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>Dad is in rehab for Heroin addiction
>Mom has cancer and is losing it mentally
>little sister depressed too and hates my Dad now
>family is falling apart
>I'm so alone
Music for this feel please
>>61925712
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gt-r3QcegnU
try this, anon
I'll I see in my future is death and despair please help, give some good recs I can numb the feeling to.
>>61925712
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lQ4e9qLOTI
this album makes me slightly better when i'm down, anon. hope it makes you feel the same.
>>61925712
I'm in almost the exact same situation except without the rehab, I usually cry to Carrie and Lowell for those dying mom feels and some husker du or melvins whenI'm pissed at my dad's life choices. And you aren't alone anon.
>>61925738
Me and my dad used to listen to Leonard Cohen actually, good one thanks. I forgot about him.
>>61925712
damn thats rough buddy im sorry :(
>>61925712
don't get into depression, get out of depression
Current 93 desu
Whining isn't going to make you less of a faggot.
Saged.
>>61925903
I hope nothing bad ever happens in your life where you have to keep it all in because letting it out makes you a faggot.
Sorry to hear the op. Good luck to you, no matter what happens.
>>61925838
good rec
>>61925941
You whiny selfish little bitch. Lots of people have it far worse than you.
Men take action when they are feeling down, and get stronger. Women and betas such as yourself whine on a chinese cartoon website for internet pity points.
>>61925844
Yeah kick depression's butt!
>>61926015
>and I school "betas" on a chinese cartoon website for internet alpha points
>>61926015 fuck off you prick
>>61926015
This cunt is a cunt, but he does have a point, you have a lot of emotion right now OP, write something, draw something, express yourself while you listen to music
>>61926015
>>61925712
>Feeling bad for a druggie
He deserves it.
>Mom is mentally weak
She deserves it.
>Little sister is a emo shit
She deserves it, probably will end up as some camwhore or slut with daddy issues
>I'm so alone
Kill yourself dumb frogposter, nobody likes you.
>>61926015
>selfish
People who overuse and misuse this word need to get fucked in the ass, it's annoying. I'm sure you're a selfless saint
>>61926115
Whats your story anon, why would someone with such strong will and character be here of all places
>>61926115
fuck off. even though probably just bait, fuck you
>>61926162
I forgot I was in a emo facebook group, sorry daddy suicidal princess.
>>61926115
fuck you cunt
>>61926210
>>61926167
How no, I'm cyberbulling you!!
Go and ask your daddy to give you drug lessons so you can overdose yourself.
>>61926184
Im not OP and mu has always been feelsy you smell new
joy division - disorder
fugazi- i'm so tired.
weird fugazi track but lots of feels
>>61926287
Feels are more reddit/tumblr territory bucko.
Unless you're a woman. Women need to be sentimental to take care of their children.
>>61926346
Like I said. New.
>>61926015
yo, fuck you jackass.There's no shame in feeling
>>61926364
Not me cutie princess.
>>61926115
t. manlet
>>61926256
>How no, I'm cyberbulling you
are you having a stroke
>>61926430
No, I'm just pretending to have a brain failure like the ones that OP's dad will have.
>>61926459
WOW DUDE! WATCH OUT THAT EDGE, YOU MIGHT CUT SOMEBODY!
>>61926459
So you were literally pretending to be retarded?
>>61926373
Feeling is for women, queers and minorities. When you're "feeling" you're engaged in your brain's temporal lobe, which makes rationality difficult.
Wise up to the game and repress your feelings. The greatest inventors, businessmen and politicians didn't get to where they were by feeling. Especially not by throwing a pity party circle jerk on /mu/.
>>61926484
I personally prefer syringes over razors.
>>61926497
Yes, I don't have your natural talent.
>>61926510
~le fedora meme
>>61926459
>heroin addict
>brain failure
lmao virgin detected
spoken like a true high-school pseudo-intellectual that has no idea what he's talking about. everyone uses drugs in the real world. if you don't, you're a fucking loser. it's not the drugs fault that OP's dad is weak. lmao, I bet you go on /r9k/, too.
>>61926510
I dont want to be any of those things
>>61926115
Define "mental strength." No memeshit.
>>61926544
> everyone uses drugs in the real world
Ghetto Hot Opinions 2016
>>61926575
go speak to any Chemistry PhD student at a top-ten, brainlet
>>61926609
Your autism doesn't count as a drug Mr.Genius.
>>61926619
Don't ever fucking respond to me with a low-IQ post ever again, you waste of space.
Contribute to the thread, or fuck off.
>>61926643
autism_SMASH
is /b/ offline of something?
>>61926668
Kids just got out of school in Australia, so it makes sense.
>>61926643
>Tips weed fedora*
>>61926544
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.
