>tfw dying of an unknown illness
>tfw haven't told anyone i know
any music for this feel my /mu/tants?
nearly died in a car accident yesterday and im feelin this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xrKi8mPR494
I actually went and checked for news of Mos Def dying when I saw this. You're not him, right?
>>60679578
yes im mos def
>>60679404
I'm really sorry man, I know that isn't saying much but I hope it still might be something
If it's cool to ask could you expand upon your situation, maybe?
>>60679404
John Coltrane - Interstellar Space :^)
>>60679673
well I've noticed that I've been having headaches/seeing starts randomly/feeling numb all the time.
At first i passed this off as anxiety but over time it became extreme.
I went to the doctor and he told me that i have Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease. There is really no way that they can treat me especially that it is so early. (most people it happens to are in their 60's im in my 20's.)
>>60679738
I know i am just an anon but i hope u get better. That sounds so shitty.
Hope you at least had a nice thanks giving
>>60679738
Like Mad Cow disease? Fuck
This is something that usually happens in people's 60s?
I can't quit you baby - Led Zeppelin
>>60679404
Since I'm not dying of an illness I know this might sound retarded, but suffering with [spoiler]borderline personality disorder[/spoiler] making me [spoiler]constantly suicidal, morning to night. It's even a common theme in my dreams.[/spoiler] I would love to be dying of an illness. I wouldn't tell a soul and I'd happily submit to it.
But that really sucks for you, man. Hope it gets better.
Random recommendation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qF7hnnQBtY
More specific recommendation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aPupUX2s_A
>>60679738
Perhaps seek out this treatment for the time being?
http://www.nytimes.com/2003/05/11/magazine/why-is-jonathan-simms-still-alive.html?pagewanted=all
Didn't know you were dying, It's rare to read this. Not sure what you like but when I attempted suicide from the GGB in San Francisco I was listening to this playlist (not in order)
first, these were too depressing so i took them off:
end of our days - howie days
the life - wendy and lisa
cool waves - spiritualized
dreamer - labi siffre
childhood's end - majical cloudz
where is my mind - pixies
return to innocence - enigma
i'm like a bird - nelly furtado
sad dream - sky f
daylight, nurse who loved me - failure
dream world - grimes
metroid zero mission title theme
from the morning - nick drake
some more but it took me a long time to write this and i don't care THAT much, you're going to heaven buddy, also It's hard for me to feel sympathy (and I only even feel kind of bad about that) because my grandma got into an accident and was in severe pain, but i didn't feel sad or devestated as my mom... Idk if i'm terrible or what
>>60679951
me too, since i tried suicide i've been dreaming of it a lot, this is the life for broken people
>>60679738
Have you gotten a second opinion?
