>Current Song
>Current feel
>All My Friends - Pavement (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6JK4p_vnqo)
>Feeling lonely
>>62453567
>Taylor Swift - Love Story
>Angry
Why are you lonely OP?
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuuT95rPPlM
>not giving a fuck
> Bela Fleck & Abigail Washburne - New South Africa (https://youtu.be/qiv-2YdXENc)
> excited to be building wargaming terrain again
I've had some loneliness lately, mostly because whenever I look through matches on okc they all say "Last messaged X Months ago" and I haven't had a response in a long time
hobbies help
>>62453838
Seeing things from my "friends" on Snapchat where they are out partying and I wasn't invited to jack shit
I talk to these people in class and etc all fucking day, help them study and fucking everything and then they don't even want to fucking hang out with me EVER
>The Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling
>that tonight's gonna be a good night
>>62453960
>using snapchat if you have nothing to brag/ make others feel bad about missing out on
>using snapchat for any reason at all (other than swapping nudes with the person you're courting)
ill give you something to cry about by big business
feeling cautiously optimistic also a little strung out from the yerba mate i drank during the after noon.
>>62453887
Montaigne will be your friend until the end of time.
>>62453567
their best song, anon. great taste
>>62454125
>Montaigne
who ams?
>>62454197
Your best friend. He wrote a book.
>The Cure - In Your House
>bored, sad, I want to get high
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRNh1yX5AuM
>wanting some pussy
>WIKI - SEEDY MOTHERFUCKER (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFEg3fk3CgU)
>Missing friends.
>jamie xx feat romy: Loud places
>can't wait to buy pot n booze tomorrow, kinda melancholic but without any reason for it
>>62453960
I know how you feel. My friends never invited me anyway either. They always hung out with other people. And none of them said happy birthday to me last year either.
>>62454334
Classic.
>>62454406
At what point do you not consider them friends anymore? They obviously don't like you that much.
>>62454703
When you can viably replace them. Obviously.
>>62454744
There's nothing to replace. "Denial" isn't a friend.
>>62454703
I don't. Last time I ever saw them they went off to do something without me.
>Ghost - Cirice https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0Ao4t_fe0I
>Pretty happy because I just discovered them and just found out they'll be playing near me in spring.
>jatevee C - Autechre
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ip1QZJNqaIE
Feeling like usual. Tired, don't want to work at my dead end job, anticipating a friend's birthday party so I can go out and be social, kind of complacent and sad.
>silence
>suicidal and I have a cold
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=siF-aZwLZ5w
>i'm very tired. and i'm not feelin right.
>Black Cow - Steely Dan
> took too much adderall to study for midterms can't sleep
>got calc midterm tomorrow, feel good about it
> steely Dan is my go to adderall band so that's nice
>talking to girl but dunno if I like her/ ready to date again
This isn't the type of chickkkk that I can just hookup w/, but she's cool I just don't find her attractive enough to date
>feel shallow about that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMu0aF_L4X8
>My dad keeps getting drunk or high, can't tell which
>Not hurting anyone or anything but he's now unbearable to be around
>I miss it when it was rare to see him like this
>>62455395
What about his behavior is unbearable?
Is he depressed.
Great song+video, btw.
>>62455333
Nice trips
Hakuro Mishuniki - fields of glass
Feeling like i've shitposted all day instead of slaying poon like i usually do
>implying
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=10hnQsB873Q
>>62453567
>modest mouse - You'll See
Finally have motivation to do shit again. Just went through a 4 or 5 day period of absolutely fucking horrible depression, for no apparent reason whatsoever.
I think im bipolar, i dont want meds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5nYX-iuUFk
>tfw David Bowie is really gone
>>62455472
He acts like a drunk Robin Williams so maybe.
>Pic related
>Feeling good, looking forward to go home to my gf for the weekend
Hang in there guys
>>62456223
oops forgot pic
>>62453567
>Aphex Twin - Vaz Deferenz
>Indifferent I guess, trying to organise a night out with my m8s
>The Fall of Troy - What Sound Does A Mastodon Make
>asian qt stopped responding, i dont know if she's going through some shit like depression or whatever, i'll message her back in 2 weeks because i'm starting to obsess
>west coast - lana del rey
>tired and happy, i like how my life is going at the moment
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AG8fugqFn9Q
A mix of arousal/nervousness. This MILF I work with is sending me signals hardcore and it's a situation I've never found myself in.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoIr60buB1I
>thinking about the future and shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FgqfDT86d4
Fallujah - Chemical Cave
Feel - numb
>>62453567
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Cr_apcZkpY
>woke up at 10:30 pm
>cleaned all of my side of the house
>3 cups of coffee
>5 cigarettes
>worried for the future
Lightning Bolt- Two towers, I'm scared.
Red House Painters - Medicine Bottle
>Lonely. Thinking about a person I've used to love. It was such a passionate crush, thus, when she flew away not so long ago, it hurt cruelly. I once asked her for a movie, a documentary film whose topic, I thought, would be interesting to her. She rejected so kindly that I felt jealous - that one could keep that attitude.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDUexPMOTyE
>I feel lonely and I hope she is still thinking about me "every now and then".
>Richie Hawtin's Essential Mix from Los Angeles
>wanting cocaine while studying
>>62457223
nevermind lmao
>>62455395
>>62457538
T.T
/mu/'s a sad place.
>>62457587
More Yellow Birds- Sparklehorse
Almost the exact same man but I am flying out in a few days instead it hurts bad.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTjfl0yhyRk
there's this pretty cute girl at work i always catch looking at me and i don't know how to react to it. i'm really not interested in pursuing a relationship or sex, and i don't think we'd have many mutual interests
or maybe she just thinks i'm fucking weird, which is understandable
>Rene Aubrey-Demi Lune
>the boredom that comes after being really angry
Stockhausen - Hymnen
I'm glad about health getting better, and happy about the future.
>Current Song
Marine Girls - Love to Know
https://youtu.be/gZPBFcgvoAg
>Current Feel
A bit lonely and empty inside, but what's new? Other than that, I'm keeping myself warm and comfy, so I can't complain.
>Songs you listen staring at the ceiling
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mN-CqIytN2U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSBs-hiapo4
>Current Song
Moonlight on Vermont - Captain Beefheart
First time listening through this album and I am fucking loving it so far
>Current feel
Have to do shit to seal the deal on this job I'm starting which is gonna be boring.
Once that's over I'm gonna play games, listen to music, and DUDE WEED.
>Song
Animal Collective - For Reverend Green
>Feel
Just cut back on half of my medications after six months of feeling like I'm in a fog. I just went for a run and plan to start meditation today. Could be placebo, but I haven't felt this natural in months. I feel like making art already.