>>61926015
I hope you never feel happy you narcissistic self-centered piece of shit. Keep it bottled and stay stoic like a real man, lots of people will always have it better than you.
>>61925712
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUe0EqS6vws
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5Sg0WGy9YA
First one's a pick-me-up, second's a calmer.
Pick your poison, anon.
I've been there before. My mom did computer duster and abused my siblings. I didn't get hit because I fought back. Trust me, you can move on. I have someone I love, and I hope you find that too.
>>61926544
lmaoo weed brah lmaooo
>>61926783
>>61926711
virgins
>>61926801
lmaooo brah virgins lmaaooo
>>61926810
i agree with this post
>>61926346
>Feels are more reddit/tumblr territory bucko
HAHAHAHA
you know how i know you're a retarded cumguzzling newfaggot?
>>61926711
>>61926783
>>61926801
>>61926810
>>61926824
Samefag manlet
Kill yourself.
>>61926015
You got fisted by your dad you fucking grapefruit
Holy shit guys, quit being faggots and contribute to this thread.
OP needs some music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avBeGwFWCz8
>>61926843
>you know how i know you're a retarded cumguzzling newfaggot?
because you're a redditor that has been here for five years, and thinks he's an oldfag, and never realized that feels started on tumblr
>>61926854
Nice projection faggot.
Did I strike a nerve?
>>61926900
>Nice projection faggot.
Wow, that's some nice projecting going on there.
Are you okay?
OP here, thank you all for the music posted. Its really great. I made a playlist of whats been posted so far.
>>61927033
You're welcome, homie.
>>61927033
You're welcome future orphan.
How does it feel to watch the world burn while you can't do nothing to change it? Pretty impressive, right?
>>61925712
That sucks OP. You'll get through it
When I was little my dad and step brother raped me (im male). At 16 my dad kicked me out of the house and disowned me. I was living in California at the time, but decided to live with my mother who lived in Connecticut. I got to CT and couldnt find my mother. Apparently she changed her name and didnt like to be found by anyone. So i was homeless for a few months while I workek with the city to find my mother. I finally found her and live with her now. Now at 20 im in my second year of community college and I have no idea what im doing
music fot this feel?
>>61927190
>step brother raped me
>living with your mother even when she changer her name in purpose
You have talent to be a good trap
>>61927161
It's great knowing I'm not a person like you
>>61927221
Whats that supposed to mean
>>61927161
there, take your attention and get out of the grown ups table
>>61927290
A shame that your dead parents can't give you attention.
>>61926015
>>61926544
retardation: the thread
>>61926015
>muh fabricated manliness
shove your silver spoon up your dick you sheltered faggot
i bet you're just as much of a pathetic pussy as you make yourself seem
>>61925712
Sorry people are being so cold, OP. I'm sure it's nothing personal against you, people use the 'tough guy in the internet' facade to compensate for something much deeper
Anyway check this album out. I hope things get better for you and your senpai
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDWEz1mia1I
>>61926721
is this Gira or am I imagining things
>>61927597
It is. Angels of Light was a side-project that took over when Swans split up for a while
>>61926405
Don't know why this made me zozzlekek so hard.
So hard.
Dunno if this is a good thread for this, but my favorite game OST is Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines. Most of the music is really downbeat and depressing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBjuAFnBXBM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=301Pxln7KDw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQ0IVnO3pKQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SycUY7ANtD0
Godspeed gets a similar vibe for me, as does some of Swans' stuff. But what else can make me feel this great feel?
>>61925712
>life relatively fine
>get super nervous during job interviews so much i broke down crying infront someone
>have trouble talking to people and making friends
At least i have you guys ;_;
>>61925712
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=P41gtpsWPXs
>>61925759
Stop being underage
>>61926510
keking hard at this lad
>>61928098
https://stayknyfe.bandcamp.com/album/sweet-dreams-2
found this in a bandcamp tread, has sorta the same feel on some tracks
>>61928196
Thanks, will give a listen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJ5xerbXGIo
don't listen to this if you're actually depressed or you may end up killing yourself
>>61928196
>>61928312
About 2/3rds of the way through. Doesn't really give me the feeling I'm looking for but is good in its own right
>>61925712
>>61926520
anon might be a faggot cunt, but this shit's funny
>>61925712
lmfao
>>61926520
#REKT
>>61927244
Not anon, but it basically means you're an unlikable cunt. I'd guess you're bitter about your lack of friends.
>>61926520
>i don't have your natural talent
Holy shit, gonna steal this
>>61926015
I'm glad everyone here thinks you're a cunt. It's cause you are one.
Press on OP, have hope.
Your mom seems to be in the worst shape, but your sister sister seems like she's just as bad as you - possibly following your example. And your father, he got a chance to redeem himself, whether he chooses to make use of it or not is up to him.
If nobody is in shape to provide support for the others, it all falls down, see if you're up to the task.
