it hurts. FIUCK
https://blackpus.bandcamp.com/track/new-atlantis-a
Blackpus, NEW ATLANTIS A
current feel: I BROKE MY WRIST, SO BADLY. I NEED SURGERY. my greatest passion is drumming
actually having a mutual relationship of liking one another
feels good man
Brian Wilson's In Blue Hawaii