>>61925712
my dad fucking died a month ago and I'll be away from everyone I know and I'm terrified too, OP.
but we'll all make it right
>>61926015
>lots of people have it worse than you
Really?
The people who are able to stand "worse" have the determimation to do so. People who are depressed on the other hand have no motivation whatsoever, as they feel no sense of being rewarded.
>>61925712
I'm sorry to hear that. Andrew Jackson Jihad always cheers me up when I'm depressed.
>>61925712
I wish that things will get better for you anon.
If you need a hug:
http://thenicestplaceontheinter.net/
*hugs you a warm hug of comfort, but only if you want to*
I also recommend pic related
>>61926015
>LE REAL MEN XD
fuck off tumblr
>>61926115
>on a music board
>using 'emo' wrong
fucking end yourself
>>61926015
>nobody should ever complain because someone will always have it worse than them
>>61926015
This. Achieve your dreams. Fuck your family.
>>61925712
>tfw iktf
Mom is dead dad is blind and my brother hates me.
Don't worry anon the numbness should have kicked in by now.
>>61926015
>falling for the "man" meme
have fun committing suicide at 45!
Just turn that frown upside down ;)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecK344Pi-7A
>>61925903
>>61926015
>>61926115
OP just wanted recommendations for music. Why the fuck do you have to be cunts about this? Did he ask for your guidance or advice?
He just came to this board to get some good recommendations and your cancerous shitposting isn't helping so feel free to fuck off because you're not contributing to this thread and it frankly isn't for you.
>>61925712
Ignore these cunts OP. They're baiting and probably don't have the faintest idea of what serious problems/difficulties and sadness look like.
The following are good recommendations imo. Will try to find something more for you and post it here
>>61925949
>>61925838
>>61925712
Caliban - I Am Nemesis
>>61935885
Oh boo fucking hoo
We're cunts because we can be. If you wanted a nice atmosphere or a safe space head over to Reddit or Tumblr. Would be a better place for you
>>61936041
Not him, but you do indeed have a right to say what you want here. I then have every right to call you a fucking retard for it.
>Switched majors but got accepted into honours for my new one
>Found an easy job that pays well
>Going on a date this evening
What's some Everything's Coming Up Milhouse core?
>>61936105
I'd rather have someone call me a fucking retard than tell me "oh you're being so rude stop it!" or "insert reddit-teir response" like some fucking beta bitch
>>61936105
i like it you when you call me names you dirty cunt
>>61926015
You fucking piece of shit
>>61925712
Hospice or Amnesiac are good for your feel, but you've probably listened to them already.
>>61925712
Wish you all the good anon. I'm very sorry for you but you are gonna make it.
My younger brother, 19, is battling it out with his bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. Won't take his meds seriously. Meanwhile he's living with my father, who's working two jobs and raising my half-sister, 6.
My mother is in an oppressive relationship and her husband won't allow her to see my brother.
Meanwhile I'm 23 hours away by train, and listening to Paul Baribeau's folk punk for this feel.
>Never Get to Know
"I'll never get to know my sister [brother]
Because myyyy sister [brother] is a crack head
And thank God I remember
[softly] When she [he] was just a little kid."
Fuck drug abuse, man. My brother's never been the same.
>>61936041
you're actually ridiculous. 4chan is no different to tumblr or reddit. sorry to spoil your super secret edge club
Why don't you try and comfort your little sister or your mother instead of complaining to strangers on 4chan?
>>61936181
>only insults that I deem acceptable are allowed!
>trying to place limitations on an anonymous imageboard
Go back to reddit faggot
>>61936774
>4chan is no different to tumblr or reddit.
lmao
>>61936845
Where the did I say only insults I deem acceptable were allowed? Please fucking show me where. You can't find it? Wow congratulations on being the biggest fucking retard on the internet
>>61936896
It says it right there on the ceiling
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iB1K-yxuoJQ
I don't know if any of you have posted this yet because I'm not clicking on yt links because I don't want my music to stop but this album is amazing.
>>61936181
Oh my god you called him a beta. Wow you're so edgy, I can't handle it.
>>61932541
takk is beautiful senpai
>>61925738
wow, this is really boring.
>>61926015
kill yourself
>>61937415
you'reself*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GiZHmwzNAqE
>>61925712
Aloha Tigers:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUpNZ6AE_8c
Bon Iver:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oCPAO3bp4Q
Carl Broemel:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4CNBcW2_eDk
The Eastern Sea:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeweygRlS38
Foreign Fields:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rw-956QCVxc
>>61937232
Less edgy then telling people to kill themselves
>>61925712
that feel when youre the one with the heroin addiction and everyone hates you, even after you get clean
>>61926405
kekked
>>61938309
I'll always love my pep pep even through his addiction. He's had a really rough life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfHyumBc6Fc
